No my Wife, do me instead
Very hot story. I had never known the definition of cuckold until recently, but I was always very turned on over the years by the thought of my girl(s) fucking and/or sucking other guys, the more the merrier. Some of the early forms, such as Penthouse, occasionally carried stories about that and it made me crazy but I could never bring it up to any of my girls.
Such as us going to the pool hall (billiards), her in a short skirt & low cut blouse and driving all the guys crazy. Then, one by one, she takes them to the parking lot and gives them blow jobs. Or we go to the strip club and do the same thing. At the end of the evening we would take one or two home with us and we would all fuck her, maybe a stripper as well.
Then the letters started to appear about girls "punishing" guys by making them suck cock. That was about the hottest thing I had ever thought about. Actually haveing a girl humiliate me by making me suck cock and taste another guys cum and then say that I liked it and that I wanted more cock and that I was a sissy.
The third theme of the fantasy letters was anal sex; girls with strap ons. I knew before I reached puberty that my ass was an erogenous zone; When I was about 13 I started sticking a finger up my ass while I masturbated and had the best orgasms.
An then of course, the ultimate punishment/humiliation: Making me dress up like a girl and having her boyfriend fuck me in the ass and shoot his load in me.
Then the 4 scenes started to blur together: and each time my girl would return from giving a BJ in the parking lot she would give me a big French kiss in fron of everbody so I would taste the cum. At the after hours party at our house, she would pretend to "get tired" of sucking cock and make me do it.
She would take charge, dress in her dominatrix outfit and make me dress up like a girl in front of the other guys, wearin a bra and panties with make up and humiliate me, make me act like a sissy and wait on them all, bringing them drinks, cleaing her pussy and ass and their cocks each time one of the guys would fuck her.
At that point it was all about her, but then, in my fantasies, I wanted to be the cum slut. So the fantasy became she would bring guys over for me to suck and for them to fuck me while she called me a sissy and made me clean the guys cocks after they fucked me and came in my "pussy". then she started liking girls and would have her girlfriends over. The girls would only play with the girls and order me to service all the guys. In my fantasies, I had become the cum slut and the thought of being made to dress as a sissy in panties, bras and stockings and to wear makeup and a wig and to get gangbanged, filled and covered with cum and humilated in front of girls blew my mind.
But that was the key - being humiliated by doing it in front of girls. And without a girl to share this with, I began to question my sexuality - am I gay?
As you all know, roughly 10 years ago, the Internet really began to explode with sites such as this one and other fetish sites. It was then that I discovered I was not alone and probably not gay, just very open minded and most definitely bisexual. Lots of people were at least talking about these alternitive sex fetishes, wether or not they were acting on them is not as important as the talk, because talking about something taboo will tend to soften the stance against it and make it less of a taboo, less of a shock.
For instance, saying "he/she is gay" hardly has any negitive meanig today. And to give you a preview of whats to come with my fantasies, When I was an adolecent (I am 43 now) calling a guy a cock sucker was fightin' words. Now, I am proud to say I have sucked cock and if someone called me a cock sucker, I would correct them to say, "No, I am a very good cock sucker".
Well about 7 years ago, I moved to Southwest Florida and began to meet people who were more open minded. I will continue on another post.