Her first "real date"

[loveslife2005@yahoo.com]

STB,

I know exactly how you feel. I, too, would have zero interest in a CB or other device, but I'd find it incredibly arousing if my lady hungered for other men and SHE wanted to not have sex with me for two days or more, because SHE didn't want to, not to play along with me. It'd be exciting knowing she didn't want my cock inside her on those days, especially if I knew she was thinking of the other men.

I also loved your previous IUD adventure when for the first couple days with the device, you wore condoms so the other man would be the first to empty his balls in Sue after she got the IUD. You said she admitted that she also wanted Brad to be first. That's sexy.

Thanks for your narrative and sorry for those who keep insisting/suggesting you feminize yourself or use a CB. C'mon guys, how many times does STB have to say he's not interested in that?

STB, you said you'd be ok with Don becoming more possessive if Sue liked the idea. What form might that take? What might he want to happen? Might he want you to wear condoms and he'd go bareback? Would that excite you if Sue also wanted that? Would you like him to fuck her more than you for a while?

 

[loadman]

I agree Grinch;

I had a wonderful thing going and then screwed it all up by changing the rules and not letting my wife know. I watched her thru a window from the back yard once with her boyfriend, I got all bent out of shape, and really messed up things, hope he made out better

 

[marys_pet]

STB doesn't often get time to post during the day on weekends. He's probably just out and about doing things with his family.

 

[SoonToBe]

Relax all. I didn't get there early, by the time I got out of here and went over to this bar nearby us (great pizza) and had some food and a few beers, I only got to the club about 5 minutes early and they were already there.

I finally had some time today, Marys-pet understands family life very well.

Thanks Loveslife for setting the record straight regarding Reader22's post. I'm glad you answered because I wasn't going to. I'll get to what you asked about, just not sure when.

I could probably write a book about last night but here's the short version - or as short as I can make it.

I made eye contact with Sue when I got there and she smiled at me and I smiled at her but I didn't go over to them like she asked. Instead I sent her a text messsage saying I would be at the bar and asked her how her evening was going. She sent one back saying they'd tell me when they're going to leave and that it'd probably be at least an hour or so and that she was having a lot of fun.

For the next hour and a half I watched from afar. I was actually hesitant to go over to them as I just wasn't ready to deal with anyone I might have met in past weeks when we'd been there together or for any questions. Which I guess confirms that I"m not quite ready to go public as a cuckold.

I'm still numb from it all and still trying to figure out what it all meant to me but here's as short as I can make it.

Don didn't even look my way and after a while it seemed like they'd forgotten about me. She was laughing, dancing, hugging, kissing and just generally having a nice time. It did make me feel great to see her really relaxing and enjoying. And damn if it didn't twist my insides to see it all like that. Seeing her kissing him, sitting on his lap, goofing around. I knew she was really enjoying herself and that did make me feel good. My mind kept racing at all sorts of things.

Finally she texted me that they were going to leave soon and I should follow them to the parking lot and then to Don's place. It was awkward in the parking lot when Sue gave me a big (very big) hug and a huge passionate kiss right in front of Don. She the turned to him and said to me "follow us" and the 2 of us drove the few blocks or so to his place.

Talk about feeling weird - walking into your wife's lovers home. Inside he was polite but posessive is the only word I can think of. He made it clear from how he spoke to me and how he behaved with Sue that she was his. His arm around her. Talking to me about "we" and "us" referring to him and Sue. Talking to her at times instead of me. Pretty much the semi-macho jerky kind of behavior at the bar with his friends and such. Appropriate, I guess for someone his age (we have maybe 8-10 years on him). He was polite enough to me and even said "thank you" to me at times for whatever with Sue.

I was comfortable with him. He's not my type of guy but I could see Sue's excitement - more at the attention he was showing her than him himself, but she was definietly animated. I was also incredibly turned on at the overt sexy stuff they were doing. He made no qualms about kissing or hugging her in front of me and after a while, that included him grabbing her breasts and her butt and legs. She wanted it - didn't resist any of it - so that just turned me on. I absolutely love seeing her alive sexually. I would say at that moment that I was actually very satisfied in some ways - not an alternative to an orgasm or that sort of thing - but emotionally I felt very satisfied that she really wanted this. Their behavior though also made it clear that it was them 2 and me watching.

Sue finally said something like "why don't you wait here for a bit and then come up?". And with that I watched her and he walk up to his bedroom.

I almost left at that moment. It felt like that first time with Brad again. But I'd seen them before and I wanted to see them again. I knew it was going to be more passionate and probably more physical than I'd seen before.

I heard noises maybe 10 minutes later and I decided it was time.

When I got to the open door she was lying back in just her panties and he was sucking on her breasts. He was naked except for underwear around his knees as Sue must have just gotten her hands on his cock.

I stood there mesmerized for I don't know how long as I watched the 2 of them go from calm to a sexual frenzy. She raised her hips as he slid off her panties. He went down on her with her holding her own legs back for him. She went down on him - taking as much as she could as his fingers were in her. I just watched - amazed at how comfortable they seemed together. I almost felt proud of her that she could let herself go like this.

I didn't see her cum. It's obvious when she does, and I didn't see it. But when Don got up to get something from the bathroom - my god, I could see Sue was more than excited and more than ready. She didn't look up at me - I suspect she was a bit self-conscious at how Don had left her (and I wondered if he did it because I was there) - but she just lay there waiting for him. He legs were so lewdly spread apart. Her pussy was blazing red, swollen and so so open inside. I've long seen her like this when we're together but seeing her lying there like that - it was as if she were giving all of herself to him and damn - my god did it turn me on to know at that moment she was wet and open like that for him.

He came back from the bathroom with a drink of water and some lubricant.

It's a moment I will never forget - just as those with Brad. He knelt on the bed between her legs, applied some lubricant to his stiff cock that was just bobbing there. He rubbed the rest from his fingers right into her open pussy and then - damn - I nearly came in my pants. SHE pulled her legs back for him and just waited for him to take her.

At that moment I realized he didn't have a condom on and I also realized that this was the moment Sue had really wanted. I was still on the other side of the room but as he rubbed his cock up and down her gaping slit I moved over next to the bed.

He turned and looked at me and then turned back to Sue and at that moment - he knew I was right there - he pushed deeply and firmly right into her. I knew she was open and waiting and I knew he'd lubed up - but the grunt she let out was so incredibly gut wrenching. Uhhhh and it was deep, like from her gut. And I saw her legs go back and her body tense up and then relax and she let him in further.

I was standing next to the bed not sure what to do. They were naked and I was standing there fully clothed with my cock dribbling in my underwear.

He changed positions and instead of being up away from her, he moved so his chest was against hers. I love doing that with her - feeling her taut breasts and hard nipples against me. But I could not take my eyes away from where his cock was in my wife. Bare.

I was too distracted to notice that Sue had put her hand out next to me at first. But a when I did see it - I realized what she wanted. It was what we'd talked about. That she even thought of me at that moment was touching. I was unsure for a second but then I put my hand in hers and we held each other.

It was as though I could feel her whole body through her hand. I tried to take it all in. Don's pace picked up and as it did, I could feel her move but I could also feel her tighten her grip at times. She still hadn't cum yet though. But I suddenly knew it was coming. Don's movements seemed to be more for Sue than for himself. I love the in and out but he was kind of grinding himself against her and she was starting to moan. Her hand even thrashed back and forth but she didn't let go.

She was so wet I could hear them sqeaking and squelching as she held on to me and him. He was holding her legs behind her knees or I think I would have but with her legs pushed now back against her body from kneeling next to her all I could see was her pussy taking him over and over.

It seemed to go by in a flash - it could have been 2 minutes or it could have been 20 minutes but I knew that Sue was going to cum soon and so did Don. He fucked her like a master I have to say (not that I can't do it too) and I will say his cock, being bigger than mine, did seem to be making her go crazy. I knew she was really close when I saw and felt her actually pushing her pussy up at him as he was thrusting into her.

 

[SoonToBe]

continued

A second later she let out a shriek that I swear they must have heard back at the bar. She squeezed my hand SO tight as she just literally shook lying there under him. Don never let up the whole time - in and out and my god, she was so wet as she came.

I was just totally taken by the whole thing. LIke I said, I was numb but wicked on the edge. She seemed to cum and cum. It'd ease up for a second and then the next second she would tighten her grip as another wave went over her.

He was like a machine - I even remember thinking to myself "when is he going to go". When Sue finally seemed to have enough she opened her eyes and - and damn if just thinking about this again does'nt get me almost there - she looked at him, and still holding my hand, she said, or rather screamed/moaned "cum in me already!".

I can't explain it but as soon as she said that she just sort of went almost limp and damn if she wasn't just an open hole for him at that point. I was almost embarassed at how she just lay there for the next few moments while Don pounded the hell out of her. Thank god she'd cum and he'd lubed up because I was worried he was going to hurt her.

It was me holding her hand tight then as I had my own excitement growing. A second later he let out a howl and slammed himself into her and just stayed deep inside her. I couldn't believe that I was holding her hand at that moment as I knew that he was cumming inside her. And then it dawned on me that this was his first time doing so.

A million thoughts went through my mind until I heard him moaning over and over and then almost suddenly, it was quiet in the room with nothing more than heavy breathing. I could hear my own heartbeat and feel my cock throbbing. She was just lying there with her legs still pulled back, her hand still in mine and Don lying motionless on top of her and still in her. All I could think was that it was over so fast - it felt like the blink of an eye.

I was too scared to move for a moment but then I let go of her hand and she wrapped them around his back and I knew they were kissing. A moment later he turned to look at me - still didn't say a word to me - he looked back at Sue and said "that was incredible". He kissed her deeply and then he got up.

It wasn't like a porn movie in that I could see him slip out of her but a second later he stood up and walked into the bathroom. I moved over and kind of played with her hair - I wasn't sure what was going on and I couldn't speak anyway.

He came out of the bathroom in a robe a moment later and just said something like "thanks, I'll wait for you guys downstairs". And he walked out of the room. Sue looked at me not sure of how I was and just asked if I was okay. I said I was but it was a very strange feeling as she was just lying there now rolled onto her side with her knees bent. I wasn't sure what was going on at first until she said "can you give me a minute to get dressed". I was sort of confused as I thought I was going to climb right on top of her and she just said "Don didn't really want you to be in his bed".

Holy shit was that a wicked feeling. I can't describe how I felt at that moment. I suddenly wanted her more than ever but I couldn't have her. She stood up, naked and found her clothes and got dressed while I just stood there and watched. I was so turned on at that moment I do not know how I didn't cum in my own pants.

She came over and kissed me and said he'd only told her he didn't want me in his bed on their way to his place and she didn't want to stop then. I followed her downstairs where Don was just sitting there waiting in his robe. Sue turned to me and asked me if she could meet me in the car and when I said okay, they both said thank you and Don came over and shook my hand. He said something like "you have a wonderful wife, thank you". It was odd, I didn't expect that from him. But that was all we really said all night.

I waited in the car for maybe 10-15 minutes and I wondered what they were doing. I found out later that he lay her on the couch, pulled her panties to one side, and fucked her quickly. She wasn't sure if he came in her or not though but he made sure she had another orgasm before she left.

The whole ride home she just lay on my shoulder and we didn't really talk. She was pretty tired and a bit ***** still so the 40 minutes or so, in the pouring rain, on the way home she just was quiet but at times she'd hug me, kiss my neck and that stuff.

It had to be 2am when we came home. I knew today we'd have to go get her car at the restaurant she'd left it at where they met for dinner but all I wanted at that moment was to have my wife in our bed with the door locked.

She woke up and I followed her upstairs and undressed her. We were both pretty tired but she knew I really really really needed to fuck her. Her panties were very wet when we pulled them off (she helped) and at that moment I wanted to dive between her legs and lick and lick and lick - but my greater desire was to finally fuck her.

I knew how she'd feel. Brad had fucked her many times and I'd had her shortly afterwards at times. This was the same but different. Kind of like that First-Date feeling again. How wet was she. How "open" would she feel.

It was like warm butter. She was so tired that she did get into it but I knew she didn't have the energy. I did get her to orgasm once really quickly as she started to talk to me and tease me. And I only lasted a few minutes. All she needed to do was to tell me how "wonderful it felt when Don started to cum" and that was it. I let loose right away.

I would love to say there was more for last night but there was not. We were both totally tired out that we literally barely washed up, didn't really talk at all, and just spooned up and fell asleep.

Today's just been plain busy. For whatever reason, after we have a night out without them, we tend to overcompensate and do stuff with them the next day. Fortunately, by this afternoon they'd found other things and I drove Sue up to the restaurant to get her car. We told the kids it was at work as we didn't want her driving in the storm last night.

We started to talk on the ride up but it was awkward as I think both of us wanted to be in a more romantic place rather than driving in the rain again.

We only got home maybe an hour ago and she thinks I'm taking a nap right now.

I am so freaking horny all day and she's been teasing me mercilessly with comments on how she's "still wet today" and how "it feels funny to walk". I really want to talk to her more about everything but haven't had a chance yet.

I have like a billion thoughts going through my mind right now that I'm going t try to talk out and sort out. It all happened so fast, it seems to me now looking back at it that I don't think Don was happy with me there.

Gotta run for now.

 

[Ballspanking]

By the sound of it, she's going to be seeing a lot more of him!

Congratulations!

 

[loveslife2005@yahoo.com]

Excellent narrative. I mean it deeply when I say thank you for sharing. I love following your adventure.

When I shared C., I loved seeing her take other men between her legs bareback. If the guy didn't go bare and fill her pussy with his cum, both she and I felt cheated. Like you, I had lots of misgivings as I watched but simultaneously felt intense arousal. Part of me wanted to see her cum bigger and more than with me.

You'll probably identify with this. C. and I were fucking at a house party as a fellow watched us and jerked off. I asked her if she saw what he was doing, and she said yes.

"Would you like him to fuck you?"

"Yes," she said.

"Who do you want inside you now the most, him or me."

"Him," she said.

She wanted him more than me and that turned me on to no end. I eased out of her and waved him over and said, "She wants you to fuck her if you'll do it without a condom and cum inside her."

"Sure," he said, and who wouldn't? In her early thirties, C. has a slim, tight ex-cheerleader's body (lots of gymnastics-type stuff and yoga-flexible). She rolled over to present her pussy to him for mounting doggy-style. I crawled under her and licked her clit as he eased into her then pounded away. I licked "lower" and soon I was licking her, him, and loved feeling and taste as I licked the place where he entered her, my mouth and lips covering both of them and tasting their juices.

After he came, she lowered her quivering, full pussy on my mouth and his cum poured out into my mouth. I LOVED it. In a perfect world, I'd like to have cleaned him, too, and as they kissed, I'd have sucked him hard to fuck her again.

When I was inside her and she said she wanted him inside her, not me, that was soooooo exciting.

I love the idea of her preferring him to me. I'm well-endowed, and not fem at all, but i loved the idea of her wanting to be with other men, hungering for them, not me. I'd love it if she wanted alone time with them like Sue wants, as when Don fucked her on the couch. If Don wanted that,, OK, but if Sue was the instigator, WOW!

I'd like a gf or wife who'd come home and get fixed up to go out and I'd say, "Great. Where are we going?"

She'd say, "I'm going out alone, if that's OK?" (Please, guys, don't post how she should be dom and tell me in no uncertain terms that she's in control, that's not my thing)

Her wanting to go out alone, and from her dress and languid mood, it's clear she's very horny, and I know it's because she wants another man's cock, and not mine, I'd be turned on and a little anxious. If she returned, happy and worn out and let me lick her legs and cum-filled pussy until she came again and then she softly told me how she's worn out and could I get myself off? I'd be hard, frustrated, and pleased at being denied.

 

[SouthernRail]

STB,

You are so lucky, how I wish my own lady would be this open and sexual

Long may you guys continue

 

[SoonToBe]

We have been talking since I "woke up from my nap". She's said a lot that's filled in the blanks and answered some of my questions.

I was kind of rushed earlier and there is much more that was felt by both of us. Not to mention how she looked (and felt) as I saw her just afterwards. How do I describe it without making her sound like a slut from how she looked.

Loveslife - we are very similar in our motivations. Very intense experiences all around. I need to re-read it and I don't have time as Sue is already rushing our daughter along to bed. She's whispered in my ear several times that she has this "itch" that needs to be scratched. One time she added that if I'm not able to reach it she may need to call Don - damn if that didn't get the evening going.

 

[marys_pet]

Damn, STB, that was HOT!!!

I do share some of Grinch's concerns about how possessive Don is being, but I'm not sure how much weight to give them. Obviously Grinch's marriage wound up in a bad place on account of this, but from what he's posted I'm not sure he and his wife ever had the kind of loving, trusting relationship that you and sue obviously do. I do think that whoever suggested that the idea for Don to fuck Sue in your bed probably came from him was right, and his having now fucked her in both his bed and yours while you have only had her in yours ties in with the possessive behavior you describe.

Sue does not appear to have steered you wrong yet, so I'm not sure that a doom and gloom prediction is entirely in order, but I would continue to be aware of the ways in which his possessiveness manifests itself, and share any concerns you have with Sue sooner rather than later. The "benefit of the doubt", in cases like this, is not exactly the prudent course of action.

 

[loveslife2005@yahoo.com]

...how she looked (and felt) as I saw her just afterwards. How do I describe it without making her sound like a slut from how she looked.

You said that like it's a bad thing (wink). I'd love a wife that did as Sue does and came home looking (nice!) like a slut and felt like a slut (even better!). I'd want her to tell me how tender she was from being fuched hard by another man.

I'd want her to say how she loved fucking other men and that she was getting hooked on the thrill and how I better get used to it because she'd like to do it more and more, that she started looking at men differently at work and on the street, wondering how thhey'd be in bed, wondering if they wanted to fuck her, thinking about flirting with them or "innocently" showing them something and letting them have her if they tried anything and how she might just be the one to start things if he didn't.

I'd want her to say I might have to cover for her with the kids if she was late from work because there were several guys at the office giving her the eye and every day she almost gave in the the temptation to let them take her to drinks. She'd tell me her resolve to be "good" weakened each day.

I'd want her to grab my cock and ask me how I'd react if she cam home unexpectedly late with another man's cum running down her legs. She'd smile as I instantly hardened when she said that and say, "Well, I guess I have my answer." Then she'd whisper in my ear as she stroked my cock, "I'm glad you like the idea, because I'd probably do it anyway and hide it if you objected. You started this and encouraged me to fuck other men, and now I don't think I can stop. I don't want to stop. I want to do more, lots more. I want to do it all the time. I want to fuck lots of other men. Does that turn you on?"

I'd probably cum as she said that.

I'd know that she'd cut back or leave other men alone if I asked her to, but I'd love her to tease me about her losing control of her urges to take other men between her legs.

Once, I asked C. if she’d like to go to a lifestyle party once a month, if babysitting wasn’t a problem. She said she’d rather go to a lifestyle party once a week, and then further delighted me by saying she’d also like to fuck some other guy three days a week, preferably three different guys! I hoped that one evening she’d say how she met someone that day. She’d take my hand beneath her dress and I’d feel another man’s cum. It never happened, but we fantasized about it a lot. She wanted to, and I encouraged her.

...She's whispered in my ear several times that she has this "itch" that needs to be scratched. One time she added that if I'm not able to reach it she may need to call Don - damn if that didn't get the evening going.

I'd love that. I'd want her to tease me all the time. I'd even want her to tease me as I fucked her about him being bigger, and how Don might want to be the only one to fuck her bareback.

 

[loveslife2005@yahoo.com]

I don't share the gloom and doom predictions. It sounds to me that Sue knows you're turned on by her adventures and that you're letting her let her feelings run free. I did that with several ladies I've shared and it never burned me. I encourage them to let their actions and feelings run free, and they did. It only made us stronger and more intimate partners in the long run.

 

[marys_pet]

damn.
a little more than a tease if ya ask me.
more like she is beginning to think you don't "measure up" as a partner, and more like she is starting to get hung up on the cock and is willing to put up with the man.
A few times my wife said she hated her lover, but loved the sex. in the end, the sex (and money) won out.

My vote is still to pull back on this one. It has all the markings of going south real bad.

Sue knows that STB gets off on being teased like that, and I really don't think this is necessarily anything more than her playing up the "measuring up" angle for STB's benefit, because she knows it turns him on.

 

[SoonToBe]

It's almost 1am and I am wired here. Sue's fast asleep and my mind is still in a milion places all at once. I was in a rush earlier and I missed so much - both in terms of what I wrote, but also in terms of what I knew at the time.

After our daughter went to bed and after our son went out, we went up to the bedroom and she said she needed to talk to me. It was the first time we'd had time to have a serious conversation all day as we'd slept late as it was and we needed to get her car.

The first thing she said was that she was sorry for how things went last night and what Don had said about his room. She hadn't totally explained other than what she'd said last night, I sort of figured it out but she confirmed that in the car on the way to his place, he put on the macho attitude and he said he didnt' want me in his bed. (yes, she did admit it was his idea to use our bed) She said she tried to complain but he said he just didn't want it.

I was too - I guess, overwhelmed, by what had happened. It was so wild to have been there for it. So close to her and to see her like that was just incredible. I felt like I was paralyzed - I just felt like I dare not move or it could upset things so I just was frozen. It happened so fast and he was so rough with her. I asked her if she knew he was going to be that way and she said that in the time they were up there before I got there she had gotten him really worked up and they both knew he was going to be fast, especially when he was going to be bare too.

She looked at me when she said that with this look in her eye and she asked in such a way - "are you okay that he came in me?". I looked her straight back and said it was perfect. And right then she just said she was sorry she just got up and got dressed like that afterwards but that she said she felt very self-conscious being in his bedroom and with him waiting downstairs.

I did tell her that I was disappointed that I didn't get any time with her right afterwards. She giggled and said I was crazy and then she said she was sorry I didn't get to play with her while she was all wet from him. She was quiet for a second and then said quietly "you know he came in me a second time while you were in the car waiting" and she waited for my answer and I just said "I figured as much".

And that then reminded me even more of how she was on Friday night (or rather, Saturday morning). When I did finally have her - when my own cock was back in her again - my god, all I could think of was how they looked and how how it had been the first time she'd let him cum in her. And I'd been there for it! I felt very satisfied at that.

Yes, her panties were wet but she'd sat still next to me with her legs curled up under her as we drove in the rain and I guess that had helped because I didn't need any lubricant at all. I do wish I'd had more time and energy but it was such an intense fuck. The things she'd say - but more, how she felt. I just let my mind go to how they were together. How his cock looked all wet from her.

So she was all weird and she got dressed like that and it happened so fast that I felt like my brain was moving in slow motion. It was probably more like 5 minutes or maybe even 10 minutes. I don't really know. All I do know is that when I think about it now, earlier tonight and now, I realize that she denied me one of the things I wanted - to have her right then after Don was done. I haven't brought that part up yet but I have to say that her getting herself together like that so fast afterwards - when I think about it now, damn it turns me on.

She told me a lot of other stuff. She said she felt so alive when they were out earlier. Not so much because of Don (she talks so negatively about him at times) but because of just knowing she was out to have a good time and dancing and drinking. She didn't say it but I sort of knew she was kind of saying that we should do this stuff ourselves too.

I asked about Don's attitude towards me and she said that he's still not really comfortable with me being right there. That was some of the stuff he'd said in the short ride from the club to his place and more during the time they were up there without me. I told her thank you for letting me have my fun with her and she looked at me and said she was glad to hear me say I had fun.

When we started to mess around she asked me if I could taste anything still in her pussy (I was licking and messing around with her pussy) as she said she still felt pretty "damp". Unfortunately, that was a no. But when we finally got to fucking she started in again with the teasing me. She said how good he was last night and stuff like that. At one point she even threw in some more "mess with my head stuff" when she said again she was sorry she couldn't let me have her right afterwards. I swear, my cock responded before I realized what she'd said.

I told her how hot she looked letting him have her like that. She moaned under me when I told her how she moved when he was so rough with her. And we started to tease each other - each adding another step. She said something about how deep he was and I think I said something that I could tell from how she felt. She was well into her n-th orgasm by the time we got to how much he'd cum in her and that was it for me. I started to cum and cum and cum and she kept on moaning and rocking back and forth with me in this rhythm.

As we lay there afterwards I casually said to her that I wasn't sure I liked how Don was treating her. She rolled over towards me and put one leg over me and held my shoulder and kissed my cheek and said she loved me looking out for her.

I'm still sorting through how I feel. It all happened so fast - I'm sort of sorry it did. I mean I'm glad I waited to go upstairs as that was always the hardest part when she was with Brad - seeing them getting intimate. And I'm assuming that he must have made her feel good before I came up if he just jumped on he like that.

I'm going to end this here so I can go back and answer the other questions in the other posts and then call it a night since it's now almost 1:30. I think I'll sleep. I'm surely not horny.

 

[SoonToBe]

Loveslife - you asked me first how I would feel about Don being more posesssive. I guess I'm experiencing it somewhat now. Right now, it's very nice - the memory of it is very arousing. However, at the time, it was that uneasy but exciting mixture of angst and excitement.

I am not a condom fan. It was one of the reasons it worked with me and Sue when we first got together and it's also one of the reasons I've never cheated on her (never fucked another woman). So I don't see that working for us. If I had to say, based on what I saw and experienced with her and Brad its that she WILL want to spend the night with him next. I am sure this will be something that comes up sooner than later. I am not sure how I will feel about that. It was one thing when it was her and Brad - he had to go home to his family too, and the 2 overnights that did happen were at a hotel. With Don, they're going to be in his home, in his bed - the same one they used on Friday night. I'm not sure I'm ready for that just yet.

To Grinch - I can't say I don't have concerns. But at the same time - to see the pleasure, the satisfaction - the beauty on her face as he fucked her. I know that face - I know how she feels mid-orgasm. To know that she feels free and comfortable enough to want to experience that with Don - with me there. You just have to know it's right.

Without a doubt. Feeling her hand clench mine tight and then, just relax almost to the point of letting go - to feel her body move on the bed under him. Feeling her legs pushed back. Knowing he is in her right next to you. I watched him - I watched his big cock go in and out of her pussy right next to me.

I can absolutely say that I wanted to feel that. I look back on the past 24+ hours and I can absolutely say that I loved what she did with and for me. Tonight, feeling her pussy, still wet and feeling "used" - feeling her arms around me as we became one for a moment. Grinch - when I stop feeling that, I will begin to worry. He may be bigger than me, he may cum more than me, she may even cum more with him - but at the end of the day (or night) he's not me and - well, Sue and I go back now well over 25 years. It is now at the point where you can't remember anything but being together.

As I said when she first came back from Boston and she couldn't believe I was really turned on. I have never minded her being sexual with other people. From the nude beaches, to swing clubs, to what we tried early on with guys off the web, to now with her freely fucking Don and Brad before that - I have never felt threatened about that, mainly because sex is only one part of what we have together.

Anyway - I am quite tired now - fortunately we will all sleep in tomorrow so it will be quiet in the morning. Good night all.

 

[Costas79]

Hello STB, at first: Thank you for sharing your life experiences with us and at second: what about some pix of your wifes well used and creampied pussy and her panties after she came home ? If its too much for ya, just say no and I will say nothing. Once more thx for anything you share with us. Costas

 

[loveslife2005@yahoo.com]

Wow! Knowing your aversion to condoms makes your self-imposed use after her IUD emplacement (so Brad would be the first to cum inside her afterwards) more impressive and erotic. It was sooo hot that you told her another reason for your condom use and kept the real reason to yourself.

The HUGE turn-on resulting from that episode was that SHE later admitted that she wanted Brad too be the first to cum in her as well!!! That still turns me on, that she wanted her lover, not you, to possess her in that way first. Wow!! In your place, that would arouse me to no end.

I know I'm rehashing old stuff, but it kind of fits with the possessive issues now. Also, like you, those things that turn me on about the cuckold stuff also causes some worries. It's an integral part of the cuck thing, I think.

 

[SoonToBe]

Loveslife. Regarding condoms, they're okay and of course I'd certainly "make do" with them for a short period of time, my reference to "hating them" was with regards to their being the only choice for birth-control. Thankfully, Sue never felt that way about them either as she's gone from the pill before we had kids to the sponge that we tried out periodically between our 2 kids to the diaphragm that we found was okay for us. Between us, we sometimes wouldn't use it early or late in the month when the danger was lower. Fortunately she was always religious about it with Brad.

As I said, I felt differently about Brad. I knew Sue was virtually in love with him at one point but I also knew that it was in balance. For me, like it or not, I knew Brad was one of the reasons she willingly went with the IUD. Both I and her gyno doc had said that it was a good idea years earlier. That she wanted to do it because, partly, of Brad just made it something that I wanted to experience.

When I "came out" to Sue about wanting her to be with other guys, my asking her to do that with Brad was something that, I think, was pivotal for her to be more at ease with everything that I was asking for.

It is a fond memory for me that I often re-visit on Wednesday nights. I get much the same feeling from that as I do from Friday night, knowing she and Don have now shared that moment that had only been mine in the past. I find it strangely arousing that she has shared this moment.

I believe that Brad did love Sue. I think it's one of the reasons they seem to have opted for a clean-break. I/we knew all along that he wouldn't ever leave his wife and young family. Looking back at it, I think it's very cool that she was able to help him out, so to speak, at a difficult time in a marriage. The fact that we trusted him made it easier to accept them doing more intimate things together, but it also made it more difficult because I knew she felt strongly about him.

I think the fact that he was someone we knew before hand and it was someone we knew, in the end, was unlikely to go too far, it made it easier for Sue to let herself go and do things that I think would have been more difficult otherwise, or would have taken longer to get to.

No matter how it all happened, I know that the moments when I have been there as another man came inside Sue have all been intense moments for me. What I can say is that after each time, I find myself that much more in love with her. It's strange to say it, but for me, in some ways, experiencing it with her or enjoying it with her - when we reach our own pleasure together, it seems to be much more meaningful between us. Knowing where she's been and who she's been with - when we are one and moving from pleasure to pleasure - if you know that feeling, you know it is right.

I do still get the feeling that Sue knows this is probably going to burn out. That whole the hotter it burns the faster it burns out thing. Still - letting her go is just an intense experience.

I haven't taken pictures of Sue in bed in ages, much less with other guys. I can ask, but I doubt she'll feel comfortable with Don to do that just yet. I can try to get some of her at home, but as she's getting older, she is a bit more reluctant to see herself. I'll try to work it into conversation again but I've failed in the past. If I can sneak a few, I will.

 

[Harry2614]

His Bed

STB: I am beginning to relate to your situation like it was mine and I would definitely have an issue with the "off limit status of HIS BED". He sure didn't have any problem using you & Sue's bed, for which you expressed some misgivings. I recommend that you encourage Sue to research this issue. I can think of three things, none of which are reassuring. 1. It was his and X wife bed and there is still some emotional baggage. 2. He is seeing another girl friend / wife and don't want HER to suspect something 3. He is still married.
You should encourage Sue to set some limits, (looks like she is willing to) with him. I am sure there will be an 'overnight' but It should not be the norm and when you are included, and you should be, You should be able to have sex with her there too. If not in His Bed, well then somewhere else in his house.
It would be interesting to know if he changed the bed sheets after you & Sue left Fri. night. You may have a guy with a 'dominate side' and also a 'compulsive side'.
Just my thoughts & Concerns. Cheers, Harry

 

[duke9555]

Don is becoming an archetypical 'bull'
and even if he doesn't state it STB is knuckling
under Don's power and enjoying it immensely ...
this Don will deliver ever so much more sexual
pleasure to both Sue & STB .....you'll see