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Busy Monday morning so I'm just going to post this in pieces rather than one huge update.
Yes, it happened! Short version - he arrived about 4:30pm as we'd planned. Thing were very cordial and very very relaxed. He brought a bottle of wine and we had already bought 2 bottles of champagne. What's that song, "Tequila makes her clothes fall off"? Well, we can name it "Champagne makes Sue's clothes fall off". We just did burgers on the grill as something simple for dinner and after the bottle of wine, we all felt very relaxed. And yes, things were awkward for a little while. Past weekends I had provided the conversational grease but this time, Sue took the lead and asked for some time alone with Paul to "discuss a few things". I knew this was when she was going to have him take the HIV test as well as when she was going to tell him more about what she wanted for the evening. I gave them about 15-20 minutes.
When they returned it was obvious that they'd been messing around while they talked and waited, but when they returned she said with a giggle in her voice "he's healthy!". Paul immediately turned bright red from what she said but she pulled him to her and kissed him right in front of me and said "it's all good". That broke the ice for sure.
More in a bit.
Yes, it happened! Short version - he arrived about 4:30pm as we'd planned. Thing were very cordial and very very relaxed. He brought a bottle of wine and we had already bought 2 bottles of champagne. What's that song, "Tequila makes her clothes fall off"? Well, we can name it "Champagne makes Sue's clothes fall off". We just did burgers on the grill as something simple for dinner and after the bottle of wine, we all felt very relaxed. And yes, things were awkward for a little while. Past weekends I had provided the conversational grease but this time, Sue took the lead and asked for some time alone with Paul to "discuss a few things". I knew this was when she was going to have him take the HIV test as well as when she was going to tell him more about what she wanted for the evening. I gave them about 15-20 minutes.
When they returned it was obvious that they'd been messing around while they talked and waited, but when they returned she said with a giggle in her voice "he's healthy!". Paul immediately turned bright red from what she said but she pulled him to her and kissed him right in front of me and said "it's all good". That broke the ice for sure.
More in a bit.
We all sat around and relaxed and enjoyed the awesome weather sitting out on the deck enjoying the last glass of wine.
As the sun went down and it started to get a little cooler we moved inside and Sue announced that she was going to get more comfortable.
Paul and I heard the shower start to run upstairs and I looked at him and said that she must want to get cleaned up a bit. He turned to me and we talked a bit, awkwardly at first as he said "she tells me you are okay with all of this?" with a question in his voice. I told him that I did and that I knew it sounded weird to say that. He stopped me and said "no, I think it's cool" and then he said that we seemed very "cool" with everything and that he'd heard about stuff like this and that he wondered how it would be "being in a Penthouse letter". It sort of broke the ice in a good way, whether Sue put him up to that or whatever, he again was very respectful about things. I told him that I had come to appreciate new things with Sue after so much time together to which he replied that he wished he could have found that same happiness at which point he looked at me and said "I just want to have fun with her you know" and he proceeded to tell me directly that he had no intentions of "breaking you up" or hurting our marriage. I told him that was great and I told him that I had a good feeling about him and that I liked that he made Sue happy and I emphasized "happy". There was a bit of an awkward silence until he looked at me and said "thanks for letting us have fun tonight" and I knew what he meant so I told him that she'd been looking forward to it all week and that I was glad he was healthy.
So, while we weren't really talking explicitly about everything, after we talked like this for a bit, I felt better that he understood that we both were looking forward to it. As we talked I eventually mentioned "seconds" and he asked me in a rhetorical way whether we'd done this before. I told him "yes, many times over the years". Before he could really answer I told him that "we'll see how the evening develops". Partway through our conversation we heard the water shut-off in the shower and we both joked that she should be down in another half-hour with both of us obviously referring to how long she takes. As we kept talking it slowly dawned on me that he said that from his own knowledge and from being with her at his place and it turned me on that he already knew of her make-up habits!
We were talking comfortably when we heard her footsteps and she came into the living room with a silky bathrobe on. I'm sure we all said something but what turned me on was how she sat on the arm of the couch next to me and how the already short robe opened just a bit revealing quite a bit of thigh. She asked if "you guys were getting to know each other" and then joked that we might be seeing a lot of each other and that she "really wanted my guys to get along" and with that she leaned down and gave me a very passionate kiss after which she smiled at Paul and I am pretty sure while we kissed she'd spread her legs or let him see her lingerie because he had a big smile when we both sat back and continued talking.
I'd like to say that I remember everything the three of us talked about but the freshly clean smell with a slight hint of sexual arousal was keeping both Paul and I focused on her. I know we talked for a few minutes when Sue suggested maybe opening the champagne as she wanted her mimosa (oj and champagne - her favorite). I asked Paul what he wanted and he said he'd have a sip of champagne but that he would rather a beer. Sue and I intended to drink the champagne as, in a way, both of us wanted to celebrate what was happening (and I knew what effect it would have on her).
As Paul nursed his beer Sue asked for a refill (small glasses) and I was ready too. When I returned, Sue had moved to sit next to Paul on the loveseat and they were in the midst of a somewhat passionate kiss with him feeling very comfortable and her having opened the front of her robe revealing the tight spandex-like camisole she had on that clearly showed her breasts and hard nipples. I sat down with the glasses and waited a moment for them to finish. It wasn't an easy moment for me. It was the first time I'd see them getting involved with each other and I admit I felt queasy and even hesitant. I knew that the longer they lingered in this kiss, the more a signal it was to what they both wanted with each other.
He did many of the same things that I do when kissing Sue to make her succumb - he ran his hands through her hair and down her neck and held her close but did not touch her breasts or pussy, only gently caressing her butt. From her moans and breathing I knew she was into it. And as I listened to her I began to feel the warmth of being turned on by knowing what was coming and even by the wonder of just how we were going to get there.
As the sun went down and it started to get a little cooler we moved inside and Sue announced that she was going to get more comfortable.
Paul and I heard the shower start to run upstairs and I looked at him and said that she must want to get cleaned up a bit. He turned to me and we talked a bit, awkwardly at first as he said "she tells me you are okay with all of this?" with a question in his voice. I told him that I did and that I knew it sounded weird to say that. He stopped me and said "no, I think it's cool" and then he said that we seemed very "cool" with everything and that he'd heard about stuff like this and that he wondered how it would be "being in a Penthouse letter". It sort of broke the ice in a good way, whether Sue put him up to that or whatever, he again was very respectful about things. I told him that I had come to appreciate new things with Sue after so much time together to which he replied that he wished he could have found that same happiness at which point he looked at me and said "I just want to have fun with her you know" and he proceeded to tell me directly that he had no intentions of "breaking you up" or hurting our marriage. I told him that was great and I told him that I had a good feeling about him and that I liked that he made Sue happy and I emphasized "happy". There was a bit of an awkward silence until he looked at me and said "thanks for letting us have fun tonight" and I knew what he meant so I told him that she'd been looking forward to it all week and that I was glad he was healthy.
So, while we weren't really talking explicitly about everything, after we talked like this for a bit, I felt better that he understood that we both were looking forward to it. As we talked I eventually mentioned "seconds" and he asked me in a rhetorical way whether we'd done this before. I told him "yes, many times over the years". Before he could really answer I told him that "we'll see how the evening develops". Partway through our conversation we heard the water shut-off in the shower and we both joked that she should be down in another half-hour with both of us obviously referring to how long she takes. As we kept talking it slowly dawned on me that he said that from his own knowledge and from being with her at his place and it turned me on that he already knew of her make-up habits!
We were talking comfortably when we heard her footsteps and she came into the living room with a silky bathrobe on. I'm sure we all said something but what turned me on was how she sat on the arm of the couch next to me and how the already short robe opened just a bit revealing quite a bit of thigh. She asked if "you guys were getting to know each other" and then joked that we might be seeing a lot of each other and that she "really wanted my guys to get along" and with that she leaned down and gave me a very passionate kiss after which she smiled at Paul and I am pretty sure while we kissed she'd spread her legs or let him see her lingerie because he had a big smile when we both sat back and continued talking.
I'd like to say that I remember everything the three of us talked about but the freshly clean smell with a slight hint of sexual arousal was keeping both Paul and I focused on her. I know we talked for a few minutes when Sue suggested maybe opening the champagne as she wanted her mimosa (oj and champagne - her favorite). I asked Paul what he wanted and he said he'd have a sip of champagne but that he would rather a beer. Sue and I intended to drink the champagne as, in a way, both of us wanted to celebrate what was happening (and I knew what effect it would have on her).
As Paul nursed his beer Sue asked for a refill (small glasses) and I was ready too. When I returned, Sue had moved to sit next to Paul on the loveseat and they were in the midst of a somewhat passionate kiss with him feeling very comfortable and her having opened the front of her robe revealing the tight spandex-like camisole she had on that clearly showed her breasts and hard nipples. I sat down with the glasses and waited a moment for them to finish. It wasn't an easy moment for me. It was the first time I'd see them getting involved with each other and I admit I felt queasy and even hesitant. I knew that the longer they lingered in this kiss, the more a signal it was to what they both wanted with each other.
He did many of the same things that I do when kissing Sue to make her succumb - he ran his hands through her hair and down her neck and held her close but did not touch her breasts or pussy, only gently caressing her butt. From her moans and breathing I knew she was into it. And as I listened to her I began to feel the warmth of being turned on by knowing what was coming and even by the wonder of just how we were going to get there.
While I remember most of the evening very clearly, there are gaps in time that I can't account for. I know they're when I wound up daydreaming or zoning out to the thoughts in my head. I remember distinctly thinking "my wife is being seduced right in front of me" at one point. I know that they stopped kissing but she made no effort to pull her robe back on revealing her lacy panties and that she had nothing else on. I also know that I got us another mimosa each and him another beer. It became quite erotic to see what seemed like a few minutes later the two of them on the loveseat with her legs now spread apart and his hand on the inside of her thigh gently caressing her.
The thing is, he wasn't really doing anything other than gently caressing her but he wasn't hiding it and from how flushed she looked, she was enjoying it. The music playing in the kitchen could be heard in the living room where Sue got up and began to dance and tried to pull me and the Paul out with her. She looked cute dancing there with her breasts visibly moving beneath her top as she moved around.
It may sound cliche or whatever, but as she danced around I got up and walked up behind her and as I did, Paul walked up and approached her from the front so we sandwiched her. We were close but not on top of her, she shuddered when she felt my hands on her back but then fell forward into a kiss with him when she felt his hands on her waist and then move up her body. When he put his arms around her I moved back and let them kiss, as I watched they moved together and began an incredibly arousing dance where they slithered together all over. At one point she pulled her top up and flashed her bare breasts at him and at another point she ground her pussy against his thigh through her panties.
I did start to feel like a 3rd wheel about now but I was so turned on seeing her let loose with him and to not fear it or to hold back. At times as she turned and put her back and butt towards him she saw me, smiled and blew me a kiss and mouthed thank-you - but just as many other times she had her eyes closed and was intent on letting him have more and more of her. What did surprise me was at one point when he held her back against him, as he ran his hand down her arm and had his head on her shoulder kissing at her neck, he did look up at me and ask, very politely "you okay?". It was quick and quiet but I heard it and I distinctly saw Sue smile as he said it (did she coach him?). I smiled, weakly but I smiled, and managed to say "yeah". It was very erotic - he and I were still fully dressed but right there in front of me in our living room, Sue was being seduced and undressed.
Maybe what I said earlier had gotten to him as I actually even now think he put on a bit of a show. He kept her back pulled close to him and as he kissed her neck and she tilted her head back and cooed in response, I saw his hands become very friendly with Sue - intimately friendly. Again, he seemed so comfortable with her and she just seemed to melt into his arms. In a way it was hard to see - I mean while I did have a huge hard-on, at the same time I have to say that it was almost agonizing to see him having her way so easily with her. His hands held her breasts like he knew them well and I saw him gently tweak her nipples just as I know she loves. I saw her unconsciously (or consciously?) grind her butt back against him as he kneaded her breasts. It was nothing for him to reach one hand beneath her camisole and feel her bare skin, she again seemed to just lay back and enjoy it.
Now I don't know how long I sat there, it was dark out and the lights were somewhat dimmed as I sat there and realized I was relishing what I was seeing. I realized her breathing had become deeper and that I could hear it change as she felt his hands. Again, I don't know what she told him or coached him but as he ran his hands down her body below her breasts I looked up and saw that he was looking at me. It took me a second to realize that instead of staring at me to see my response to what he was doing - I suddenly realized that in a way, he was asking my permission to touch lower on her! I looked down at his hand and then back up at him, I remember smiling and nodding yes to him. And I remember the warmest feeling washing over me as I did that and I saw him smile back and then I heard her breathe in deeply as I saw his hands now on her panties on her hips and how he began teasing her through them as he moved closer to her pussy.
He was just so respectful - it truly made me want to give her to him. It was totally obvious she was into it and she was loving it. My cock was rock hard already but I loved just sitting there and seeing him pleasure her. She turned her head to him and kissed him over her shoulder and as they kissed I saw him put his hand into her panties for the first time. I heard her gasp deeply.
I know that everyone who's reading will probably laugh when I say that I actually closed my eyes for a moment. I don't know how to say it other than I just felt it hard to watch him penetrate her for the first time like that in front of me. When I felt her slowly moaning I squinted and looked slowly at them to see her smiling as he now obviously had at least one or two fingers in her pussy. I watched for another moment or two until their kiss ended and as she stood up she looked guilty as hell as she moved herself and he pulled his fingers and hand out of her panties. She was smiling when she saw me sitting there eagerly watching her but then must have felt somewhat embarassed as she immediately stood up and pulled herself back together and pulled her cami down and her robe back onto her shoulders. She said something that I didn't hear to Paul and she stood up and came over to me.
She kissed me and apologized to me, that wasn't what she'd expected to have happened. She spoke quietly to me but I said loudly back to her that it really turned me on and that I loved seeing her like that. She looked up at me and said she loved me and then turned back to Paul and said something like "bad boy, you are supposed to wait". There was one more glass of champagne to be had and she asked me if I'd "be a dear and bring it up to the bedroom for me?" She turned to Paul and said something I didn't hear and she then turned back and walked into the kitchen with me. As I poured the last glass for us she asked me if she could have some time alone upstairs with him first and whether I could come up in maybe 15 minutes?
I sooooo wanted to see her be fully seduced and to see either him undress her or for her to reveal herself for him, but I also realized that this would probably be better for her. She hugged me tightly and kissed me and again told me she loved me and thank you as she turned to walk out to ****** him from our living-room to our bedroom. Thing is, as she walked out I realized that was the last time I would probably hold her until after she'd have fucked him and possibly more! My cock throbbed obscenely as I thought about that and how the next time I held her she'd have his cum in her for the first time!
The thing is, he wasn't really doing anything other than gently caressing her but he wasn't hiding it and from how flushed she looked, she was enjoying it. The music playing in the kitchen could be heard in the living room where Sue got up and began to dance and tried to pull me and the Paul out with her. She looked cute dancing there with her breasts visibly moving beneath her top as she moved around.
It may sound cliche or whatever, but as she danced around I got up and walked up behind her and as I did, Paul walked up and approached her from the front so we sandwiched her. We were close but not on top of her, she shuddered when she felt my hands on her back but then fell forward into a kiss with him when she felt his hands on her waist and then move up her body. When he put his arms around her I moved back and let them kiss, as I watched they moved together and began an incredibly arousing dance where they slithered together all over. At one point she pulled her top up and flashed her bare breasts at him and at another point she ground her pussy against his thigh through her panties.
I did start to feel like a 3rd wheel about now but I was so turned on seeing her let loose with him and to not fear it or to hold back. At times as she turned and put her back and butt towards him she saw me, smiled and blew me a kiss and mouthed thank-you - but just as many other times she had her eyes closed and was intent on letting him have more and more of her. What did surprise me was at one point when he held her back against him, as he ran his hand down her arm and had his head on her shoulder kissing at her neck, he did look up at me and ask, very politely "you okay?". It was quick and quiet but I heard it and I distinctly saw Sue smile as he said it (did she coach him?). I smiled, weakly but I smiled, and managed to say "yeah". It was very erotic - he and I were still fully dressed but right there in front of me in our living room, Sue was being seduced and undressed.
Maybe what I said earlier had gotten to him as I actually even now think he put on a bit of a show. He kept her back pulled close to him and as he kissed her neck and she tilted her head back and cooed in response, I saw his hands become very friendly with Sue - intimately friendly. Again, he seemed so comfortable with her and she just seemed to melt into his arms. In a way it was hard to see - I mean while I did have a huge hard-on, at the same time I have to say that it was almost agonizing to see him having her way so easily with her. His hands held her breasts like he knew them well and I saw him gently tweak her nipples just as I know she loves. I saw her unconsciously (or consciously?) grind her butt back against him as he kneaded her breasts. It was nothing for him to reach one hand beneath her camisole and feel her bare skin, she again seemed to just lay back and enjoy it.
Now I don't know how long I sat there, it was dark out and the lights were somewhat dimmed as I sat there and realized I was relishing what I was seeing. I realized her breathing had become deeper and that I could hear it change as she felt his hands. Again, I don't know what she told him or coached him but as he ran his hands down her body below her breasts I looked up and saw that he was looking at me. It took me a second to realize that instead of staring at me to see my response to what he was doing - I suddenly realized that in a way, he was asking my permission to touch lower on her! I looked down at his hand and then back up at him, I remember smiling and nodding yes to him. And I remember the warmest feeling washing over me as I did that and I saw him smile back and then I heard her breathe in deeply as I saw his hands now on her panties on her hips and how he began teasing her through them as he moved closer to her pussy.
He was just so respectful - it truly made me want to give her to him. It was totally obvious she was into it and she was loving it. My cock was rock hard already but I loved just sitting there and seeing him pleasure her. She turned her head to him and kissed him over her shoulder and as they kissed I saw him put his hand into her panties for the first time. I heard her gasp deeply.
I know that everyone who's reading will probably laugh when I say that I actually closed my eyes for a moment. I don't know how to say it other than I just felt it hard to watch him penetrate her for the first time like that in front of me. When I felt her slowly moaning I squinted and looked slowly at them to see her smiling as he now obviously had at least one or two fingers in her pussy. I watched for another moment or two until their kiss ended and as she stood up she looked guilty as hell as she moved herself and he pulled his fingers and hand out of her panties. She was smiling when she saw me sitting there eagerly watching her but then must have felt somewhat embarassed as she immediately stood up and pulled herself back together and pulled her cami down and her robe back onto her shoulders. She said something that I didn't hear to Paul and she stood up and came over to me.
She kissed me and apologized to me, that wasn't what she'd expected to have happened. She spoke quietly to me but I said loudly back to her that it really turned me on and that I loved seeing her like that. She looked up at me and said she loved me and then turned back to Paul and said something like "bad boy, you are supposed to wait". There was one more glass of champagne to be had and she asked me if I'd "be a dear and bring it up to the bedroom for me?" She turned to Paul and said something I didn't hear and she then turned back and walked into the kitchen with me. As I poured the last glass for us she asked me if she could have some time alone upstairs with him first and whether I could come up in maybe 15 minutes?
I sooooo wanted to see her be fully seduced and to see either him undress her or for her to reveal herself for him, but I also realized that this would probably be better for her. She hugged me tightly and kissed me and again told me she loved me and thank you as she turned to walk out to ****** him from our living-room to our bedroom. Thing is, as she walked out I realized that was the last time I would probably hold her until after she'd have fucked him and possibly more! My cock throbbed obscenely as I thought about that and how the next time I held her she'd have his cum in her for the first time!
I simply cannot tell you the arousal I felt seeing her walk out with him and hearing the door click shut upstairs in our bedroom. I know it was very dark outside by now but to be honest, I have no idea how long any of this took. The quickest moments seem like hours and at other points, time flashed by in the blink of an eye. I just know that I stood there in the kitchen sipping the last glass of champage that she and I shared and having the most intensely erotic thoughts about what they were doing. All sorts of images were in my head - her lying there spread-eagle for him - her eagerly sucking his cock - and of course - all sorts of visions of him deep inside her and her writhing in response.
I couldn't wait the full 15 minutes, when I thought about it, I couldn't even wait 5 minutes. When I went upstairs I could hear water on in the bathroom and I could hear his voice in there so I opened the bedroom door and Sue was standing at her dresser, her robe was off but she was still wearing the camisole and panties. She smiled when she saw me and said "shhh" and then she giggled and said "you can watch baby...." and then as we heard the toilet flush she said "give us a little, okay?". I nodded and turned off the hallway light so they couldn't see me and I played voyeur for the next 10 minutes or so. It was incredibly beautiful to see her just be so free with him. Either she did it because I was there or - and a part of me truly hopes this is the case - that she did it because it was what she felt.
I admit that it did hurt a bit. He came up to her as she stood there and continued to kiss her from behind and then he turned her around to face him. I guess it's never easy to see the one you love with another, my cock was rock hard but I will say that my heart was heavy as they kissed so obviously comfortable that for a moment I had fleeting thoughts of peering in on the 2 of them as man and wife, that they seemed that at ease. He had come out of the bathroom in just his boxers and I have to say and remind myself of almost cumming as I gently touched myself as I watched - with him facing towards me and her back to me - that as I stood there I watched her push his boxers down while she stood there still in her panties and top. Her hands were both in front of her and I knew she was stroking his cock. I know I wished I could barge right in then and watch but she didn't want me to.
Again, I lost track of a few moments as all sorts of feelings and thoughts washed over me. When I looked up he was pulling her top off and I nearly moaned out loud when I saw that it was her who pushed down her panties to stand naked in front of him. Again, there was something just so telling to me that it was her that pushed them off and that she stood there and let him look down at her. I know it is crazy to think this way, but at the same time, it is just incredible to see it happen and to know the person you love the most is experiencing something that is just as incredible.
Yes, it was like watching a dirty movie, but at the same time she knew I was watching so I also told myself that some of what I am seeing was for me!. I probably missed a million gentle touches or quiet whispers between them but the next thing I knew was that he had turned her around and sat her back on the bed and then laid her back as he stood there at the foot of the bed. I like to tell myself that the next thing she did was for me but I know it wasn't. She pulled her knees back and from the doorway I could see how wet she was and as he turned, I could see how hard he was too.
I watched him lean down, kiss her and then lay on the bed next to her and they moved to look at each other. I wanted to go in right then but I also saw him gently touch her face and her shoulder and then pull her in for a kiss. A part of me even thought of turning away for a moment as if I was spying on a couple somewhere and not my wife. When their kiss ended as he moved his hands down her body I pushed the door open and moved so that they could see me if they wanted to. They both turned to look at me and smiled and it was Sue who reached up and pulled Paul in for another kiss.
As they kissed they looked like a longtime married couple. She readily spread her legs for him and he seemed to know just how to touch her to make her moan. I moved into the room a bit so I could see better. She didn't acknowledge me but one or both of them moved so that I could see more clearly. Again I don't know how long I stood there - I just know that hearing her moans and seeing his fingers so gently exploring her body as though it was his - it made me so horny that as I stood there still dressed with a lump in my pants. After I don't know how long somehow Paul looked up and when she whispered something he looked at me and asked "you're just going to watch?". I knew it was now or never for this to happen and I so wanted it to happen that I gently nodded yes. He smiled at me and immediately turned his attention back to her.
Neither of them really looked at me much after that. He stood at the side of the bed and Sue lay on her side up on her elbow sucking him - she had no qualms about letting me see her lavish attention to his cock that now suddenly seemed larger to me than I'd remembered. And ever time she pulled it out of her mouth I saw the big pinkish colored head on it. But what captured my attention even more was the way she laizily lay there with her legs spread apart showing Paul and I all of her beautiful and very bare pussy! I could not deny how intense it was to watch him so knowingly get his finger wet with saliva and to then - not doing it for me - but doing it for her - to pull his wet finger up through her pussy spreading her labia wide apart revealing the sweet pink center. I've watched before but I swear every time is like the first time, especially when it is all so new - and especially because of the burning knowledge of what was to come.
It was just so erotic to me - seeing her sucking on another guys cock that he was about to fuck her with. Since everyone here seems to like hearing my thoughts, I will say that the thoughts I had was that that cock was about to be inside her pussy - inside her body - where he was going to cum and leave his cum for the first time inside her. Even while she still sucked him I thought to seeing the gooey whiteness around his condom covered cock in the past and how this time it was going to be his own cum that he was churning up inside her!
I guess the next thing I can remember is him laying on the bed next to her - but in almost a 69 position where she more easily sucked his cock - and definitely where he could begin using both hands on her pussy as well as, I immediately saw, that he could easily lean down and lick her pussy! All I saw was the top of his head between her legs and then, when he pulled back I could see him pulling her pussy open with his fingers and the wetness from his tongue glistening all over. Thinking back, I wanted to move in closer but I felt frozen in place.
They were talking, when I focused on them again she had pulled his cock out of her mouth and I heard her say something like "come up here already". And in the next moment I watched the first movements towards the inevitable moment for the night. As he crawled off the bed and stood to turn around her legs spread further and in my head she did that for me. Can I say that I again felt proud that my 54 year old wife looked like a goddess as she lay there - that in the dim light, her bare swollen pussy looked like a teenager's glistening wetness and seeming eager to be fucked! She never moved up onto her elbows, she never looked back towards me. But Paul did. When I looked up he was looking at me. I thought he was questioning me. It took me a second to realize he was waiting. I couldn't speak, I didn't want to interrupt the moment or take Sue's mind away. Instead I just motioned with my hand turning over my palm and implying "please do" and when I didn't move he smiled a bit and nodded and then turned back to her. This time his wet fingers slid obscenely into her now open pussy. I could see him arch his fingers inside her and I knew that he knew where her secret spot was that would make her moan.
I admit that it felt like a knife in me to see her arch her back as his fingers probed her most intimate places. But at the same time I swear that if I didn't have my pants and clothes still on that I would have had my cock in my hand and I've have blown my load all over!!!!! And I had the distinct knowing feeling that at that point, I didn't want to join them. I had fleeting thoughts of a 3-some as part of this with them, but seeing this unfold before me, I actually wanted to just watch.
It happened so quickly. I knew she was horny and probably truly needed to be fucked by that point. But suddenly he climbed back onto the bed and moved into position between her legs. At the time I thought - what about other positions? But I almost immediately realized that she wanted missionary position so she could see and be a part of feeling him for the first time. What happened so quickly was that she handed him some lubricant and said something quietly to him (she later told me she asked him to "be sure I'm wet enough"). And in a flash, he had smeared some lube on and before I could even realize it was happening I was watching him - from a pretty obscene angle right behind him - as the big head of his cock probed her pussy opening. I could feel my cock throbbing and my heart beating as I watched him stab at her and then rub it up and down the length of her pussy and then around and around her opening. It felt like I was watching something animated or acted - but at the same time - there was my wife, my Sue, lying there on our bed about to be filled by yet another new cock.
And then, all of a sudden she let out a loud gasp and in an instant he was in her, just the thinner shaft of his cock was visible as she breathed in deeply and held him away from her and told him hoarsely "wait a second, give me a second". I was on the edge of my wits watching and struggling to both see and hear better and at the same time to not dare disturb the beautiful sexual performance before me! I watched him move to push into her and was surprised when she said "pull it out for a second" and sure enough, a second later - it looked so incredibly erotic to watch this huge cock-head stretch her pussy so wide open and then suddenly pop out of her coated with wetness and to see her vagina - yes her vagina - gaping open waiting to be re-filled. Again he rubbed it up and down and all around and this time he pushed gently but firmly at her and I watched as he applied pressure - I saw her stretch around him and then watched him disappear back into her. This time her groan was very different and she immediately lay back and let him gently enter her more and more.
I hope it doesn't sound weird that despite how turned on and horny I was, I think I was also close to shedding a tear or two as I watched him fucking her bare for the first time (she never owned up to letting him in her bare before this past Saturday night).
And as I watched, now virtually at the foot of the bed, he was fully in her for the first time and I became distinctly aware of her moaning and how she was responding. He pulled back and I watched her seem to cum with him for the first time - as he pulled back she let out a loud moan and she fluttered back and forth in the bed beneath him. I wasn't looking at him, I was standing where her left foot would have been if her legs were extended straight. He seemed hesitant at first but then a moment later he pushed back into her this time with apparently more confidence and she responded in kind with her trying to push her pussy upwards as he pulled back as if to keep him in her.
I wanted to drop my pants right then and jerk-off like crazy next to her. It was probably the most erotic sight in my life (although I am now sure I have said this before) but to be honest, knowing what it was heralding in our future, it was truly an intense moment.
No, I didn't sit on the bed and hold her hand. I honestly didn't want to disturb them, they were beautiful together. Yes, it was obscene seeing his hairy cock pounding into her beautiful waiting pussy, but there was no doubt that she wanted him, no doubt at all. And seeing her pull him into her with her own legs a few times only reinforced how she felt.
As I already said - time seems to stop at times and this was one of them. It seemed like they were fucking forever. Slight changes in position - her arching her back more or him hunching down more and driving straight into her instead of at an angle. They all made her moan louder and louder. It was obvious they didn't need any more lubricant as once she let out that first squeal of an orgasm, there was a visible foamy wetness at the base of his cock and clinging to her stretched pussy. I remember telling myself that I wanted to wait to have my own time with her and that I desperately didn't want to cum yet. I will say that the thought of being caged-up even passed through my mind but I wondered it it would keep me from cumming or just keep me from enjoying it. But I knew I'd have will-power.
I'd like to describe more - how the visible wetness increased each time she'd cum with him and how I could even see a few drops running down the crack of her butt as he'd pull out. How erotic it was seeing her legs spread so far apart for him. Or yes, obviously seeing how far into her his cock was when he bottomed out each time. As they got into it more and more - at one point he pulled out of her quickly and then pushed back into her just as quickly - she squealed out loud each time he'd pull out of her as if she were having her life taken from her and then, my god, the deep groan she'd let out as he pushed back into her.
I really don't know how long they fucked like that. I could have stayed there all night watching and listening to my wife be pleasured over and over. I fought off the urges to masturbate and stood deathly still to prevent my boxers from rubbing at my stiff cock. As I stood there - their passion continued to increase. They kissed and hugged as he fucked in and out of her. I knew so well what he was feeling - looking in her eyes and kissing her as he plunged into her pussy and felt her body responding. I knew what he felt when I watched her orgasm beneath him and yes, I loved knowing he had truly felt all of her as intimately as possible with his cock buried deep in her pussy as she rocked from side to side underneath him moaning with every movement.
I watched and I watched and I watched, loving every moment of it. But I was also aware that both of their passions were increasing. I saw him start to fuck her harder and harder and deeper and deeper. Hearing the slap of him against her bare pussy mound and seeing how swollen and spread she was as he pulled back. Even I knew he was close but it was her that gave in first and I saw him try even harder as he realized she was starting to cum beneath him. I heard her pussy squishing and squelching and saw her thrashing her head back and forth. He kept fucking her through her orgasm - it was a strong one for her, but not the consciousness-losing one she wanted so desperately. When he felt her coming down from her pleasure she seemed to say "your turn" to him barely audible to me. But I did hear "are you sure it's okay" when he asked her as well as her eager reply "yes!!!!". And sure enough, within the next few moments he got up on his extended arms above her and she - looking so beautiful with this look of pure-pleasure on her face - she pulled her legs far back and apart and she let him have all of her. In that position she moaned loudly as I am sure his cock was nestled against the very back of her pussy and each time he pulled out I knew it was one stroke closer to the moment we both wanted.
Yes - we both - actually all 3 of us - but most definitely me. At that point I almost wanted to call out "go for it" or "fuck her" or something like that to encourage him. But I didn't need to do so, he was encouraged enough as it was. And sure enough, a moment later I knew just when he was going to cum. One, then two and on the third deep plunge into her - I watched him fill her body with his cum for the first time. Her eyes opened wide and she looked him up and down with her gaze settling on where he was buried in her as she watched him slowly push in and pull out of her as he softened quickly! I could see a flicker of disappointment on her face that he hadn't stayed hard enough for her to really cum with him the very end. But a moment later he collapsed against her and all he could say over and over was "wow" and "holy crap".
I still stayed away from the bed. I don't know if he remembered that I was there but Sue had turned her head toward me and smiled with an almost evil smile at me. And sure enough, a moment later Paul pushed himself up onto his elbows and in one slick sliding move, his now small softened cock came slithering out of her pussy as he rolled over onto his back. Sue turned to me for a second, saw me looking and smiled at me and then turned her head and upper body to Paul lying next to her but she left her legs apart and her pussy still open from him facing me and she knew I was looking at her. No more than 5 feet or so from me lay her pussy - now spread open and by now, visibly starting to ooze the cum he'd just pumped into her. It was all I could do to hold it together.
She was facing him and kissing him and then turned back towards me and said "baby, would you give us a little alone time?". And with that she rolled herself totally towards him and bent her knees. I could now see her sideways on the with her butt and the lower end of her pussy facing me and I could see a dribble of his cum start to ooze out of her. As they kissed more appeared and before it fully dripped onto the bed she reached back with one hand and wiped it off with a finger. She turned to me and again said "okay baby?".
And so, without saying a word or doing a thing with them, I somehow managed to walk out of our own bedroom with this stiff cock between my legs and all I could think was that "she asked me to leave them alone". I went down to the kitchen and I felt a flood of emotions. A part of me felt sick, the non-cuck part obviously. But I did feel that way, a certain feeling of dread at being dismissed by her. But on the other hand, I'd seen her give herself to him so fully for the first time that I did love being there even if I did just watch - and wait!
I couldn't wait the full 15 minutes, when I thought about it, I couldn't even wait 5 minutes. When I went upstairs I could hear water on in the bathroom and I could hear his voice in there so I opened the bedroom door and Sue was standing at her dresser, her robe was off but she was still wearing the camisole and panties. She smiled when she saw me and said "shhh" and then she giggled and said "you can watch baby...." and then as we heard the toilet flush she said "give us a little, okay?". I nodded and turned off the hallway light so they couldn't see me and I played voyeur for the next 10 minutes or so. It was incredibly beautiful to see her just be so free with him. Either she did it because I was there or - and a part of me truly hopes this is the case - that she did it because it was what she felt.
I admit that it did hurt a bit. He came up to her as she stood there and continued to kiss her from behind and then he turned her around to face him. I guess it's never easy to see the one you love with another, my cock was rock hard but I will say that my heart was heavy as they kissed so obviously comfortable that for a moment I had fleeting thoughts of peering in on the 2 of them as man and wife, that they seemed that at ease. He had come out of the bathroom in just his boxers and I have to say and remind myself of almost cumming as I gently touched myself as I watched - with him facing towards me and her back to me - that as I stood there I watched her push his boxers down while she stood there still in her panties and top. Her hands were both in front of her and I knew she was stroking his cock. I know I wished I could barge right in then and watch but she didn't want me to.
Again, I lost track of a few moments as all sorts of feelings and thoughts washed over me. When I looked up he was pulling her top off and I nearly moaned out loud when I saw that it was her who pushed down her panties to stand naked in front of him. Again, there was something just so telling to me that it was her that pushed them off and that she stood there and let him look down at her. I know it is crazy to think this way, but at the same time, it is just incredible to see it happen and to know the person you love the most is experiencing something that is just as incredible.
Yes, it was like watching a dirty movie, but at the same time she knew I was watching so I also told myself that some of what I am seeing was for me!. I probably missed a million gentle touches or quiet whispers between them but the next thing I knew was that he had turned her around and sat her back on the bed and then laid her back as he stood there at the foot of the bed. I like to tell myself that the next thing she did was for me but I know it wasn't. She pulled her knees back and from the doorway I could see how wet she was and as he turned, I could see how hard he was too.
I watched him lean down, kiss her and then lay on the bed next to her and they moved to look at each other. I wanted to go in right then but I also saw him gently touch her face and her shoulder and then pull her in for a kiss. A part of me even thought of turning away for a moment as if I was spying on a couple somewhere and not my wife. When their kiss ended as he moved his hands down her body I pushed the door open and moved so that they could see me if they wanted to. They both turned to look at me and smiled and it was Sue who reached up and pulled Paul in for another kiss.
As they kissed they looked like a longtime married couple. She readily spread her legs for him and he seemed to know just how to touch her to make her moan. I moved into the room a bit so I could see better. She didn't acknowledge me but one or both of them moved so that I could see more clearly. Again I don't know how long I stood there - I just know that hearing her moans and seeing his fingers so gently exploring her body as though it was his - it made me so horny that as I stood there still dressed with a lump in my pants. After I don't know how long somehow Paul looked up and when she whispered something he looked at me and asked "you're just going to watch?". I knew it was now or never for this to happen and I so wanted it to happen that I gently nodded yes. He smiled at me and immediately turned his attention back to her.
Neither of them really looked at me much after that. He stood at the side of the bed and Sue lay on her side up on her elbow sucking him - she had no qualms about letting me see her lavish attention to his cock that now suddenly seemed larger to me than I'd remembered. And ever time she pulled it out of her mouth I saw the big pinkish colored head on it. But what captured my attention even more was the way she laizily lay there with her legs spread apart showing Paul and I all of her beautiful and very bare pussy! I could not deny how intense it was to watch him so knowingly get his finger wet with saliva and to then - not doing it for me - but doing it for her - to pull his wet finger up through her pussy spreading her labia wide apart revealing the sweet pink center. I've watched before but I swear every time is like the first time, especially when it is all so new - and especially because of the burning knowledge of what was to come.
It was just so erotic to me - seeing her sucking on another guys cock that he was about to fuck her with. Since everyone here seems to like hearing my thoughts, I will say that the thoughts I had was that that cock was about to be inside her pussy - inside her body - where he was going to cum and leave his cum for the first time inside her. Even while she still sucked him I thought to seeing the gooey whiteness around his condom covered cock in the past and how this time it was going to be his own cum that he was churning up inside her!
I guess the next thing I can remember is him laying on the bed next to her - but in almost a 69 position where she more easily sucked his cock - and definitely where he could begin using both hands on her pussy as well as, I immediately saw, that he could easily lean down and lick her pussy! All I saw was the top of his head between her legs and then, when he pulled back I could see him pulling her pussy open with his fingers and the wetness from his tongue glistening all over. Thinking back, I wanted to move in closer but I felt frozen in place.
They were talking, when I focused on them again she had pulled his cock out of her mouth and I heard her say something like "come up here already". And in the next moment I watched the first movements towards the inevitable moment for the night. As he crawled off the bed and stood to turn around her legs spread further and in my head she did that for me. Can I say that I again felt proud that my 54 year old wife looked like a goddess as she lay there - that in the dim light, her bare swollen pussy looked like a teenager's glistening wetness and seeming eager to be fucked! She never moved up onto her elbows, she never looked back towards me. But Paul did. When I looked up he was looking at me. I thought he was questioning me. It took me a second to realize he was waiting. I couldn't speak, I didn't want to interrupt the moment or take Sue's mind away. Instead I just motioned with my hand turning over my palm and implying "please do" and when I didn't move he smiled a bit and nodded and then turned back to her. This time his wet fingers slid obscenely into her now open pussy. I could see him arch his fingers inside her and I knew that he knew where her secret spot was that would make her moan.
I admit that it felt like a knife in me to see her arch her back as his fingers probed her most intimate places. But at the same time I swear that if I didn't have my pants and clothes still on that I would have had my cock in my hand and I've have blown my load all over!!!!! And I had the distinct knowing feeling that at that point, I didn't want to join them. I had fleeting thoughts of a 3-some as part of this with them, but seeing this unfold before me, I actually wanted to just watch.
It happened so quickly. I knew she was horny and probably truly needed to be fucked by that point. But suddenly he climbed back onto the bed and moved into position between her legs. At the time I thought - what about other positions? But I almost immediately realized that she wanted missionary position so she could see and be a part of feeling him for the first time. What happened so quickly was that she handed him some lubricant and said something quietly to him (she later told me she asked him to "be sure I'm wet enough"). And in a flash, he had smeared some lube on and before I could even realize it was happening I was watching him - from a pretty obscene angle right behind him - as the big head of his cock probed her pussy opening. I could feel my cock throbbing and my heart beating as I watched him stab at her and then rub it up and down the length of her pussy and then around and around her opening. It felt like I was watching something animated or acted - but at the same time - there was my wife, my Sue, lying there on our bed about to be filled by yet another new cock.
And then, all of a sudden she let out a loud gasp and in an instant he was in her, just the thinner shaft of his cock was visible as she breathed in deeply and held him away from her and told him hoarsely "wait a second, give me a second". I was on the edge of my wits watching and struggling to both see and hear better and at the same time to not dare disturb the beautiful sexual performance before me! I watched him move to push into her and was surprised when she said "pull it out for a second" and sure enough, a second later - it looked so incredibly erotic to watch this huge cock-head stretch her pussy so wide open and then suddenly pop out of her coated with wetness and to see her vagina - yes her vagina - gaping open waiting to be re-filled. Again he rubbed it up and down and all around and this time he pushed gently but firmly at her and I watched as he applied pressure - I saw her stretch around him and then watched him disappear back into her. This time her groan was very different and she immediately lay back and let him gently enter her more and more.
I hope it doesn't sound weird that despite how turned on and horny I was, I think I was also close to shedding a tear or two as I watched him fucking her bare for the first time (she never owned up to letting him in her bare before this past Saturday night).
And as I watched, now virtually at the foot of the bed, he was fully in her for the first time and I became distinctly aware of her moaning and how she was responding. He pulled back and I watched her seem to cum with him for the first time - as he pulled back she let out a loud moan and she fluttered back and forth in the bed beneath him. I wasn't looking at him, I was standing where her left foot would have been if her legs were extended straight. He seemed hesitant at first but then a moment later he pushed back into her this time with apparently more confidence and she responded in kind with her trying to push her pussy upwards as he pulled back as if to keep him in her.
I wanted to drop my pants right then and jerk-off like crazy next to her. It was probably the most erotic sight in my life (although I am now sure I have said this before) but to be honest, knowing what it was heralding in our future, it was truly an intense moment.
No, I didn't sit on the bed and hold her hand. I honestly didn't want to disturb them, they were beautiful together. Yes, it was obscene seeing his hairy cock pounding into her beautiful waiting pussy, but there was no doubt that she wanted him, no doubt at all. And seeing her pull him into her with her own legs a few times only reinforced how she felt.
As I already said - time seems to stop at times and this was one of them. It seemed like they were fucking forever. Slight changes in position - her arching her back more or him hunching down more and driving straight into her instead of at an angle. They all made her moan louder and louder. It was obvious they didn't need any more lubricant as once she let out that first squeal of an orgasm, there was a visible foamy wetness at the base of his cock and clinging to her stretched pussy. I remember telling myself that I wanted to wait to have my own time with her and that I desperately didn't want to cum yet. I will say that the thought of being caged-up even passed through my mind but I wondered it it would keep me from cumming or just keep me from enjoying it. But I knew I'd have will-power.
I'd like to describe more - how the visible wetness increased each time she'd cum with him and how I could even see a few drops running down the crack of her butt as he'd pull out. How erotic it was seeing her legs spread so far apart for him. Or yes, obviously seeing how far into her his cock was when he bottomed out each time. As they got into it more and more - at one point he pulled out of her quickly and then pushed back into her just as quickly - she squealed out loud each time he'd pull out of her as if she were having her life taken from her and then, my god, the deep groan she'd let out as he pushed back into her.
I really don't know how long they fucked like that. I could have stayed there all night watching and listening to my wife be pleasured over and over. I fought off the urges to masturbate and stood deathly still to prevent my boxers from rubbing at my stiff cock. As I stood there - their passion continued to increase. They kissed and hugged as he fucked in and out of her. I knew so well what he was feeling - looking in her eyes and kissing her as he plunged into her pussy and felt her body responding. I knew what he felt when I watched her orgasm beneath him and yes, I loved knowing he had truly felt all of her as intimately as possible with his cock buried deep in her pussy as she rocked from side to side underneath him moaning with every movement.
I watched and I watched and I watched, loving every moment of it. But I was also aware that both of their passions were increasing. I saw him start to fuck her harder and harder and deeper and deeper. Hearing the slap of him against her bare pussy mound and seeing how swollen and spread she was as he pulled back. Even I knew he was close but it was her that gave in first and I saw him try even harder as he realized she was starting to cum beneath him. I heard her pussy squishing and squelching and saw her thrashing her head back and forth. He kept fucking her through her orgasm - it was a strong one for her, but not the consciousness-losing one she wanted so desperately. When he felt her coming down from her pleasure she seemed to say "your turn" to him barely audible to me. But I did hear "are you sure it's okay" when he asked her as well as her eager reply "yes!!!!". And sure enough, within the next few moments he got up on his extended arms above her and she - looking so beautiful with this look of pure-pleasure on her face - she pulled her legs far back and apart and she let him have all of her. In that position she moaned loudly as I am sure his cock was nestled against the very back of her pussy and each time he pulled out I knew it was one stroke closer to the moment we both wanted.
Yes - we both - actually all 3 of us - but most definitely me. At that point I almost wanted to call out "go for it" or "fuck her" or something like that to encourage him. But I didn't need to do so, he was encouraged enough as it was. And sure enough, a moment later I knew just when he was going to cum. One, then two and on the third deep plunge into her - I watched him fill her body with his cum for the first time. Her eyes opened wide and she looked him up and down with her gaze settling on where he was buried in her as she watched him slowly push in and pull out of her as he softened quickly! I could see a flicker of disappointment on her face that he hadn't stayed hard enough for her to really cum with him the very end. But a moment later he collapsed against her and all he could say over and over was "wow" and "holy crap".
I still stayed away from the bed. I don't know if he remembered that I was there but Sue had turned her head toward me and smiled with an almost evil smile at me. And sure enough, a moment later Paul pushed himself up onto his elbows and in one slick sliding move, his now small softened cock came slithering out of her pussy as he rolled over onto his back. Sue turned to me for a second, saw me looking and smiled at me and then turned her head and upper body to Paul lying next to her but she left her legs apart and her pussy still open from him facing me and she knew I was looking at her. No more than 5 feet or so from me lay her pussy - now spread open and by now, visibly starting to ooze the cum he'd just pumped into her. It was all I could do to hold it together.
She was facing him and kissing him and then turned back towards me and said "baby, would you give us a little alone time?". And with that she rolled herself totally towards him and bent her knees. I could now see her sideways on the with her butt and the lower end of her pussy facing me and I could see a dribble of his cum start to ooze out of her. As they kissed more appeared and before it fully dripped onto the bed she reached back with one hand and wiped it off with a finger. She turned to me and again said "okay baby?".
And so, without saying a word or doing a thing with them, I somehow managed to walk out of our own bedroom with this stiff cock between my legs and all I could think was that "she asked me to leave them alone". I went down to the kitchen and I felt a flood of emotions. A part of me felt sick, the non-cuck part obviously. But I did feel that way, a certain feeling of dread at being dismissed by her. But on the other hand, I'd seen her give herself to him so fully for the first time that I did love being there even if I did just watch - and wait!
Sue's due home any minute now so I'm going to end it here for now.
I"ll post more later - but to answer questions....
- no he didn't stay over.
- yes, they did fuck again bare
- he left about 10:30pm
- yes - she asked me to wait till Sunday morning - I reluctantly agreed and fought off incredible urges all night long.
More later.
I"ll post more later - but to answer questions....
- no he didn't stay over.
- yes, they did fuck again bare
- he left about 10:30pm
- yes - she asked me to wait till Sunday morning - I reluctantly agreed and fought off incredible urges all night long.
More later.
SoonToBe said:
No! I'm not saying that it's repetitious, and therefore boring. Just that Frank had the same attitude, not wanting to 'take Sue away from you.' and assuring you of his intention.
Certainly reading it is far different than 'being there.' Yet I don't comprehend how you can live through that experience, being so emotionally locked in, yet not knowing what would happen next, and weather you would be part of it, and then remember and describe it in great detail 2 days later.
It seems to me that 'some' or 'much' of the details, come from your "wishful thinking mind." Im not saying it didn't happen that way, but that is a powerfull lot to recall when you were so emotionally connected to what you were seeing. For me, that "blur" would remain a "blur," and the details would be lost.
Does that make any sense ? Harry
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Searing emotional content there Steve. It's been a long time since another man deposited his sperm into your wife and even longer since you witnessed it first hand. You may have thought you were fully ready for the transition to beta after all this time but understandable is still a shock when you jump in. I don't think it will ever hit you again quite so much if you see Paul with Sue again.
On the other hand I'm surprised you thought you would get a turn with Sue that night even if he did leave in good time. The bareback deposit is special for both of you and Sue was always going to be a little sore after Paul tried so hard. Not to mention her understandable desire to savour her moment a little. Being beta means putting this feeling before your own baser desires! Must have been tough though...
On the other hand I'm surprised you thought you would get a turn with Sue that night even if he did leave in good time. The bareback deposit is special for both of you and Sue was always going to be a little sore after Paul tried so hard. Not to mention her understandable desire to savour her moment a little. Being beta means putting this feeling before your own baser desires! Must have been tough though...
So yes, I was the model cuckold for them. Even now the feelings are still very strong. I just kept thinking that she had really asked me to leave her and I did. I honestly didn't think I was quite ready for that from her but then, I know what I saw and I could understand how she felt. I said it hurt in a way and to be honest, it still does. But without a doubt, it is what I would have wanted her to do, perhaps not so boldly and not so dismissively, but if this had been how it built up with Robert in the same way, that I could understand how she felt after seeing them finally consummate things properly.
I remember that I sat in the kitchen and I couldn't hear a thing from upstairs. At one point I saw that it was well after 9pm but that is all I know specifically. After a while I couldn't take it any longer and I crept back upstairs. I suppose they may have expected me as the door was cracked and the hallway was totally dark.
I did not go in this time. She didn't invite me and to be honest, if this was the guy she was going to have her fling with, I wanted to see how they were together without me being there. I couldn't see everything clearly and I couldn't hear them at all. Neither ever looked towards the door. But it didn't take long. He surprised me by going down on her (I later learned that she'd cleaned up a little bit) and yes, she confirmed he didn't flinch at all licking his cum and she giggled and said "he's like you!". I was surprised again by him seeming to get hard pretty quickly.
Again, it was like watching two long-time lovers. He was so gentle and caring with her and seemed to follow the same pattern as I do with her, to make sure she has at least one or two good orgasms before starting to fuck.
I know I felt hurt earlier but now, it felt weird but as I watched them together, I have to say that as I saw her eagerly give into him - putting her hand on the back of his head to hold him there and guide him - seeing her so enjoying being so free with him - I can't explain it other than to say it felt awesome to know how she felt. I guess maybe something similar in feeling would be watching your child ride a bicycle for the first time and see them realize what they're doing and to see the glee on their face. That's sort of what I felt seeing her with him.
This time when she raised her knees and revealed her very reddened, even from the doorway it was noticeable, pussy to him (and me). In my mind she was lying there gaping open with each breath pulsing and calling him. But in reality I couldn't see it clearly and to be honest, I enjoyed the scene I played out.
I can recall the moment I realized how I felt, that I wanted to watch and enjoy watching them. She was really beautiful. I knew as I stood there that they weren't just going to fuck, they were going to make love. I also knew very well this was how it was when she was with Robert, that this is what I'd missed for so long. I even had an evil thought - maybe Paul really is Robert? Wouldn't that be crazy?
She was sucking him and he was casually fingering her as he talked to her, I couldn't hear him but at times she seemed to respond and nodded yes or no while still sucking him.
And then, just as before, there he was again. Standing there next to our bed, Sue's and my bed, about ready to make love to my willing wife.
I'm being honest here before I turn in for the night that at that moment, I thought about whether this was what I wanted, my beta-wish coming true? Literally as I stood there thinking about it - perhaps not seriously enough to suddenly run in and yell "stop" - but I was thinking about how I felt about some of what I'd shared and we'd discussed. I did watch him climb onto my bed and how comfortable he seemed. I couldn't see clearly at all but it was obvious he was teasing her pussy with his cock. At one point I watched him hold it and almost slap at her pussy with it. I will say that I surely felt the knot tie in my stomach as I saw her respond to that and how I saw her want him.
And that was what I really focused on as I stood there. There was no way to doubt she wanted him. Again I didn't see or feel this with Robert but if she felt like this, then I will say that right now as I am typing this I even wonder if she somehow arranged all of this to satisfy her desire - maybe she even fueled my beta-desires in a way? I don't know - but right now as I felt 3 nights ago - it all turns me on like crazy!
So yes, as I stood there and watched what I felt was a much slower pace between them. I will admit that as she spread herself for him and I saw him finally push into her yet again - yes, I did finally undo my pants. I had thought earlier that maybe I would possibly have a turn with her that night. But now watching them together, I knew that she wouldn't want it. Seeing his hips and butt rise up and down above her and knowing from her response he was fucking her deep and hard, it was so erotic because while I couldn't see, I could surely fill in the blanks.
I stroked away in the dark hallway as I watched them go at it for quite a while until, once again, it was pretty obvious from body-language when he was about to cum again. But this time, as I thought about what was about to happen, that was what set me off. Not seeing it happen - but this time, knowing what was about to happen and wanting it to. Sure enough, these next few moans I could hear before they quieted down.
I stood there for a moment with my cock sticking out of my pants and shuddered quietly as I came into my outstretched palm. A few drops may have gotten away but I know when I was done I held a steaming puddle of my cum. I looked up just in time to see what must have been the end of Paul's orgasm and Sue's incessant moaning.
I should share that she's told me that she did NOT have that deep intense orgasm she has with me, neither time with Paul. But she also went on and on about how wonderful it felt to finally feel that close to him and she went on to say that it's something she needed to feel to feel closer to him.
When Paul leaned down against her and they kissed it only felt right to give them a little privacy. It felt so crazy to be leaving my own bedroom to them but it's what I did. As I said, I didn't feel threatened by anything and actually, felt pretty elated about what had happened.
As I'd said earlier, it was about 10:30pm when Sue came down in just her silky robe and came up to me sitting in the living room and put her arms around me and hugged me as tightly as she could. She told me he was leaving soon and that she was going to walk him down to the door. It was funny because he seemed visibly nervous as he came down the stairs a few minutes later and the awkwardness immediately returned big-time.
This time it was Sue who broke the ice when she said to me "Paul is going to be leaving now baby". I loved that she called me baby in front of him. I stood up and actually walked over to her and put one arm around her and reached out to shake his hand with other. I didn't say "thank you" - I think I said that at some point in the past in a similar situation though. Instead I just shook his hand and said "good seeing you". He said "thanks for a fun night" to me and then Sue immediately said she'd walk him out.
I can remember it feeling like forever before I heard the door close and her come up. I know we had a very awkward moment right then. She leaned over and hugged me and kissed me and we shared I love you's before she hugged me really deeply and whispered thank-you in my ear. It was my turn to say something so I said what I felt - I told her she was beautiful and that I loved watching her and that I knew it was a special night for her. And before she could say anything I told her that I was okay with waiting till Sunday if that was what she wanted - she knew what for - and she smiled.
I know we talked a little but it was after 11pm by the time we went back up and while I was still very horny it was obvious that we were both pretty tired. When we got into the bedroom we got washed up in the bathroom, her first and when I came out to the bedroom she was already under the covers. Somehow she'd changed the sheets or there wasn't a big wet-spot, I didn't ask. As I walked towards the bed she held the covers up and showed me she was naked waiting for me. She smiled at me and said "lets snuggle". I slid into bed naked behind her and slithered up against her. She felt my hard cock poking at her and joked about didn't I take care of it earlier watching? I told her that I did and she giggled "you're still hard" and the only answer I had was something like "you turned me on".
I don't know what was on TV but lying naked behind her knowing just inches away lay her pussy having been fucked and cummed in twice. She seemed to enjoy taunting me, again I seemed to notice it more, and teased that I would have to wait till tomorrow. I was joking when I whined back "you mean nothing tonight?" and she giggled back and said something that I also hadn't heard in a long while when she said that I could "lick just the outsides, you remember baby, right?". Wow did she know how to get to me - I immediately rocketed back to the earlier times when she asked for that too. And so, before she let me get comfortable in bed with her, I wound up under the covers with her gently holding my head - not firmly against her pussy, but rather, holding it further away insuring my not disturbing her too much. It was dark, damp and my god, the smell of her pussy now spread apart - I realized she probably hadn't done more than just wipe herself up - and the thought of her musky skin only turned me on even more.
I made my way down and licked gently at her bare skin feeling the heat coming from her pussy. She seemed to almost wince a bit - owing to what Peak had said about feeling tender afterwards. I immediately knew when I began tasting Paul's cum. I am sure my cock rose to full hardness as I felt this incredible feeling of warmth wash over me when I let myself think and know that the rest of his load of cum was still inside my wife. I didn't lick long as I felt my own desires rising again and sure enough, just a moment later she did in fact push my head away and tell me "that's enough" and then she giggled "leave some for tomorrow" and reluctantly, I pulled my head away and we returned to the spoon position.
We didn't talk much, there really wasn't that much for us to talk about. There was much more for me to think about. As I felt her falling asleep I did think about what I'd been a part of. As Harry speculated - did I know I wasn't going to have a turn with her - sure, in retrospect - and as Sue admitted, she had wanted what we'd done and she'd even said it to me in not so many words. And yes, despite perhaps not consciously knowing, inside I knew all along what would be happening. It was after all, as she had said, that if it progressed this far, that it would be something we both would know was coming. I even know that on many a Wednesday night I had said I would be elated if Sue took the lead and asked me to wait.
But it truly was her doing it that was what I felt. It didn't feel contrived, it felt natural. I did and still do feel like I'm on a rollercoaster right now. Saturday night was that first hill where you lose your stomach and it sets the motion for the rest of the ride.
Sunday morning, well, rather early Sunday afternoon was when I finally satisfied my needs with Sue. She said she felt great - including her pussy - and that she'd slept very well. I laughed that a good fucking will do that and I almost said that I'll bet Paul slept good too! But finally after a bit of breakfast she came to me and opened her robe and told me it was my turn. To say I ran upstairs is an understatement.
There she greeted me just as she'd greeted Paul. And the thought of him slowly assuming the alpha role with her was heavily on my mind. Her pussy was warm and still wet inside and she admitted she was turned on and wanted me. Seeing her in all her glory and visualizing all I'd seen and more, I was rock hard in a moment. She gave me some lube to use and in a second I pushed my way into her easily. It was the first time we'd talked and she said she had a great time and again said thank you. I told her the same and that I had loved watching her. She coyly asked if I'd watched "the second time" I told her yes and she said she hoped I had but she wasn't sure. As I started to fuck her harder and harder I told her how beautiful she looked and how turned on it made me.
Despite the quick jerk session watching them on Saturday, I was still quite horny on Sunday and as she teased me a bit about "having to wait" and "seconds" I couldn't take too much more. She was horny and moaning herself as what she was saying was obviously turning her on too. When I finally felt her gush into her own orgasm - thoughts of her cumming like this on Paul's cock and him spewing his cum where my cock was now - well, all of that pushed me over the edge and I followed along and let go like I hadn't cum in weeks!!!!
We've talked a bunch since then but nothing further than her saying she may see him on Thursday nights as well as over the weekends if she can. But to be honest, the past 2 days have been a blur so there hasn't been much more said. She has however asked me several times if everything is okay and I've always answered yes, several times I have told her how what she did, taking control like that, really turned me on.
For Harry - for as much as I can recall, there is that much more that I can't. I surely didn't account for every minute of every hour. Even now 3 days later, I can't recall specifics such as who said what and when, but I can surely recall the visions and feeling about what I saw and experienced. Granted it's not the first time I've seen her have sex with someone - so for as earth shattering as it is to see, it isn't the first time, but it feels like it emotionally. To maybe explain it - it amplifies the emotions I am feeling. It's like every movement seems to convey something. But in reality, it all took about 15, maybe 20 minutes the first time - and the second time watching from the door, actual fucking, maybe 10 minute tops. And that's the rush of it all Harry - the way it feels for so long afterwards. The knowing feeling when I'm with her now, knowing yet another man has shared her intimacies - I can't describe the crazy rush of feelings other than to say they are intoxicating. Perhaps I do add a bit of "action" to put the different pieces in my head together. Did he really tease her pussy so many times with his cock? Did she really moan quite so loudly? Did she tell me to leave the room or did she maybe ask me to leave the room - honestly, she could have asked it with a question in her voice - but to me, I wanted to hear her tell it to me so that's what I felt.
Anyway - it's quite late now and again I've let my desire or need to write consume me a bit more. But it feels good to let it out. I know what's coming. And she's right, but then, it'll probably feel right.
I remember that I sat in the kitchen and I couldn't hear a thing from upstairs. At one point I saw that it was well after 9pm but that is all I know specifically. After a while I couldn't take it any longer and I crept back upstairs. I suppose they may have expected me as the door was cracked and the hallway was totally dark.
I did not go in this time. She didn't invite me and to be honest, if this was the guy she was going to have her fling with, I wanted to see how they were together without me being there. I couldn't see everything clearly and I couldn't hear them at all. Neither ever looked towards the door. But it didn't take long. He surprised me by going down on her (I later learned that she'd cleaned up a little bit) and yes, she confirmed he didn't flinch at all licking his cum and she giggled and said "he's like you!". I was surprised again by him seeming to get hard pretty quickly.
Again, it was like watching two long-time lovers. He was so gentle and caring with her and seemed to follow the same pattern as I do with her, to make sure she has at least one or two good orgasms before starting to fuck.
I know I felt hurt earlier but now, it felt weird but as I watched them together, I have to say that as I saw her eagerly give into him - putting her hand on the back of his head to hold him there and guide him - seeing her so enjoying being so free with him - I can't explain it other than to say it felt awesome to know how she felt. I guess maybe something similar in feeling would be watching your child ride a bicycle for the first time and see them realize what they're doing and to see the glee on their face. That's sort of what I felt seeing her with him.
This time when she raised her knees and revealed her very reddened, even from the doorway it was noticeable, pussy to him (and me). In my mind she was lying there gaping open with each breath pulsing and calling him. But in reality I couldn't see it clearly and to be honest, I enjoyed the scene I played out.
I can recall the moment I realized how I felt, that I wanted to watch and enjoy watching them. She was really beautiful. I knew as I stood there that they weren't just going to fuck, they were going to make love. I also knew very well this was how it was when she was with Robert, that this is what I'd missed for so long. I even had an evil thought - maybe Paul really is Robert? Wouldn't that be crazy?
She was sucking him and he was casually fingering her as he talked to her, I couldn't hear him but at times she seemed to respond and nodded yes or no while still sucking him.
And then, just as before, there he was again. Standing there next to our bed, Sue's and my bed, about ready to make love to my willing wife.
I'm being honest here before I turn in for the night that at that moment, I thought about whether this was what I wanted, my beta-wish coming true? Literally as I stood there thinking about it - perhaps not seriously enough to suddenly run in and yell "stop" - but I was thinking about how I felt about some of what I'd shared and we'd discussed. I did watch him climb onto my bed and how comfortable he seemed. I couldn't see clearly at all but it was obvious he was teasing her pussy with his cock. At one point I watched him hold it and almost slap at her pussy with it. I will say that I surely felt the knot tie in my stomach as I saw her respond to that and how I saw her want him.
And that was what I really focused on as I stood there. There was no way to doubt she wanted him. Again I didn't see or feel this with Robert but if she felt like this, then I will say that right now as I am typing this I even wonder if she somehow arranged all of this to satisfy her desire - maybe she even fueled my beta-desires in a way? I don't know - but right now as I felt 3 nights ago - it all turns me on like crazy!
So yes, as I stood there and watched what I felt was a much slower pace between them. I will admit that as she spread herself for him and I saw him finally push into her yet again - yes, I did finally undo my pants. I had thought earlier that maybe I would possibly have a turn with her that night. But now watching them together, I knew that she wouldn't want it. Seeing his hips and butt rise up and down above her and knowing from her response he was fucking her deep and hard, it was so erotic because while I couldn't see, I could surely fill in the blanks.
I stroked away in the dark hallway as I watched them go at it for quite a while until, once again, it was pretty obvious from body-language when he was about to cum again. But this time, as I thought about what was about to happen, that was what set me off. Not seeing it happen - but this time, knowing what was about to happen and wanting it to. Sure enough, these next few moans I could hear before they quieted down.
I stood there for a moment with my cock sticking out of my pants and shuddered quietly as I came into my outstretched palm. A few drops may have gotten away but I know when I was done I held a steaming puddle of my cum. I looked up just in time to see what must have been the end of Paul's orgasm and Sue's incessant moaning.
I should share that she's told me that she did NOT have that deep intense orgasm she has with me, neither time with Paul. But she also went on and on about how wonderful it felt to finally feel that close to him and she went on to say that it's something she needed to feel to feel closer to him.
When Paul leaned down against her and they kissed it only felt right to give them a little privacy. It felt so crazy to be leaving my own bedroom to them but it's what I did. As I said, I didn't feel threatened by anything and actually, felt pretty elated about what had happened.
As I'd said earlier, it was about 10:30pm when Sue came down in just her silky robe and came up to me sitting in the living room and put her arms around me and hugged me as tightly as she could. She told me he was leaving soon and that she was going to walk him down to the door. It was funny because he seemed visibly nervous as he came down the stairs a few minutes later and the awkwardness immediately returned big-time.
This time it was Sue who broke the ice when she said to me "Paul is going to be leaving now baby". I loved that she called me baby in front of him. I stood up and actually walked over to her and put one arm around her and reached out to shake his hand with other. I didn't say "thank you" - I think I said that at some point in the past in a similar situation though. Instead I just shook his hand and said "good seeing you". He said "thanks for a fun night" to me and then Sue immediately said she'd walk him out.
I can remember it feeling like forever before I heard the door close and her come up. I know we had a very awkward moment right then. She leaned over and hugged me and kissed me and we shared I love you's before she hugged me really deeply and whispered thank-you in my ear. It was my turn to say something so I said what I felt - I told her she was beautiful and that I loved watching her and that I knew it was a special night for her. And before she could say anything I told her that I was okay with waiting till Sunday if that was what she wanted - she knew what for - and she smiled.
I know we talked a little but it was after 11pm by the time we went back up and while I was still very horny it was obvious that we were both pretty tired. When we got into the bedroom we got washed up in the bathroom, her first and when I came out to the bedroom she was already under the covers. Somehow she'd changed the sheets or there wasn't a big wet-spot, I didn't ask. As I walked towards the bed she held the covers up and showed me she was naked waiting for me. She smiled at me and said "lets snuggle". I slid into bed naked behind her and slithered up against her. She felt my hard cock poking at her and joked about didn't I take care of it earlier watching? I told her that I did and she giggled "you're still hard" and the only answer I had was something like "you turned me on".
I don't know what was on TV but lying naked behind her knowing just inches away lay her pussy having been fucked and cummed in twice. She seemed to enjoy taunting me, again I seemed to notice it more, and teased that I would have to wait till tomorrow. I was joking when I whined back "you mean nothing tonight?" and she giggled back and said something that I also hadn't heard in a long while when she said that I could "lick just the outsides, you remember baby, right?". Wow did she know how to get to me - I immediately rocketed back to the earlier times when she asked for that too. And so, before she let me get comfortable in bed with her, I wound up under the covers with her gently holding my head - not firmly against her pussy, but rather, holding it further away insuring my not disturbing her too much. It was dark, damp and my god, the smell of her pussy now spread apart - I realized she probably hadn't done more than just wipe herself up - and the thought of her musky skin only turned me on even more.
I made my way down and licked gently at her bare skin feeling the heat coming from her pussy. She seemed to almost wince a bit - owing to what Peak had said about feeling tender afterwards. I immediately knew when I began tasting Paul's cum. I am sure my cock rose to full hardness as I felt this incredible feeling of warmth wash over me when I let myself think and know that the rest of his load of cum was still inside my wife. I didn't lick long as I felt my own desires rising again and sure enough, just a moment later she did in fact push my head away and tell me "that's enough" and then she giggled "leave some for tomorrow" and reluctantly, I pulled my head away and we returned to the spoon position.
We didn't talk much, there really wasn't that much for us to talk about. There was much more for me to think about. As I felt her falling asleep I did think about what I'd been a part of. As Harry speculated - did I know I wasn't going to have a turn with her - sure, in retrospect - and as Sue admitted, she had wanted what we'd done and she'd even said it to me in not so many words. And yes, despite perhaps not consciously knowing, inside I knew all along what would be happening. It was after all, as she had said, that if it progressed this far, that it would be something we both would know was coming. I even know that on many a Wednesday night I had said I would be elated if Sue took the lead and asked me to wait.
But it truly was her doing it that was what I felt. It didn't feel contrived, it felt natural. I did and still do feel like I'm on a rollercoaster right now. Saturday night was that first hill where you lose your stomach and it sets the motion for the rest of the ride.
Sunday morning, well, rather early Sunday afternoon was when I finally satisfied my needs with Sue. She said she felt great - including her pussy - and that she'd slept very well. I laughed that a good fucking will do that and I almost said that I'll bet Paul slept good too! But finally after a bit of breakfast she came to me and opened her robe and told me it was my turn. To say I ran upstairs is an understatement.
There she greeted me just as she'd greeted Paul. And the thought of him slowly assuming the alpha role with her was heavily on my mind. Her pussy was warm and still wet inside and she admitted she was turned on and wanted me. Seeing her in all her glory and visualizing all I'd seen and more, I was rock hard in a moment. She gave me some lube to use and in a second I pushed my way into her easily. It was the first time we'd talked and she said she had a great time and again said thank you. I told her the same and that I had loved watching her. She coyly asked if I'd watched "the second time" I told her yes and she said she hoped I had but she wasn't sure. As I started to fuck her harder and harder I told her how beautiful she looked and how turned on it made me.
Despite the quick jerk session watching them on Saturday, I was still quite horny on Sunday and as she teased me a bit about "having to wait" and "seconds" I couldn't take too much more. She was horny and moaning herself as what she was saying was obviously turning her on too. When I finally felt her gush into her own orgasm - thoughts of her cumming like this on Paul's cock and him spewing his cum where my cock was now - well, all of that pushed me over the edge and I followed along and let go like I hadn't cum in weeks!!!!
We've talked a bunch since then but nothing further than her saying she may see him on Thursday nights as well as over the weekends if she can. But to be honest, the past 2 days have been a blur so there hasn't been much more said. She has however asked me several times if everything is okay and I've always answered yes, several times I have told her how what she did, taking control like that, really turned me on.
For Harry - for as much as I can recall, there is that much more that I can't. I surely didn't account for every minute of every hour. Even now 3 days later, I can't recall specifics such as who said what and when, but I can surely recall the visions and feeling about what I saw and experienced. Granted it's not the first time I've seen her have sex with someone - so for as earth shattering as it is to see, it isn't the first time, but it feels like it emotionally. To maybe explain it - it amplifies the emotions I am feeling. It's like every movement seems to convey something. But in reality, it all took about 15, maybe 20 minutes the first time - and the second time watching from the door, actual fucking, maybe 10 minute tops. And that's the rush of it all Harry - the way it feels for so long afterwards. The knowing feeling when I'm with her now, knowing yet another man has shared her intimacies - I can't describe the crazy rush of feelings other than to say they are intoxicating. Perhaps I do add a bit of "action" to put the different pieces in my head together. Did he really tease her pussy so many times with his cock? Did she really moan quite so loudly? Did she tell me to leave the room or did she maybe ask me to leave the room - honestly, she could have asked it with a question in her voice - but to me, I wanted to hear her tell it to me so that's what I felt.
Anyway - it's quite late now and again I've let my desire or need to write consume me a bit more. But it feels good to let it out. I know what's coming. And she's right, but then, it'll probably feel right.
what a nice weekend for you both! Sue gave you such a treat by letting you watch her first real fuck with Paul (bareback) and dismissing you like that was good for her ego and your cuckmind. She should of course have more time like that to enjoy herself freely without feeling the need to entertain. The best part is that you got to see her making love when you stood in the hall, isn't this what she wanted? From a cuck perspective, blowing your load in the hall is what it is all about! I am really surprised she didn't drain you before their meeting. Sounds like a wonderfully fulfilling time though for everyone involved and you gotta love Sue taking over and leading you now. the writing is on the wall for you though and the path is well lit. I am sure you will enjoy it immensely as long as you just let it happen and accept it as you are her cuckold and should be treated as such. A couple questions though; do you think as this progresses that since Sue has told him you like to watch and now that Paul realizes that you aren't going to participate, that more of the cuckold story will be shared with him or has it already? How does that or would that make you feel and are you okay with that? Also, do you think as they become more comfortable that you will have the opportunity to join them on outings like she did with Don? Enjoy, i bet you are in cuckold heaven!
Steve - What an amazing weekend you and Sue had. Based on your written expression it would seem that Sue and Paul are developing a positive connection. So Sue is considering seeing Paul on a regular basis (Thursday evening and the Weekends) which could make for an even deeper connection between the two of them as it seems that she may have found her alpha allowing for you to become even more beta. I am sure that we all are looking forward to continuing to read your post and as before thank you for allowing US all to share in your journey.
So - she's going to be working late today as she volunteered to stay home this morning and wait for some deliveries from Lowe's.
I'm not sure where to continue from, my mind is still all over the place. She already hinted that she wanted to "talk more" tonight which I know will mean more teasing and likely some talk about things to come. I am hard already.
Far2 - yes, I suppose she did give me a treat letting me watch but since then she's also apologized for not letting me be a bigger part of it instead of just me watching. I told her that it was what I wanted and admitted that it was what I expected too. Thinking about it more clearly now, I was definitely dreaming when I thought maybe she'd want to have a quickie or more with me after all of that. I guess maybe the reluctance I feel is still some resistance somewhere to what I am sure is on the horizon. I know I want it, but at the same time, after being with her now for so long since she was with Robert - almost a year - I guess in some ways I've gotten used to the alpha-role despite my desire elsewhere. I know it's coming and the reality that I feel today is that I am surely going to miss feeling her bare - and yet, seeing her with Paul, I know it's what she wants even if she hasn't come out and said it yet out of feelings or concerns for me. In some ways I think once he came in her that first time, she'd already switched gears. Perhaps later tonight she'll share with me some of her thoughts on how the next parts of things will work with Paul and him becoming more aware of my/our cuckold desires.
You asked about going out with them socially and I think that eventually that will happen more often. As with everything else though, I really want to see what and how things happen as they develop normally at their own pace without me suggesting or leading things. I won't say I'm in cuckold-heaven just yet as despite it all, I think it's the last part of the alpha-me that has again become acutely aware of what I will be giving up. I know I've felt this way before so I expect these feelings to resolve themselves over the next few weeks as things progress.
Squiriming - yes, Sue has already said she will want to see him more often. That's all but it wouldn't surprise me if a second day is added soon, possibly adding a weekend visit to what seems to be an established Thursday schedule. I also fully expect that her first overnight with him is coming soon. As I said, so many thoughts - both about what already happened as well as about what will be coming.
Let me go get some dinner going for us and maybe have more time in a bit.
I'm not sure where to continue from, my mind is still all over the place. She already hinted that she wanted to "talk more" tonight which I know will mean more teasing and likely some talk about things to come. I am hard already.
Far2 - yes, I suppose she did give me a treat letting me watch but since then she's also apologized for not letting me be a bigger part of it instead of just me watching. I told her that it was what I wanted and admitted that it was what I expected too. Thinking about it more clearly now, I was definitely dreaming when I thought maybe she'd want to have a quickie or more with me after all of that. I guess maybe the reluctance I feel is still some resistance somewhere to what I am sure is on the horizon. I know I want it, but at the same time, after being with her now for so long since she was with Robert - almost a year - I guess in some ways I've gotten used to the alpha-role despite my desire elsewhere. I know it's coming and the reality that I feel today is that I am surely going to miss feeling her bare - and yet, seeing her with Paul, I know it's what she wants even if she hasn't come out and said it yet out of feelings or concerns for me. In some ways I think once he came in her that first time, she'd already switched gears. Perhaps later tonight she'll share with me some of her thoughts on how the next parts of things will work with Paul and him becoming more aware of my/our cuckold desires.
You asked about going out with them socially and I think that eventually that will happen more often. As with everything else though, I really want to see what and how things happen as they develop normally at their own pace without me suggesting or leading things. I won't say I'm in cuckold-heaven just yet as despite it all, I think it's the last part of the alpha-me that has again become acutely aware of what I will be giving up. I know I've felt this way before so I expect these feelings to resolve themselves over the next few weeks as things progress.
Squiriming - yes, Sue has already said she will want to see him more often. That's all but it wouldn't surprise me if a second day is added soon, possibly adding a weekend visit to what seems to be an established Thursday schedule. I also fully expect that her first overnight with him is coming soon. As I said, so many thoughts - both about what already happened as well as about what will be coming.
Let me go get some dinner going for us and maybe have more time in a bit.
She's home and believe it or not she's in our bedroom on the phone with him. She said she'd been emailing with him today and that she wanted to let him know she'd be available tomorrow night. I have not seen her this worked up in a long time. I can't hear what she's saying to him but I can surely imagine and expect to hopefully hear her tell me later tonight.
I know where it's all leading but seeing her bouncing around the house like a happy teenager is just amazing, the energy she seems to have and give off. I know it's just the whole situation of it all for her, but at times in my head I've thought whether she's this way since Saturday night and again, I'm acutely aware that she slept the whole night next to me with his cum in her.
More later.
I know where it's all leading but seeing her bouncing around the house like a happy teenager is just amazing, the energy she seems to have and give off. I know it's just the whole situation of it all for her, but at times in my head I've thought whether she's this way since Saturday night and again, I'm acutely aware that she slept the whole night next to me with his cum in her.
More later.
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