I'd gotten quite tired last night watching TV with my daughter when we got home that I never got to post here.
Today, I actually went over my in-laws and helped them put up their tree and help some of the other grandkids setting up the lights. I will say it was quite the unique feeling being there and knowing that their daughter is off with her lover.
I knew I wasn't going to speak to her much or her from her much. But I did get a text message from her about 1am (Saturday night/Sunday morning) that said:
Miss you but thank you. This is what I needed. Love you lots. Promise to call you in the morning.
And then a minute or two later she added:
2x soon to be 3x
So despite being so tired last night, those text messages surely got me started. And after I'd abused myself quite well I dozed off.
Today - Sue kept her word and called me again about 11:30am. She said that Frank had given her time to call me while he went down and hit the casino for a bit. She was all up and told me about how nice the hotel and casino are and how good the food was and all of that. I told her that was nice and I told her that I was still going over to her parents place (it was part of the story for everyone - mom's seeing her old college roommates and dad's helping out).
We talked for a few more minutes about things and then I told her that I had to ask how 3rds were last night. She was quiet for a moment and then said in a quiet voice that it was, she used the word "wonderful", and before I could ask about more she said that she promised she would tell me everything when she gets home and then she said "for now, can I keep it just between Frank and me for one more night?". I didn't really understand what she was saying but I knew she wanted to wait to tell me more so I said "ok" and then it was quiet for a moment until I added "I love you honey". I think I heard her sniff a bit and then she said "I love you too". I told her that I wanted her to enjoy her last day and night with him. She said that she'd text me later and then she breathed in deeply (I could hear it) and said "you are so wonderful to me". I told her that I'd be here for her when she got home tomorrow.
After that conversation, it was good as it was nice having something to do and other people to be around - but at the same time, being there and hearing them talking about Sue and whatever - it was quite arousing in my head to think about her off with Frank. We stayed for dinner and then we came home.
So - for the last 2 hours or so I've been sitting here trying to stay off the computer but at the same time, wanting to pen some of my thoughts.
I am wondering if she's in the throes of passion right now with him? I'm thinking that she took her favorite dildo with her - I don't know if she's ever used her toys with him before. The thought of him fucking her with "Jim", her dildo - is just crazy to think about. But I do know what she wants. I know the moment she wants to feel with him. It's the moment she lets go of her orgasm and lets it go without holding back. And then I think - 2 + 3 plus maybe twice more tonight - could they have fucked 7 times already?
There are times when she knows I need a good fuck with her - I can't explain it but she knows it and when she lets me go at her, I know the feeling I have afterwards and it's simply incredible. Tomorrow is going to be that day for me if I can hold off tonight. Now I know she wants that same experience - she wants to let go and to know (hope?) he's going to take her there. I've felt her body shake but her eyes are totally glazed over and other than her body responding to my cock deep in her there's almost no other response other than her moans. It's incredible to feel her pussy if she can let go. In those first years together I'd been able to make her squirt when she orgasmed. At first she was embarassed by it until she realized it was her cumming (and not pee).
I do wonder if that's what she wants from Frank? To get her to squirt? Oh she get's wet - incredibly wet if I can bring her to that place. Maybe that's what she wants to feel? Why wouldn't she have said it? Unless she didn't know it? That'd be pretty wild if he could do that for her. Is it weird that I think it'd be very hot to think about. It would be wild to know that there's another guy, a friend of ours, who can do that to Sue? I will have to ask her this for sure. But that's just an extreme - I do think I know what she wants and it is that endless orgasm feeling - of knowing that it's up to me or him how long and how intense it will be.
And it is now 12:20am and despite the thoughts in my head, I am going to logoff of here and hopefully abstain from self-abuse till tomorrow. I'll be working from home tomorrow so I'll be here whenever she get here.