GF finally going on dates!!!

[mattcrowe25m]

Okay, no pics, fair enough. Suspicious, but fair enough, especially since one can always black out the faces. But how about some physical descriptions at least? Even the stuff on Literotica tells you what the people look like!

Thanks for posting a comment and here is an idea of what she looks like. She has black hair and green eyes. She has been told she lookes like Danica Patrick. I think she is much more beautiful. I think it is just that she is short with nice breast.

She is a 30 or 32c depends on brand I think. She has some of both.

She doesn't have a big butt, but I like it just like it is. Hope that helps you out.

 

[mattcrowe25m]

Last night

I took another step deeper into all this yesterday. Tina had a study group at the frat Terrell is in. He was there. After it was over they got a bit to eat and he brought her home. Nothing more than kissing for those reading for the juicy parts. LOL

He did ask her to come to his place. She said another night that she had more studying to do . I asked her if she wanted to and she said another night totally but she also wanted some us time. I was pumped. We talked for a while and then had sex. We each showered and I fixed us a bowl of ice cream. We sat and talked.

I asked the question if what we did was as good as what they did the other night. She said it is just different. She said I love you. With Terrell it is just sex and letting loose with another guy. So then the sex part is better. She said I don't know about that. I like what we do. I always get off with you. I was glowing. LOL

I said do you get off more with me or him. She said I don't know really. I guess him but it is because it is all so new. I said what is the best thing about it. She said I guess the size. Feels her all the way. That hurt like hell i thought. .

I asked her if she had to finish studying and she said no. I said I thought that was what you told Terrell. She said I just wanted to come home to you. Again I felt good. I asked her why she went in other room to talk and she said it is rude to talk on phone in front of someone. I kinda agree and usually I am watching tv.

I asked her if she had made any plans for the weekend and she said Candy wanted all four to go out again friday and Terrell wanted to do something that Saturday also. I said I guess we will have Sunday. She said her mom might be in town after all that has happened. Sorry I said that was ok. She said that is part why she wanted to come home tonight.

I said laughingly that you really wanted to go with him. She said jokingly ya kinda. I said it was your choice. She said you don't want to see me. I said no I do just being supportive. She said I know just joking.

She then got little quite and said Terrell asked her if she wanted to stay over tomorrow. I said what did you say. She said I didnt know and would call him later. Why don't you know? I know how the weekend is going to be. I told her it is up to her. I said We have had 6 months and now it you are into this for less than a week. She said so you are ok with it. I said ya do what ever you want. She said ok let me go call him. She did seem really happy and that did kinda takes the wind out of me. Was hoping it would go the other way.

She came back out and said thanks. I said for what and she said for being so great. I said you are the great one. I am so lucky to have you. She said you were remember we broke up. Laughing.

She said she wanted to go make a few calls and she would just stay in her room so I could sleep. She stayed in there last night.

So here I am another night of waiting for her to call. Sadly I know she is probably staying. I did ask her what was in the bag and she just said her clothes today at work. I said can I see she said nope. That is for my real boyfriend and giggled and left. She was joking the whole conversation.

 

[mattcrowe25m]

Emailed Questions

I had someone email me these questions and I thought everyone might like to see the answers. So here goes.

So, were her friends the ones who hooked her up with Terrel?

Yes they did. But, she knew him before then. I had also met him at a few parties.

Is the issue, or that from your perspective* you've been kicked to the curb somewhat?

No so far I don't fell like I am being kicked out. Really I don't know how I feel. Sometimes good sometimes not so good.

What was your deep down feeling about her seeing other guys before all this started? I'm talking like when you were just a couple and not trying anything new yet.

I thought it was mostly talk in the beginning. I wasn't happy to find out it wasn't. Still not.

Did you have a fantasies or a desire to see her doing other guys? If your ideal goal was to see her with bbc or other guys in general while you were there or participated, then you need to sit her down and explain that to her.

Again no not at all.

Also what was her desire/fantasy prior to this all happening? Or did she not even entertain the idea of this sort of lifestyle?

I knew when we first got together that she didn't want anything serious since she had just gotten out of a long term relationship. But things went great and it just happened. I think she did want to have a little fun before we met, but her friends really got that ball rolling.

Thanks for the questions.

 

[phxcucked]

Someone has to be the first one to say it. Dude, you are so done. I'm sorry, but its true.

 

[sdt66]

Yeah... this is really kind of a sad situation.

Since you don't seem to even have this fantasy... I don't know why you'd let a girl put you in this situation... I understand you love her and want her to be happy but you're going to end up losing her at this rate, regardless of what she says, I promise. It's called infatuation. She'll become infatuated and fixated on one of the guys, think she loves them more than she loves you, and that'll be the end of that.

Honestly at this point you should ask her if she's okay with you seeing other girls as well. Then go see other girls and move on with your life. I think it's pretty much beyond any point of rectification.

I hate to say it, but like phxcucked said, you're done. Bad situation... truly sorry for you man...

 

[littledick5]

Keep going Tina is a hot GF

 

[mattcrowe25m]

Past weekend

Ok, not sure if anyone is even reading this anymore. I haven't gotten as much feed back as I would like.

So here is what happened over the extended weekend.

I had to go out of town Thursday and didn't get back till yesterday. Tina stayed with Terrell the whole time. She has never liked staying at home alone. We finally got to talk about it yesterday night.

I told her Thursday morning that I was going to have to go out of town. She said she would talk to Jenn about staying with her or Candy. That is what she normally does. Apparently Candy suggested that she just stay with Terrell. Candy said she would even call him. Which she did and he agreed of course. When she told me I wanted to vomit. That was like a stake in the heart.

So I got back yesterday morning and this is what went on. Thursday she cooked dinner for them. Friday they had a double with Candy. Then they went out together shopping and hanging out Saturday. Sunday they stayed in and watched some movies. She cooked again that night for them.

The most irritating thing was that she didn't call me much. She also seemed really different at work and on the phone the last time we talked. Jenn called me and we talked before I left work yesterday.

She asked me how things were going and I told her how things were with Tina at work and on the phone. She said she was so sorry. That she didn't mean for that to happen. I said for what to happen. She said it was Candies idea for them to live together while I was gone. I was floored. Didn't really think of it as living together. That is what Candy told her to think of it as. She also told her that she shouldn't call me during the week. That is why I didnt hear from her much.

Jenn also said that Candy messed with them a lot about living together and acting like they were married. That is why Tina cooked a lot for them. She also did their laundry and cleaned. This oddly bothered me a lot more than some of the physical stuff. That led to Jenn saying that Terrell had given her a drawer to keep some things in during the week. Again didn't like that.

The last thing Jenn said really bothered me. She said she was against Candy on this, but she didn't find out till later. Apparently Candy told Tina that married couples don't use condoms. She got quite and then said they didn't. I froze. I didn't know what to say. She said it was ok because Tina started her period monday.

I stayed at work kinda late because I didn't know what to say to Tina. I finally went home and she had cooked. She was acting like nothing had happened and I wanted to follow suit. After we ate she talked on the phone and then came out. We sat there a while and said we need to talk. My heart went through the floor. I hate those words.

She said don't you want to know what all went on. I said ya. She said why haven't you said anything then. I said I just wanted you to be open about everything and come to me about it. She smiled and said ok. She then relayed what happened each day. She also said please don't be mad but we didn't use protection. I was actually glad I already knew that. I said well we discussed it and it was up to you. She said don't worry I started today. I said oh ok.

We talked about what Candy had told her. I asked her how it all went. She said it was odd at first, but then she really got into it. She said she hoped it was alright that she had left some clothes over for when she stayed over. I said sure. Although I wanted to die. She also said he bought her some stuff to leave there as well.

She also told me that he had asked her to go with him and his friends on spring break. His parents have a time share that they can use. I asked her what she said. She said she told him she wanted to but didnt know if she could. She said she would let him know. She said really wanted to go, but wanted to make sure I was ok with it. I said it is your choice. She just smiled.

I asked her how much she was going to be staying over at Terrell's apartment since she was now leaving clothes. She said are you jealous. I said no. I just wanted to know. She said she wasnt sure. She got quite and said that he wanted her to stay over more. I said how much more. She said I don't know. Maybe half my time here and the other there. I said is that what you want. She said kinda. I don't know. I was waiting for the mac truck to go ahead and hit me at this point.

I said well I guess it is up to you. She just smiled and kissed me. I said when are you staying over again. She said she didn't know. She said I want some time with you. That made me feel little better.

So that is where I am at now. We talked a lot and now I don't know where things are going.

 

[fromphilly]

Your story is a fantastic read, but it really irks me that a 25 year old guy can't spell "quiet" correctly. I know I sound like an ass, but I had to say it.

 

[BubbaBigs]

Ok, not sure if anyone is even reading this anymore. I haven't gotten as much feed back as I would like.
[snip]
So that is where I am at now. We talked a lot and now I don't know where things are going.

Okay dude. Let me tell you where things are going. You are losing your girlfriend by default. Because you've listened to the bozos here that told you to support her, you're helping this guy steal your girlfriend. Ahem.... WAKE THE FUCK UP! Tell her that this is breaking your heart and that you can't handle it anymore... ummm... that would be the truth, right? She's not gonna trot her ass back to you of her own will... you're gonna have to take her back, win her back, drag her back, whatever. You don't have a clue dude. Grow a pair or lose her.

BB

 

[mattcrowe25m]

Okay dude. Let me tell you where things are going. You are losing your girlfriend by default. Because you've listened to the bozos here that told you to support her, you're helping this guy steal your girlfriend. Ahem.... WAKE THE FUCK UP! Tell her that this is breaking your heart and that you can't handle it anymore... ummm... that would be the truth, right? She's not gonna trot her ass back to you of her own will... you're gonna have to take her back, win her back, drag her back, whatever. You don't have a clue dude. Grow a pair or lose her.

BB

thanks for the advice and I am beginning to think that also. I just know if I stop it now she will still want to have a wild streak.

I truely believe we will end up together.

 

[rush123]

wow, i've been reading since day 1... and i gotta say, things arent looking good for you. it seems like everytime you post, she is slowly becoming more distant...

at the start she would phone you during dates, now she doesnt phone you even once during the day?

honestly man, why put yourself through this pain? sure she might be great, but if you leave her, it'll show you that you have some sort of back bone and arent a little bitch. seriously man, other guys are fucking your girlfriend... when you first met her would u have accepted that? your obviously setting yourself up for a lifetime of this, get out now and find someone new. time heals all wounds. and its like they say, if you love something.. set it free and if it returns etc....

 

[DuzHer4U]

Matt...don't wear a dress.....

Hey Matt...far be it from me to argue with the obviously eloquent "BubbaBigs", but attempting to stop this now will only DRIVE her towards the other dude. For pete's sake HE'S BLACK....most women, much less one her age, can deal with the bullshit racist social pressure of an interracial relationship for very long. She's being a "bad girl"....fucking a (gasp) black guy....letting him nut in her pussy....spending the whole night with him. She'll get it out of her system. You'll be there. Her catch net. With tons of fantasy memories to last a cuck's lifetime.

 

[mattcrowe25m]

This week

Tuesday night we had a huge fight. She got in from a study group with Candy. I have seen Candy a few time over the last few weeks but tried not to pay any attention to her. Well I got a huge shock. She is pregnant. Apparently by her black boyfriend and now really showing.

Well when she left Tina and I talked about it which led to a fight for who knows why. She got pissed and grabbed a bunch of her clothes and left for Candy's place.

Wednesday I waited for her at work, but she called in sick. I tried calling her all day. I finally called Jenn that night. That is when I found out a lot of stuff that is going on.

I asked Jenn what was going on I hadn't heard from Tina. She said ya Tina was pretty pissed. She said you know how close Candy and Tina are. I said ya it just got out of hand when we were arguing. I told her I didn't like that Tina left and went to Candy's. She said well she kinda didn't. I knew what that meant. She went to Terrell's place. I was pissed again.

I asked her why she wasn't answering my calls. She said she didn't know. Come to find out her phone was dead and she forgot her charger. Jenn said to just give her some time. She figured her period was making things worse. I said I knew that probably had a lot to do with it.

Jenn said that Candy found out about it too. She is the one that said for Tina to go to Terrell's. I asked her why Tina wasn't at work. She said it was due to cramps. She said it may have had a little to do with being at Terrell's place too. Jenn said she was on her way back from over there. I asked her when I would hear from Tina. She said probably after the weekend.

She said Tina really liked staying over with him which made me want to jump off a building. She said she looked really warn out when she saw her.

She asked me if I knew Tina had a lot of her stuff over at Terrell's. I said ya she took some with her. She said she has her own side of the closet. I wanted to freak when I heard that. She said ti looked like they were living together to now. I died a little.

Jenn said Candy was to blame for lot of that. I said ya I figured. She said you don't know the half of it. I said what do I not know. She said Candy just wanted her to leave me and stay with Terrell. She said Tina got little mad at her about that. Said some of what I had said was true then. I told Jenn that was kinda what I said. That Candy wanted us broke up and her pregnant.

Jenn said that is exactly what she was trying to do and she told Candy that was not right. I was glad to hear that. She said that fighting with Tina wasn't helping things though. I said I know. She said that I didn't have to worry about her getting pregnant. She said she and Tina had talked a lot and she showed her how to monitor when she is in a dangerous time. I didn't know what to say. I didnt want to thank her, but under the circumstances. She also said that Tina didn't want that at all.

We talked about Tina going with him on spring break. She asked if I was ok with that. I said I guess. She said they were all going shopping for clothes to take. She said Tina was lucky to have me.

That was about all we talked about.

I saw Tina for a little bit Thursday at work. She said she was still mad. I asked her when we could talk. She said maybe Monday. I said are you not coming home. She said ya but not till Monday. She said is that a problem. I said well I wanted to talk. She said I just don't want to right now anyway.

I also noticed a mark on her neck and one in between her cleavage. I mentioned it and she just got really red.

That was all that was said. Now I am waiting for the weekend to be over and get to talk to her.

 

[mattcrowe25m]

wow, i've been reading since day 1... and i gotta say, things arent looking good for you. it seems like everytime you post, she is slowly becoming more distant...

at the start she would phone you during dates, now she doesnt phone you even once during the day?

honestly man, why put yourself through this pain? sure she might be great, but if you leave her, it'll show you that you have some sort of back bone and arent a little bitch. seriously man, other guys are fucking your girlfriend... when you first met her would u have accepted that? your obviously setting yourself up for a lifetime of this, get out now and find someone new. time heals all wounds. and its like they say, if you love something.. set it free and if it returns etc....

Rush123,

I am giving her freedom. I really believe it will all end soon.

 

[mattcrowe25m]

Hey Matt...far be it from me to argue with the obviously eloquent "BubbaBigs", but attempting to stop this now will only DRIVE her towards the other dude. For pete's sake HE'S BLACK....most women, much less one her age, can deal with the bullshit racist social pressure of an interracial relationship for very long. She's being a "bad girl"....fucking a (gasp) black guy....letting him nut in her pussy....spending the whole night with him. She'll get it out of her system. You'll be there. Her catch net. With tons of fantasy memories to last a cuck's lifetime.

I am hoping she will come running sooner than latter. I am ready for it to end.

 

[BubbaBigs]

Stick a fork in him

Pack it in dude - you're done. If any of this is real, then you and your girlfriend have to be the two most naive people on the planet. After how it's gone, and how you detest what is happening, I can't see how you'd even want her back. What would you talk about if she came back now - how big his dick is? How much she enjoyed it? The elephant would never leave the room. It would color every aspect of your relationship, and you would end up a very bitter young man.

Find yourself a nice girl and don't play around with stuff you don't know about. Love can hurt... some like it that way... some don't.

BB

 

[mattcrowe25m]

Pack it in dude - you're done. If any of this is real, then you and your girlfriend have to be the two most naive people on the planet. After how it's gone, and how you detest what is happening, I can't see how you'd even want her back. What would you talk about if she came back now - how big his dick is? How much she enjoyed it? The elephant would never leave the room. It would color every aspect of your relationship, and you would end up a very bitter young man.

Find yourself a nice girl and don't play around with stuff you don't know about. Love can hurt... some like it that way... some don't.

BB

I do want her. I love her and know I might lose her. But I know without getting this out of her system it will always be the elephant in the room you say. Thanks for your reply though.

 

[pornoshakespeare]

"warn out"?

"quite"?

What college do you attend so I can not go there, and then petition the federal government to cut the funding and close it once and for all?

Oh, and all this is such bullshit.

 

[LeNguyen]

"warn out"?

"quite"?

What college do you attend so I can not go there, and then petition the federal government to cut the funding and close it once and for all?

Oh, and all this is such bullshit.

??!!
Are you kidding me??!!
Instead of typing those kind of shits, just keep the **** away from that post/forum, nobody forces u to believe, nobody asks you to follow his story, if u don't like it - don't read it, if u don't believe it - don't read it, if u don't give a **** about his story - don't read his story, DON'T post if ur the only intention is to insult ppl...

I bet there are many other ppl who DON'T believe or AREN'T sure if everything is for real but as u can see, they at least show some respect not giving offense to the author of the thread...

I know it is internet and probably u think u r anonymous and u can post whatever u want, act however u want... Well, u r right, in the virtual world u have choice either to be polite or to be an ass, the choice determines ur real character, even if "pornoshakespeare" is just an imaginary "you", "he" expresses "ur" words and posts "ur" mind...

Believe me, u can say things u wanted to tell "mattcrowe25m" in a much much cultural way...

 

[fromphilly]

??!!
Are you kidding me??!!
Instead of typing those kind of shits, just keep the **** away from that post/forum, nobody forces u to believe, nobody asks you to follow his story, if u don't like it - don't read it, if u don't believe it - don't read it, if u don't give a **** about his story - don't read his story, DON'T post if ur the only intention is to insult ppl...

I bet there are many other ppl who DON'T believe or AREN'T sure if everything is for real but as u can see, they at least show some respect not giving offense to the author of the thread...

I know it is internet and probably u think u r anonymous and u can post whatever u want, act however u want... Well, u r right, in the virtual world u have choice either to be polite or to be an ass, the choice determines ur real character, even if "pornoshakespeare" is just an imaginary "you", "he" expresses "ur" words and posts "ur" mind...

Believe me, u can say things u wanted to tell "mattcrowe25m" in a much much cultural way...

While I agree that the shakespeare's tone is too harsh, there's a lot of evidence indicating this story is in fact just a story.

The story seems to be posted in real time; with Tina first hooking up around the 17th of February. She's now pregnant and showing already? Most women don't start showing- meaning the belly doesn't start swelling- until at least 1 month. Its only been about week since she started and assuming she was impregnated day one, it would be impossible for her to "show" already.