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He is here and yes, he's staying over.
I'm going back upstairs in a minute.
So many things. So many feelings. I am soooo horny but I refuse to jerk off as I so want her tomorrow.
I can't believe I'm going to say this but right now chastity sounds good to prevent my urges.
I don't think he believed me at first but I just came from listening to them from the living room and looking in on them.
Yes, it hurts. It's actually harder than I expected even after feeling good about telling him. I am wicked horny but incredibly jealous, envious right now but at the same time my cock is so hard seeing them.
I'm sure the beer I've had while being a spectator in my own bedroom helped me tell Paul that I was serious about him staying with her in our room. I think he started to feel it was real when Sue gave me a kiss good night about midnight and told me she just wanted to be with Paul the rest of the night. I cannot tell you how turned on I get looking in at her lying against his side with his hand so casually on her breasts as they lay in our bed watching our TV. The thought of her lying naked with him right now is almost enough to make me cum just from the thought.
She did everything right including playing up that she felt special about Paul when I told him I liked him and wanted him to spend the night. I joked that it was an early Christmas present and Sue squealed and laughed about the old joke about Santa cumming early this year.
But I did feel it again when I felt them focused so much on each other as I watched. I'd told him, actually both of them, that I liked watching them fuck and it felt like he tried to make it better for me to see them. But at times, it still gave me this queasy feeling as I watched Sue relax and let herself go. I am convinced it's the foreplay and the first few moments of them fucking that gets to me the most. Because by the end when she whispered that he was going to cum soon if I wanted to watch. Just hearing her say she knows how he feels when he's getting close was crazy.
Is it so weird that I enjoy watching him fucking her? She gets very wet with him.
I have to stop here, it's making me think too much about everything, I'm going to cum. I'm already worried about a friggin wet dream ruining everything. That's if I can sleep at all.
I'm going back upstairs in a minute.
So many things. So many feelings. I am soooo horny but I refuse to jerk off as I so want her tomorrow.
I can't believe I'm going to say this but right now chastity sounds good to prevent my urges.
I don't think he believed me at first but I just came from listening to them from the living room and looking in on them.
Yes, it hurts. It's actually harder than I expected even after feeling good about telling him. I am wicked horny but incredibly jealous, envious right now but at the same time my cock is so hard seeing them.
I'm sure the beer I've had while being a spectator in my own bedroom helped me tell Paul that I was serious about him staying with her in our room. I think he started to feel it was real when Sue gave me a kiss good night about midnight and told me she just wanted to be with Paul the rest of the night. I cannot tell you how turned on I get looking in at her lying against his side with his hand so casually on her breasts as they lay in our bed watching our TV. The thought of her lying naked with him right now is almost enough to make me cum just from the thought.
She did everything right including playing up that she felt special about Paul when I told him I liked him and wanted him to spend the night. I joked that it was an early Christmas present and Sue squealed and laughed about the old joke about Santa cumming early this year.
But I did feel it again when I felt them focused so much on each other as I watched. I'd told him, actually both of them, that I liked watching them fuck and it felt like he tried to make it better for me to see them. But at times, it still gave me this queasy feeling as I watched Sue relax and let herself go. I am convinced it's the foreplay and the first few moments of them fucking that gets to me the most. Because by the end when she whispered that he was going to cum soon if I wanted to watch. Just hearing her say she knows how he feels when he's getting close was crazy.
Is it so weird that I enjoy watching him fucking her? She gets very wet with him.
I have to stop here, it's making me think too much about everything, I'm going to cum. I'm already worried about a friggin wet dream ruining everything. That's if I can sleep at all.
I was nearly asleep when I heard her cry out. I stood there again in the hallway and I could just see the silhouette of her lying on the bed on her back and him beneath the covers apparently going down on her. I heard her moaning louder and louder as I stood there and then realized I was about to see her cum with him. I stepped back as she got up on her elbows and pushed the covers back. She arched her head back and then fell back against the pillow. He moved back up behind her and I could see him spoon up behind her as he pulled the covers up.
I have to tiptoe back up now to maybe finally get some sleep. There's a wet spot on my boxers where my cock is dripping from watching them.
I have to tiptoe back up now to maybe finally get some sleep. There's a wet spot on my boxers where my cock is dripping from watching them.
peakmb said:
Sounds like it is going really well! Totally amazing that you are getting to experience true cuckold magic by getting to watch and ****** to just listen. I hope you find that it was worth the short jealousness so that you both could experience the thrill! I am also glad that you are talking to people that have helped put in perspective the denial aspect of you play. If Sue begins to spend more time barebacking Paul, my guess is that you will and should go from condoms to denial. That will be just like watchjng her last night and then you 2 can have your own masturbation time together for your new intimacy. And whether it was just the moment or not, chastity is awesome! We play around with it from time to time, crazy horny when she lets me out! But think of giving Sue the ultimate control, control over your orgasm! Hmmmm
They are now back in our bedroom getting ready for the day! I don't know how I managed to fall asleep at all last night.
I am all over the place - seeing them both come down to the kitchen, her in her bathrobe and him in mine - was totally intense and I'm still not sure about what it all means. We all just had coffee and some donuts or pastry but when Paul went back up before Sue she came over to me and opened her robe to let me see she was still naked underneath and my god did she look amazing!
The bedroom door is shut, I heard them in the bathroom but haven't heard the shower go on just yet.
I'm on pins and needles waiting for her - waiting for him to leave.
He was cordial but we didn't talk too much, he asked me if I was okay this morning and when I said yes Sue added in "of course he is" and she gave me a hug herself.
Too much to talk about and I really want to get back upstairs to see what else I can hear.
I am all over the place - seeing them both come down to the kitchen, her in her bathrobe and him in mine - was totally intense and I'm still not sure about what it all means. We all just had coffee and some donuts or pastry but when Paul went back up before Sue she came over to me and opened her robe to let me see she was still naked underneath and my god did she look amazing!
The bedroom door is shut, I heard them in the bathroom but haven't heard the shower go on just yet.
I'm on pins and needles waiting for her - waiting for him to leave.
He was cordial but we didn't talk too much, he asked me if I was okay this morning and when I said yes Sue added in "of course he is" and she gave me a hug herself.
Too much to talk about and I really want to get back upstairs to see what else I can hear.
Wow! You are getting the full experience! All morning long too! I bet you are going crazy with excitement and wonder. Will you get used to this? Fucking sweet STB! You gotta love it! Just think if you didnt have the possibility of having sex with Sue, with or without condom, then all of this anxiousness wouldnt be necessary. You could just jerk off to the excitement of what is happening in front of you...actually sounds better to me!
Well, I am exhausted, both physically and mentally. I had thought about starting a new thread but I think the proper time to do that is on 1/1/2015.
I will say that I've never been more certain that I want to do this. The way I felt the whole weekend was such an incredible thrill to me. There were definitely so many times that it hurt intensely, not seeing them on Sunday morning but hearing through the walls/vents and just knowing they'd slept together, fucked, had breakfast and then hearing them as they showered and go ready together. I can't explain it but it just felt awesome hearing her giggle at time or moan at others. I think the thing that turned me on most was that it felt good to me and that I loved knowing what was going on.
I know that a lot of how I feel is because of him. When he got here on Saturday Sue was there but she also knew I wanted to talk to Paul and she made herself scarce at the right moments (I knew she was listening the whole time). And she later told me that she'd hinted to him on Thursday that I was going to want to talk to him and she told him that it was all good so I think he was in a good place when I talked to him. We were cordial as I said, when he got there Sue was pretty animated already and gave him a big kiss and hug. We all talked for a bit and then she gave us some time. As I said, I think he knew I wanted to talk to him because he was very into listening to me and yes - as others here pointed out, making me feel good about him. I told him that it was weird talking to him about this but that I liked that he was making Sue as happy as he is. He smiled and said he'd been concerned about that but after last weekend he was less so. I laughed and said that I knew it was just a matter of time before she did the same as she does at his place. And we talked pretty openly about how sexy she is when she has just his or my dress-shirt on. I told him that she had told me how it made her feel and that I thought it was very hot that was how she was with him.
I must say, it was pretty weird talking to him so openly like that. He said that while he had dated a few married women, that he'd never encountered anyone like us. I asked him how he felt about it all and he laughed and said that for now, it's great and that he said he is really coming to like Sue more and more as a friend (he made a point to tell me how he doesn't want to take her away from me). We talked for a few more minutes and it just seemed like it was the right time so I told him that Sue and I had talked and that she too had said she was liking him more. And that was when I said something like "like tonight, we were talking and thought maybe you might want to stay over" and then I added "Sue said she hates you running off so quickly" and I seized the opportunity and I just said calmly "and I thought I would wait till tomorrow to have her myself". He was speechless and about that moment Sue came back in the room (as I said, I sort of knew she was listening) and said "what about tomorrow?" and she sat on the arm of the couch next to me. I realized she was playing along so I just said something like "you remember what you told me, that you hate Paul running off..... so like we talked, I suggested he maybe stay over tonight....". He started to say something but she leaned over and shushed him and said "lets see how we all feel about it later tonight?".
She got up a bit later and left after the conversation turned bland but when she left I looked at him and I told him he was good for her and that I loved how she's been these past few weeks - how up and bubbly she is. He started to say how it wasn't him until I interrupted him and said "I've seen her like this before, you're not her first boyfriend you know". And that led to a bit of a different discussion - he said to me that Sue hasn't told him how long she's been "sleeping around" and I told him that would get a slap from her if she heard that - but I took a few minutes to tell him that its going on 8 years now and that she's had several boyfriends. He smiled and said that he thought so but that she wouldn't tell him which made me laugh that "a lady never tells". As we talked he said he got a better idea of things between Sue and I and he said something that made me feel really good about things - he said something like "yeah, I can see how this would be a hoot after 30 years". I didn't come out and tell him about my cuck/beta desires but I did tell him that I loved that Sue would allow and enjoy sex with him as much as she does and that I like giving that to her. I'm thinking now that he never asked but I'm sure he concluded that over 8 years, Sue and I have done a lot of things.
More in a bit - actually have to do some work today.
I will say that I've never been more certain that I want to do this. The way I felt the whole weekend was such an incredible thrill to me. There were definitely so many times that it hurt intensely, not seeing them on Sunday morning but hearing through the walls/vents and just knowing they'd slept together, fucked, had breakfast and then hearing them as they showered and go ready together. I can't explain it but it just felt awesome hearing her giggle at time or moan at others. I think the thing that turned me on most was that it felt good to me and that I loved knowing what was going on.
I know that a lot of how I feel is because of him. When he got here on Saturday Sue was there but she also knew I wanted to talk to Paul and she made herself scarce at the right moments (I knew she was listening the whole time). And she later told me that she'd hinted to him on Thursday that I was going to want to talk to him and she told him that it was all good so I think he was in a good place when I talked to him. We were cordial as I said, when he got there Sue was pretty animated already and gave him a big kiss and hug. We all talked for a bit and then she gave us some time. As I said, I think he knew I wanted to talk to him because he was very into listening to me and yes - as others here pointed out, making me feel good about him. I told him that it was weird talking to him about this but that I liked that he was making Sue as happy as he is. He smiled and said he'd been concerned about that but after last weekend he was less so. I laughed and said that I knew it was just a matter of time before she did the same as she does at his place. And we talked pretty openly about how sexy she is when she has just his or my dress-shirt on. I told him that she had told me how it made her feel and that I thought it was very hot that was how she was with him.
I must say, it was pretty weird talking to him so openly like that. He said that while he had dated a few married women, that he'd never encountered anyone like us. I asked him how he felt about it all and he laughed and said that for now, it's great and that he said he is really coming to like Sue more and more as a friend (he made a point to tell me how he doesn't want to take her away from me). We talked for a few more minutes and it just seemed like it was the right time so I told him that Sue and I had talked and that she too had said she was liking him more. And that was when I said something like "like tonight, we were talking and thought maybe you might want to stay over" and then I added "Sue said she hates you running off so quickly" and I seized the opportunity and I just said calmly "and I thought I would wait till tomorrow to have her myself". He was speechless and about that moment Sue came back in the room (as I said, I sort of knew she was listening) and said "what about tomorrow?" and she sat on the arm of the couch next to me. I realized she was playing along so I just said something like "you remember what you told me, that you hate Paul running off..... so like we talked, I suggested he maybe stay over tonight....". He started to say something but she leaned over and shushed him and said "lets see how we all feel about it later tonight?".
She got up a bit later and left after the conversation turned bland but when she left I looked at him and I told him he was good for her and that I loved how she's been these past few weeks - how up and bubbly she is. He started to say how it wasn't him until I interrupted him and said "I've seen her like this before, you're not her first boyfriend you know". And that led to a bit of a different discussion - he said to me that Sue hasn't told him how long she's been "sleeping around" and I told him that would get a slap from her if she heard that - but I took a few minutes to tell him that its going on 8 years now and that she's had several boyfriends. He smiled and said that he thought so but that she wouldn't tell him which made me laugh that "a lady never tells". As we talked he said he got a better idea of things between Sue and I and he said something that made me feel really good about things - he said something like "yeah, I can see how this would be a hoot after 30 years". I didn't come out and tell him about my cuck/beta desires but I did tell him that I loved that Sue would allow and enjoy sex with him as much as she does and that I like giving that to her. I'm thinking now that he never asked but I'm sure he concluded that over 8 years, Sue and I have done a lot of things.
More in a bit - actually have to do some work today.
Steve there are times were "far2easy" and I have similar thoughts. I must say, it indeed sounds as though you and Sue had a really good weekend and have began to have a totally amazing experience as you two have taken the next step in your mutually shared adventure.
Sounds like a Friends With Benefits Relationship in the works with a Cuckold Twist. The more openly you three can speak with each other about your desires, feelings and experiences the more comfortable and enjoyable the over all arrangement/relationship will become for all three of you.
The more time Sue and Paul spend together outside and inside of the bedroom, the stronger there connection will become. You will find that your intimacy will develop and evolve in many other areas as Paul truly becomes Sue's alpha man from a sexual perspective as the two of them become exclusive from a bare penetrative fluid bonding direction. I would agree with "far2easy" that Sue over time could go from having you use condoms to a more restrictive denial of traditional penetration.
Based on what you have written as of late, it would seem to me that Paul could be around much longer than any of Sue's prior playful affairs as you both have entered this adventure together and with a very agreeable compatible man which does seem to be open to the relationship type and adventure that you share with Sue.
As always, thank you for sharing with the group.
Sounds like a Friends With Benefits Relationship in the works with a Cuckold Twist. The more openly you three can speak with each other about your desires, feelings and experiences the more comfortable and enjoyable the over all arrangement/relationship will become for all three of you.
The more time Sue and Paul spend together outside and inside of the bedroom, the stronger there connection will become. You will find that your intimacy will develop and evolve in many other areas as Paul truly becomes Sue's alpha man from a sexual perspective as the two of them become exclusive from a bare penetrative fluid bonding direction. I would agree with "far2easy" that Sue over time could go from having you use condoms to a more restrictive denial of traditional penetration.
Based on what you have written as of late, it would seem to me that Paul could be around much longer than any of Sue's prior playful affairs as you both have entered this adventure together and with a very agreeable compatible man which does seem to be open to the relationship type and adventure that you share with Sue.
As always, thank you for sharing with the group.
Not sure but my internet here has been flakey all day.
So if I was worried about how the evening would start, that question was answered when Sue came back into the living room in what's now I guess her default lounge-wear - she came down with just one of my button-up shirts on and when I looked at her she smiled and giggled and said "what's wrong with wearing this for both my men?" and she gave me a peck on the cheek and when she sat down next to Paul she turned and the shirt opened and pulled up revealing not just her breasts but her pussy as they kissed openly in front of me. "He doesn't mind, do you Steve?" and she turned to pull him into another kiss.
they all but started on the couch right in front of me. while they kissed he had no problem and she had no resistance to spreading her legs apart and maybe he did or maybe he didn't notice, but I could see clearly where my dress-shirt had pulled up and I could see where his fingers were gently probing and playing with her pussy. He'd pull at her vagina just a bit to open it up and I could see how wet she was inside for him.
I can't remember every detail - again I found myself staring and daydreaming at times at just how comfortable he was with playing with all of Sue! But all of a sudden they were standing up, her shirt was unbuttoned and he had his arms around her back underneath the shirt as he held and kissed her. When their kiss broke neither of them even looked at me, they just scurried up to the bedroom.
Yes, it was largely a repeat of prior weeks - but the difference was that I think they both were moving a bit more slowly knowing they had no clock to be concerned with. I won't say agonizingly slow but certainly not the frantic pace of the past few weeks. Actually with them also knowing I wasn't going to be taking part, they seemed to resume some of their earlier intimacy that I'd seen and gotten worked up about. There was far more kissing, touching, petting, caressing and fingering as they lay together and slowly moved ahead. She did look at me at time and smile but I knew it was for my benefit only as once his touch intensified, she lost track of me and focused only on him. Again, they just seemed like two longtime well seasoned lovers! Sue eagerly sucked him to hardness and almost effortlessly climbed up on him and impaled herself on his cock moaning the whole time as she took all of him. A moment later she pulled herself off of him and moved into a 69 where she made no secret of licking and sucking his cock and where he took equal liberty at her pussy, or should I say his pussy as it literally was his for the night. And yes, that thought at the time made me very horny to see how beautiful she looked with him so brazenly sexually available for him. I saw him put his two index fingers into her pussy and I saw him pull her open as wide as he could and all I heard her do was moan in response and if anything, pull her legs back more for him. The sight of him pulling her vagina open like that was just so incredible that she was letting him do that like that.
His tongue and fingers were quite comfortable inside her - each time he pulled back she was wetter and more open. The thought of him stretching her like that so he can push into her more easily consumed me as I watched them working on each other. In between her own moans she would eagerly stroke him and suck him into her mouth and I know she was enjoying tasting his pre-cum. And again, just how open she was with him, how much she wanted him - my god it was so amazing.
Yes - I was and have been thinking about Robert. I so missed seeing her like this with him. But now, seeing it in front of me and knowing she'd spent almost a year with Robert being this intimate - it is such a huge turn-on to think about some guy out there who fucked the shit out of my wife for so long.
I was sitting on the other side of our king-size bed and the lights were dimmed, but they seemed like they totally ignored me. As he sucked at her pussy she moaned about how good he felt. He in turn told her how wet she was - again as if they were two long-time lovers. He lay back and she eagerly climbed above him and sucked him and had no qualms at all about planting her pussy right on his face. She can't take him deep - not with that big a head on his cock but she does stroke him as she sucks him. At another point I was again nearly brought to tears in a way by just how beautiful she looked as she lay back and welcomed him into her. The way she raised her arms and legs and how she just presented herself as his, again, sitting there had I not had pants still on, I am sure I would have jerked off already or cum without any stimulation!
But they were fucking before I knew it. Again I was lost in one thought or another but I did see him move on top of her and I did see her hand come peeking out between them and grab his cock and she rubbed it up and down her pussy, spreading it wide open and then pulling the wetness out and all over. This time when she guided it, he almost pushed in effortlessly into her with just a gentle "uhhhhh" from her and the thought that he'd stretched her out just before totally got to me.
I am sure it was all in my head, that they were no more sexual together this time than any other time - but having put things in motion and knowing that Paul felt that she was his for the night, it seemed like every awareness I had was heightened. Her clit was an erect little bud as she stroked his cock up and down and yes, it did seem like he pushed into her more easily than ever before - the thought of him changing her pussy to fit him better is something that has always been in my mind and at that moment, it seemed more of a reality.
Again, was it any different than the prior week? I don't know, but in my head, it was very intense. When she turned onto her knees and arched her back - the way she knelt on the bed, her pussy was just gaping open for Paul - almost like it was beckoning him to fill her. If there was ever a moment, that was it when I felt that she'd been the slut - that was it - just how she looked at that moment. I'm sure Paul was ecstatic about it - who wouldn't love a wet waiting pussy, but from my vantage point, I could almost hear the slurping sound as he pushed into her and for a moment she became that slut from back in college enjoying the big cock being pushed into her. And in reality, it was exactly what she was doing and feeling. She let out the most intensely erotic moan as he pushed into her and I could just imagine how the big head of his cock felt pushing into her in that position - I think I even saw a slight bulge from it through her abdomen as he pushed into her.
But I knew as well as everyone who is reading this that when the time came that Sue would want to be on her back. And sure enough, I can't say how long but when she was ready she must have signaled him because he pulled back and sat back on his knees as she rotated herself and moved herself back down to him now on her back. I knew the look in her eye - and I knew that she was looking at and only seeing him - but the look said just one thing "fuck me". And I saw her look downward just as I did as Paul began to lean forward and his hard cock was at the ready.
Yes, that's the moment that gets to me a lot of the time. The moment of truth when she is truly going to make love with him. I like to think that all the positions before and all the orgasms she'd felt already, that they were something she controlled, but now, I knew it was when she would give herself to him and they'd be one when they came next. Yes, it made me wince and even look away for a second, but in reality, how could I. The moment I savored was upon me again. As he rubbed himself around her now gaping pussy I moved closer. Yes, I felt the nausea, but at the same time I cannot deny that I loved what was about to happen. I loved that she was so worked up that - her nipples were rock hard, her breathing was erratic and deep amidst gasps as she felt his cock run up and down her pussy - but I honestly loved the most that she wanted him in her at that moment, that she wanted him as deeply in her as she could have him. And if there was ever a moment when I could have cum without touching myself it was hearing her deep moan as she felt him fill her fully for the first time.
Once they started at it, I moved back as I felt a bit too close to them and I stayed there watching them quietly. I don't know how long they were at it for but they were very amorous and whereas he would be above her at times on his extended arms looking down on her, this time he lay closer to her and hugged her as he made love to her. Her legs would flail each time he pushed into her and she would moan as he pulled back. When her head turned towards me I could see her eyes were closed and the look of bliss was on her face. They surely weren't fucking, this was making love. I know it perturbed me before but this time, oh my god, I LOVED it. I simply cannot describe how awesome I felt and to be honest, it was a moment that totally reinforced everything for me.
I say that because later on that night, I found that I had to go back to that feeling many times to keep myself positive about everything. And I"m sure that the extra beer or two that I'd had certainly added to it.
So if I was worried about how the evening would start, that question was answered when Sue came back into the living room in what's now I guess her default lounge-wear - she came down with just one of my button-up shirts on and when I looked at her she smiled and giggled and said "what's wrong with wearing this for both my men?" and she gave me a peck on the cheek and when she sat down next to Paul she turned and the shirt opened and pulled up revealing not just her breasts but her pussy as they kissed openly in front of me. "He doesn't mind, do you Steve?" and she turned to pull him into another kiss.
they all but started on the couch right in front of me. while they kissed he had no problem and she had no resistance to spreading her legs apart and maybe he did or maybe he didn't notice, but I could see clearly where my dress-shirt had pulled up and I could see where his fingers were gently probing and playing with her pussy. He'd pull at her vagina just a bit to open it up and I could see how wet she was inside for him.
I can't remember every detail - again I found myself staring and daydreaming at times at just how comfortable he was with playing with all of Sue! But all of a sudden they were standing up, her shirt was unbuttoned and he had his arms around her back underneath the shirt as he held and kissed her. When their kiss broke neither of them even looked at me, they just scurried up to the bedroom.
Yes, it was largely a repeat of prior weeks - but the difference was that I think they both were moving a bit more slowly knowing they had no clock to be concerned with. I won't say agonizingly slow but certainly not the frantic pace of the past few weeks. Actually with them also knowing I wasn't going to be taking part, they seemed to resume some of their earlier intimacy that I'd seen and gotten worked up about. There was far more kissing, touching, petting, caressing and fingering as they lay together and slowly moved ahead. She did look at me at time and smile but I knew it was for my benefit only as once his touch intensified, she lost track of me and focused only on him. Again, they just seemed like two longtime well seasoned lovers! Sue eagerly sucked him to hardness and almost effortlessly climbed up on him and impaled herself on his cock moaning the whole time as she took all of him. A moment later she pulled herself off of him and moved into a 69 where she made no secret of licking and sucking his cock and where he took equal liberty at her pussy, or should I say his pussy as it literally was his for the night. And yes, that thought at the time made me very horny to see how beautiful she looked with him so brazenly sexually available for him. I saw him put his two index fingers into her pussy and I saw him pull her open as wide as he could and all I heard her do was moan in response and if anything, pull her legs back more for him. The sight of him pulling her vagina open like that was just so incredible that she was letting him do that like that.
His tongue and fingers were quite comfortable inside her - each time he pulled back she was wetter and more open. The thought of him stretching her like that so he can push into her more easily consumed me as I watched them working on each other. In between her own moans she would eagerly stroke him and suck him into her mouth and I know she was enjoying tasting his pre-cum. And again, just how open she was with him, how much she wanted him - my god it was so amazing.
Yes - I was and have been thinking about Robert. I so missed seeing her like this with him. But now, seeing it in front of me and knowing she'd spent almost a year with Robert being this intimate - it is such a huge turn-on to think about some guy out there who fucked the shit out of my wife for so long.
I was sitting on the other side of our king-size bed and the lights were dimmed, but they seemed like they totally ignored me. As he sucked at her pussy she moaned about how good he felt. He in turn told her how wet she was - again as if they were two long-time lovers. He lay back and she eagerly climbed above him and sucked him and had no qualms at all about planting her pussy right on his face. She can't take him deep - not with that big a head on his cock but she does stroke him as she sucks him. At another point I was again nearly brought to tears in a way by just how beautiful she looked as she lay back and welcomed him into her. The way she raised her arms and legs and how she just presented herself as his, again, sitting there had I not had pants still on, I am sure I would have jerked off already or cum without any stimulation!
But they were fucking before I knew it. Again I was lost in one thought or another but I did see him move on top of her and I did see her hand come peeking out between them and grab his cock and she rubbed it up and down her pussy, spreading it wide open and then pulling the wetness out and all over. This time when she guided it, he almost pushed in effortlessly into her with just a gentle "uhhhhh" from her and the thought that he'd stretched her out just before totally got to me.
I am sure it was all in my head, that they were no more sexual together this time than any other time - but having put things in motion and knowing that Paul felt that she was his for the night, it seemed like every awareness I had was heightened. Her clit was an erect little bud as she stroked his cock up and down and yes, it did seem like he pushed into her more easily than ever before - the thought of him changing her pussy to fit him better is something that has always been in my mind and at that moment, it seemed more of a reality.
Again, was it any different than the prior week? I don't know, but in my head, it was very intense. When she turned onto her knees and arched her back - the way she knelt on the bed, her pussy was just gaping open for Paul - almost like it was beckoning him to fill her. If there was ever a moment, that was it when I felt that she'd been the slut - that was it - just how she looked at that moment. I'm sure Paul was ecstatic about it - who wouldn't love a wet waiting pussy, but from my vantage point, I could almost hear the slurping sound as he pushed into her and for a moment she became that slut from back in college enjoying the big cock being pushed into her. And in reality, it was exactly what she was doing and feeling. She let out the most intensely erotic moan as he pushed into her and I could just imagine how the big head of his cock felt pushing into her in that position - I think I even saw a slight bulge from it through her abdomen as he pushed into her.
But I knew as well as everyone who is reading this that when the time came that Sue would want to be on her back. And sure enough, I can't say how long but when she was ready she must have signaled him because he pulled back and sat back on his knees as she rotated herself and moved herself back down to him now on her back. I knew the look in her eye - and I knew that she was looking at and only seeing him - but the look said just one thing "fuck me". And I saw her look downward just as I did as Paul began to lean forward and his hard cock was at the ready.
Yes, that's the moment that gets to me a lot of the time. The moment of truth when she is truly going to make love with him. I like to think that all the positions before and all the orgasms she'd felt already, that they were something she controlled, but now, I knew it was when she would give herself to him and they'd be one when they came next. Yes, it made me wince and even look away for a second, but in reality, how could I. The moment I savored was upon me again. As he rubbed himself around her now gaping pussy I moved closer. Yes, I felt the nausea, but at the same time I cannot deny that I loved what was about to happen. I loved that she was so worked up that - her nipples were rock hard, her breathing was erratic and deep amidst gasps as she felt his cock run up and down her pussy - but I honestly loved the most that she wanted him in her at that moment, that she wanted him as deeply in her as she could have him. And if there was ever a moment when I could have cum without touching myself it was hearing her deep moan as she felt him fill her fully for the first time.
Once they started at it, I moved back as I felt a bit too close to them and I stayed there watching them quietly. I don't know how long they were at it for but they were very amorous and whereas he would be above her at times on his extended arms looking down on her, this time he lay closer to her and hugged her as he made love to her. Her legs would flail each time he pushed into her and she would moan as he pulled back. When her head turned towards me I could see her eyes were closed and the look of bliss was on her face. They surely weren't fucking, this was making love. I know it perturbed me before but this time, oh my god, I LOVED it. I simply cannot describe how awesome I felt and to be honest, it was a moment that totally reinforced everything for me.
I say that because later on that night, I found that I had to go back to that feeling many times to keep myself positive about everything. And I"m sure that the extra beer or two that I'd had certainly added to it.
I'll make the rest quick because as I already shared, after watching them together, I gave them their time alone and our bedroom.
I am glad that I resisted and didn't masturbate - but I also know that in the future that when/if things are curtailed between Sue and I, that I will be eagerly doing so!!!! But as I posted, I'm sure some of my angst and how I felt was because I was so horny later on.
Still hearing them in our room, knowing how they were together, that hearing them, while giving me such angst, also allowed me to fill my mind with them in whatever positions I wanted them to be in. I guess I've been considering Robert a bit more too in that I truly feel that perhaps it was good that Sue could let her emotional maturity develop with him without me having to deal with it so first-hand. Indeed, I knew from what she'd told me how she felt at the time, but now seeing her growing and learning and enjoying with Paul, in a way I am glad I was able to get a hold of my feelings and desires while enjoying the one side of things that I only saw with Sue. Had I seen her like this with Robert, I am now thinking it might have been unsettling.
I guess the thing that really struck me was that once I said it to Paul, that it seemed like there was no further questions asked or anything which Sue did say she'd sort of told Paul that I was going to tell him stuff and that I guess she told him that I meant what I was saying. After they fucked that first time and I left them alone, it was a done deal that they were sleeping together in our room, but they never really asked me, so I can only think that Sue explained it further. I mean I thought she might come out and talk to me but after being there with them while he made her really scream at the end as she came like I know she can when she needs to - I guess there wasn't any reason to come out to talk with me. Hearing them all night was haunting at times as I found myself listening for things when it was quiet or whatever. And even then, the silence got to me knowing they were naked together in my bed.
What I cannot come close to expressing is how I felt the next morning. I know that in the past I'd let my mind go to how she is when she'd spend the night or had gone away with her lover - how intimate that time is when she's getting undressed (which she was already) and getting washed up and then into bed. But even more so, in the morning, the thought of them waking together is something that I was so awake for. I think I lay there for an hour waiting to hear something from our room. And then, after seeing them both in bathrobes only to disappear again back into our room. Yes I heard them fuck one more time but what totally got to me was hearing them in the bathroom - the shower running, her telling me later that she came in naked and peed on the toilet while he showered right next to her - the thought of her sharing all of that with him as if it were natural.... I cannot express how horny I was as I listened and closed my eyes.
But then yes, I heard him getting ready to leave and I knew - well, I hoped - that Sue would remain in our room in bed as she has the last times he's been here. When he came down alone I think I smiled and maybe me mistook it.
We talked for a few minutes - he seemed uneasy and I told him that I was happy with things and that I'd enjoyed him being over. He seemed to suddenly change his appearance and looked up at me and I said to him that I hoped she was upstairs waiting for me which made him laugh and I told him "I know she's into you and that she really enjoyed herself" he said he hoped he was good to her and I complimented him saying that it surely sounded like he was good. He said that Sue had told him that I was serious about this and that he was okay with it if I was. I told him that it wasn't easy but that I enjoyed what we were all doing and that I very much liked it that Sue was VERY happy. He asked me again whether this was really what I'd wanted, and I told him yeah, that it was my own desire and not just hers. Obviously there was more that we talked about but it all centered around that same thought, that he was surprised that it was something I wanted but that he's coming to understand "us" a bit more. I told him that there was probably more that was going to happen between all of us and that I hoped he was going to be okay with it all.
So, yes, I chickened out about telling him more - and about telling him about the condoms. I think he knows though, he didn't ask about what else we were thinking and to be honest, I haven't asked Sue about it either. I just know that when it feels right, that I'll tell him. And no, unless I see him this week, it won't be until after New Years.
But before I end it - I just had to say that a part of me almost expected Sue to maybe ask me to wait longer to be with her. A part of me expected to hear her tell me about how she felt and that she didn't want to disturb or share it. But instead when I came into the bedroom, she pulled the covers down and patted the bed next to her. I told her that I was surprised she wanted me and she pulled me into the bed and said that she wanted to enjoy every minute of me that we had. I desperately pushed off my shorts and climbed in with her. As we started to kiss she pushed back for a second and said "I'm a little tender baby so just be gentle" - I knew it was the truth and also that she'd told it to me just to turn me on too!!!
I can't tell you how aroused and turned on I was and how wicked hard I was as I lay next to her. The blankets slid down my back as I climbed above her and I looked down at her and I just loved how she looked. yes, she looked well-fucked! that's really all you can describe it as. her breasts were still reddened all over and her nipples looked like Paul had played with them a lot. But her pussy was what I focused on. My god she looked beautiful and I loved that it was so obvious that she'd been fucking - from the way her pussy hung there so tired looking and drooping open to how she smelled, like semen had soaked into her and the sheets beneath her.
But a moment later I pushed into the most luscious thing I'd ever felt!
I am glad that I resisted and didn't masturbate - but I also know that in the future that when/if things are curtailed between Sue and I, that I will be eagerly doing so!!!! But as I posted, I'm sure some of my angst and how I felt was because I was so horny later on.
Still hearing them in our room, knowing how they were together, that hearing them, while giving me such angst, also allowed me to fill my mind with them in whatever positions I wanted them to be in. I guess I've been considering Robert a bit more too in that I truly feel that perhaps it was good that Sue could let her emotional maturity develop with him without me having to deal with it so first-hand. Indeed, I knew from what she'd told me how she felt at the time, but now seeing her growing and learning and enjoying with Paul, in a way I am glad I was able to get a hold of my feelings and desires while enjoying the one side of things that I only saw with Sue. Had I seen her like this with Robert, I am now thinking it might have been unsettling.
I guess the thing that really struck me was that once I said it to Paul, that it seemed like there was no further questions asked or anything which Sue did say she'd sort of told Paul that I was going to tell him stuff and that I guess she told him that I meant what I was saying. After they fucked that first time and I left them alone, it was a done deal that they were sleeping together in our room, but they never really asked me, so I can only think that Sue explained it further. I mean I thought she might come out and talk to me but after being there with them while he made her really scream at the end as she came like I know she can when she needs to - I guess there wasn't any reason to come out to talk with me. Hearing them all night was haunting at times as I found myself listening for things when it was quiet or whatever. And even then, the silence got to me knowing they were naked together in my bed.
What I cannot come close to expressing is how I felt the next morning. I know that in the past I'd let my mind go to how she is when she'd spend the night or had gone away with her lover - how intimate that time is when she's getting undressed (which she was already) and getting washed up and then into bed. But even more so, in the morning, the thought of them waking together is something that I was so awake for. I think I lay there for an hour waiting to hear something from our room. And then, after seeing them both in bathrobes only to disappear again back into our room. Yes I heard them fuck one more time but what totally got to me was hearing them in the bathroom - the shower running, her telling me later that she came in naked and peed on the toilet while he showered right next to her - the thought of her sharing all of that with him as if it were natural.... I cannot express how horny I was as I listened and closed my eyes.
But then yes, I heard him getting ready to leave and I knew - well, I hoped - that Sue would remain in our room in bed as she has the last times he's been here. When he came down alone I think I smiled and maybe me mistook it.
We talked for a few minutes - he seemed uneasy and I told him that I was happy with things and that I'd enjoyed him being over. He seemed to suddenly change his appearance and looked up at me and I said to him that I hoped she was upstairs waiting for me which made him laugh and I told him "I know she's into you and that she really enjoyed herself" he said he hoped he was good to her and I complimented him saying that it surely sounded like he was good. He said that Sue had told him that I was serious about this and that he was okay with it if I was. I told him that it wasn't easy but that I enjoyed what we were all doing and that I very much liked it that Sue was VERY happy. He asked me again whether this was really what I'd wanted, and I told him yeah, that it was my own desire and not just hers. Obviously there was more that we talked about but it all centered around that same thought, that he was surprised that it was something I wanted but that he's coming to understand "us" a bit more. I told him that there was probably more that was going to happen between all of us and that I hoped he was going to be okay with it all.
So, yes, I chickened out about telling him more - and about telling him about the condoms. I think he knows though, he didn't ask about what else we were thinking and to be honest, I haven't asked Sue about it either. I just know that when it feels right, that I'll tell him. And no, unless I see him this week, it won't be until after New Years.
But before I end it - I just had to say that a part of me almost expected Sue to maybe ask me to wait longer to be with her. A part of me expected to hear her tell me about how she felt and that she didn't want to disturb or share it. But instead when I came into the bedroom, she pulled the covers down and patted the bed next to her. I told her that I was surprised she wanted me and she pulled me into the bed and said that she wanted to enjoy every minute of me that we had. I desperately pushed off my shorts and climbed in with her. As we started to kiss she pushed back for a second and said "I'm a little tender baby so just be gentle" - I knew it was the truth and also that she'd told it to me just to turn me on too!!!
I can't tell you how aroused and turned on I was and how wicked hard I was as I lay next to her. The blankets slid down my back as I climbed above her and I looked down at her and I just loved how she looked. yes, she looked well-fucked! that's really all you can describe it as. her breasts were still reddened all over and her nipples looked like Paul had played with them a lot. But her pussy was what I focused on. My god she looked beautiful and I loved that it was so obvious that she'd been fucking - from the way her pussy hung there so tired looking and drooping open to how she smelled, like semen had soaked into her and the sheets beneath her.
But a moment later I pushed into the most luscious thing I'd ever felt!
So - what surprises me the most is how we can go from a weekend that is as intense as it can possibly be sexually, but we get to Monday, and nothing - maybe it's because she went out holiday shopping last night or whatever, but we seem to have shifted out of sex-gear and back into real-life gear in 1 day. I suppose that's comforting in a way, that the sex doesn't take over her whole life.
She headed into work earlier than usual today - again - shopping and such on the way home later - and I'm following suit - I joked with her when she left that maybe we'll meet at the mall after work!
She headed into work earlier than usual today - again - shopping and such on the way home later - and I'm following suit - I joked with her when she left that maybe we'll meet at the mall after work!
i would say that is a good thing right? a little bit of normalcy. Does anyone see, maybe even you STB, that Sue is beginning to separate her sexual side from her relationship side. She loves you and needs you to support her but is now starting to treat you asexually as you are not her alpha. Like i said before and she has subtly told you, that the condoms are fine with her but that sex moving forward will be for you not her. You might want to have a conversation about this with her and i would encourage you to develop your own "new" intimacy that you will share beyond sexual penetration. Maybe masturbation, blowjobs something to keep the bond but give her what she really wants... just one man in her pussy!
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Steve as noted in the post by “far2easy” , he may truly be correct as Sue may have indeed began a subtle process of separating her sexuality preference from the relationship in which you two share. It is something only you will know, those of us that read your post may be jumping to unfounded conclusions. What is clear to many of us from your many post is that you and Sue truly do love each other as well as share in the joys of everything that you do together. This is a path that you both have taken together with your eyes wide open and Sue will need your continued encouragement and support through the evolution of the multi-tiered relationship that you both share with and without Paul. As Paul takes on a much more alpha role sexually in the relationship you and Sue will learn more creative new ways to maintain as well as to continue growing your intimacy in what could become the absence of penetrative (intercourse) sexual relations between you and Sue. It would not be to farfetched for Sue to treat you more like a best friend, asexually of sorts as “far2easy” suggested as you become more beta in the bedroom per say and Paul assumes more of the alpha role in what could become exclusive.
If this is what you truly desire, If Sue truly would prefer and or needs to be a exclusive to one man, you both should give it a chance. It does seem that Paul could be the man (Mr. Right) that you both desire to compliment your shared relationship. You will have a level of intimacy with Sue that will be amazing while Sue also has an opportunity to have a sexual intimacy with Paul that is good for all three of you. To think, in the future, the only sexual contact you may have with Sue is kissing, touching, you giving her oral without any expectation of being allowed traditional penetration as that should be exclusively reserved for Sue and Paul.
Well, we both came home first and she just left for the mall and I will be doing the same (different malls) as soon as my hard-on dies down.
We talked a bit before she left and she asked me how I felt after the weekend. I told her what I'd already told her and what she knew first-hand on Sunday - that I was incredibly turned on and that seeing her so (no other way to describe it) 'satisfied', that it made me feel good about everything. She asked me how it made me feel and whether it was what I'd wanted. I told her much as I posted here, that I loved how it all felt and I told her what I thought I'd told her before, that it was even the 'normal stuff' the next morning that just thinking of her sharing with him, that it turned me on. She kissed me and said she loved knowing it made me feel good because she went on about how much she loved it. She seemed to love that he or she didn't have to leave to run home so quickly and she paused for a moment and then said that she loved feeling so sexually available to him. It was my turn to ask her if she enjoyed how she felt and how she felt about me.
Again she was quiet but then told me that, now knowing I really was okay and that I even admitted that I'd want her to do it again, she told me that she had very much enjoyed it and she seemed quiet or maybe hesitant to tell me that sleeping with him was something she felt very strongly about. As she put it "I shared myself with him all night long ... and I loved it". She quickly added that it's just very sexual for her and that at times she felt overwhelmingly horny with him next to her all night long - and she blushed a bit as she said that so I believe her as well as knowing it's just as hard for her to admit it to me as I have with her.
We hugged and - as I said I've started to notice more and more - it seems our non-sexual contact seems to have more meaning. Our kiss lingered and I know I felt her against me, and in strange way, I know we both felt very close with each other.
Of course a second later and the reason I am just fading hardness now is that a moment later she looked at me and asked when she could spend the night with him again. I thought and said that I thought our kids were home for another 4 weekends so maybe that last Sunday. She smiled at me and then said "no silly. I was thinking of maybe tomorrow night at his place, you know, before xxxxxx (our daughter) comes home on Friday evening (our son won't be home until the weekend)".
I was speechless. This was 15 minutes ago and I'm still speechless. She kissed me and said "well, you didn't say no right away" and then she hugged me and said "think about it and lets talk more when we get home, okay baby?" and then she smiled and said "I'll make it worth your while......" with this giggle in her voice.
I guess I wasn't really ready for this just yet - I was seriously thinking this wouldn't happen until January or after that.
Far2 and Squirming - yeah, I know what you are saying. I would just like this to happen a little slower. Is it inevitable? I don't know, but I know that if it was happening a little slower, that I would surely feel as Sue had said, that when it happened, that I'd be ready and would be okay with it. I just feel like I'm being rushed a bit because she is coming to terms with her own desires now. This overnight has me thrown because I thought we'd have another 2 weeks or so before things would begin escalating.
We talked a bit before she left and she asked me how I felt after the weekend. I told her what I'd already told her and what she knew first-hand on Sunday - that I was incredibly turned on and that seeing her so (no other way to describe it) 'satisfied', that it made me feel good about everything. She asked me how it made me feel and whether it was what I'd wanted. I told her much as I posted here, that I loved how it all felt and I told her what I thought I'd told her before, that it was even the 'normal stuff' the next morning that just thinking of her sharing with him, that it turned me on. She kissed me and said she loved knowing it made me feel good because she went on about how much she loved it. She seemed to love that he or she didn't have to leave to run home so quickly and she paused for a moment and then said that she loved feeling so sexually available to him. It was my turn to ask her if she enjoyed how she felt and how she felt about me.
Again she was quiet but then told me that, now knowing I really was okay and that I even admitted that I'd want her to do it again, she told me that she had very much enjoyed it and she seemed quiet or maybe hesitant to tell me that sleeping with him was something she felt very strongly about. As she put it "I shared myself with him all night long ... and I loved it". She quickly added that it's just very sexual for her and that at times she felt overwhelmingly horny with him next to her all night long - and she blushed a bit as she said that so I believe her as well as knowing it's just as hard for her to admit it to me as I have with her.
We hugged and - as I said I've started to notice more and more - it seems our non-sexual contact seems to have more meaning. Our kiss lingered and I know I felt her against me, and in strange way, I know we both felt very close with each other.
Of course a second later and the reason I am just fading hardness now is that a moment later she looked at me and asked when she could spend the night with him again. I thought and said that I thought our kids were home for another 4 weekends so maybe that last Sunday. She smiled at me and then said "no silly. I was thinking of maybe tomorrow night at his place, you know, before xxxxxx (our daughter) comes home on Friday evening (our son won't be home until the weekend)".
I was speechless. This was 15 minutes ago and I'm still speechless. She kissed me and said "well, you didn't say no right away" and then she hugged me and said "think about it and lets talk more when we get home, okay baby?" and then she smiled and said "I'll make it worth your while......" with this giggle in her voice.
I guess I wasn't really ready for this just yet - I was seriously thinking this wouldn't happen until January or after that.
Far2 and Squirming - yeah, I know what you are saying. I would just like this to happen a little slower. Is it inevitable? I don't know, but I know that if it was happening a little slower, that I would surely feel as Sue had said, that when it happened, that I'd be ready and would be okay with it. I just feel like I'm being rushed a bit because she is coming to terms with her own desires now. This overnight has me thrown because I thought we'd have another 2 weeks or so before things would begin escalating.
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Steve it is good to hear that you and Sue are having very open, direct and honest communication. Communication is very critical and important in the chosen adventures and lifestyle. Everything may seem to be moving quicker than you may prefer although if everything seems to be moving in an organic and natural way I would recommend that you go for it if you are truly OK with it. If your not OK with it you can always share your concerns with Sue and discuss how you are feeling with her. From my perspective, I would think that it was good for all three of you for Sue & Paul to have shared their first night together in your marriage bed and I do know how you feel about being speechless now that Sue is asking in her own way about a night at Paul’s place alone for the night. If you are committed to this adventure, maybe it would be good for you both if you openly gave Sue the green light to spend tomorrow night at his place especially considering that she may not see him much over the next couple of weeks considering the holiday’s are here.
You are beginning to feel those enhanced types of intimacy in which Far2 and I mentioned earlier. I speak from very direct experience of having gone through the normalization of various forms of denial myself so I do understand how you feel when you began to express the feeling you were having when the non-sexual contact brings about feelings and have more meaning which bring the two of you so much closer then the same may have before the most recent restrictions and denial which may result from Sue becoming more exclusive with Paul as her alpha. You will find that the most delicate, the simplest of the non-sexual contact from kissing, hugs and other various types of touching bring about much more intimate and strong feelings, some of which may triumph even the feeling of intercourse for those of us beta leaning men which have experienced various forms/levels of denial.
Thank you for your continued sharing on the forum.
You are beginning to feel those enhanced types of intimacy in which Far2 and I mentioned earlier. I speak from very direct experience of having gone through the normalization of various forms of denial myself so I do understand how you feel when you began to express the feeling you were having when the non-sexual contact brings about feelings and have more meaning which bring the two of you so much closer then the same may have before the most recent restrictions and denial which may result from Sue becoming more exclusive with Paul as her alpha. You will find that the most delicate, the simplest of the non-sexual contact from kissing, hugs and other various types of touching bring about much more intimate and strong feelings, some of which may triumph even the feeling of intercourse for those of us beta leaning men which have experienced various forms/levels of denial.
Thank you for your continued sharing on the forum.
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Dana, yes, a bit like a runaway train, good analogy.
Squirming, I understand what you're saying and it's not something I haven't been expecting.
When she came home last night we talked a bit more and she told me that she felt really wonderful after spending the night with Paul and she came out and said that she wanted it tonight. I told her that I thought she/we were rushing things and she sort of gave me a guilt trip a bit, she said that I was the one who started it by suggesting he sleep over in the first place. But she then gave me that sexy smile and said that "I really want to". She continued to tell me that she doesn't feel like she's in love with Paul "if you were worrying about that" but she continued to say that she'd never really felt this comfortable with another guy before, like he's so much more than a friend. I asked about Robert and she said that she was a bit to infatuated with him and with her desire (at the time) to feel some sort of emotional bond with him that she never got to where she felt he could be someone she could truly be friends with. She turned to look at me and said that she thought that Paul might be more than just a flash-in-the-pan and that "he might be a really good friend too". She said that sleeping next to him, that once they'd been done with sex that she felt comfortable with him and wanted to be with him and talk with him and that it was easy to do so.
She came up to me and kissed me and cupped my cock through my pants and she smiled when I was more than just a little hard. "Turns you on to think about this" and she smiled and then said "you'll really have something to take care of yourself for" meaning tonight. She stepped back and said "it might be the last time we can do this for like a month .... you going to be okay with this?"
When I nodded yes she squealed out loud, kissed me again and said again "I'll make it worthwhile for you". When I asked her what she was going to do she said "wait till Thursday". I reluctantly (but quite expectedly) said okay. She immediately started to ask me "what should I wear for work on Thursday" and she checked the forecast. Oh god was it ever incredibly erotic to see her packing an overnight bag. I almost jerked off watching her pack - yes a pair of panties, bra, camisole, stockings and a dress (hanging separately) went into the bag - but then she turned to smile at me and went to her lingerie drawer and said "and for tomorrow night" and she picked out something very sexy - a lacy top bra, very skimpy panties, and a pair of stockings and matching garter belt. She held it up against her and said "sexy enough for tomorrow night?" and then she giggled and said "come on baby, you should be horny about this" and she came over and found out for real that I was. She smiled, leaned down and kissed me and said she loved me.
I was hard and I know she felt it against her as we spooned together, she even reached back and patted my cock and said "he'll just have to wait won't he?". She knew it turned me on to feel her push my cock so it pointed away from her and to then snuggle back against me.
She just left not 20 minutes ago and seemed to take pleasure in, as we were getting ready and she was in the bathroom putting her make-up on that she turned to me as I hung my towel and when she saw my cock was hard she turned to me while I was still naked and she held me and again said she loved me and then with an almost sexy evil smile and sound in her voice she said "turns you on to think that this will be Paul and me at his place tomorrow morning doesn't it".
As she pulled on her work-clothes this morning while I navigated around my hard-on as i tried to pull on my underwear she said to me "if this feels nice baby, I want to start to leave some stuff of mine at Pauls .... you know, for next time". I saw her look at me in the dresser mirror as she said that and when I didn't say anything back she smiled at me and let me watch her pull her top on and button it up. After she put her overnight bag and her dress on the hanger into the back of her car she came and and gave me a huge hug and an incredibly passionate kiss after which she held me and then looked at me and said with no uncertainty "I love you baby, you are the best". She said that she would call and text me later "so you can maybe enjoy yourself too".
She didn't need to say anything more. And now, I need a few minutes to get myself together before I head into work myself.
I am already hard. I think this might be the last big thing for her and them until after New Years so in a way I know that we have a natural break for a few weeks after this.
Squirming, I understand what you're saying and it's not something I haven't been expecting.
When she came home last night we talked a bit more and she told me that she felt really wonderful after spending the night with Paul and she came out and said that she wanted it tonight. I told her that I thought she/we were rushing things and she sort of gave me a guilt trip a bit, she said that I was the one who started it by suggesting he sleep over in the first place. But she then gave me that sexy smile and said that "I really want to". She continued to tell me that she doesn't feel like she's in love with Paul "if you were worrying about that" but she continued to say that she'd never really felt this comfortable with another guy before, like he's so much more than a friend. I asked about Robert and she said that she was a bit to infatuated with him and with her desire (at the time) to feel some sort of emotional bond with him that she never got to where she felt he could be someone she could truly be friends with. She turned to look at me and said that she thought that Paul might be more than just a flash-in-the-pan and that "he might be a really good friend too". She said that sleeping next to him, that once they'd been done with sex that she felt comfortable with him and wanted to be with him and talk with him and that it was easy to do so.
She came up to me and kissed me and cupped my cock through my pants and she smiled when I was more than just a little hard. "Turns you on to think about this" and she smiled and then said "you'll really have something to take care of yourself for" meaning tonight. She stepped back and said "it might be the last time we can do this for like a month .... you going to be okay with this?"
When I nodded yes she squealed out loud, kissed me again and said again "I'll make it worthwhile for you". When I asked her what she was going to do she said "wait till Thursday". I reluctantly (but quite expectedly) said okay. She immediately started to ask me "what should I wear for work on Thursday" and she checked the forecast. Oh god was it ever incredibly erotic to see her packing an overnight bag. I almost jerked off watching her pack - yes a pair of panties, bra, camisole, stockings and a dress (hanging separately) went into the bag - but then she turned to smile at me and went to her lingerie drawer and said "and for tomorrow night" and she picked out something very sexy - a lacy top bra, very skimpy panties, and a pair of stockings and matching garter belt. She held it up against her and said "sexy enough for tomorrow night?" and then she giggled and said "come on baby, you should be horny about this" and she came over and found out for real that I was. She smiled, leaned down and kissed me and said she loved me.
I was hard and I know she felt it against her as we spooned together, she even reached back and patted my cock and said "he'll just have to wait won't he?". She knew it turned me on to feel her push my cock so it pointed away from her and to then snuggle back against me.
She just left not 20 minutes ago and seemed to take pleasure in, as we were getting ready and she was in the bathroom putting her make-up on that she turned to me as I hung my towel and when she saw my cock was hard she turned to me while I was still naked and she held me and again said she loved me and then with an almost sexy evil smile and sound in her voice she said "turns you on to think that this will be Paul and me at his place tomorrow morning doesn't it".
As she pulled on her work-clothes this morning while I navigated around my hard-on as i tried to pull on my underwear she said to me "if this feels nice baby, I want to start to leave some stuff of mine at Pauls .... you know, for next time". I saw her look at me in the dresser mirror as she said that and when I didn't say anything back she smiled at me and let me watch her pull her top on and button it up. After she put her overnight bag and her dress on the hanger into the back of her car she came and and gave me a huge hug and an incredibly passionate kiss after which she held me and then looked at me and said with no uncertainty "I love you baby, you are the best". She said that she would call and text me later "so you can maybe enjoy yourself too".
She didn't need to say anything more. And now, I need a few minutes to get myself together before I head into work myself.
I am already hard. I think this might be the last big thing for her and them until after New Years so in a way I know that we have a natural break for a few weeks after this.
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