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What life experiences formed your desires to share your wife?
- Thread starterAaronT
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I realised I wanted to be cuckolded when Kate my wife said she thought John my best friend fancied her , I did nothing to stop it happening in fact I encouraged it , they were lovers for the next 50 odd years till his. death , he finished up living with us after our son moved out so we had a spare bedroom for me or him ,great life miss it
It did happen until 10 years into our marriage so about 4 years ago. But once we talked about it within that week she was being fucked. I do love it alot it excites me very much to see her so with so much pleasure. I dont have much sex with her anymore since she no longer can orgasm with me and she often keeps me in chastityAaronT said:
I would say that it went normally at first. But then I decided to ****** some of her photos to my friends, I wanted to know how would they rate it. They all said she’s perfect for group rough sex. And since then I am going step by step to the final destination: organising it in real life.
Maybe 3 trails or facts in my mind might had brought me to be very aroused by these kinks:
1 - My mother was a very well well manered and conservative person. But in the past while my father and her stayed separated for 1 year or so, once I came home from college and I found she was upstairs with another man. Yes, she was banged. After that I kinda got excited over this;
2 - I always appreciated porn but I am not as well endowed and I don't have such an extroverted personality. So I maybe turned into a voyeur;
3 - I am conflicted between jealousy and a more open and liberal view of world and sex. I am twisted by those notions.
1 - My mother was a very well well manered and conservative person. But in the past while my father and her stayed separated for 1 year or so, once I came home from college and I found she was upstairs with another man. Yes, she was banged. After that I kinda got excited over this;
2 - I always appreciated porn but I am not as well endowed and I don't have such an extroverted personality. So I maybe turned into a voyeur;
3 - I am conflicted between jealousy and a more open and liberal view of world and sex. I am twisted by those notions.
Me and my ex-gf created fetlife accounts to explore kinks together. Then she got mad jealous at any activity I had on there, so I didn't do shit anymore. Meanwhile she was posting half naked pics, friending any guy on there... Made me insecure as hell. Everytime I tried to point out my inconfort she'd retaliate with something I did (unsignificant.. like "oh yeah, well YOU are on a private group on facebook with your friends". Or she'd call me controlling and threaten to break up.
At some point I was annoyed and replied to a guy flirting with my gf right in my face. She told me that it went far enough, she deactivated her account. A lie. She blocked me that day. Soon after I dismissed as paranoia a weird phonecall where I had the feeling she was doing stuff with another guy... Didn't want to believe my gut feeling either when one day she came to my house and asked me to eat her out right away, then asked me if it tasted funny (why?! "Oh, I was scared of having an infection..)
At some point I got into her phone logs and realize how I was played with and humiliated all this time. The girl I thought I'd spend the rest of my life with would just laugh at me behind my back with her lovers...
I got sexually broken, crushed, emasculated, no amount of therapy will ever wash away the feeling of inadequacy so I decided to embrace it. And I was an easy prey for my current women. 100+ bodycount. She like having a nice, attentive and caring boyfriend. She definitely like having sexual control through denial, comparison, she's manipulative as fuck. And when she's ovulating she need a "real man", she like to feel like a ragdoll. But I can't offer that to her. And these man can't offer her the stability and support I bring. I shield her from feeling used and humiliated by these guys by taking the blow.
And she's honest with me. I'll love her to hell for that. And this is probably my only way of experiencing intimacy with a women now. The more she has sex with other men the more she has with me. Being the little spoon and getting humped from behind while she masturbate me. Rub myself against her leg while sucking her perfect tits. Footjobs. Eating her. I have a sexlife thanks to her. And I get to see her lovers penises and it turn me on.
At some point I was annoyed and replied to a guy flirting with my gf right in my face. She told me that it went far enough, she deactivated her account. A lie. She blocked me that day. Soon after I dismissed as paranoia a weird phonecall where I had the feeling she was doing stuff with another guy... Didn't want to believe my gut feeling either when one day she came to my house and asked me to eat her out right away, then asked me if it tasted funny (why?! "Oh, I was scared of having an infection..)
At some point I got into her phone logs and realize how I was played with and humiliated all this time. The girl I thought I'd spend the rest of my life with would just laugh at me behind my back with her lovers...
I got sexually broken, crushed, emasculated, no amount of therapy will ever wash away the feeling of inadequacy so I decided to embrace it. And I was an easy prey for my current women. 100+ bodycount. She like having a nice, attentive and caring boyfriend. She definitely like having sexual control through denial, comparison, she's manipulative as fuck. And when she's ovulating she need a "real man", she like to feel like a ragdoll. But I can't offer that to her. And these man can't offer her the stability and support I bring. I shield her from feeling used and humiliated by these guys by taking the blow.
And she's honest with me. I'll love her to hell for that. And this is probably my only way of experiencing intimacy with a women now. The more she has sex with other men the more she has with me. Being the little spoon and getting humped from behind while she masturbate me. Rub myself against her leg while sucking her perfect tits. Footjobs. Eating her. I have a sexlife thanks to her. And I get to see her lovers penises and it turn me on.
It was a combination of things:
Pornography was one. I read lots of it especially readers letters. One story sticks out. This guy took his wife into a wood, stripped her naked and tied her to a log in a position that would facilitate any passerby using her for their pleasure and then left her. When he came back hours later she'd been used many times.
Another was my wife's own story. When we were dating and were getting serious about each other she told me about the men she'd had sex with including the guy who took her virginity and who would fuck her while his flat mate was in the bunk above, the uncle who couldn't get it up and who she had to suck off and the co-worker who plied her with drink and fucked her in the back of his car.
Then, after we married, there was all the men who over the years hit on her sometimes right in front of me. There was one party where I saw her in the arms of another man kissing passionately while his hands wandered everywhere.
Then there was my own character. I guess I'd always been a submissive. I'd had experiences of being naked in front of other guys while being spanked and subjected to cbt. I often fantasised about being a slave. When it came to women I was totally naive. I dated lots of girls who I kissed and fondled but didn't know how to proceed further if you see what I mean. A couple of the more serious girlfriends clearly got frustrated with me and ended up fucking other guys. It would have stayed that way if my wife hadn't seduced me and taken my virginity. She's the only woman I've had sex with and I'm still devoted to her over 50 years later.
Early in our marriage we had a lot of frank discussions including one where I told her I'd love to watch her being fucked by another man. I guess I sort of hoped she'd tell me about the men she'd been having sex with since we married (I had my suspicions but no proof) but nothing came of it until twenty years into our marriage I became certain that she was cheating on me and confronted her about it. She confessed but made it clear she wasn't going to stop. She justified her cheating by saying she knew I wanted to watch her having sex. The cheating side of it really hurt but knowing she was having really good sex with another man was a major turn on and I told her I was willing to share her.
Pornography was one. I read lots of it especially readers letters. One story sticks out. This guy took his wife into a wood, stripped her naked and tied her to a log in a position that would facilitate any passerby using her for their pleasure and then left her. When he came back hours later she'd been used many times.
Another was my wife's own story. When we were dating and were getting serious about each other she told me about the men she'd had sex with including the guy who took her virginity and who would fuck her while his flat mate was in the bunk above, the uncle who couldn't get it up and who she had to suck off and the co-worker who plied her with drink and fucked her in the back of his car.
Then, after we married, there was all the men who over the years hit on her sometimes right in front of me. There was one party where I saw her in the arms of another man kissing passionately while his hands wandered everywhere.
Then there was my own character. I guess I'd always been a submissive. I'd had experiences of being naked in front of other guys while being spanked and subjected to cbt. I often fantasised about being a slave. When it came to women I was totally naive. I dated lots of girls who I kissed and fondled but didn't know how to proceed further if you see what I mean. A couple of the more serious girlfriends clearly got frustrated with me and ended up fucking other guys. It would have stayed that way if my wife hadn't seduced me and taken my virginity. She's the only woman I've had sex with and I'm still devoted to her over 50 years later.
Early in our marriage we had a lot of frank discussions including one where I told her I'd love to watch her being fucked by another man. I guess I sort of hoped she'd tell me about the men she'd been having sex with since we married (I had my suspicions but no proof) but nothing came of it until twenty years into our marriage I became certain that she was cheating on me and confronted her about it. She confessed but made it clear she wasn't going to stop. She justified her cheating by saying she knew I wanted to watch her having sex. The cheating side of it really hurt but knowing she was having really good sex with another man was a major turn on and I told her I was willing to share her.
Tbh, I think it’s a trauma response to our younger days of on again/off again relationship. In my stupid youth I split up with her to “bang other girls” and she in turn found other guys. Yea we were apart but she was mine before and mine after so knowing there was a “middle” guy really got to me. Immature and unrealistic? Maybe. But it hurt then and I think my mind/heart wanted a way to cope. One day, I realized I liked the idea of “sharing” her (MFM style not cuck). Now… nothing’s changed, I still hate knowing she “gave herself” the to other men separate from me. But I desperately desire the opportunity to share her.
Maybe I’m just beyond messed up at this point lol.
Maybe I’m just beyond messed up at this point lol.
ex wife was what you would probably call a hot-wife , she went out drinking and partying at least 2 sometimes 3 nights a week , many times she would come home and confess to what she had done , this was a turn on for me and I encouraged it . I suppose I would have been considered a cuckold , but back then ( 25 years ago ) I had no idea what that was . I always read Penthouse forum letters / stories and enjoyed them a lot . We were divorced for other reasons and I met my current wife .. she has a very limited , somewhat sheltered idea of sex and has only been with her first husband ( dec'd ) and me , and although we still have sex , not as often as I would like but we still do , I would like to see her with someone else , both for the visual aspect and also just so she knows there is more fun to be had . She has no idea what a cuckold is but she does know I am bi curious . it is difficult when I am in the chatroom as I have no pics to share . I know you can't force someone to do something but it sure as hell would be nice if she let something happen , I am sure she would like it ...I know I would
I was always very aware sexually and excited by girls that other girls called slags or sluts.
In my late teens I was seduced (fucked really) by one of mom’s friends.
Then I learned that my mom was a hot wife (in those times just called a slut).
Within 12 months of being married to first wife I watched her suck cock as a consequence of a game of strip poker. I was hooked.
Wife #2 told me when we first dated that she wasn’t going to give up her need for more than one cock. I had met my dream girl
In my late teens I was seduced (fucked really) by one of mom’s friends.
Then I learned that my mom was a hot wife (in those times just called a slut).
Within 12 months of being married to first wife I watched her suck cock as a consequence of a game of strip poker. I was hooked.
Wife #2 told me when we first dated that she wasn’t going to give up her need for more than one cock. I had met my dream girl
