Ok, so a week ago my wife and i are in bed, she wants to watch some porn. She has always had a curiosity about gay porn but i don't own any and she hasn't seen any. Before the porn starts, one of those phone sex ads is on and it's with shemales. she said she is currious and wanted to see more. I bought a collection of dvd's off ebay a while back and one was a shemale dvd that i kinda forgot i even had. She mentioned it though so i got it out and we watched for about an hour. She said her curiosity is over, no need for any gay stuff anymore, she said it was disturbing and she has no interest any further. So, a few nights later she says that she has been having d reams about it and they are in her words disturbing. I asked her what and she wouldn't tell me but i got it out of her after some asking. She said that she dreamed that i set up a three way with her and another guy, specifically a black guy. She said that when she wouldn't go through with it, i started sucking him off and she left the room because i wanted to show her it was no big deal but she wasn't into it at all and was disturbed that i was sucking a guy off. So, i see this as an opportunity i may never get again so i took it.
I said that i am not interested in having sex with anyone but her so she need not worry, but if she wanted sex with someone else, i'd understand. She just said, "really?" I said yes and that wasn't a pass for me to sleep around, i have no interest in that, but if she wanted to explore or experience things she had my full support. I didn't need to know in advance, i just had to find out afterwards. She sat for a second and said, "no other guy would offer such a thing." I said that yes, but i didn't want to sleep around, but she could experiement. She then said that it would never happen, she needs to be in love to have sex and a fling just wouldn't be that. She also said no guy would want her because she has kids and is married. I told her that is exactly what a guy looks for, no chance of a commitment, just sex because she wouldn't leave her family. Well, she said that she would never do it though, wasn't interested. I told her that if she changed her mind i'd be ok.
A little background. We have been married for 12 years, both virgins when we met, never had sex with anyone else. So, not like she can compare or anything with me and someone else. We have experimented a little with chastity and denial, she used a strapon on me a few times, we have a collection of toys that we use once in a great while. All and all, things are very vanilla. I just don't know where to go from here because i really would like her to cuck me or at least try some other cock, but it doesn't look like she will. At least she thought about it, if only for a second, but i couldn't pass that opportunity up.
I said that i am not interested in having sex with anyone but her so she need not worry, but if she wanted sex with someone else, i'd understand. She just said, "really?" I said yes and that wasn't a pass for me to sleep around, i have no interest in that, but if she wanted to explore or experience things she had my full support. I didn't need to know in advance, i just had to find out afterwards. She sat for a second and said, "no other guy would offer such a thing." I said that yes, but i didn't want to sleep around, but she could experiement. She then said that it would never happen, she needs to be in love to have sex and a fling just wouldn't be that. She also said no guy would want her because she has kids and is married. I told her that is exactly what a guy looks for, no chance of a commitment, just sex because she wouldn't leave her family. Well, she said that she would never do it though, wasn't interested. I told her that if she changed her mind i'd be ok.
A little background. We have been married for 12 years, both virgins when we met, never had sex with anyone else. So, not like she can compare or anything with me and someone else. We have experimented a little with chastity and denial, she used a strapon on me a few times, we have a collection of toys that we use once in a great while. All and all, things are very vanilla. I just don't know where to go from here because i really would like her to cuck me or at least try some other cock, but it doesn't look like she will. At least she thought about it, if only for a second, but i couldn't pass that opportunity up.