Only a little bit of time right now but she explained to me that they'd been talking about things, her wanting to be with him more and that sort of stuff. When I left them alone she told me that he started to ask what about Steve? She said that, and I knew this, had told him that sometimes I can't get hard (not true) but that it wasn't that often and when he asked, she merely said that it had gotten worse at times and that I was okay with her having her fun with him.
Raks, I think the thing you are missing is that she isn't forcing anything on me. I guess maybe that's it, but if I could separate all of my concerns and cautious thoughts and misgivings and know that things would be okay - I would gladly give Sue to him to use as he and she desired.
When we talked about it yesterday after he left, she told me that she thought it would be easier for all of us if Paul had some kind of reason other than us being kinky (aka - me being the beta cuckold). I told her that it obviously felt better for me and all of us. Which I haven't posted about yet but can summarize that Paul was much more comfortable when I was in the bedroom with them. in the past as I'd said I was cautious out of consideration for him if I was masturbating. But now, he understood that seeing him make love with Sue was something that got me hard and horny, that he seemed much more relaxed while I was there with them.
I had been a long time since I'd seen them intimate together and to be honest, I needed and wanted to see it. I knew that even before I would see them, that if she really responded to him and they were really passionate and intense together, that it was going to be something that would only make me want to let it happen even more so I actually wanted to be there and see how they were together. I did give them time together alone but I also went up to the doorway much sooner than I normally would have and I peered in and just watched.
I know she wanted him to come here after this lapse in time because of what we'd been talking about. As I said, she'd already told me that we should have the weekend be like it will be and for me to see how I feel about it and that had clearly meant no sex with me. I think knowing that made me appreciate watching them even more in that I was in no rush for them to move quickly for me to take my turn.
She was quite beautiful as I watched them go from standing there kissing with his hands caressing her to them lying on our bed just a few minutes later. As I said, in the past I wanted him to rip her clothes off her - but this time, I wanted to appreciate it. She told me later that she didn't know I was there so what I saw was her acting naturally with him as she would in his place. She teased him and I was pleased that she made him work to get her clothes undone and then off. I did wince at how well he knows her and admitted even at times that he seemed very smooth and relaxed with her as she easily met his actions with her own. But after what we'd talked about beforehand and what Paul and I had talked about, I actually wanted to see him seduce and have her fully.