Okay - a little bit of time right now to pen an update....
So - Sunday was very nice as I indicated. Sue was very loving and genuinely seemed to enjoy sex with me and was very into it. But she was also into being very explicit with me including encouraging me to look at her when she took her clothes off next to me and asking/telling me "you like that I spent the last 2 nights with him like this" as she lay there naked next to me. It was very surreal as I was so horny already and at that point I wasn't sure about what she wanted yet. I told her that it did turn me on and she smiled as I said that and she spread her legs a little bit and teased that "I don't think it's still that wet" and she giggled and said "my panties were wet when I took them off". It wasn't until she said "you can touch me" that I was sure she was in the mood and her body felt so warm when I reached out and touched her. She let me feel her breasts and moaned softly which made me feel good. I had slid my boxers off when I pulled her to me and felt her body against mine. When I felt her pussy, it was so warm and soft and when she spread her legs a little, my finger(s) slid in easily and again she moaned as I probed her warmth.
She wasn't cold emotionally at all - she was actually quite loving and wanting to be with me. As my fingers brought out her wetness her hands groped my cock and stroked me to be fully hard. We talked as we enjoyed getting fully revved up. We'd talked a little beforehand and now she was providing more details including, as I recall, her telling me how horny she was when they got there and how she "couldn't wait to get into the room". It was, as I said, a surreal moment as it just felt so incredibly arousing to be talking to her so openly like that. It felt good to be able to ask her "how many times did you guys do it?" and to hear her giggle and tell me "5 times..... but the last time was more for me!". She was looking right at me as she said "he came in me each time baby..... it was really nice....".
Our foreplay got more heated and it wasn't long before she was asking me "are you ready baby?.... I sure am....". It was more rhetorical than anything as she knew I was eagerly ready. I also knew what to expect and when I realized she was truly ready/in the mood to go further, without asking I reached out and took a condom out of the drawer in the nightstand. Her eyes were like saucers as she watched me roll it on and as I moved to push into her she looked up at me and just said "thank you" and as I pushed into her all the way she added "I didn't want you to cum in me tonight". My god did that turn me on - I know it sounded cold but it wasn't - as she said that she pulled her legs back for me and she told me to enjoy it. I told her how wonderful she felt and how horny it made me to know she'd been with him so much. She said things back to me and vice-versa that truly brought us both to a boil! She orgasmed first and when I felt her body tense and then relax and her pussy opened up was when I really went at her. I know some will laugh but it felt like an alpha-moment as I put her legs back around my arms and I took my turn with her. She came again just after I did as I continued thrusting in her - even though she didn't actually feel me cum she let go and I felt her body tremble beneath me as I slowly came down myself.
It was after that and into the week when we continue talking. She seemed quite interested and wanting reassurance that I was going to be okay with her desire for me to return to using condoms with her on a more regular basis and she teased me that she wasn't going to be as generous and let me have her bare for the near future. When I asked her why she just said that with her seeing Paul less over the summer, that she just felt it was right and that it was something she wanted as part of how things would be between the 3 of us. She seemed to want to hear from me that it was something I was going to be okay with and as I said I would be she reminded me that it was going to likely be for the summer "maybe until September baby". I didn't ask if there would be any special occasions - maybe July 4th or if we were to go away for a weekend or if maybe the kids weren't going to be home for a weekend. I actually already knew and could feel that she felt serious about it and at one point she looked at me and asked if I'd ever considered doing it for real.
Now this discussion continued last night when she lay next to me in her night-shirt and encouraged and watched me masturbate for her. She asked me if I remembered what she'd asked me the other night and when I said I did she asked me what I thought. I asked her what she meant by "real" and asked whether what we were doing wasn't real in some way? She said that it was real but that she had been feeling that her "allowing" me to have her bare so many times may have made it seem like something she wasn't serious about. I told her that I was happy whenever she would "allow me" and she asked me "what if I didn't allow you?" and before I could answer she added "what if I said no for a long time, would you still be okay... you know.... not knowing when or if you ever might have sex with me without a condom?". I asked er what was going on and why she was asking this and I told her what I'd said all along, that I would defer to her about sex with me in general and that if she wanted me to use condoms, that I would without questioning her. She smiled and said that she thought that maybe because she'd "allowed me" so many times recently that maybe I'd not felt the same. My cock was already hard and she looked at it and said to me "this turns you on talking about this doesn't it?" and I nodded yes. She asked me to tell her a little about what I was feeling and I told her honestly that it really did turn me on to not cum in her. She seemed very aroused when she told me that she loved watching me cum and that she loved seeing my cum in the condom. I may have said things I may come to regret but in the heat of the moment last night I told her that I loved the arousal and I told her again how I liked how it made me feel to know I was giving something so intimate to her lover and I told her that I thought I could easily go for the summer without feeling her bare if not longer, but I told her that I would surely need to still have sex with her, as I joked "to fill it while it's inside you" as something I wasn't sure I could do without. She squealed with delight as I told her that and she said again that with "seeing Paul less, having you not cum in me makes the time with him a little more special for me". I told her that it made me so crazy horny to hear her tell me she wanted that and wanted to enjoy it. Even with the angst of that heated discussion, my cock was still hard and drooling pre-cum that she would look at it and tell me "I know you mean what you're saying honey and I love that you can be honest with me". As I lay there with streaks of cum all over my chest and a big puddle on my belly she leaned over to me and said she loved me so much and loved that we could have fun like this. She then kissed me and as she played and collected my cum together she told me how sexy and erotic it made her feel to know that "none of this will be going inside me" as she held up two fingers with a thick string of cum still connected from her fingers to my stomach.
She didn't see Paul last night but has made plans to go see him over the weekend. It turns out that our son may be getting an internship for the summer at his school working there which would be good because it would give him a discount on his tuition for the last year - so he may not be coming home or may just be here for every other weekend. Either way, he won't be here this weekend and our daughter will be working (at the mall - but not a grunt job) on Saturday - so that is when Sue is going to go see Paul. I joked with her that he'll make time for her when he's not getting laid during the week and she punched me and told me to not be so gross.
Gotta run.
