I think you all may have misinterpreted my choice of words and assumed that mention of her being annoyed is an issue, etc. It's not, it was more tongue-in-cheek and ironic as a cuckold that I chose to go see other women at a titty-bar instead of staying and watching her - it's a rhetorical statement, we both know she'd said she wanted to be alone and why as a cuck it's sort of ironic.... I suppose things seemed unbalanced without my sharing our fun when we got home on Thursday and then again on Friday night - more on that in a moment.
Pnis - not sure what any of this has to do with being locked up in chastity, but I know that's your thing. Her comment on keeping it in my pants was regarding me fucking or doing anything more than touching the strippers in the bar, not about me jerking off.
Alan - not sure where you came from and not sure what you think we agreed and discussed, but my going to a titty-bar has nothing to do with any of that so again, everyone here has taken something and put their own spin on it. Sue could care less that I am seeing other womens breasts - whether in a titty-bar, on the nude beach or on the web. And she well knows that I"m not one to step out on her like that. If anything her "annoyance" was more in the sense that I didn't/couldn't find anything else to do with myself which is part of what I already shared, that it was part of what she felt uncomfortable about, that she felt it wasn't good for me.
What I didn't share was that despite us both being tired when we got home on Thursday night, that we both felt a need and a desire to be close for a little while. Of course her squirming in her seat next to me for most of the ride home also had a big part of it - especially when I asked her what was wrong and she said "I'm really wet down there if you must know" and I watched her again and again resposition her pants and panties. She showed me when we got home how the crotch of her panties was quite wet. And this time she asked and encouraged me to undress her. It turned me on to unclip and then unzip her dress - seeing it clipped together at the top made me horny to think about Paul helping her get re-dressed. She'd left her stockings off and as the dress slipped down to the floor I could see just how wet her panties were and I could also see her nipples were quite hard beneath the lacy front of her bra. She reached for me to get undressed and a moment later we were both in our underwear and my cock now visibly hard beneath.
Yes, I'll say in advance that as Golf predicted, when she did slip off and step out of her panties she did say to me to "not lick or suck too much, you remember, right?" and my god was my cock hard when she let me reach behind her and unclasp her bra and reveal them to me. I think I was trembling as she put her arms forward towards me to take her bra off. My cock was rock hard and standing at attention when she reached down and pushed my boxers off and she giggled at how horny I must have been. When I told her I was, she smiled and we laid down on the bed.
She let me do whatever I wanted to her breasts but as I was getting into holding and teasing them she did whisper to me "we're just playing tonight" which I knew meant that I/we were just going to masturbate despite how horny I felt at the moment and how I hoped she'd say otherwise. I think I started playing with my cock as I began to kiss and then gently suck and chew at her nipples. She moaned loudly as I did so and a part of me was still thinking that maybe she'd want to do more. But a moment later when I felt her put one of her hands over mine on my cock and "help me" stroke it, I knew she intended on making me wait till our weekend.
She did lay on her back and she did let me run my hands down her body and yes, even touching her pussy but she looked at me and said to not play inside her and she even took a second to lose the horny glazed over look in her eye to tell me that she was serious and that she didn't want me to play with her internally, actually what she said was "not yet" and said that "maybe next week or if not, then definitely when we go away". My god did she feel hot and steamy as I ran my finger all around - but not in - her pussy. She was swollen and as I played I had to get up on my elbow and look because as I ran my finger down around the back part of her pussy - across the ridge between her pussy and ass - I felt it feeling so wet and warm.
Sure enough, it felt that way for a reason and as I looked at her pussy she said softly to me "it's still running out of me isn't it?" and she said she thought her panties had absorbed most of it. I nodded as I stared and she saw me and said to me "okay if you want to lick it baby, but just lick it, nothing more please...." almost in a pleading voice. I turned to her and asked her "are you sure?" and she said "yeah, you have to start again some time, right?" - and just how she said it, I could feel her uncertainty at letting me lick at her. I knew despite what I wanted that I should listen to her and go along with what she was asking.
She laughed lightly as I moved around and she giggled a little and said "oooh, it has been a long time, hasn't it?". She got up on her elbows as I got into place between her legs. "Like how it looks?" she asked when I had my face just inches from her pussy. I moaned back a clear "uh huh"! And so - a second or two later I extended my tongue and for the first time in almost as far as I can remember, my tongue touched her pussy!!!! I ran it around the edge - so enjoying feeling her very bare skin - and as I ran it down to the bottom of her pussy I immediately tasted what I so remembered as the taste of Paul's cum!!! It tasted so tart compared to the sweetness of her own juices and yet my god, it just turned me on as I felt more of it trickle out of her, knowing what it was - and yes - the thought that his cock was where my tongue was maybe just an hour or so earlier.
I licked around and around but taking great pains and trying hard to resist the urge to plunge my tongue into her gaping pussy. But I didn't avoid her clit, at least not for long, and as I began to pay attention to the top of her pussy and licking around the hood around her clit - she began to moan more loudly and I thought she would let me go a bit longer but instead, I felt her hands on my head pushing me back when she felt I was getting her too worked up. "Too much baby, just let me enjoy it from Paul, okay?" and a minute later "you'll have lots of time to do this and more to me soon enough baby".
When I realized she'd just confirmed what she did and didn't want I accepted it and knew what she'd said would be how it'll happen - that when we go away in another almost 2 weeks will be when I get to truly have all of her again. And so, on Thursday night I lay back down next to her and she turned towards me and said "I came a lot already baby, now it's your turn!". And she proceeded to continue to tell me more of what had gone on between them while she was there. She told me how horny they both were and how only seeing him once a week left them both wanting something more physical. Just hearing her tell me stuff like that had me rock hard and she knew I'd abstained on Wednesday night so she wanted to be sure it was good for me! She told me how hot and wet she was for him (she knows that gets to me too - telling me how wet she was "for him") and how she orgasmed as soon as he pushed his way into her. She told me how tight she felt and how he took his time to get her "used to him again". And as she told me how she felt herself "get used to him" she told me how she felt him deeper and deeper and how she could feel her pussy "juicing up for him".
But it was how she told me how he felt when they were finally fucking that really turned me on. She told me again on Friday how horny Paul said he was and how she told me how she "came with him - both times" that got me to the edge and she knew it. She smiled and snickered and taunted me that "I could feel it in me baby, so hot and warm .... both times....". Just how she said "...both times" was sooooo sexy and she knew what she was saying to me - and sure enough, as I let my mind go with that thought, didn't I cum all over the place - both nights!!!!!