Laura,
A couple of questions girl, if you have made it with a black man or men then I am confident that you are enjoying black sex. If that is the case then why do you care why your husband wanted to see you with black men? He may have pushed you into it or encouraged you to do it as most of the white guys on here want for their wives, but I suspect if you are seeing them alone then you are now fully enjoying the benefits of black men and black cock. Am I wrong? Do you really care why he wants you to do it? I am sure he gets turned on by you being his wife 1 minute and watching you get black sexed the other minute. He just loves seeing you turned into a slut in bed for black cock but back at home I bet youare the nice, conservative white wife that he married?? I can understand why he gets off seeing you with a black lover. Most of us are bigger and much better lovers than white guys, not all, but most. We do things for you and make you do things to bring out that down deep sexuality that most white husbands will not do for their wives. I know that is the cse with the wives I have fucked and been with. I got them to do things there husbands could only dream about or had been trying for years to get them to do. I don't buy that it has anything to do with mid life or him wanting to suck cock or any of that other shit. He just wants to see you hot and he likes the taboo of a black man taking his wife and doing things to her that she loves. Talk to me girl and tell me how you got into it and if you really want to get out.