Last night in bed was my chance to tease and arouse Min-Ju, even if it also made my cock ache, too. It's clear she was horny for her date, and I had delicious fun pushing her to admit her lusts in a way that made her self-conscious. She likes being a slut, but forcing her to admit that openly can be humiliating for her in a fun way. I started by massaging her breasts, kissing her neck, and encouraging her to think about her date Tuesday night. She moaned, and when I asked if she was looking forward to it, tried to dodge the question at first but then admitted that yes, she was. I kissed down her body and pushed her nightdress up and moved between her legs, kissing and licking her pussy, and while I licked her, I kept goading her to talk about Caleb and her excitement for him. Her pussy got so wet. As I licked her, she said that "Yes, I'm so horny for him, baby... I really want his cock." We talked about how long it's been, almost a week, and she groaned that "It's been so long... it's been so hard to wait." We talked a bit about that, whether she was frustrated having to wait, and she confessed that part of her felt a little frustrated that I wanted her to wait, even though she totally understood. "Do you want to see him more?" I asked, and she moaned out a long "Y-e-s-s." Imagine how much cock felt in that moment!
Of course, she was horny and worked up, we both were, so the things we said were in the heat of the moment, part of our play and not necessarily how we are thinking and feeling in more sober moments. It was fun getting her so worked up, and getting her to confess her excitement. It was intensely hard on my own cock, too -- 8 days! But I got my revenge by not letting her cum. I kept licking her... then stopping and rubbing her body... then licking more. I told her she couldn't cum; she has to save all that sexual need for her date. We talked about what she wanted to do with him, and what I wanted her to do. I got her to promise to give an "enthusiastic yes!" to the first thing he asks of her sexually, no matter what it is. We both acknowledged the risk of this, but it got us both very hot because of that risk. He might ask anything, and she will say yes. She's to kneel in front of him and beg, "Tell me what you want from me... anything you want..." The possibilities are electric for both of us. Imagine how she will be making herself submissive to him. But then she also suggested that while she should say "yes!" to his first request, she should say "no" to something he asks later, which I have to say is a diabolically good idea. She wants to tease him, too, and she pointed out that if she seems too eager or immediately gives him what he wants, she loses some of the mystery and appeal she wants to hold over him. So he's in for some "yes" -- but also for some "no." Hot.
After we stopped her tease and cuddled, leaving her wet and horny and unsatisfied, I raised the subject of whether she planned to stay the night, careful not to ask in a leading way. I wanted it to be her decision, but I wanted her to be thinking about it. She said she was thinking about maybe staying the night. But she said it a little quietly, nervously, as though testing my reaction. I pulled her close and kissed her and assured her she should stay with him. "I want you to," I said. Then I tentatively pushed a little further, wanting to understand her reaction. "Do you like that bit of intimacy, staying in his bed?" She ducked her head to the side, pulling under the cover a bit, which gave me my answer. She does, but she feels shy about it. The shirt idea keeps getting sexier. I floated the idea to her, that if she does stay she should ask to wear one of his shirts. I love your new idea of her wearing it home and marking her body then as off limits to my hands and eyes.
Several of your posts have been asking about where things are going with Caleb. It's hard to say. I guess I'm not sure. As I've said before, Min-Ju tends to resist defining things; she tends to think more in the moment and sometimes swings back and forth on things. And for myself, I'm enjoying watching how things unfold. So for now at least there's not really a sense of whether we are pushing things toward "fuck-buddy" territory or more toward long-term boyfriend. We seem to be somewhere in the middle. She's definitely hot for sex with him. She was so wet last night as I licked her. But she does also enjoy his company (which, given how picky she can be, says a lot). She likes his energy and enthusiasm, she likes talking with him, and she liked hanging out with his friends. Or maybe a better way to put it is she's having fun with those aspects of her play. So there is some potential for elements of "bf" with him, even as, ultimately, he's not a guy she would ever consider dating when she was single. I admit to playing with some risk here. I can see why some of you worry she might be getting too fixated on Caleb, I feel it, too, but it's also exciting in a scary way to let her chart her own course in this. She may well start to let more kinds of intimacies develop with him, and there's a reckless part of me that is very aroused by that. Still, I do very much agree our play should expand beyond just him. That's why I asked her to go out with Saturday night to flirt, even if that wasn't the most successful, and the other day I also urged her to resume her habit of stopping by the bar on her way home on Thursdays. Right now I'm not asking her about Darren because she should get to focus all her sexual energy on her date tonight, but afterwards, I plan to ask how things are going with him. Who knows, maybe things have been developing with him in ways I'm as yet *******? I'm not sure if a full-fledged fuck buddy with another guy is going to emerge any time soon. It will be enough if she's just flirting and thinking about other guys, and going out with me to play, don't you guys think?
PS I got some clarification on the date tonight, which is to say she got some clarification from him. He's invited her over ostensibly so they can cook together; she's been asking him about his workplace because she really interested in eating healthy. (This means any new recipes she learns from him she'll then be making for us at home later...) Somehow, I don't think I'm the only one doing a mental "... uh huh, sure... " about this idea that they'll be cooking together all evening instead of, well, other things....