New Year, New Thread

[SoonToBe]

No - I'm still here but am intentionally trying to remove the effects of posting online here (and the rest of the internet) from my own desires and feelings. This was very helpful to me and even us this past weekend away.
And rather than trying to recap every moment, I think it'll likely work better for me to - as others have suggested - to post more infrequently and possibly as less a narrative.

I'm not sure where to start with my new direction here so will start by saying that we made love several times last weekend including her climbing up on top and riding me until I felt her wetness dripping down my cock and balls as she came many times before rolling herself off of me and lying totally spread for me and then telling me "now its your turn". As I'll share, we had talked a lot and even as a beta, seeing her like that waiting for me spurred me on and I fucked her long and hard until in fact it was my turn. In total I filled 3 condoms with her and she lost track of how many times she came while riding or enjoying my cock.

We talked a lot about everything and I guess I should share that so everyone can get a feeling for where we are heading and what we've decided. Not sure how to convey all this without recapping conversations which is definitely something I've grown tired of (and also tired of feeling guilty for not being able to recall specifics at times or in regards to questions, etc.).

Regarding condoms, we both talked very honestly and openly. I told her that I genuinely liked how it felt to not cum in her and that it seemed to still give me the strangest satisfaction. She shared that she cums and orgasms intensely with me but admitted that not feeling me cum in her does keep her from some of her most intense feelings. We both admitted that we both wanted her to feel that only with Paul. It was a bit of cuckold honesty when I told her that it turned me on that she would only feel that with Paul. She admitted that she liked that too and we talked more about that in general. I told her as I always have, that her being sexually active with other guys just turned me on so much. Without trying to recap everything, I told her how it excited me that only Pauls semen and sperm was in her and that I knew it was a part of the extreme part of her orgasm. She in turn admitted that she really enjoyed that too and liked that it made sex with Paul something special.

I shared with her my other thoughts including that for the first time since we've been together that I wanted her to fuck Paul this New Years Eve and that I will wait till the next day. She was surprised but then thought about it and understood that I wanted to give up that moment with her and for her to give it to him. We joked with each other a bit and she said that "he'll be the one to ring in the new year".

She in turn shared that she had loved how she was feeling about everything for the past 2 months and loved that she is able to escalate things with Paul now a little more and she has said that after Thanksgiving that she wants to go to staying with him 2 nights in a row. We talked about that and she said what she's said all along - that she wants to feel as though she can simply pick up where they left off the night (or morning before) and that she wants to feel that "rush" of knowing she's spending a 2nd night with her lover. We talked about emotions and her feelings and she admits to feeling strongly about him but insists that "it is not love". I asked about their pillow-talk either before or after sex or even before bed and she said that they never talk about each other in a possessive way - I pushed and asked whether they talk about their future and she's said yes, they have, and she admitted that he has said a times that he wishes he could see her more or that they could do more - but she also says that he knows we are happily married so as she put it "he's content to keep fucking me". One thing she did share was that she is now comfortable with letting him play with her ass as they fuck and push his fingers in while he's fucking her. I know how that will make her gush at times and I told her it turned me on that she'd finally let him do that to her.

I'm sure there's more I could share but as I've said - I need to separate myself from this a bit more.

We both agreed though that we need to fuck more often than either of us had thought. She was quite happy that I didn't want to or insist on cumming in her but come last Sunday morning when we woke up and saw the mess in the room and the used condoms she admitted that she'd missed sex with me but that she also loved how it felt to "finally get back in bed with you". When we talked about New Years Eve it actually seemed like the timing would be just right that we both admitted that every 2 months or so seems like the right time. She admitted to me that it was a lot more fun than she'd thought it would be and that she enjoyed being able to openly tease me when we were in bed together and that doing it during foreplay was a lot more fun and let her (actually both of us) feel we could talk/say/do more and I told her it was easier for me too because I knew that I'd be having her and that for a change, the buildup was followed by a good fucking. So it seems weird to say it but I'm looking forward now to either January 1st or 2nd as the next time we're going to fuck.

 

[peakmb]

Good to see you back Steve. I'm not entirely clear what you are trying to separate / pull away from. So I'm not clear what you want to see here from us. Neither is it clear now whether you believe Sue is seeing all this either directly or as reported and whether this impacts your separation needs. It is clear you want a change and until it becomes more clear what that change is, I'll back away from posting too.

Good luck with your new direction, given the taste you had this weekend and the separation from Sue you may now experience before Christmas, I suspect you are going need something in stockings from Santa.

 

[Jaxunman]

Steve, over the years, if you recall, if there was the slightest need for a red flag, you knew you could count on me to raise it. I have seen no red flag needs in your situation for quite a long time. I think everything is where it should be.

To your posting frequency and the depth of content in the future, that is entirely up to you. While I have enjoyed following your story since the beginning, and I would no doubt continue to follow what you post, you owe none of us anything. Very rarely have you suffered the annoyances and symptoms that befall all writers at some point eventually. A break in things or an outright retirement from your postings is understandable.

I don't check the board as often as I used to. Real life pressures and schedule demands dictate much of that. Let me just say, post when you are moved to and eventually I will catch up with it, if not, then I guess this is as good a time to bid you farewell as any. I will miss your skill at putting your thoughts into words.

Jax

 

[SquirmingSub]

Steve,

It is good to read that you and Sue has reconnected and seemingly have a good idea of what works for you both. It is also good to read that Sue is sharing more with you about her relationship with Paul. Continue to do what bring happiness to you and Sue. Enjoy the journey.

SS

 

[SoonToBe]

Peak - it's more me (as it always is) than anyone or anything here. I think my mind is a bit more clear when I'm not online quite so much. I think I get a bit too lost in the cuckold world at times. And as Jax added, things are busy right now and I simply don't have the mental focus to take time to write longer posts.

Regarding what we're doing. Well, we've both admitted that our original schedule of every 2 months is what we both need. As we lay together falling asleep together on Saturday night we both shared that we needed that time like that, post-orgasm, together. When we talked about it more we both were pretty open about the idea of every 2 months. I had also admitted that even her sucking me doesn't get me to cum as intensely as I do when we have sex (even with the condom). So she intends to continue on the same course as we have been on, and if anything, she giggled and said that she feels even better about what she's doing with Paul knowing that I'm going to be more content this way.

i have to say that I am actually wanting this now more than ever. That we reconnected so easily and so deeply was really nice, feeling her let herself go like that when she got on top was something that even she had said she wanted and needed to feel with me. And yet at the same time, knowing she will again be his now until New Years Day or so - that I will not have sex with her for Christmas or New Years is something we talked about and she said she understood it a bit more after we'd had the kind of sex we had together. Even with her teasing me, it didn't diminish our intensity and when i told her how I was sure I was going to want her on those days but would know she would be with Paul and not me, she said that she has started to understand how denial can feel good and it was good for us to both feel that it feels even better now if we know that there's going to be a definite point to relieve it.

So - I will not be posting here with the same regularity as in the past. We are also talking about shifting our Wednesday night to a different night as she's expressed a desire to possibly spend Wednesday's at his place. But that too is something that wouldn't start until after Thanksgiving.

 

[tegelad]

I am so happy for you Steve (though you might want to change your name now to betaBoy or something .... Anything you share with is awesome, but please your sanity is the most important. I wish you well on your journey, and it does make sense as it falls into lines for some guys trying to bring up a kink with their girls (or same sex partner). Where the guys has spent hundreds and thousands of hours discussing something in their mind, she only has 1-2 hours ... so it becomes overwhelming for them and warps the reality for the guy.

I do think keeping a diary may help you ... so I would suggest keep a personal diary as you can keep track of things. Also having the connection is important ... it falls in line with guys into chastity .... if their is no ability to orgasm or future fun, (i.e. the reward) ... there is no purpose in attempting the risk.

If you need guidance shout out ... and I really do hope she tweaks your cuckold buttons ....

 

[peakmb]

Steve, not sure how you're feeling today. Most people over here are in shock to be honest.

I've seen that you've checked a few times since your last post, but clearly without putting anything up. I now understand why but it may be helpful for everyone here if you could indicate very approximately how often you are going to update. Plus, me asking the question means you won't drop to page 2! Imagine..

 

[SoonToBe]

Good morning everyone. I'm actually feeling quite well and I have to say that while my absence here was somewhat ****** at first, now that I've separated myself and my thoughts, I actually feel good about it. I won't say that continual posting here led or changed anything that's happened but not posting here has given me more time to contemplate and yes, find greater enjoyment in a way. I am also going to say that looking back I spent a lot of time posting here at times which was good for me but not something I can sustain.

We will be changing things around after we get through the Thanksgiving period. I can share that. We are going to move our Wednesday night fun to Tuesday's and she is going to be seeing him most Wednesday's after Thanksgiving. She's going to begin seeing him more regularly on Wednesdays in addition to (hopefully). With the weather still nice out I've again joked with her about being a golfers-widow in that Paul insists on getting in as much as he can before the season comes to an end so he was here again only for an abridged visit - arriving later on Saturday and again leaving before I was even awake on Sunday morning.

Sue shared some of the things she likes so much about sex with Paul (you can infer versus me) and one of them that turns me on very much is when she said that she likes that he will fuck her in the morning before he leaves. She told me quite explicitly that it is one of the things that she enjoys and that even though she sometimes doesn't orgasm as fully or as deeply as she would like, that nonetheless, she likes that he leaves her that way whenever they spend the night together. It was with that thought in my mind that I went into our bedroom after Paul had left this past Sunday morning. She was almost back asleep when I slid into bed with her. Yes it was still warm and it smelled like sex which just made me feel amazingly horny and wanting her. She moaned and turned towards me and hugged me. I knew she'd be naked and when she rolled back over and spooned up with me it was the most amazing moment to feel - I truly loved that she'd just had sex with him not more than 30 minutes earlier and that I could feel her naked body against me as she drifted back to sleep. I imagined I could fee the wetness bewteen us but in reality I knew I couldn't. I had my boxers on and I know she could feel my hard cock nestled between her butt cheeks as we snuggled in and both drifted back to sleep. When we talked more when we woke up later she told me she liked that I could share the time with me in bed like we had and I told her honestly that I loved knowing she'd just had sex with him when I climbed in with her.

After being away with me the weekend before I knew she'd be horny for him - and was surprised when she waited for him to come over on Saturday instead of seeing him during the week. She asked me for some alone time with him at first and I know that they were quite passionate from what I could hear through the door and it seemed like ( confirmed later on ) that they went at it for a long time before they both came the first time (well the first big time for her - lol). Thing was, after that they both came down to the den and hung around with me for a while. Again Sue had told me she wanted to feel okay doing this and sure enough, both of them came down in just our big fluffy bathrobes. Paul said he hoped I was okay with him using my robe and I told him as I'd said in the past that it was fine. Sue looked so incredible - there is nothing more beautiful on her than the way she looks after she's had a really deep and intense orgasm and she knew that I was so turned on that she was naked and likely quite wet as she sat down on the couch next to Paul and joined me watching TV. When she left to go get us some drinks Paul looked at me and asked me if I was okay with everything. I turned to him and as I said, I am feeling a little different now not posting here so much that I think it induced me to maybe talk to him more. I told him that I liked that he made Sue feel so good. He in turn said that Sue had told him that we'd had a great weekend away and I joked with him that "things worked well" referring a bit to the ED ruse that Sue had started. He smiled back and said that was good and he said something about my getting to enjoy her sometime too which made us both laugh. Again she re-entered the room right around then and asked what we were laughing about and we both said something about "enjoying you" which made her blush. I recall leaving the room myself at a commercial at some point and returning a short while later to find them in a deep kiss and embrace on the couch and that the top of her robe was mostly open and it was clear he'd been playing with her breasts. They both stopped when I returned and she pulled the robe closed a bit and we all giggled when I said something to Paul about getting caught and I laughed and said something about "only it's not the cookie jar you were in". It wasn't long before they went back to their kissing and as it got more intense, she looked over to me and said softly that "we're going back upstairs now honey" and as she got up, her robe opened a bit more and I knew I was right that he'd been fingering her. As she followed him out of the room she leaned over and said "I'll leave the door open for you".

I did go up after a little while to watch and again, maybe it's not posting here or whatever, but I felt very comfortable walking in and first standing there watching them but then I also felt okay getting undressed down to my boxers and kneeling against the side of the bed by where they were. Even Paul seemed a bit more comfortable (or maybe it's in my head) as several times he pulled up and away from her clearly in a way to give me a better view of him fucking her and he commented at one point about it "being cool that you want to watch". And I surely did want to watch and I can tell everyone who is reading this that I definitely did want to. And when the time was getting closer I felt much more comfortable moving to the foot of the bed and I'll even say eagerly watching him fuck her. I love how she will pull not just her knees back but also I guess her hips too - sometimes he'd pull out of her with almost a popping motion but he'd be almost vertical as he pulled out of her completely and she just looked so intoxicating and just so sexually beautiful for those few seconds before he'd start to push back down into her. As I said though, I knew he was getting closer and I honestly wanted to watch him when he came in her and I wasn't disappointed. She has long regaled about how much he can cum including the second time and this time was no different. I wasn't masturbating or anything at the time as after the build-up down by the TV, I wanted to see her naked with him again and this was to be the culmination. Sure enough I watched him intently as he thoroughly enjoyed her - and to be honest, I really enjoyed watching and listening to them. As I said, I think not posting here quite so much has raised my arousal factor a bit by focusing it more to when they are active instead of so much other time when I'd post here. But seeing him thrust harder deeper and faster into her was just amazing to watch. Hearing her gasping and moaning was almost musical in a way. But it was the end that I can say that I not only wanted to see but in a way, I needed to see it. And sure enough, he thrust into her one last deep time and then I watched as he clenched his body tight two and then three times followed by several more deep thrusts and then just another two or three deep grunts from him. A chill ran through me as I saw his cock visibly glistening with the last two thrusts before he stayed deep in her and she wrapped her legs around him.

Need to break now and in general I'm sorry for everyone here but I'll try to post maybe weekly but I think overall, less is better for me, at least for the time being.

 

[azsurfer77]

Wonderful update. Things seem to be going well for you, Sue and Paul.

I do wonder about the speed of things. Of course Sue's plans were delayed in September due to her father's death, and the aftermath. Now Sue seems to be happy (maybe reluctantly as golfing hasn't ended yet) to see Paul one night a week. You have stated that the 2 nights-in-a-row, and Wednesday evenings at Paul's will commence after Thanksgiving. However, with colleges in the east, that only allows for two or three weeks at best before the kids return for semester break. This portends the ramp up will carry well into spring semester. Is that how you both see it at this time.

 

[SoonToBe]

AZ - neither of our kids will be home for long over the winter-break. One is going back to work early and the other is going back to school to take mid-semester classes so we'll have the house back to ourselves (and Paul) sometime soon after New Years - and both have already indicated they have plans for New Years Eve.

I think we are both feeling better too because we are both now comfortable talking about when we'll next have sex together and that'll be just after New Years. We both felt strongly about following through the holidays with how things are. She's actually quite surprised and aroused herself at my desire to forego sex with her during this holiday season - she too is interested in experiencing the dynamic of not having sex with me on Christmas or New Years. I know it sounds crazy but we seem to be falling into a more comfortable pattern now in many ways.

 

[SquirmingSub]

Steve, it is good to read that everything is going well and that you two are in a comfortable place together. Enjoy the journey.

 

[tegelad]

STB ... I think you are wise for using the bottled up excitement and use it to share with Paul. The more you share, the more comfortable he will be with being with your wife in your home more nights during the week and expanding the role if that is what you and your wife desire. The description of sharing a warm bed after he left was just fantastic, and thank you for sharing that with us. His and Her robes is fantastic, and you should realize that you should try to make him a solid and good buddy and friend, as you both have the same thing in common ... your wife!

I know if I was in Paul's position, I would love to know that husband of the wife I was making love to wanted to go have beers, golf, and do things with me. Everyone wins!

 

[Wannabe93066]

Steve,
Thanks for the great update. I have to admit that I miss seeing your more frequent post, but if posting less helps your relationship (frame of mind) with Sue and Paul it's a good thing.
I'll be looking forward to your next post.

 

[SoonToBe]

I am heading off to bed after leaving them in our bedroom tonight.

I think we are making a lot of progress. Not an hour ago I watched them passionately go at each other with her riding him till she moaned out loud and ground (grinded?) herself against him until she let go with an incredible orgasm after which, accompanied by a deep kiss from me, she lay back and let him have his time with her.

Yes, I stayed with them tonight and knelt next to the bed next to her as she enjoyed herself. I cannot say how incredible it was to be touching her face and shoulder and breasts as she orgasmed beneath him. It was followed by a moment that I admitted earlier tonight to Paul that I find myself so aroused by him cumming in her. Our conversation included a mention of "ED issues" as she commented to me that Paul said he really is understanding "how it must be" to have this problem and as part of what I shared with him I told him that I was very aroused by knowing he was giving her the intimacy and pleasure that she deserves. He shared with me that he felt like he was the luckiest guy in the world to have found her and how he'd never enjoyed sex as he does with her. I felt bad deceiving him but at the same time, my mention seemed to give him the feeling he could tell me more.

This may have been a first since, I don't know when, that I talked with another guy, her bf, about sex with her. I told him that I enjoyed knowing he was taking care of her as well as he is and I told him that I didn't mind and "even enjoy knowing you are, you know, getting off in her". He looked at me and he smiled and among other things, I guess he thought I didn't remember, but he said again how she's ruined him in terms of other women, and he looked at me and said "she likes it when i cum in her man, it's amazing..... its so cool that you're good with it, I can't tell you.....". I told him that I've gotten used to them now and that it "feels comfortable" with him with her and he smiled and without my prompting him he said "she's amazing man..... thanks for sharing her like this......" and then after a pause he looked at me and said "...you don't have to worry man.... she's your lady, I'd never want her for my own man.... ".

I think she was listening in because she took a lot longer than I thought she would in the bathroom. I can't write down everything that was said but he said that for as long as I was happy sharing her, that he was happy being with her. I told him in turn that I enjoyed sharing her with him and that I felt comfortable with him. From how he told me he cared for her, I suspect it's a little more than "like" but at the same time, as I'd said from long ago, he's very respectful of our marriage and he thanked me again for sharing her with him.

That exchange brought about a "uh huh - so that's how it is" response from her when she came back in to the room. She had on just a silky loose-fitting lingerie top and a pair of skimpy panties beneath as she sat down and told us both that "he doesn't share me, it's my decision on who I want to share with". She teased me about "and what is it that you like so much baby?" and I knew she was listening in before.

And so yes, not 2 hours ago now I told Paul that I liked when he cums in her and at her request I added that I liked that he got to do that and I did not. I'll say now with the wine wearing down that I feel a little weird having gone along with all of that but at the same time, it was actually fun saying it to him - as crazy as that sounds.

So when they started to kiss again and then get back into it she motioned for to stay with them. And I did. Watching closely in excrucating pleasure and angst at watching him bring her from just damp wetness to full-blown, thrash against the pillow orgasm.

I can't even find the words to tell you how incredilble it was to be so close to her and him and to know that this one was for real and not someting she added to in her own mind, but seeing her writhe beneath him as I held her hand and then pulled her hair off her face, my god I loved it. Hearing her moan so deeply and feeling her body tremble like it did. I know it was Paul fucking her but I loved being next to her nontheless, if anything it was even more intense for me as I came soooooo close to cumming.

Am I sick or crazy that I loved watching him cum in her? Whatever the answer, it is what it is. I will say that after talking like we did for a few minutes I did feel far less self-conscious moving down to watch them more closely. All I can say is that when I knew he was getting close I just felt like I had to move down to the bottom of the bed to watch. She must have cum already becauae everything was wet and her vagina was a dark dark pink almost red color as I watch him just be so casual and comfortable with her from the start. She hiked her leg up as soon as he had her on the bed that when his hand moved to her pussy (he took her panties off downstairs, I skipped that part) she let him slip one and then two fingers inside her. So so erotic to see her give herself to him like that.

I wasn't even watching her sucking his cock until he got up and moved around.


I hear her up in the kitchen upstairs, or it could be Paul. I'm going to go up now and see.

 

[SoonToBe]

I wasn't going to post today but something dramatic happened yesterday that I just had to share.

I felt that things were a little different between us and it started after she'd started to talk to me about wanting to share her "fun" more with me and that was (as I now know) part of why she wanted me there and why there was a bit more talking between us all.

That was her in the kitchen and she was coming down to see me as she knew I'd be in our office and she knew that I would soon very likely be masturbating (she was so correct). The hall light came on and I heard her come down the steps and she came into the room still naked. She stood there and saw that I had my pants down by my ankles sitting at the computer and she came over to me. My god she smelled like sex the closer she got. She let me stare at her, I knew better than to think she'd want me to touch her, but it was weird she just stood there and let me look at her for a moment. I knew she wanted me to look up at her face but for that first moment I just stared at her body and yes, her pussy that was quite visible and somewhat swollen still. She cleared her throat and I looked up and she smiled and said that "you might want to save that till tomorrow" as she motioned towards my swollen cock peeking through my boxers. I looked up at her and she smiled and said "it's up to you but I think you should wait".

So I went to bed without taking care of business and didn't sleep very well at first but then I must have fallen away because it was Sunday morning already when I woke up. I again heard noises upstairs and it was about 7am or so and it took me a minute and then I realized what it was. I pulled on my sweat pants and a shirt and I went up to find Paul in the kitchen pouring himself coffee in his travel mug and when he looked at me he said "hey..... sorry if I woke you....." I managed to make a sound hoping he'd made some extra coffee and when he said "there's more" with the pot in his hand I said "thanks". He put some sugar and milk in and his cup and he looked up at me and he said something "you're a lucky guy" and he looked up at me and he said "she said that if I saw you that I should tell you to go up to her". I looked at him and he smiled and he said quite calmly to me "she might be back asleep by now but she still wanted you to go up if you wanted". Before I could say anything as I was still waking up really he looked out the window and said "looks like a great day don't ya think?" and I managed a "yeah" and then I was trying to think of what I wanted to say to him. A part of me wanted to ask him outright if he'd just fucked her but I thought I knew that answer already so really, I just sat there and more nodded and said yeah. He poured me a cup of coffee as he put the top on his travel mug and as I took a first sip and began to open my eyes he was already getting his stuff together. Next thing I know he's next to me with his hand out and as I shook his hand he smiled and said "thanks man... not sure what more to say... she's amazing...." and then as he turned to walk past me he said "tell her I'll call her this week".

I'm not sure why I sat there and sipped my cup of coffee and watched him walk out to his car and then drive off but as I did I began to get very horny and thought about what he'd said about her wanting me to go up to her. So I did. The room was dark and from the sounds of her breathing she was in fact asleep. I slid off my sweats and shirt but left the boxers on and slid into bed with her.

I have to say - it's such a crazy feeling to slide into my own bed and feel it still warm from Paul. She moaned and moved a little as I slid across to her and I was almost scared to move next to her as I hoped and knew she'd be naked and I just wanted to feel her in my arms while she was still all warm and sleepy. I pushed my cock down between my legs as I felt the warmth from her and then I touched her naked back and shouders and I just was so turned on.

She felt me and snuggled back against me and we lay together for a while. I wrapped my arm around her and she guided it to where she wanted it - not on her breast but beneath it where I could still feel the warmth and slight weight of it. She murmured to me "... just sleep right now, okay baby....." and she snuggled back in. I don't know if she realized the hardon I had at the time - but feeling her drift back to sleep so quickly seemed to make it all okay. I fell back away with her for a while and it wasn't until I guess it was well after 9am when we both woke up.

It was very erotic lying there next to her but even more so - it was just a really close moment for us to be waking up together like that. I could tell from how she looked - her eyes have this deep look in them when she's had good sex and her hair was all over the place - but more than that, her breasts and chest still looked flushed and she was still very warm all over. The blankets were just below her breasts as we lay there but all I could think about was what was beneath them and whether he had fucked her before he left like he usually does. She answered that question almost immediately as she reached for a tissue and said "the sheets have enough stains on them already" and she giggled as she tossed the damp tissue into the trash.

It was really a nice moment - sexual but not incredibly so. She looked at me and told me that they'd been talking about me both the night before. She said Paul had asked why I like to watch sometimes and she told him (continuing the ED cover) that it sometimes helps me to get hard and that stuff. So that had made sense how some of what we talked about had come up seeming out of nowhere and it also made sense why they seemed more open to me being in there with them. Apparently she also told him about us having gone away together and how "sometimes it works" and that she'd really enjoyed that she'd been able to make me feel so good.

She continued and told me that it was Paul who had asked how long I got turned on for and if I could "get off" with her when I was turned on and how she said that sometimes after seeing them that I can cum pretty quickly. I didn't understand all of what she told me but the part that I did understand was when she said they talked about how when she's been with him that she doesn't want to feel sexual with me and wants to enjoy just him. It surprised me when she said that it was him who asked her about me whether, if I could in fact "get off" quickly, whether she might like making me feel good.

Now we had been talking during the week and that was something she shared about our weekend away, that while I did truly get her to cum, that she also felt a lot of pleasure in knowing she'd made me feel good. So again, I was a little surprised that she'd shared and talked with Paul about all of this but it was a very erotic moment lying there with her and talking like this so I was happy to continue. She turned onto one side and up on her elbow and continued talking to me and this is what surprised me.

She said that she'd been thinking and that maybe completely excluding me sexually wasn't the best thing for us. She said after talking with Paul that maybe she's being a bit too selfish and she looked at me and said "if you want to have sex with me more often, we can do that" and she proceeded to tell me that after she's been with Paul, that I know that for a few days that she wants to enjoy the feelings of being with him but she looked at me and said that it wasn't fair that she wasn't sharing that more with me and that Paul was right, that she had enjoyed me cumming with her. So she looked at me and said that on days like this ( meaning yesterday ) that if I wanted to wait and not masturbate, that if I was going to be quick enough that she would be up to letting me fuck her. Before I could say anything she quickly added that "I don't want you to make me cum.... this is just for you...." and she said that Paul had sort of also made her feel guilty because of what they do in the mornings before he leaves - when she also admitted that sometimes she wasn't always in the mood for sex again but knew that Paul liked to cum in the mornings so she told me that sometimes she just lets him fuck her till he cums even if she doesn't have an orgasm with him, that she still likes to know she gave him some pleasure in the mornings (and she giggled and said that "even though I may not cum, I do still love how it feels afterwards"). We talked for a few more moments and she said that she thought this might be a fun way to share some of this with me. I asked her more what she was thinking and she said that she still would prefer I not cum in her but that she thought that if it worked out and "if you can cum quick enough that it really doesn't bother me so much" that it might be something we could do on mornings like this.

I asked her if there was any thought on her part of me joining them or taking at turn with her during the night and she looked at me and said that she knew I was going to ask that and that she thought I would be able to accept her answer of no. I told her I thought so and she smiled and nodded when I said that I expected her to want to enjoy just him and she said yes, but that at the end of the weekend "like now", is when if I was horny enough that we could try it. I giggled and told her that if i didn't jerk-off that i was perpetually horny which made her laugh. We talked for a little more and she said that she thought this might be better for us, that "you know, you can only have me after I've been with Paul" and she giggled and said "you used to always enjoy that" and she quipped "as long as you're quick or just don't really make me cum hard, it'll be okay". My mind went to winter (whenever it arrives) and I asked her what it meant about going skiiing - as my mind was already sort of racing about how it might be to actually have sex with her while we're away and she said that we'll have to see how things work out and that while she wouldn't mind, she thought it might be better all around if I waited till after Paul had already left.

She smiled at that moment and said "but we're not away skiing.... and he's already left..... sooooo?.....". And with that she slid the blanket down a little further to her waistline and then pulled it down just enough to show me she was fully naked. I hesitated and asked "are you serious?" and she smiled and said "as long as you're quick.... mmmmm.... yeah, it'd be nice to make you feel good....".

I can't tell you how fast I grabbed a condom and pulled it on. I thought too that she might be a little sore or tender so I also took a little lubricant and put it on the tip of the condom. But I needn't have worried. With the lube - I slid right into her without any effort or resistance till I was in her balls-deep. I started to thrust and fuck her like I would normally but then I remembered what she said and instead of pulling it all the way in and out with long strokes, instead, I stayed in her as deep as I could stay and I just moved a little bit in and out. My god she was so loose and so wet that the sensations were surely more in my head than in her pussy. She did pull her legs back for me and that totally opened her up and I knew at that moment she was intentionally doing that to reduce any "pleasure" from me even further. But it didn't matter - feeling my cock deep in her and knowing that Paul had used this same way earlier that morning was all I needed. She moaned softly (and later admitted that just feeling me in her was pleasureable) and that was it - I took a few longer strokes - maybe 5 or 6 of them and as I looked down at her naked beneath me I just came. Almost without warning I thrust forward a tiny bit and I just held myself still inside her as I felt spurt after spurt fill the condom. I lay still in her afterwards and I felt her hug me as my breathing and pulse calmed down. A moment later she gave out a little cough and my cock slid out of her slippery pussy. I move up to my knees and reached down and slid the wet condom off my cock and I looked at her pussy and I decided I loved sharing it after she'd fucked him.

 

[peakmb]

Never mind the turkey Steve, that seems as good a reason to celebrate Thanksgiving as any I can think off. Not sure how often the gods will shine on this method after Paul's golf stops but good luck with it anyway. A win win.

 

[dutch12]

You scared the hell out of me. In my country the word dramatic means for example an accident or something.
What realy happened between Sue and you looks to me as a wonderfull turn. And it is Sue who initiated it!
I think almost every (want to be) cuck loves to have sloppy seconds. Well, I shure do! Using a condom makes it even hotter. No need of lubricant anymore, his cum is the best lubrication there is.
I do congratulate you and am glad for you Sue iinitiated it this way. Wow man, you must be in heaven!

 

[tegelad]

Wow that is awesome news. If the possibility of weekly trysts doesn't do for you I don't know what would. I seriously think you should not jack-off to completion, and save it for her. If she is willing to start to re-engage save the fun time for her after he leaves. That is my 2 cents ....

 

[Enigma632]

Hmm, bit confused here.

Sue says that she recognises the need for her and Steve to re-connect more often, but then offers him the use of her pussy almost as a masterbatory replacement for his hand - "So long as he's quick" - which to me is isn't re-connection.

and what happens if Steve isn't quick? Sure the first time he was, but if Paul is over a couple of times a week will Steve still be as quick the second or third time in a week?

Also if Steve gets (brief?) use of Sue's pussy once or twice a week what does this do to his sense of angst from not being able to have Sue while Paul is enjoying her?

 

[peakmb]

Steve, what with golf and other issues, Sue has not been able (or wanting?) to get together with Paul as often as she might have planned over the last 2-3 months. Her latest start date for her supposed new regime now seems to be after Thanksgiving. It is just possible that some of her actions last weekend were driven simply by frustration, this is a lady who is used to getting more action than she has lately. Or it could simply be yet another case of the old maxim, 'No plan ever survives first contact with reality'. Whatever, your new posting regime makes any dialog on the issue pretty much impossible, the real riddle of your thread is actually what drives Sue to do what she does. It seems that whenever one reality seems clear, she changes or adapts it to create new exceptions which sometimes but not always morph into a new reality again. Just one example is to commit to no sex over Christmas / New Year after all that build up and discussion, throw away all that history of closeness you have over that period and then decide on a whim to throw in a quick one last week that gave her little and in reality you little closeness too. Beyond, 'because she wanted to and Paul thought it was ok', it makes little sense against her previous thoughts, including her previous desire to savour the residual closeness of her lovers and not have you disturb it. It seems your sexual future is unpredictable by you, as it certainly is by us.