So, not sure where to start other than in not so many words, she is really "putting my face in it" so to speak. Obviously it's a figure of speech as I'm surely not doing that to her for real.
But as with last weekend, she's very uninhibited about showing me her body and telling me very pointedly and asking me if I "miss this" as she points to her pussy or even teasing me about "remember when you used to feel this" as she'd put her fingers in her pussy. The thing is, she wanted me to tell her and answer her. I found it hard to talk about at first - both last weekend and last night - but as with the past Wednesdays, once she got me to open up, it felt good to tell her. She asked me how it felt to know that I wasn't going to feel her again (yes for Raks and Harry - I know that she didn't say it was only for a while - she said it just like I wrote it). I told her it turned me on and she laughed and said she could tell from how hard my cock was. She teased me a little bit and told me that it turned her on to see me so hard and that she wasn't going to let me in her. As she talked I opened up and I told her that it drove me crazy that Paul was the only one fucking her now and that it turned me on that he was taking my place in her. She giggled at how I said that and among other things she told me how she liked how he fucked her and that now - that we aren't having sex together that she is much more into it with him.
As an FYI to side-track for a second - part of our conversation over the past few days has also been around her schedule with him and I asked whether she's told him anything about what we're doing and she said no. She did ask if I wanted her to tell him - but more about that later. But she did tell me that he doesn't want anything more than he has with her. We talked about the times she went away in the past and she said that she wasn't surprised he hasn't asked her and told me that he's going away this weekend. I asked her if she'd wanted to go with him (not knowing where he was going just asking in general) and she said that she was kind of surprised he hasn't asked her for anything more in that way. I didn't tell her the thoughts that I had that maybe he's just happy with having regular good sex without many strings (if any).
She told me how she likes his cock to be deep in her when he cums too. I told her that turned me on too and again she giggled at how my cock was drooling as we talked more and more openly. She amped it up when she told me that she can feel him against her cervix when he cums and I almost drunkenly told her that it turned me on that all her "nooks and crannies" are filled with his cum so much.
She pulled up her night shirt and showed me her pussy - spread it apart and even told me to look and then giggling, asked if she looked still wet from him. I seemed like forever since I'd seen her so explicitly - her clit was firm and standing up and deep inside where the pink turned darker, I swore I could see his semen still in her and I told her that it turned me on that she would only fuck him now.
We went back and forth for a while, she told me how she liked to climb on top of him and ride him "cowgirl style" and then she taunted the heck out of me by telling me "he likes it like you used to when I lean over and let him suck at my breasts while he's in me". I swear, just like that. I can't even really recall much more after that as it wasn't long before I exploded and came all over. She squealed as I let go and she cooed and told me "come on baby, make it cum" as I kept stroking it.
She did reach down and cuddle my balls and she did do the last bit - she ran her thumb from way down below my balls up to the tip of my cock and she moaned out loud as I felt her squeeze out the last drops of cum. But it really was the look in her eyes as I lay there catching my breath with my wet cock lying on my stomach - the look in her eyes and then - without a doubt - the most intense, passionate and loving deep kiss that I can remember in a long time. As we ended our kiss she pulled back and whispered "I love you" to me as she sat up and then giggled and said "lets clean you up....".
Now, I am quite sure I missed a lot but it is almost 6pm and I need to hit submit now. More later possibly. She is home tonight - they're not seeing each other till next Tuesday but she has also hinted that she might want to try 2 nights in a row with him next week. I'm kind of scared to think about it but yet, I would like to feel it.
