Thank you midnightfapper for your comforting words.
I really needed them!
midnightfapper said:
... I know you were looking forward to it but it's not like your wife hasn't spread her legs before, and given the chance she will again, no worries.
That first -and only time- she did it, it was merely accidental
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My fear is that she will not repeat the experience!
In the mean time the biological clock is running faster and faster...
midnightfapper said:
She's already fucked (or allowed them to fuck her, to put it more accurately) three or so guys, right?
That was "only" two, actually.
Two doctors, to be precise.
midnightfapper said:
Sound to me like even though she doesn't actively seek it, she doesn't really turn it down either.
I wouldn't be so sure that she does not turn it down...
She once gave a hand job to her Personal Trainer (who was a very good looking guy, I must admit).
But instead of fucking him the following week, as planned, she preferred to quit and never met him ever since.
She is a cock-tease! I guarantee!!!
midnightfapper said:
... That in and of itself might be the most exciting part. You never know when your wife is going to spread her legs for a strange cock. It could happen at any time, any day, anywhere. To me that sounds like more of an adventure than just going to bars and getting picked up.
I agree 100%.
Linda might very likely surprise me (and all of you) without any "advance notice".
To me, having a wife who might take a stranger cock any time is much more arousing than having a ****** at your side.
Intimately, my
hope is that this trip has been
a tipping point, and will increase my chances that Linda will soon cuck me
deliberately.
When she made me find that sexy lingerie in her luggage, and that box of condoms (OMG!), it seemed to me that she was really horny.
She later said that she was just pandering to me, because she loves me, but had no real plans to cuck me.
On her way back, she admitted that she had been turned on by packing that lingerie and by buying those condoms, but also said: "... because that was between me and you...", the she kissed me. I really don't know how to interpret those words, but they don't look encouraging to me...
But I'd say: never say never!
Anyhow...
thank you again my friend for you kind words
- GordonPym