Casino - that could happen. It was some of what we talked about on Wednesday when we weren't having sex that night.
Before I get to last night, I wanted to share some of what we talked about on Wednesday - I mean it was some pretty frank and open conversation that she started out by asking me "how do you feel with us not having sex tonight?".
I was caught off guard by that as one of her opening lines! She told me to be honest with her - that there wasn't much I could possibly say that would change anything. So, after downing the last of my beer I came out and told her that it drove me crazy with desire that she was saving herself for Brad the next night. She told me that she also liked it - she liked how she felt, knowing that I wanted her and herself knowing that the next person she WOULD have sex with was Brad. I told her that after she went on the IUD that I didn't expect her to let me have her on Wednesdays anyway - and she was surprised by that, I think surprised that I knew her that well and knew of how she was thinking and feeling.
She opened up with me too. She said she loved the sexual experience and desire that Brad has brought out in her. She said that she feels so confident personally and sexually - and I told her I could tell from when we're together. I asked her what she thought was going to happen after March and she was honest and said she didn't know. (last night she said Brad had already started to suggest to his wife that once his Thursday meeting/conference calls are over that he may start going to the gym)
I asked her if she was going to miss it, Thursdays. She hesitated a bit before answering me and then said yes - she said she was sorry if that bothered me or anything but that she has now come to really enjoy and even look forward to seeing him. I told her it was really okay - that I wanted her to enjoy herself and I reminded her of what we'd talked about last week and at other times - of how I felt what we had together when she comes home is just like the dessert after a good meal - that it builds on from what she's doing and that I was no longer scared to say it - that I too enjoyed her having sex with Brad.
She asked me why I wanted to watch her. I was stuck on how to say what I wanted to say so I stumbled along trying to tell her that I wanted to be a part of it and to be there as she experienced her (and his) pleasure. She asked me why I thought I'd feel different now than the last time. I was honest and I told her that since I opened up with her and that since I felt more confident and comfortable with all of this - that I thought I would be able to see them in a different light. I told her that I thought I still felt threatened and that I don't know that I really accepted it back then - but I told her that now I do and that I wanted to maybe come in after they'd gotten started. She smiled at that idea and admitted that she too felt a bit uneasy with me watching the start of them getting started.
She was saying something about how long to wait and how that might work out okay. My mind was still racing at everything and there was this quiet pause and she just looked at me and then leaned over and kissed me which brought me back to our conversation. I knew what I wanted to say but it just didn't fit into what we were talking about and the conversation wandered all over until I finally just said it. I looked at her and I just said "I want to be there when you both cum". I said it quietly just like that and she just looked at me and smiled at what I said - as if it said everything in those few words.
Now, last night was very arousing for me. I don't know why but maybe for the first time - as we cleaned up in the kitchen and we were going through some of the mail and stuff - I suddenly realized that this night, actually every Thursday night, that the whole time we're keeping busy till our son goes to bed - all I could think about was that the entire time she's got Brad's cum in her! I don't know why but that was all I could think about last night. I mean - of course I know that this is nothing new - I mean it's obvious when we get in bed and stuff - but for some reason it just hit me last night in a strange way. I couldn't take my eyes off her crotch the rest of the time till we went upstairs just after 10pm.
My mind had been racing that not more than 4 hours earlier Brad had been fucking her and that she'd been wet from him since then. When we did get into our room I started in pretty aggressively and she pushed me back and said I should relax and wait a bit and for me to "get comfortable" (which means strip down to our undies). She did the same and it was just so erotic seeing her sitting on the bed next to me - just panties and a bra - and again the whole time, this knowledge of what lay between her legs was just driving me crazy!
She saw my cock struggling inside my boxers and she reached in and fished it out and then just sat back and looked at it. She didn't so much tease me - as simply make me aware that she had fucked Brad earlier. "Brad was hard like that before" "Till I got him to calm down" She spread her legs apart a bit and showed me the damp spot between them "I'm all wet from him". She pulled down the bra-cups and said "My nipples are still hard from him".
She wasn't teasing me - she was telling me exactly how she felt!
Finally when she did get naked she started to stroke me as she spread her legs. "Do you want to see Brad's pussy?" Oh god did that get to me - I know she felt it in my cock in her hand. She spread them a little wider and said "He made a mess earlier but I cleaned up a bit before coming home" and with that I could see how wet and swollen she was and I told her "Looks like he was a bit rough on you?"
She gave me that same giggle again and said quietly "The second time he was". That drove me crazy and to be honest I don't recall anything specific after that other than just about jumping on her and starting to kiss her and run my hands all over her body.
Even now it's turning me on - good thing they all went out shopping tonight for "dress clothes" (we have a wedding coming up in a few weeks).
Normally I would be turned on (that's funny - "normally") but last night I seemed to be very aware of all of Sue - all of her curves and nooks and crannies and as I ran my hands all over her we kissed. I cupped her butt and ran my fingers down to her pussy and I could feel she was very damp and very HOT. And I just had to have her. I pushed her onto her back and began kissing my way down her neck. Down her chest - sucking gently at her nipples (wondering if I could taste Brad at all) and then down to her pussy. I licked gently as I very gently spread her lips apart. My wet fingers glided almost frictionlessly between them and I gently pulled her open.
It seemed like I was so much more aware of everything last night than usually - looking down and seeing her lying there with my fingers spreading her pussy apart - seeing her breathing heavy and her nipples pointed towards the ceiling like little pebbles - damn it was incredible. I pushed my finger inside her vagina - it was hot - it felt almost like melted wax inside. I arched my finger and rubbed the "roof" near where I think her g-spot is and she let out this moan that sent chills through me. I pulled my finger out and licked it - yes, I could taste Brad in her. It's an obvious taste - but it was so damn arousing to me I thought my cock was going to burst as I leaned down to lick her gently. Her pussy lips felt so tender and warm and smooth to my tongue and when I ran it up the middle of her - between the wetness, the taste and how she arched her back and moaned - oh god it was just incredible. I swear I thought I'd cum without even touching myself. I'd tasted Brad's cum in her before - but last night - it just seemed to touch a nerve and drove me crazy.
The next thing I knew we were fucking - and fucking hard. There is nothing so incredible as feeling her wetter and wetter the deeper inside I pushed.
We both only lasted a few minutes after that - seems I'd brought her to climax several times and she wasn't far behind me at the end. As I lay on top of her thrusting gently she wrapped her arms and legs around me and I am pretty sure she had this really nice long orgasm as we both hugged tightly.
I know it sounds so fairy-tale-ish. And I'm sure it probably would have been pretty boring to watch - but for me, cumming inside her at that moment was just very intense last night.
We talked a bit afterwards - I came out and asked her if she'd ever consider or want another guy? She turned my head and stared at me for a moment and said something like "when I'm ready, maybe, but right now you and Brad are all I need".
I"m hoping for a little Friday-night action - but I'm not sure she's up to it - actually, we both seem a bit tired today....
That's all there was to write. I do enjoy posting here. I read back on some older posts - sheesh - I think I've shared my whole life here.