Zima said:
she has done with those other 4 men
Sure.
1. Husband, met young. A complete asshole but he was hung. Not a great lover, selfish but taught her how to suck cock (she loves it and I owe him!) Fucked her hard and often, rarely went down on her. Then divorced and she went without for a few years
2. About 5 years ago she was selling her house and this 20 something real estate agent hit on her. She's was surprised but loved the attention. That was her first fuck after divorce, he used to come around on his lunch break, he was pretty hung too and loved her BJs, sometimes he'd come around just for that but she enjoyed giving them and he as gorgeous so she felt falttered.
Being a busy single mom and practical (and horny), decided dating was too complicated and after the new found confidence of having a guy 20 years younger fuck her, started putting herself out on various sites and apps. Got into sexting and video sexing, think she send videos to at least 20 guys. I've seen a few on the internet (with her face!) but I'm not sharing those.
3. She met up eventually with one of them, he was in his 50s and married but used to come over twice a week. He taught her how to really enjoy sex, he spent ages going down on her and played with her ass a lot. That's when she realised that she was super into having both holes filled at once but only with his fingers. She really wanted him to fuck her in the ass but...you guessed it, he was hung too and she couldn't take it.
4. Number 3 moved further away and was only coming around once a week and that wasn't enough, so in comes number 4. In his mid 30's, married and in her words just the other night "the most amazing cock ever". He made her his absolute fuck toy. Would ring her up and tell her what to be wearing or doing before he arrived, like leave her front door open and get on her knees and wait for him. Sometimes for 15 mins or more. She lives in a quiet street but still risky. She wasn't on any birth control but figured it was safer with number 3 because of his age but number 4 always barebacked her. Mostly he'd pull out and he'd leave her plaster in come but sometimes he didn't. She didn't like the risk but she said his cock was so deep in her that she loved the feel of him filling her up. They had a few scares but it was all good.
So numbers 3 and 4 fucked her in different ways and met different needs. Some weekends she'd have one come over for lunch and the other later. She said that she felt so slutty but loved it.
5. Is me. First time in bed when she took my cock out she said - without meaning it offensively "oh, I've never seen one that size before". Luckily I found that a huge turn on. She also asked me to "stick your finger in my ass". Not bad for a first time together. A keeper! I bought her a nice 9" thick dildo vibe on out third date and then it was pretty obvious that she needed bigger than me. We have had lots of first, I fit in her ass perfectly, I have taught her to squirt and done many thinks way kinkier than the others but I had said quite early on that I had enjoyed plenty of MFMs, swinging etc and I was more than happy to bring a hung third into the bedroom. She wasn't sure at first. We chatted to some guys online but most were assholes. She asked if I'd think it weird if she invited no 4. We have and he's now kind of regular. Not really a cuck thing, we have a laugh, sometimes I get involved, other times I watch. She is still not sure that it's right to see him when I'm not there but that's really just a matter of time. I love her, she loves me. She has one need that I can't fill and I'm happy that she has a chance to get it - if you are wondering it 10.5" and I agree with her - it's the most amazing cock ever!