Well, you guys are pretty much too far in the deep-end for me with these last few posts. Saraha - I won't deny though that when I do get to finally watch them together, that moment will be very intense. I understand what you're saying even if I don't go along with the whole extreme aspects of it. Being there as Brad cums inside Sue will, I expect, be traumatic for me - I already know it that at the moment I see and hear him "take her" from me that it is going to affect me deeply. But then again, it already has, in many ways.
I do feel much closer to Sue since all of this started. There is something in the way it has brought our sexuality out in the open that just seems to make it easier for us all around. I think many couples dance around sex - thinking back, sometimes I was too reserved, shy or just didn't feel comfortable discussing sex openly with Sue - not just when I wanted to have sex with her, but also in discussing it in general and also about discussing what she wanted and felt and desired. But now that seems to be fairly easy for us. She is no longer embarassed, ashamed or un-confident about expressing herself and now, neither of us feel threatened by any of this. She knows I will always be here for her and I know she will too - regardless of what she does or who she does it with.
She didn't get home till later on Thursday night - she blamed it on the cold weather but I knew better and knew that they were enjoying themselves. It was obvious from the look on her face when she came home. I had already fed the kids and they were off downstairs so I followed Sue upstairs and just watched her undress. That always gets me worked up - knowing she'd just put those clothes on when she was done with Brad. I could even see red marks on her breasts and on her legs and thighs. But what turned me on most as it always does was when she changed her panties - between the wet spot in them and the way her whole pussy looks (reddened, engorged, swollen and moist!). She just smiled at me and said "you can have your turn later, promise".
It wasn't until 10:30pm that we were in bed again. She took the spermicide applicator and inserted another dose and then lay back and said "your turn - I'm tired but you can have fun".
I pushed into her before I was fully hard - but after one or two strokes I was up to full-speed! It's always different when she's had enough and is letting me have my fun - she just pulled her legs back and told me to do whatever I wanted. I asked her to tell me about her night and she started to talk to me about Brad going down on her first and getting her all wet.
She then told me that she told Brad, as he inserted her diaphragm, that it might be the last time as she had her doctors appointment on Friday. She said that turned him and her on a lot. I knew I wasn't going to last long - just hearing her tell me about that got me almost to the edge. She told me how she got on top of him and can't wait until they don't have to feel her diaphragm in her when she's in that position!
That did it for me - it was all of maybe 5-10 minutes and as she told me that she said "you'll like it better to baby" - wow, that did it - I blasted my load in her like I hadn't cum in days (which I hadn't!!!!!).
Friday morning after the kids left for school and before I left, Sue was in the bathroom not only taking out the diaphragm (which is always erotic to watch as lots of "stuff" always drips out of her) but then douching so she can be "clean" for the doctor. I hadn't thought about that much before - I wonder how many gynecologists look into a woman's vagina and encounter sperm and whatever else.
I went to work and she called me mid-afternoon and said "I did it" meaning her doc talked her into the IUD.
More later.
okdeacon
