Squirm - well, it was just us, Paul spent the holiday with his family wherever that was this year for him.
What I wanted to get back and post here was some of what we talked about on Saturday and Sunday. Sue started out by saying to me that she really wants me to talk more with Paul and to feel more comfortable around him. She said she's been talking to him about it too and she laughed that we both have some of the same thoughts and stuff. She said that even after all this time, that he's still not always sure of how I feel or what I want so he feels like he has to sort of be on his guard. She looked at me and said "you feel the same way, don't you?". She went on to tell me that I should just relax and talk to him and that he already knows most of everything already - including that it's something that turns me on about using condoms with her. And then she said something that did make me think. I can't recall exactly how she worded it but basically she said that he thinks it's "cool" that it turns me on to use them and in the way she said it, she made me think/realize that had it not been something that turned me on but that i was doing solely because she wanted it, that would have changed how he thought/viewed me. He clearly knows it does turn Sue on a lot - but it was really interesting and curious to me how his view seemed to depend on whether it was something I wanted or not. It's made me think a bit more in general about things but that's for another time.
At one point she told me that "you two are both enjoying me, you guys ought to be able to share that". I asked her what she was thinking and she looked at me and said "when you're with him, wouldn't you like to be able to talk more openly about sex with me?". Before I could answer she said "he said he would like that" and that it would make him feel more at ease when we're all together. I told her that I wasn't sure I could do it with him as it'd taken me this long to feel comfortable just talking to her about it but I told her that I'd try. She said that was all she was asking and that she hoped it'd be something I'd enjoy.
What really did get to me this weekend was when Saturday evening came around and we knew the kids were out for the night. We shared a bottle of wine and we spent a lot of time in the bedroom. She told me how she loved how it felt to be with me, how she could sit there naked in front of me and know that sex would be when and how she'd want it and that I would be there for her no matter what. She was so complimentary to me about how I was taking more openly with her and she told me how in some ways, it made her want me more and made her want to share things with me even more. I told her that I loved that and she giggled and said that I should join her and get naked in bed with her and that we should mess around a little first (her way of saying she wanted to have fun in foreplay). When my hard cock came into view she smiled and said "even though he's covered up, I still love how he feels in me when I want you baby". It was just how she said it that got to me, she picked just the right words to tell me how she felt without question.
She asked me to go down on her and I did so by working my way down from kissing her mouth and ears and neck to sucking at her breasts. My hands worked ahead of my mouth and she was very wet. She moaned that the last time she felt this horny was with Paul and how he will do the same as I was - sucking and almost chewing at her nipples while he would work his fingers all around her pussy but not touch her just yet, to keep her on the edge.
When I got down to kissing her stomach and went to move lower I paused for a moment to look at her - it feels weird to call it pride but how else can you describe loving how beautiful she looked below me. Her breasts heaving with her nipples so hard. Her flat stomach as she lay there leading down to her still bare pussy - now spread wide open. It still takes my breath away that she will lie there like this when Paul is having sex with her. She looked up at me and saw me and asked me what I was thinking and I told her just that - that it makes me so horny to know she gives herself to him this same way - so totally uninhibited now after over a year together.
I guess she picked up on where my head was at because as I licked away at her pussy, even though it was unlikely, she teased me whether I could taste her lover still inside her. Just how she said it was so hot to hear and I moaned back that I wished that I could. She said some other things and I responded in kind - about how she likes Paul to lick her just like I was - and about how sensitive she feels sometimes "when I have to tell Paul to stop for a little while". I absolutely loved hearing her comment slow and then turn to moans as my tongue and fingers brought her to orgasm several times.
I knew after the way she'd felt and cum the last time that she would want me in her quite soon - she gets that way - when I (or Paul) get her to cum several times orally - after the last one, she will literally yell out to "fuck me already". I knew to be ready for that and if I wasn't hard already licking her, as I opened the condom without missing a lick, my cock grew to be rock hard. I wish I could explain it but I just accept it now that knowing I am sheathing up even after tasting how wet and sweet she is, that it just makes me so friggin' hard and horny. But what I totally loved was the look on her face as I moved up away from her pussy and after she'd yelled out she knew what was coming and when she glanced down and saw that I already had a condom - the smile on her face was just amazing to see. Dare I say that the smile makes it so rewarding to me.
Now we've had a lot of sex in the recent past but it was a little different in that we both knew this was time for each other and while she was surely going to tease me about Paul and I was surely going to get into it with her, that it was surely a time for both of us to enjoy each other as much as we could. Instead of me plunging into her I played with her a little - I slapped my cock against her spread pussy and each time I made contact she moaned loudly and she seemed to tremble.
What surprised me even more was when she reached down and took hold of my cock and she began to rub just the tip into her swollen pussy. She held it tight and controlled how far in she let me. What totally turned me on was how she spoke to me - she told me about how it was "too bad you can't feel it as much as Paul does" and then how she told me how easier it is for me to push into her vs. him "with that big cock of his". She looked up at me and said "mmmm, does that turn you on baby?.... is that what you think about?.....".
It quickly turned intense for me and as I slid into her even deeper she continued to tease me that "mmmm, can you feel how wet I am?" knowing what it made me think. She continued to talk to me even more openly than I'd ever heard her and it was just driving me wild. Every time she'd say something to me and I'd hear it she'd look at me and tell me "mmmm, I can feel that turned you on" referring to what she must have felt from my cock. I was obviously very turned on but we were also moving very slowly - I may have pushed into her pretty quickly but as we talked she had me moving very slowly in and out of her and it was so erotic to feel and yet not feel. She let me push all the way into her where we were grinding against each other and she looked at me and said "do you like thinking of him in me right where you are now.... only bare.....?". Had i been actively fucking her and stroking in and out, I surely would have cum but staying totally still inside her I held off and her eyes opened wide when she felt what even I could feel as my cock just throbbed in her. "Tell me baby...." she encouraged me as she held me deep in her with her legs around my back. I was a bit frantic but managed to talk to her a little and told her that it turned me on so much to think about and I even went as far as to tell her that I loved that he would cum in her "right where I am". I would like to say I remember what she said to me but all I remember was her moaning "mmmmm oh yeah...." to what I said and what ever it was it caused me to just explode. I let out a grunt and thrust into her so deep that she squealed and ground herself up at me as I kept fucking her, she kept cumming and cumming until she began to shake beneath me. The condom must help keeping me hard because as I kept fucking her I stayed hard as she moaned and moaned. Even through the condom, I could feel how wet and loose she was when I was done.
A few minutes later, when we both caught our breath I'd already slid out of her and the condom had worked its way loose and her thighs were sticky from what had leaked out. She sat up and giggled at the mess we'd made and she joked "geez, even with a condom you made a mess!". Too much had dried up for me to enjoy licking at her and we both laughed as we went into the bathroom. She smiled at me in the mirror as she dropped the condom into the trash and she then took a washcloth and gently cleaned off my cock and she then let me watch as she put one leg up on the toilet and she wiped herself clean. She had this almost conceited look in her eyes as she looked at me and said "mmmm, you really enjoyed that didn't you?".
What I wanted to get back and post here was some of what we talked about on Saturday and Sunday. Sue started out by saying to me that she really wants me to talk more with Paul and to feel more comfortable around him. She said she's been talking to him about it too and she laughed that we both have some of the same thoughts and stuff. She said that even after all this time, that he's still not always sure of how I feel or what I want so he feels like he has to sort of be on his guard. She looked at me and said "you feel the same way, don't you?". She went on to tell me that I should just relax and talk to him and that he already knows most of everything already - including that it's something that turns me on about using condoms with her. And then she said something that did make me think. I can't recall exactly how she worded it but basically she said that he thinks it's "cool" that it turns me on to use them and in the way she said it, she made me think/realize that had it not been something that turned me on but that i was doing solely because she wanted it, that would have changed how he thought/viewed me. He clearly knows it does turn Sue on a lot - but it was really interesting and curious to me how his view seemed to depend on whether it was something I wanted or not. It's made me think a bit more in general about things but that's for another time.
At one point she told me that "you two are both enjoying me, you guys ought to be able to share that". I asked her what she was thinking and she looked at me and said "when you're with him, wouldn't you like to be able to talk more openly about sex with me?". Before I could answer she said "he said he would like that" and that it would make him feel more at ease when we're all together. I told her that I wasn't sure I could do it with him as it'd taken me this long to feel comfortable just talking to her about it but I told her that I'd try. She said that was all she was asking and that she hoped it'd be something I'd enjoy.
What really did get to me this weekend was when Saturday evening came around and we knew the kids were out for the night. We shared a bottle of wine and we spent a lot of time in the bedroom. She told me how she loved how it felt to be with me, how she could sit there naked in front of me and know that sex would be when and how she'd want it and that I would be there for her no matter what. She was so complimentary to me about how I was taking more openly with her and she told me how in some ways, it made her want me more and made her want to share things with me even more. I told her that I loved that and she giggled and said that I should join her and get naked in bed with her and that we should mess around a little first (her way of saying she wanted to have fun in foreplay). When my hard cock came into view she smiled and said "even though he's covered up, I still love how he feels in me when I want you baby". It was just how she said it that got to me, she picked just the right words to tell me how she felt without question.
She asked me to go down on her and I did so by working my way down from kissing her mouth and ears and neck to sucking at her breasts. My hands worked ahead of my mouth and she was very wet. She moaned that the last time she felt this horny was with Paul and how he will do the same as I was - sucking and almost chewing at her nipples while he would work his fingers all around her pussy but not touch her just yet, to keep her on the edge.
When I got down to kissing her stomach and went to move lower I paused for a moment to look at her - it feels weird to call it pride but how else can you describe loving how beautiful she looked below me. Her breasts heaving with her nipples so hard. Her flat stomach as she lay there leading down to her still bare pussy - now spread wide open. It still takes my breath away that she will lie there like this when Paul is having sex with her. She looked up at me and saw me and asked me what I was thinking and I told her just that - that it makes me so horny to know she gives herself to him this same way - so totally uninhibited now after over a year together.
I guess she picked up on where my head was at because as I licked away at her pussy, even though it was unlikely, she teased me whether I could taste her lover still inside her. Just how she said it was so hot to hear and I moaned back that I wished that I could. She said some other things and I responded in kind - about how she likes Paul to lick her just like I was - and about how sensitive she feels sometimes "when I have to tell Paul to stop for a little while". I absolutely loved hearing her comment slow and then turn to moans as my tongue and fingers brought her to orgasm several times.
I knew after the way she'd felt and cum the last time that she would want me in her quite soon - she gets that way - when I (or Paul) get her to cum several times orally - after the last one, she will literally yell out to "fuck me already". I knew to be ready for that and if I wasn't hard already licking her, as I opened the condom without missing a lick, my cock grew to be rock hard. I wish I could explain it but I just accept it now that knowing I am sheathing up even after tasting how wet and sweet she is, that it just makes me so friggin' hard and horny. But what I totally loved was the look on her face as I moved up away from her pussy and after she'd yelled out she knew what was coming and when she glanced down and saw that I already had a condom - the smile on her face was just amazing to see. Dare I say that the smile makes it so rewarding to me.
Now we've had a lot of sex in the recent past but it was a little different in that we both knew this was time for each other and while she was surely going to tease me about Paul and I was surely going to get into it with her, that it was surely a time for both of us to enjoy each other as much as we could. Instead of me plunging into her I played with her a little - I slapped my cock against her spread pussy and each time I made contact she moaned loudly and she seemed to tremble.
What surprised me even more was when she reached down and took hold of my cock and she began to rub just the tip into her swollen pussy. She held it tight and controlled how far in she let me. What totally turned me on was how she spoke to me - she told me about how it was "too bad you can't feel it as much as Paul does" and then how she told me how easier it is for me to push into her vs. him "with that big cock of his". She looked up at me and said "mmmm, does that turn you on baby?.... is that what you think about?.....".
It quickly turned intense for me and as I slid into her even deeper she continued to tease me that "mmmm, can you feel how wet I am?" knowing what it made me think. She continued to talk to me even more openly than I'd ever heard her and it was just driving me wild. Every time she'd say something to me and I'd hear it she'd look at me and tell me "mmmm, I can feel that turned you on" referring to what she must have felt from my cock. I was obviously very turned on but we were also moving very slowly - I may have pushed into her pretty quickly but as we talked she had me moving very slowly in and out of her and it was so erotic to feel and yet not feel. She let me push all the way into her where we were grinding against each other and she looked at me and said "do you like thinking of him in me right where you are now.... only bare.....?". Had i been actively fucking her and stroking in and out, I surely would have cum but staying totally still inside her I held off and her eyes opened wide when she felt what even I could feel as my cock just throbbed in her. "Tell me baby...." she encouraged me as she held me deep in her with her legs around my back. I was a bit frantic but managed to talk to her a little and told her that it turned me on so much to think about and I even went as far as to tell her that I loved that he would cum in her "right where I am". I would like to say I remember what she said to me but all I remember was her moaning "mmmmm oh yeah...." to what I said and what ever it was it caused me to just explode. I let out a grunt and thrust into her so deep that she squealed and ground herself up at me as I kept fucking her, she kept cumming and cumming until she began to shake beneath me. The condom must help keeping me hard because as I kept fucking her I stayed hard as she moaned and moaned. Even through the condom, I could feel how wet and loose she was when I was done.
A few minutes later, when we both caught our breath I'd already slid out of her and the condom had worked its way loose and her thighs were sticky from what had leaked out. She sat up and giggled at the mess we'd made and she joked "geez, even with a condom you made a mess!". Too much had dried up for me to enjoy licking at her and we both laughed as we went into the bathroom. She smiled at me in the mirror as she dropped the condom into the trash and she then took a washcloth and gently cleaned off my cock and she then let me watch as she put one leg up on the toilet and she wiped herself clean. She had this almost conceited look in her eyes as she looked at me and said "mmmm, you really enjoyed that didn't you?".
Imagine how SoonToBe would feel angst wise 