New boyfriend?

[SoonToBe]

So - she later shared that Paul hadn't known of any of this part of things, actually she didn't either except that she'd said she'd thought about it. What I didn't hear from them was him asking her if this was okay and was I "really okay with it" and when I didn't come upstairs she said he finally believed her. She also told me he was very reluctant to really get things started with her without me there too until she said to him that I would enjoy and be turned on by hearing them (of course I didn't know this till the ride home afterwards).

I looked around his place, nothing I didn't expect, nothing too luxurious but comfortable. Nice TV and sound system, a computer where I figured he'd been emailing Sue from. I tried to bide my time by I walked back by the stairs two more times before I decided enough time had gone by. I was quiet as I walked up the stairs and peeked into the room. My cock was hard as a rock when I looked in and saw Sue still in her camisole and panties (well, the panties looked like they'd been stretched and pulled down a bit) kneeling at the edge of the bed sucking Pauls cock. I had never really seen it clearly other than the in-motion and in-condom time at our house but this time she was sucking him and he was bare and I could see what she meant about the shape of his cock more clearly. I remember staring for a second and realizing what she'd been saying to me about how his shape felt different inside her and I could see it clearly. In a way it actually gave me a pause for relief in that I had wondered why she'd become a bit infatuated with him when he was kind of an ordinary guy - and now seeing her tongue dart into the tip of his big cock head and then lick all around, I started to understand a lot more clearly what she was hoping for in the future - he was probably going to feel really different inside her.

Well, all those thoughts went through my head in about 3 seconds as I stood there and looked in at them. Neither of them saw me until I pushed the door open and he stopped moving and stood still and she turned her head and tilted her eyes towards me and as she saw me she smiled and pulled his cock out of her mouth and said "hi baby". The scene was something as I already said that I haven't seen in years - the candidness of it - the look in his eyes of whether I was going to punch his lights out - the knowing look on her face, knowing what the look on my face said. I walked in and when I saw her smile I said softly at first but then again more loudly "she's good, huh?". He was quiet for a second and then said "oh yeah man, really good" and when I smiled and walked up to her and touched her shoulder gently as she continued to suck him, I think all 3 of us let out a collective sigh of relief.

I slid her straps on her camisole down and I could hear her breathing get deeper as I ******* her breasts and she willingly alternated hands on his cock to let me pull her top all the way down to her waist. I could feel her body as I held her breasts and I made eye motions for Paul to take one while I took the other. She let out an audible moan as he caressed one tit and I moved in to suck at the other one - he moved to one side to let me get at her and did she ever return the favor to him sucking him deep into her mouth in a way that made even me jealous.

It was kind of a weird scene, I was still dressed, Sue was naked to the waist and just had panties on and Paul was naked from the waist down.

I can't remember how things worked but somehow Sue stood up a bit and I slid her panties off and I can remember vividly watching as she spread her legs and Paul's hand moved down from her breasts to her pussy. What I can remember is the intensely proud and awesomely arousing feeling as I watched Pauls fingers slip effortlessly into the folds of her pussy. What really turned me on was the obvious familiarity he demonstrated with her - knowing just how to gently tease her clit and her pussy lips before pushing inside her body. I know that many people have described it as like watching a private dirty movie before your eyes, but those all look acted to me - knowing this was real, knowing as she arched her back that it was because of his fingers buried in her pussy teasing all of her most delicious places - that was what got to me. To be honest, other than feeling my hand on her shoulder, there wasn't much involvement from me other than watching - I stood up and got undressed and I don't think either of them noticed.

She lay back on the bed and Paul took off his shirt as he lay down next to her, both naked. I was stepping out of my pants as they turned to each other and started to kiss. I should have moved faster but to be honest - I loved standing there watching her respond to him. Again, as I said, seeing the familiarity he had with her body was just amazing.

By the time I was naked, the two of them were in a deep embrace.

 

[SquirmingSub]

Steve - What a wonderful description of the evening and how you felt during the evening. Thank you for your sharing such intimate details.

 

[dana007]

STB
What is it that is making Paul stall , about gettimg tested so he can go with out the condoms like she wants.
does he feel that all may not workout and he is just waiting for, more time to go by. to see if all is well with you all first.
keep us posted.

 

[SoonToBe]

Dana - you are jumping the gun, they have already agreed to look to do at least an HIV test this week so very likely next weekend will be the one.

Squirming - it's been so long since i've actually seen her with a lover that I honestly enjoyed watching her thoroughly. I could clearly remember so many other times including the very first (they say you never forget..) but this time, I have to say that seeing it all unfold before me, it really was beautiful. Again I think it was how comfortable they seemed together, even through the awkwardness, it was so clear that they'd been together many times. Seeing her lie on her side and to see her so willingly raise one knee to literally present her pussy to him - I know a part of me was cringing at watching yet another man share her - but my god, that's such a small part compared to the sheer excitement I felt at seeing her labia spread apart and reveal her in all her wet glory to be waiting for him!

All of a sudden the mood went from playfully amorous to tense when I realized that Paul was looking at me. I only knew that because Sue had turned towards me and motioned with her eyes again towards Paul. He was up on one elbow mid-motion as he was making his way down her body. I sat back on the bed now naked and I guess I nodded or made some motion because Sue moaned and lay onto her back with her leg now touching me and as I smiled at her and leaned down to kiss her I felt him move and as we kissed I felt her focus change and I moved to see that Paul was now playing with her pussy and licking his fingers in between. I said something like "it's okay" and I guess that was the right thing because a second later he leaned down and licked her pussy while I watched.

I felt the first real cuckold tingling when he looked up at her a moment later and right in front of me she raised her head and looked at him and said "see, I told you he likes watching". She turned to me and said "don't you baby?".

I was speechless but wicked horny from what she said but again, maybe she did tell him about it ahead of time as he said nothing in return until I moaned "yeah, you look hot with him". I guess maybe that made sense somehow to me, that I could talk to her but somehow I just couldn't bring myself to tell Paul to "fuck her good", I'm not sure if I ever could or ever will be able to. I mean I love hearing her say stuff, but maybe that's yet another quirk that I can't seem to say that to her lovers?

But it was obvious that she wanted him from how she was lying there after he'd pulled his face away from her pussy. I also learned that he likes to call it her honey-pot or honey-hole or something like that. I hadn't heard that term in years, made me smile at how polite it seemed and yet how true it was especially given how she looked lying in between us in the dimmed lights in his room. I so recalled times seeing Don just seeming to fuck her just to show it to me when we were together back then and how now there was none of that animosity at all. I felt her hand pull at mine and I leaned down and kissed her again as I knew Paul was running his hands all over her (she was making no secret of it) when I moved back she looked at me and said loud enough for Paul to hear something like "can we do like last time? Let Paul and I have some fun first?".

And so again I felt the true cuckold honor of saying "yes" to her request to let Paul be the first to enter her. She handed him a condom and said, at the time "soon" as she gave it to him with the obvious meaning of that now more known. That was again when I saw his cock and I could again see the particularly larger head above what was an obviously narrower shaft on his cock and I saw that after the condom was on, the shape was hidden. But there was nothing preparing me for the feeling of seeing him apply a little lubricant to the condom and then seeing him press his cock against her. He lay it lengthwise between her swollen pussy lips and he moved it up and down, something I've done with her for ages, each time pushing up to rub at her clit.

I've seen it before and even posted pictures of it, but each time it feels like the first in a way. Seeing the large head of his cock rubbing up and down and then teasing the entrance to her 'honey hole'. It was definitely obscenely pornographic at how he would push into her a little and then pull out totally leaving her gaping open revealing how wet she was. I know it sounds like this was some slut-laden scene but it wasn't. If anything it was, as I'd already said, quite beautiful. She looked so willing and into it and comfortable that it seemed like perhaps it was a scene being acted but being acted just for me. I am sure she wasn't aware of this at all, and as with every other moment, it may have only gone on for a few seconds - but I can assure you for those few seconds and the ones to come - I am every bit a beta.

He pushed at her pussy over and over and each time I realized that he was going deeper and deeper into her until I realized that he'd stretched her wide open and she was now easily accepting this huge headed cock on each thrust. I realized I had her hand in mine and I could feel her body through it, I could feel her give way to an orgasm from him and I have to tell you, it was just an incredible moment. I can't say it was earth shaking, but she definitely thrashed about beneath him and I know for a few moments there he remained buried in her and he could obviously feel her pussy clenching down on him. I almost came from just watching them, not sure how he didn't let go in her but somehow he didn't.

Now I am sure I am missing a lot in here, but it all happened so fast at some points and so slowly at others. All I can remember is her then somehow stroking my cock and Paul continuing to ride her until he started to moan louder and louder. I seem to remember her even having to push him off her and then her looking up at me and she said in this sexy groggy voice that it was my turn next.

I think I missed that we had more wine when we got back because there was definitely glasses of wine being sipped at some points. But somehow it became my turn and all I can remember is seeing him leaning down to kiss her as I started to fuck her bare. Wet from the lubricant and her own juices and stretched wide from him, I was immediately aware of how she felt - especially after 2 weeks without him - it was noticeable and damn, it really turned me on. She knew it, I swear now that she orchestrated it all - but maybe not. All I could say was that she felt awesome and even when he wasn't kissing her, maybe because I'm a bit longer and thicker all around cock-wise, I didn't feel intimidated at all. Instead it felt awesome to fuck her and let him watch. I enjoyed letting him see her respond to me too and as I kissed her she arched her back and seemed to pull me in.

I didn't stand a chance and a moment later I felt her pull her legs around mine and tell me something like "come on baby" and "...your turn...". She looked awesome and I know it's going to sound weird but I liked knowing she wanted to maybe give herself to him as I let loose in her and she squealed as I came deep in her. I felt her cum but I also felt her hold back a bit and I knew why. When I felt myself finishing I pulled out of her while I was still hard and seeing the smile on her face I knew I did the right thing.

 

[Harry2614]

"Squirming - it's been so long since i've actually seen her with a lover that I honestly enjoyed watching her thoroughly. I could clearly remember so many other times including the very first (they say you never forget..) but this time, I have to say that seeing it all unfold before me, it really was beautiful. Again I think it was how comfortable they seemed together, even through the awkwardness, it was so clear that they'd been together many times. Seeing her lie on her side and to see her so willingly raise one knee to literally present her pussy to him - I know a part of me was cringing at watching yet another man share her - but my god, that's such a small part compared to the sheer excitement I felt at seeing her labia spread apart and reveal her in all her wet glory to be waiting for him!"

O0p’s Wasn’t it just Sept. 28th. (NOT so long ago) at your house that - as you wrote it - you watched her with the same lover? (Paul) “She sucked him for a moment and it really turned me on and she could feel it. A moment later she pulled his cock out of her mouth and looked up at him and said "you sure you're okay?" and he nodded his head and said "yeah". She turned to look at me and then said, "We thought maybe you should go first baby?””

"I felt her hand pull at mine and I leaned down and kissed her again as I knew Paul was running his hands all over her (she was making no secret of it) when I moved back she looked at me and said loud enough for Paul to hear something like "can we do like last time? Let Paul and I have some fun first?."

But last time YOU fucked her first!

"I was speechless but wicked horny from what she said but again, maybe she did tell him about it ahead of time as he said nothing in return until I moaned "yeah, you look hot with him.” I guess maybe that made sense somehow to me, that I could talk to her, but somehow I just couldn't bring myself to tell Paul to, "fuck her good.” I'm not sure if I ever could or ever will be able to. I mean I love hearing her say stuff, but maybe that's yet another quirk that I can't seem to say that to her lovers?"

But you did say that, or something similar, to Frank several times.

Just some observation on your accuracy. Bloopers like that, cause you to loose credibility.

Cheers, Harry

 

[SoonToBe]

Yes Harry, I'd already said we had repeated much of her desires but I also knew very well that this time she wanted him to fuck her first. I thought it was only honorable that this time I let her have what she wanted as I suspect she'd wanted it that way last time too. And yes Harry, to be honest, the only parts I really remembered clearly (without going back and reviewing things in my haste to put pen to paper) were what subsequently happened, that she wnated me to cum in her before Paul taking his turn. And to be honest, September 28th feels like it was a year ago already.

Regardless, of the similarites or dissimilarities to last time, I had seen them fuck before and for me, I am telling you it felt like the honorable thing to do to let them have their reunion fuck first. And I'll also tell you that it felt like the first time all over again so in that sense, it's all a bit new to me right now in terms of seeing them together - something I mentioned to her last night - that in my head, they are in one place and in reality they are in another. I expected to see awkwardness, not smooth fluid motions. I expected to see her correcting or directing him a bit. That's why I kept mentioning how comfortable they seemed together.

She also told me that she'd told Paul that he needed to relax and believe her that I was okay with this and that I had seen her before with other guys. I don't think he really believed that till this past weekend. As I said, he's remained respect with me so it all feels like he's going along with things and figuring it out as we go along. No one mentioned anything about his condom use despite it being something that was a part of things - as I said to Dana though, she did later tell me that by next weekend that she expected him to do whatever testing-wise.

So Harry, I apologize for the incongruencies, it's with spirit that I am posting what went on. The obvious important part was the unsaid communication between Sue and I as I finished cumming in her, that look of "thank you" for giving the moment to her. I would have and could have easily kept thrusting into her and enjoyed the next few moments incredibly, but I also knew what I felt and what I knew she'd want - and this was much more of what I'd referred to as 'the same as last time'.

For me, the feeling I had at that moment was that I'd cum and what I was about to do was for her pleasure, her extreme pleasure and at that moment I knew she'd want to share it with him if she could. The feeling of pulling out of her was intense and if I can use a word - exquisite. I'd love to say that I knelt there and looked down at her and that Paul and I shared a knowing glance and all of that - but the reality is that I pulled out of her in a huff and I simply rolled onto my side away from them. I don't even think it was a second thought for any of us, as I moved away, she turned/leaned towards him and he simply climbed back into place and back into her.

Again, it was the smoothness of it all that struck me. I expected some fumbling, some talking, something. But instead there were just a few grunts and a second later, he was back inside her and her legs were wrapped around him this time. I saw for a glimpse that he penetrated her effortlessly but her clenched legs around him blocked any view I had. I remember thinking for a moment that I should move for a better view but then I immediately felt guilty about wanting to be such an obvious voyeur and to move to and stare so intently at where he was penetrating her. Of course I didn't need to as a few moments later, again what she's since shared, is that he likes it when she will hold her legs back for him. Instead, I got to see and learn about this firsthand as Paul intensified his fucking of her as she moved into this position.

If there was a moment when I felt that queasy feeling, it was this one, seeing her focused totally on him and now, her doing more to literally give herself to him. Yes Harry, I felt that same way with Frank and earlier, but until you see this happen you probably cannot understand the feeling of every time feeling like a first time. I'd not seen this level of comfort before and now, the pleasure that was associated with it.

I'll also say that no matter how I enjoy all of this, I am quite sure that like me there isn't a cuck out there who doesn't still feel a bit of angst and even revulsion at some point watching another man enjoying your wife. It passes quickly but I wouldn't ever deny it, there's always some point when I feel "no way, I can't take it". Once past it, I realize there's little more that she can truly keep from him and, again, that she's really beautiful seeing the total absence of any stress or concern on her - just her head tilted back with this wild distant look in her eye as she arches her back feeling him deeper in her.

I guess that is something I CAN say I observed this time, once in her, his cock looked rather small penetrating her. But to be honest, even I wanted to reach in and pull off the condom, if for nothing than to simply see things better. Even the translucent one he was using still took away from the view when he did pull back from her and I could see more clearly. But what I do remember was that she didn't look "stretched" or anything like that as he penetrated her and it took my brain to fill in the blanks at was she WAS feeling because it was fairly obvious that she was heading towards that huge orgasm that I'd deprived her of.

Again, this time with the amount of comfort I saw, it was obvious they'd gotten a rhythm going and that she was very much enjoying what I can only assume was him pulling himself back against the front of her pussy and then plunging that big head back down inside her. I say it was obvious because she was visibly responding to him this time (as opposed to the 28th Harry) and both of them seemed to be much more into it and also making it more visible to me - or so it seemed. I know at many points he pushed deeply into her and remained there only to pull back and then do it again.

He's not a big bulky guy, if anything he has less body-hair than me. I can't explain it but somehow he appears less manly to me than I do - and to be honest, I think that's part of why I feel okay about watching him with them. I've said that I don't feel threatened and I don't, maybe that's why.

Again I know it sounds like this all took 30 minute or whatever, but the reality is that it's probably taken me longer to type all of this than it actually took. In my head they fucked for ages until she finally succumbed. In reality when I think about the time, we're probably talking under 10 minutes for all of this. She'd cum with me, not that huge one, but she had definitely - it's easy to tell as afterwards her pussy really opens up and she can take an incredible amount of fucking and that was what I felt. The incredible feeling of pushing deep into her and not being able to resist it and simply letting loose. But I know it left her feeling open and wanting more so it was really no surprise to me that it didn't take long before the two of them reached that same point. Maybe his condom delayed the inevitable for a few more minutes but sure enough - not more than 10 minutes later - he slammed deep into her and as she held her legs back for him, he came deep in her and filled the condom.

She grunted that she wanted to feel him and I guess he remembered because after a moment of stillness, he proceeded to fuck her as hard and as deep as he could - almost pulling out each time to slamming his pubes up against her body making her grunt at times. I'd like to say I did this or I did that but the reality is that I was just stuck in the moment. I had one hand on her shoulder or holding her hair but the reality is that at that moment it was just them two. Her eyes closed slowly and I don't know that she had this huge orgasm like last time but it was obvious that he'd hit the right places as she squealed and shook beneath him and only slowly afterwards did she calm down and look up at him and smile at him.

I was going to say something but she turned her head, mouthed "I love you" to me and then turned back to him.

Again, I'm sure I've glossed over tons of details, but at that moment, the feeling I distinctly had was "thank you, now give me some time with him". I smiled even though she didn't see me and I moved off the other side of the bed. I said out loud "I'll be back" or something like that but I don't think either of them heard me. I walked towards his bathroom and turned back to look at them and I realized they were kissing while he was still in her. A moment of concern about the condom still on him in her came to me but I couldn't see how, or really, why, I should say anything.

So, I stood there and watched my wife and her lover sharing a post-fuck moment where there could have been an explosion outside and I don't think they'd have even noticed it. I went into his bathroom and closed the door while I got cleaned up. I made the door closing noise as loud as I could and I gave them a lot of time (at least it seemed like a lot of time) and by the time I did come back out they had pulled a sheet up over them and were both sitting next to each other in bed. For the first time there was a bit of awkardness until I said something like "you guys are finally done". That brought a laugh from them both and a moment later Paul said something like "my turn" and he slid out of bed and walked naked into the bathroom. She laughed when he closed the door and turned to me and kissed me again. For a moment it felt like it had just been the two of us as we kissed and I hugged her and felt her bare breasts against me but then we both heard noises from the bathroom and were brought back to reality. I asked her if she'd had fun and she blushed and said "yes.... duh...." and she pushed me and then said she wanted to start getting dressed and she said "can you wait for us downstairs?". I had already pulled most of my clothes back on so I kissed her on the forehead and told her okay.

It wasn't more than 5 minutes later when she came down and a moment behind her Paul came down. He came up to me and shook my hand and he said "thank you" and after a second he said that it's all kind of weird still to him but that he wasn't going to question if "if it works for you". I looked at him and said thank you back and then said that I'd meet Sue out in the car. Those were some of the longest 2 minutes till she came out and got in the car next to me. The first thing she did was hug me hugely and kiss me and say how wonderful I was with everything tonight "especially what you did for me....". I already shared a lot of what we talked about afterwards but let me re-read and see what I missed.

No, they didn't and we didn't get together yesterday - somehow the day got away from us such that by the time her sister called and chewed up the early part of the evening, we were both unfortunately focused elsewhere.

Harry - I'll be sure to refresh my exact memories of the details before I try to get whats in my head onto paper.

 

[SoonToBe]

Before going back to see what I missed, the experience with them on Saturday was, in retrospect, very good for me. It sounds weird to say it this way, but if there's someone I feel okay about giving Sue to, I have a good vibe from Paul all around - both in how respectful he seems to be with me but also, clearly, how responsive she is with him. I don't know why she put up such a fuss earlier in seeing him unless they truly just weren't in sync with each other because from what I saw, I have no doubt about how they seem together.

I suppose, like others here, I thought she would want someone much more aggressive and physical, so in a way I still have a nagging doubt that she is settling on Paul for lack of wanting to wait any longer. But at the same time, I felt all of the feelings and desires that I had wanted to feel. Again, I thought she would be with someone who would be much more forceful, but absent that, they seem to be very compatible together. In a way the bar was set quite low - with Sue perhaps really just desiring another physically fit guy who she can put into her vision of what she'd wanted and enjoy being with. Or, maybe there are signs that I haven't seen yet, that may yet reveal themselves.

What I can say is that after seeing them together it has definitely re-ignited my cuckold desires. That his cock is a different shape and directly feeds into my cuckold desires and thoughts is a big benefit too. It may sound weird but I think I may have felt differently about all of this had he been shaped the same as most guys. Seeing him in her and seeing how each pull back by him seemed to reveal more and more wetness, even I now am eager for next weekend to get here and to see him in her bare. The thought of finally seeing his cum in her in addition to (or instead of?) mine is now long overdue for both of us.

Probably the most amazing feeling is that I have of actually wanting this to happen for her. I know I've felt this before, even when she was seeing Robert who remained a mystery, I know that from how she was, and this time - how they seem together - that I was eager and happy for things to develop further. It's amazing to feel it again. When I left them alone in his room, it felt good to me to do it. I am sure she knows it, but to me, knowing they could hear the door close when I went into the bathroom or when they heard me downstairs leaving them alone upstairs - it's a moment that I wanted to happen and genuinely wanted to give them.

i can say she's been all a-flutter since then about "finally" and that. That conversation about him being tested was already a foregone conclusion I learned while he was away but time didn't allow it before Saturday night. Apparently he is getting some sort of general testing done to satisfy all her curiosity and that he also said he'd have no problem doing the over-the-counter HIV test that's like $40 at CVS. Sue offered to do the same if he wanted but he said that he didn't feel it necessary (yes, even with her telling him about our past).

When I asked about what she's thinking about for the weekend she giggled yesterday and said "lets save that for Wednesday night".

 

[dana007]

STB Great update .
keep us posted.

 

[peakmb]

Steve,
It seems that Sue's pace is being dictated by Paul's acceptance of the change. Her suddenly switching you into full condom wearing come eating cuckold mode would freak him out I suspect. So she won't do it yet. I do think a sloppy second is in your immediate future though. If only to show him the normality of then going third, if maybe without a witness. It could get interesting later when he gets to understand and accept things more. He's intelligent enough to read up on it all and he might start getting interested in pushing for more than you think..

In the meantime thanks for the very detailed narration of your weekend. It was almost like being there.

 

[SoonToBe]

Peak - you have captured my thoughts exactly. I think she understands that she needs to tread lightly both with Paul as well as with me.
I will say that was something I was very aware of, how the interaction between Paul and I worked. As I said, so far, I just feel respect from him at this point but I am concerned at how this will change once Sue and/or I reveal more of my cuckish desires.

 

[SquirmingSub]

Steve - your expressive detailed post have been amazing. I would agree with you and Peak as Sue is truly in control of the level of progression that the three (Steve, Sue & Paul) of you are developing within the natural course of relationship development. Based on how you have described the interaction with each other, it would appear that everything is going well for you and Sue. As Paul's comfort level increases with your relationship type and his connection with Sue continues to develop you could indeed have an amazing experience which could take fantasy to reality for the long term.

 

[SoonToBe]

I am heading to bed now as there's little to share here as Sue has requested that Paul be the next to have sex with her this week, at our house, this coming Saturday. She reminded me of this request again this evening which made me realize that she meant it and wasn't joking last night as I'd thought, in hindsight now, I should have seen this coming. Which reminds me of what she had said to me all along, that it wasn't going to happen overnight and that I would see it happening. I now see that it has begun so my concerns about whether she's settled for him or whether he's the right guy obviously don't matter so all is well that I like him and feel comfortable with him.

I haven't mentioned it to her but a subject I would like us to start talking about is exactly what she's thinking about how things progress both in general as well as regarding my own desires. I think it'd be nice for me to feel we are on the same page or that at least I'm aware of what she's thinking before things progress much further with Paul. I am not sure if he's the kind of guy who will feel empowered by any of this or whether he'll merely go along with Sue's lead. I can say that I am excited to see it happen, whatever it brings, it is progress along our path and there is really no way to deny the palpable change I feel in Sue already. Squriming - you talk about a long-term thing and yes, I suppose that is possible and in some ways, likely either now or at some time, but right now I can't envision of how Paul will be or how he'd respond to all of this. So far she's a semi-cheating with wife with a husband who enjoys her playing around.

Anyway, good night all.

 

[peakmb]

Well however good tonight is, I can't see you being well drained enough to last to Saturday. The question is, will you take it in hand or will Sue help you out before then. Or will you follow that nice Mr Clinton's lead and have no sexual relations but maybe a bit of oral...

 

[vicg]

So ... what happened last night?

 

[SoonToBe]

Well, it is clear that Sue is taking a bit of a more aggressive role herself as she has now said she is more comfortable with what I'm feeling.
To wit, at one point last night she seemed quite serious in a little conversation as I was stroking away where she said that I should be the one to tell Paul how I feel and what I want to happen. I heard a slight tease in her voice as she continued saying it would be good for all of us if I kept going as i have been with him so far and continue to "welcome him to have me" (her words!). It turned me on that she was teasing me as at first I thought she was serious and when I giggled at her she giggled back but then did say "seriously baby, would you ever consider telling him instead of me?"

I told her no and we talked for a few minutes about why I felt that way and I told her that it just made me feel too much (too much what? I still don't know) to tell him that. She asked me what if I knew he was okay with it and that it turned him on too (I don't know if she knows this) and I told her that maybe, but I couldn't see how it could ever happen. But I admit that I stayed hard the whole time and when she asked me if the idea turned me on in any way I told her a weak 'maybe'.

The real focus of her teasing was mainly how horny she was and how she couldn't wait for the next guy to be Paul who she'll have sex with and she played up that I was "just going to have to wait your turn". Needless to say when she put her fingers down to and in her pussy and brought them back both wet and smelling like arousal it really turned me on. She continued her teasing asking me if "he could maybe stay the night?" and a very teasing "how would you feel about waiting till he leaves (be it Saturday or Sunday!)". As I said, she is definitely feeling more comfortable. She knew that it would send me over the edge when she talked about "finally feeling him bare" and yes, obviously "finally feeling him cum in me" to which she proceeded to pull up her night shirt and show me her pussy and ask me whether I was ready to see another mans cum in her again!

Well that did it - especially when she spread it slightly open and revealed the dark pink glistening interior that I immediately realized that Paul would be the next to feel! I promptly erupted all over including a huge spurt almost to my chin which brought a huge squeal from Sue and a pronounced return to her going on as I finished cumming and afterwards as she commented about my cum "not being in me". The thought that consumed me as she brought a few finger-fuls up to my mouth was how quickly this talk returned when she has another guy cumming in her - which made me realize that I hadn't really heard that talk for the past few months.

Needless to say - even after a huge orgasm last night with her, these thoughts are filling my head and have me again horny.

 

[dana007]

STB
So did he get tested or not if so is he clean.
keep us posted.

 

[SoonToBe]

Only have a minute. Yes, he's going to take just an HIV test, the ora-quick one from CVS. Supposed to take 20 minutes to confirm he's healthy.

Still not sure of everything tomorrow, she's again mentioned just him tomorrow and me waiting at least till he leaves. She's on the phone with her sister right now but I'm sure we'll be talking later tonight. She's quite up and quite animated - so arousing to see her so excited!!!! Even I'm excited!

 

[SquirmingSub]

Steve --- thank you for your continued sharing on the forum. It would seem that your relationship is going through a positive evolution as Sue has become more direct and aggressive in her approach as her confidence level has increased now that she has become more comfortable with how you are feeling, your beta tendencies and mutual desire for her to have another man.

Good to see that Sue also feels confident and comfortable enough to openly talk to you about how she likes the way you welcome Paul to have her and how she may actually desire for you to openly talk with Paul about how you feel and how you would like things to happen. While she may have giggled it sounds as if you know that she may have been a bit serious. With the understanding that she cleared the way with Paul with some initial conversations, it would likely give the two of the them a much higher comfort level together as a couple and would lay the ground work for what could be a very exciting time for for the three of you moving forward if you were to comfortable openly share your feelings and desires with Paul while Sue is present to witness the conversation.

A questions for you; if Paul is Mr. Right are you ready to give Sue to Paul, for the two of them to have a level of exclusivity while you become denied many of the privileges typical within a traditional marriage? For Paul to become Sue's alpha man sexually speaking, for him to become the man that she desires and enjoys feeling bare while taking his cum deep into her and re-enforcing your beta tendencies? Are you ready for Sue and Paul to begin spending entire nights and or even weekends together? Are you ready to be denied the feeling of bring in Sue bare, to be denied the feeling of being allowed to cum in her?

I speak from personal experience when I say that I have been in a similar situation in the past and do understand all the emotions and feelings going through your mind and body.

It is good to hear that you are both excited as you continued with your shared adventures. Looking forward to reading more as you continue to share and again I would like to thank you for sharing so openly.

 

[SoonToBe]

Well, it is happening. Sue is all excited today - like I haven't seen in a long time. She's out now getting her nails done so she feels "all pretty" (her words) when Paul gets here. I joked with her back that it's a good idea and laughed when I said "nail polish may be all you'll have on later" and that made her laugh too.

Squirming - I have a good feeling about today, things seemed to be very agreeable between her and Paul and it's obvious she wants things to go just right so all the stars are lined up. I am a little surprised about the changes in her but perhaps they have been growing and simmering in her until she had the right circumstances - a regular boyfriend again - to let them out. I have to say, it felt awesome when she started to tease me a bit more pointedly. Even this morning before she went out she seemed to make a point of letting me see all of her after her shower. She didnt' say anything but did linger knowing I was staring at her.

You may be right about her desires and the revealing nature of her giggle. She had said she'd talked with Paul and told him that I liked her with other guys so it's possible that she's already revealed/told him more. She wasn't thinking of me telling him this weekend though - I may have not clarified that but she said again "when we are ready" so I know she wants this to happen more slowly. I know that she's elated about how things developed with Paul leading to today, that it wasn't something they rushed, etc.

I'm still not so sure that Paul is her Mr. Right, or just her Mr. Now. As I and others have said here, we all thought she would want someone a bit more aggressive or a bit more demanding or dom-oriented so a part of me still has the thought that Paul is just he guy for the moment and that it all feels comfortable enough to get into and enjoy but maybe not someone that Sue will get totally carried away with. She's told me many times so far that I don't have anything to worry about with Paul. That is reassuring. But to answer your questions. If she wants to experience more with him and if she wants that increased exclusivity with him, then yes, I think I am ready to let it happen. As I already shared, she's said many times "when the time is right" so I know that it isn't something we're jumping into all of a sudden.

Given history, how things developed between them and my own conjecture - after today I am figuring that things will escalate in another few weeks. And I'm sure the events over that time will certainly show what direction things are heading in. With the reality of this evening setting in, I am continually asking myself if this is what I truly want. Every time I come back to saying "yes". I know it seems crazy but right now, yes, I would in some ways welcome her escalating sexuality and for me to be able to be there, observe and even be a part of it, yes, it excites me beyond belief. I still cannot articulate why, but the thought of her giving herself to Paul and only sharing that type of sexual pleasure with him still turns me on to no end. I am sure I will rue the decision afterwards but at the same time I have such fond and intense memories of this when she was seeing Robert and the incredible sense of satisfaction that it left me with, that I really do want to see if it happens again.

Right now my cock is rock hard even though I know I will be waiting until late tonight to have my relief. She's already alleviated my concern about him staying over as that's very doubtful so I know that I will just have to wait for her. I am so friggin' turned on that my cock has been leaking pre-cum all morning ever since seeing Sue when she got changed and seeing her body that Paul will have first tonight and yes, seeing her pussy that Paul will be the next to fill with cum. Oh she knew where my mind was as she bent over giving me clear view of her pussy - she giggled and snickered at my blatant staring at her!

I need to go - geez, I feel like a total cuckold in that I want to straighten up the house a bit while she's out at the manicurist.

 

[dana007]

STB
Great update so Paul will have her bare tonight. are you going to clean her up before you take, your turn.
with her. do you think that Sue might ask you to use a condom. to see if you will or not.
well have fun and enjoy .
keep us posted.