Had a bit of time with the girls out for mani-pedi's - Sue and our daughter who is home till tomorrow evening after dinner.
We have a long weekend and she asked me if I would be okay with her seeing Paul after our daughter leaves, either Sunday evening or sometime on Monday or Tuesday. In talking further I shared my surprise and enjoyment at receiving some of the sex that she's obviously been having with Paul and she smiled and encouraged me to tell her more. It led to a bit of a longer discussion in bed last night - with a surprise ending - but it was the talk that led there that was quite revealing.
Quite simply, she misses fucking him. She'd actually said she'd felt punished herself when she got annoyed with him and admitted that even with my resumption with her, that she said honestly that she missed him fucking her. I told her I was curious and wanted to hear her tell me (what I already knew) and I encouraged her. She said that he fucks her differently than I do. She made it a point to say that she cums just as much with me but that she felt more afterwards from him. I pushed her and she told me, in quite explicit terms, that her pussy feels more "used" afterwards and that "he cums a lot more than you do baby, you know that...." and she said that it makes a difference to her, especially when he will almost always fuck her more than once and that "he cums again like that". She held little back and told me how the shape of his cock also felt "amazing" inside her and how he knows how to make her really cum hard. At the end of her little moment she looked at me and said "sorry" and that she just let it all out.
We hadn't talked like this in a while, as I said, she hasn't been really focused on Wednesdays so maybe this was making up for it. Clarity at 1am - go figure. But we were both obviously in the mood to talk and I told her that I loved getting to cum in her again and she giggled and said she could tell and even added that I seem to cum a lot more than I used to and giggled when she said that "maybe there is something to do with the whole competition thing". She looked at me and asked if I missed "you know, not having that?" and I kissed her and I told her honestly that while I do love having "regular sex" with her, that I also missed being denied. She smiled and said that it's something we can work on and that "I may not be so generous in the future". I could tell she was being honest and I told her that I loved knowing how she felt about sex with Paul and that I didn't mind knowing she still wanted him as much as she had.
She hugged and kissed me in a way that only a husband and wife can share. I told her that I liked knowing what kind of sex she was really having with him and how she felt about it and I told her that I had loved being denied by her for as long as she did it. She asked me how it felt to feel again what I hadn't had for so long and I told her honestly that it turned me on incredibly and that not only did her pussy feel better than any hand, mouth or condom could ever feel, that I was also comfortable telling her that I loved that he had cum so much in her for so long. I think she almost had a tear in her eye as she hugged me and told me that she hadn't realized just how it made her feel to be with him so much and she almost whispered that it made her feel very aware of herself sexually and what aroused her.
I can't explain the way it feels to be as close to her as we were last night and to know we both felt the same way about things. I know this wasn't her goal long ago nor was it mine necessarily but the thing that makes me feel good about it all is that we seem to have both morphed to find enjoyment in the same things. But then that's happened along the way too so I shouldn't be surprised.
Towards the end of our discussion, we had moved closer and had stayed that way, such that her pussy was resting agianst the outside of my thigh near my hip and I could feel the warmth through her panties. I had slid my hand downward as we talked openly about her pussy being filled by Paul and she moved back and let me feel her bare skin and then the top of her pussy. By the end of our talk she was near orgasm from the flat part of my hand just below the finger from grinding and rubbing against her now firm clit, but also from my fingers tracing the length of her pussy lips from bottom to top on both sides. Each tiem I'd push them further apart and rub my fingers more and more towards the inside edge of her swollen pussy lips. A few strokes later and they were just grazing across the edge of her now gaping vaginal opening and at the bottom I could feel and spread the wetness all around her hole up the inner sides of her lips up to her clit where she moaned louder and louder each time.
This went on for a few more minutes until she realized she needed to be more quiet and not raise the attention of our daughter who was still watching TV downstairs. No, instead she removed my hand and fingers from her pussy and stood up. In the dim light I could see her slip off her panties and then she leaned over and pulled down my boxers. I was surprised she wanted to fuck at 1:00am - and was then surprised again when she lay on the bed next to me in a 69 position and looked back at me and she just said "make me cum while I do you" and with that she sucked my cock into her mouth. I leaned forward and began licking her wet and slick pussy - stopping to marvel at the feeling of pushing my tongue deeper into her and tasting just how sweet her lubrication is. Of course having her eagerly sucking at my cock was detracting from my focus, but nevertheless - once I began to penetrate her with my fingers as I licked and sucked at her clit - she again began to moan which she quieted by sucking my cock back into her mouth. I even told her that her moaning felt like a mini-vibrator which made her thrust her hips upwards as if she was trying to fuck more of my fingers into her.
She didn't have to exert that much energy as I planned on enjoying the opportunity to play with her and I knelt on one side of her so I could lean over sort of sideways and be right up close to her pussy as she lay back on the bed for me. It's been a long time since she'd let me just play and I marveled at wetting my fingers and parting and playing with her labia and then revaling her now very firm clitoris and being able to make her moan and squeal at how I would touch or touch around it! I gently licked all the way up her spreadness and she seemed to shiver as I made sure she could feel my tongue penetrate her. I looked at her when I pulled away a moment later and I found the focus to tell her that I loved knowing "he'd been in you there". When I pulled away from her, it seemed to let her resume focusing on my blowjob and indeed a few moments later when I wanted to play more iwth her - she pushed my hand away and whispered "I'll be there with you" and as she sucked my cock even more intensely, I realized she wanted to masturbate herself. I came first as she seemed quite intent on that and just as I felt her mouth suck the cum out of me - I felt movement next to me and as I let the last of my load go in her mouth I felt and watched her fuck the heck out of her pussy with one hand as her thumb seemed to destroy her clit and her other hand go to her breasts and twist and pull her nipples. I felt her start to tremble and basically felt her just forget about my cock as her eyes closed and some of my cum drooled out of her mouth as she moaned loudly as she took care of herself.
