Is This The Start Or The End?

[BigdaddyToronto]

Monday 6/3 Mr. commuter showed up for 'morning service'. I say that because he, as said before, has become old hat. He shows up gets off and leaves, in reality what else is expected? Nothing. And as a repeat he did the same on his way home from work. As a general rule his visits last 15-20 minutes. He gets off, she gets off and I get sloppy seconds or cleanup, so we're all winners. So what am I wanting that's not being provided. I don't really know. This is the life of a 'hotwife husband', wanting more but not knowing what it is that is wanted.

Tuesday 6/4 HWR told me that it seems that the 3 days a week is working, but the discussion went deeper.

HWR: "I think Monday, Wednesday & Friday is working well. Thanks for suggesting it and not letting me violate it."

ME: "Of course you're welcome."

HWR: "The only downside is not enough time to experience more men."

ME: "Yeah but you're still getting new guys."

HWR: "Not really."

ME: "OK, let's do a refresher. Last Monday Mr. commuter brought a friend, Wednesday the bartender brought a friend and last Friday you had a mini-gangbang. That's 5."

HWR: "I count 3 as 2 guys from Friday were a repeat."

ME: "Got me, you're right. Even still 3 ain't bad."

HWR: "It ain't good either. Besides what's this mini-gang bang thing?"

ME: "You had 3 guys right. So it's a gangbang."

HWR: "I don't see that. It was a 4 some."

ME: "So it were 12 guys it would a 13-some? Where is there a line."

HWR: "I see your point but can't put number on it. And while we're on the subject, I AM READY FOR A GROUP. Notice I didn't say 'I think'."

ME: "OK. Do you want to contact the bartender or should I."

HWR: "I want to but I'll let you."

ME: "Let's talk about it for a few moments."

HWR: "What's to talk about?"

ME: "Let me talk, you'll see my thinking."

HWR: "OK"

ME: "I've noticed that you're having trouble multi-tasking."

HWR: "Yeah we know that it's part of my executive function deficit."

ME: "I know that but it's gotten worse. I noticed that last week when you were trying to suck and fuck at the same time. And I think you've noticed it as well."

HWR: "I don't think so."

ME: "Stop being so defensive, I'm on your side. What you told me about last Friday night was that you had trouble. I'm gonna get something to drink, think about it while I do."

When I returned.

HWR: "As I think back you're right I did have trouble, so what difference does that make."

ME: "Let's think group for a moment. You're getting fucked and trying to suck but can't give the cock in you mouth the proper attention. So the guy grabs your head and start skull fucking or face fucking you. Then what?"

HWR: "Not sure exactly what those are but I do understand if he gets too aggressive because I'm ignoring him."

ME: "That's the point. It's about your pleasure and your well being."

HWR: "I see you point but I want to have sex with a bunch of guys at the same time. So what's our options."

ME: "I want you too as well. So lets think about a gangbang, one guy after another and bukkake. So you if you have more than 1 guy you don't need to anything as they will just jerk off on you without you needing to multi-task."

HWR: "I can't believe we're having this discussion, about how your ***** wife, your slut is gonna have sex with a bunch of other men."

ME: "It's what we both want right?"

HWR: "Yes it is."

ME: "OK then. Next question is how many guys. The bartender says expect no shows, so if we say 6 and there are 3 no shows it's not really a big event for you."

HWR: "Yup you're right it's like a night at Gayle's."

ME: "But what if all 8 show up?"

HWR: "That's more like it."

ME: "I dare say neither of us know if you can handle 8 guys."

HWR: "Only one way to find out."

ME: "What about a fluffer?"

HWR: "What's that?"

ME: "Someone who gets the guys hard for you."

HWR: "I can do that myself."

ME: "We jout discussed that, you can't multi-task."

HWR: "Yeah right, what was I thinking. You can."

ME: "I don't think a lot of guys are interested in M2M action. Beside if a guy sticks his cock in my mouth I'm not gonna stop when he gets hard."

HWR "Then he'll cum, what's the problem?"

ME: "Then he won't be available for you."

HWR: "Yup I see that now. Maybe Gayle but it's gotta be on a Friday and she won't be naked with you there."

ME: "I don't get that naked thing."

HWR: "Be that as it may. Before I ask her we'll ask the bartender. He obviously has experience in these things."

ME: "Sounds like a plan."

HWR: "How long do you think the event will last?"

ME: "8 guys 10-15 each as an average. 1 1/2 - 2 hours. Do you think you can handle 2 hours of non-stop fucking."

HWR: "Whether I can or can't I will. I want it bad, real bad."


ME: "You know this is a big step."

HWR: "I disagree. Becoming a hotwife was a big step, this is evolution."

ME: "While we're talking a couple of other things if I may."

HWR: "Must we."

ME: "Yes I think so."

HWR: "Go for it but be quick."

ME: "This past week you had a 'bout' of the extreme horny's and couldn't find anyone. I could have helped. All you had to do is say something and I could have gone on-line and see if I could find someone."

HWR: "I appreciate your offer. But no. That's not gonna happen. It's one of those things I need to do for myself."

ME: "The bartender sets things up. And you're a bit tech challenged."

HWR: "Yeah he does, but it's different. If I ever need your help I'll let you know I promise, until then don't waste your time or efforts. No more discussion about that, please."

ME: "OK. I'll hold you to that promise. The other thing is the black work colleague of Mr. commuter."

HWR: "Yeah what about him."

ME: "First look at the difference between him and the bartender. The bartender is rude ignores me and lasts maybe 15 minutes. The colleague was respectful of us both and you were with the colleague for almost 24 hours............."

HWR: "No it wasn't that long."

ME: "Oh yeah. He got here about 4:30 on Wednesday and left about 2:30 on Thursday. That's 22 hours. 22 hours of sex."

HWR: "Holy shit, you're; right. But it wasn't just sex, there was a lot of sleeping, some eating, some showering, and yes a lot of sex, good sex."

ME: "The last thing, he's black."

HWR: "So what, you don't think he's the 1st black guy I've fucked do you?"

ME: "No, that's not it. You know I'm color blind"

HWR: "Then what's the issue?"

ME: "Our neighbors are nosey and he'll stand out like a sore thumb.

HWR: "And the other guys won't?"

ME: "No the won't, they're all white and fit in."

HWR: "There are blacks living here."

ME: "Yes there are, but in our neighborhood."

HWR: "We have a cover story should it arise."

ME: "Yeah we do but since he's unusual here he will be remembered. Besides he's bald, he doesn't need a haircut."

HWR: "Are you saying I should give him up before it really gets started?"

ME: "I haven't nixed anyone yet and I don't plan on it. But we need to do something different."

HWR: "Like what?"

ME: "I have no idea."

HWR: "Let's give it some thought and I'll talk to him as well."

ME: "That sounds reasonable. See I'm not your enemy. I want you to have sex as much as you want to."

HWR: "Anything else?"

ME: "Yeah, what was with the lingerie, that's not generally in our playbook."

HWR: "He suggested it and thought I'd do something different and maybe please him at the same time."

ME: "Well I must say it surprised me and you looked spectacular, seductive."

HWR: "I realized that was something I was missing in all this."

ME: "I feel a case of whiplash coming on."

HWR: "Seduction! I don't get seduced I'm just a fuck toy."

ME: "Isn't that what you want"

HWR: "Yes and no."

ME: "Whiplash."

HWR: "I'm a woman you should be used to it by now."

ME: "Yeah well, I'm not.

HWR: "I miss that buildup to sex, the seduction, the teasing, the compliments the dressing up the visual of a man all decked out."

ME: "Are you saying you want to go on 'dates'?

HWR: "No and I'm having trouble explaining it. I don't want to date but I want to be treated like it's a date. I want to be able to refuse a guy's advances as if I weren't a slut who'd fuck anyone."

ME: "Or accept them!?"

HWR: "Yes, or accept them."

ME: "Yeah but every guy knows why he's here. It's been about the destination not the journey."

HWR: "Maybe we need more journey."

ME: "Less destination?"

HWR: "Fuck no. Hell no."

ME: "Whiplash."

HWR: "I don't know, I'm confusing myself."

ME: "Me too. Suppose I try and get a guy on board, you know to seduce you, it doesn't really makes sense to me. What do I tell a guy, you need to seduce her but don't worry you to fuck her in the end anyway."

HWR: "You get a guy? NO ABSOLUTELY NOT, YOU'RE NOT PART OF GETTING MEN, WHY CAN'T YOU UNDERSTAND THAT?"

ME: "I got is I was merely giving you a suggestion. I'm not sure what you want."

HWR: "Me either."

ME: "Do you want to stop?"

HWR: "I don't know."

ME: "DO you........................."

HWR: "I feel like I've become a piece of fuck meat. Guys come here fuck me then leave. There's nothing more."

ME: "You had more with the work colleague. Besides you wanted it this way."

HWR: "No I didn't, you wanted it, for me to have sex with other men, now I am, it's what you wanted I kept saying no."

ME: "Yes we know that, I mean you wanted to just fuck, no prelims."

HWR: "That's true."

ME: "So let me try and break it down. Just shout out the answer without any thought of the ramifications."

HWR: "I don't know if that will do anything."

ME: "Neither do I, but let's try. Again do you want to stop?"

HWR: "No, yes, I don't know."

ME: "Do you want to be courted, you know wooed?"

HWR: "I don't know."

ME: "Do you want romance rather than juat sex?"

HWR: "I don't know."

ME: "OK I see we're in 'I don't know territory' and we're not gonna get anywhere substantial. So I suggest we leave things as they are, you think about what you want and we'll talk about it at later time."

HWR: "OK."

This is why I say whiplash. At times she bounces from pillar to post. Sometime cognitive issues take control, and this is one of those times. I've learned that when that happens to just let it drop.

Wednesday 6/5 Mr. commuter came by on his way home from work. They fucked in the great room. I got sloppy seconds there as well."

Thursday 6/6 was a therapy day. Turns out the neuro-vestibular therapist has left the agency, and they had 'fill in PTA'. Caused her RSD to flare up. So we nixed the rest of the therapy until they get a replacement 'specialist'. Plan is for end of July to start back up.

She can't take any pain breakthrough meds due to a miscount situation using her opiod pain meds, which I'm not prepared to detail.

Friday 6/6 Mr. commuter came by in the morning, She could only give him head as she was in way too much pain. He offered to bypass any engagement but she said you here now so let's get it to it.

Later in eh day the bartender came by. I suggested she not have him but she insisted. She's in charge!

She was still in too much pain to for anything physical. She told me that she'd just suck him off. I suggested that maybe she should rethink that as he drops huge loads. I set up a plastic sheet over a dining room chair as the pad wasn't large enough. It just wasn't possible for her to be on her knees. So the plan was for her to sit on the chair.
Monday 6/3 Mr. commuter showed up for 'morning service'. I say that because he, as said before, has become old hat. He shows up gets off and leaves, in reality what else is expected? Nothing. And as a repeat he did the same on his way home from work. As a general rule his visits last 15-20 minutes. He gets off, she gets off and I get sloppy seconds or cleanup, so we're all winners. So what am I wanting that's not being provided. I don't really know. This is the life of a 'hotwife husband', wanting more but not knowing what it is that is wanted.

Tuesday 6/4 HWR told me that it seems that the 3 days a week is working, but the discussion went deeper.

HWR: "I think Monday, Wednesday & Friday is working well. Thanks for suggesting it and not letting me violate it."

ME: "Of course you're welcome."

HWR: "The only downside is not enough time to experience more men."

ME: "Yeah but you're still getting new guys."

HWR: "Not really."

ME: "OK, let's do a refresher. Last Monday Mr. commuter brought a friend, Wednesday the bartender brought a friend and last Friday you had a mini-gangbang. That's 5."

HWR: "I count 3 as 2 guys from Friday were a repeat."

ME: "Got me, you're right. Even still 3 ain't bad."

HWR: "It ain't good either. Besides what's this mini-gang bang thing?"

ME: "You had 3 guys right. So it's a gangbang."

HWR: "I don't see that. It was a 4 some."

ME: "So it were 12 guys it would a 13-some? Where is there a line."

HWR: "I see your point but can't put number on it. And while we're on the subject, I AM READY FOR A GROUP. Notice I didn't say 'I think'."

ME: "OK. Do you want to contact the bartender or should I."

HWR: "I want to but I'll let you."

ME: "Let's talk about it for a few moments."

HWR: "What's to talk about?"

ME: "Let me talk, you'll see my thinking."

HWR: "OK"

ME: "I've noticed that you're having trouble multi-tasking."

HWR: "Yeah we know that it's part of my executive function deficit."

ME: "I know that but it's gotten worse. I noticed that last week when you were trying to suck and fuck at the same time. And I think you've noticed it as well."

HWR: "I don't think so."

ME: "Stop being so defensive, I'm on your side. What you told me about last Friday night was that you had trouble. I'm gonna get something to drink, think about it while I do."

When I returned.

HWR: "As I think back you're right I did have trouble, so what difference does that make."

ME: "Let's think group for a moment. You're getting fucked and trying to suck but can't give the cock in you mouth the proper attention. So the guy grabs your head and start skull fucking or face fucking you. Then what?"

HWR: "Not sure exactly what those are but I do understand if he gets too aggressive because I'm ignoring him."

ME: "That's the point. It's about your pleasure and your well being."

HWR: "I see you point but I want to have sex with a bunch of guys at the same time. So what's our options."

ME: "I want you too as well. So lets think about a gangbang, one guy after another and bukkake. So you if you have more than 1 guy you don't need to anything as they will just jerk off on you without you needing to multi-task."

HWR: "I can't believe we're having this discussion, about how your ***** wife, your slut is gonna have sex with a bunch of other men."

ME: "It's what we both want right?"

HWR: "Yes it is."

ME: "OK then. Next question is how many guys. The bartender says expect no shows, so if we say 6 and there are 3 no shows it's not really a big event for you."

HWR: "Yup you're right it's like a night at Gayle's."

ME: "But what if all 8 show up?"

HWR: "That's more like it."

ME: "I dare say neither of us know if you can handle 8 guys."

HWR: "Only one way to find out."

ME: "What about a fluffer?"

HWR: "What's that?"

ME: "Someone who gets the guys hard for you."

HWR: "I can do that myself."

ME: "We jout discussed that, you can't multi-task."

HWR: "Yeah right, what was I thinking. You can."

ME: "I don't think a lot of guys are interested in M2M action. Beside if a guy sticks his cock in my mouth I'm not gonna stop when he gets hard."

HWR "Then he'll cum, what's the problem?"

ME: "Then he won't be available for you."

HWR: "Yup I see that now. Maybe Gayle but it's gotta be on a Friday and she won't be naked with you there."

ME: "I don't get that naked thing."

HWR: "Be that as it may. Before I ask her we'll ask the bartender. He obviously has experience in these things."

ME: "Sounds like a plan."

HWR: "How long do you think the event will last?"

ME: "8 guys 10-15 each as an average. 1 1/2 - 2 hours. Do you think you can handle 2 hours of non-stop fucking."

HWR: "Whether I can or can't I will. I want it bad, real bad."


ME: "You know this is a big step."

HWR: "I disagree. Becoming a hotwife was a big step, this is evolution."

ME: "While we're talking a couple of other things if I may."

HWR: "Must we."

ME: "Yes I think so."

HWR: "Go for it but be quick."

ME: "This past week you had a 'bout' of the extreme horny's and couldn't find anyone. I could have helped. All you had to do is say something and I could have gone on-line and see if I could find someone."

HWR: "I appreciate your offer. But no. That's not gonna happen. It's one of those things I need to do for myself."

ME: "The bartender sets things up. And you're a bit tech challenged."

HWR: "Yeah he does, but it's different. If I ever need your help I'll let you know I promise, until then don't waste your time or efforts. No more discussion about that, please."

ME: "OK. I'll hold you to that promise. The other thing is the black work colleague of Mr. commuter."

HWR: "Yeah what about him."

ME: "First look at the difference between him and the bartender. The bartender is rude ignores me and lasts maybe 15 minutes. The colleague was respectful of us both and you were with the colleague for almost 24 hours............."

HWR: "No it wasn't that long."

ME: "Oh yeah. He got here about 4:30 on Wednesday and left about 2:30 on Thursday. That's 22 hours. 22 hours of sex."

HWR: "Holy shit, you're; right. But it wasn't just sex, there was a lot of sleeping, some eating, some showering, and yes a lot of sex, good sex."

ME: "The last thing, he's black."

HWR: "So what, you don't think he's the 1st black guy I've fucked do you?"

ME: "No, that's not it. You know I'm color blind"

HWR: "Then what's the issue?"

ME: "Our neighbors are nosey and he'll stand out like a sore thumb.

HWR: "And the other guys won't?"

ME: "No the won't, they're all white and fit in."

HWR: "There are blacks living here."

ME: "Yes there are, but in our neighborhood."

HWR: "We have a cover story should it arise."

ME: "Yeah we do but since he's unusual here he will be remembered. Besides he's bald, he doesn't need a haircut."

HWR: "Are you saying I should give him up before it really gets started?"

ME: "I haven't nixed anyone yet and I don't plan on it. But we need to do something different."

HWR: "Like what?"

ME: "I have no idea."

HWR: "Let's give it some thought and I'll talk to him as well."

ME: "That sounds reasonable. See I'm not your enemy. I want you to have sex as much as you want to."

HWR: "Anything else?"

ME: "Yeah, what was with the lingerie, that's not generally in our playbook."

HWR: "He suggested it and thought I'd do something different and maybe please him at the same time."

ME: "Well I must say it surprised me and you looked spectacular, seductive."

HWR: "I realized that was something I was missing in all this."

ME: "I feel a case of whiplash coming on."

HWR: "Seduction! I don't get seduced I'm just a fuck toy."

ME: "Isn't that what you want"

HWR: "Yes and no."

ME: "Whiplash."

HWR: "I'm a woman you should be used to it by now."

ME: "Yeah well, I'm not.

HWR: "I miss that buildup to sex, the seduction, the teasing, the compliments the dressing up the visual of a man all decked out."

ME: "Are you saying you want to go on 'dates'?

HWR: "No and I'm having trouble explaining it. I don't want to date but I want to be treated like it's a date. I want to be able to refuse a guy's advances as if I weren't a slut who'd fuck anyone."

ME: "Or accept them!?"

HWR: "Yes, or accept them."

ME: "Yeah but every guy knows why he's here. It's been about the destination not the journey."

HWR: "Maybe we need more journey."

ME: "Less destination?"

HWR: "Fuck no. Hell no."

ME: "Whiplash."

HWR: "I don't know, I'm confusing myself."

ME: "Me too. Suppose I try and get a guy on board, you know to seduce you, it doesn't really makes sense to me. What do I tell a guy, you need to seduce her but don't worry you to fuck her in the end anyway."

HWR: "You get a guy? NO ABSOLUTELY NOT, YOU'RE NOT PART OF GETTING MEN, WHY CAN'T YOU UNDERSTAND THAT?"

ME: "I got is I was merely giving you a suggestion. I'm not sure what you want."

HWR: "Me either."

ME: "Do you want to stop?"

HWR: "I don't know."

ME: "DO you........................."

HWR: "I feel like I've become a piece of fuck meat. Guys come here fuck me then leave. There's nothing more."

ME: "You had more with the work colleague. Besides you wanted it this way."

HWR: "No I didn't, you wanted it, for me to have sex with other men, now I am, it's what you wanted I kept saying no."

ME: "Yes we know that, I mean you wanted to just fuck, no prelims."

HWR: "That's true."

ME: "So let me try and break it down. Just shout out the answer without any thought of the ramifications."

HWR: "I don't know if that will do anything."

ME: "Neither do I, but let's try. Again do you want to stop?"

HWR: "No, yes, I don't know."

ME: "Do you want to be courted, you know wooed?"

HWR: "I don't know."

ME: "Do you want romance rather than juat sex?"

HWR: "I don't know."

ME: "OK I see we're in 'I don't know territory' and we're not gonna get anywhere substantial. So I suggest we leave things as they are, you think about what you want and we'll talk about it at later time."

HWR: "OK."

This is why I say whiplash. At times she bounces from pillar to post. Sometime cognitive issues take control, and this is one of those times. I've learned that when that happens to just let it drop.

Wednesday 6/5 Mr. commuter came by on his way home from work. They fucked in the great room. I got sloppy seconds there as well."

Thursday 6/6 was a therapy day. Turns out the neuro-vestibular therapist has left the agency, and they had 'fill in PTA'. Caused her RSD to flare up. So we nixed the rest of the therapy until they get a replacement 'specialist'. Plan is for end of July to start back up.

She can't take any pain breakthrough meds due to a miscount situation using her opiod pain meds, which I'm not prepared to detail.

Friday 6/6 Mr. commuter came by in the morning, She could only give him head as she was in way too much pain. He offered to bypass any engagement but she said you here now so let's get it to it.

Later in eh day the bartender came by. I suggested she not have him but she insisted. She's in charge!

She was still in too much pain to for anything physical. She told me that she'd just suck him off. I suggested that maybe she should rethink that as he drops huge loads. I set up a plastic sheet over a dining room chair as the pad wasn't large enough. It just wasn't possible for her to be on her knees. So the plan was for her to sit on the chair.

I let him in, he looked at the chair and asked what was up. I told him, he said OK.

I got her from the bedroom as he undressed. She sat on the chair and started to suck his cock. I stood watching and stroking my cock. About 5 minutes he said he was getting close, she mumbled ok. And he started cumming, it was shooting out of her mouth and I watched as she tried to take it all swallowing as fast as she could. It was took much and she started to choke and cough and almost vomit as she pulled her mouth off of him. She was spewing liquid from her mouth, saliva cum and probably a big of vomit, her eyes were running tears down her face as well. Obviously when his flood gate was opened it didn't stop he kept cumming as she was struggling just shooting cum on her, stream after stream. Final she caught her breath just as he was done. I had gotten her a towel he started to stoke his still hard cock as she wiped her mouth as best she could. I took the towel when she was done, cum still on parts of her face, red eyes, cum in her hair and on her tits.

As he stroked she opened her mouth like a bird waiting for a feeding. He shot a 2nd load this time she took it a bit better swallowing what she could but closing her mouth to control it as necessary. When he was done he went for a 3rd time and she followed did exactly the same thing. When he was done he said he had to go. Shook off the last drops of cum grabbed a paper towel from the island wiped his cock and threw it on the floor, not even walking to the garbage 10 feet away to toss it out. This guy is so rude.

They thanked each other and she said she had to tell him something he said he didn't have time now to text or call him. And in a heartbeat he was gone.

She was covered in cum. I offered her to help her shower, she refused so I offered her a towel she refused but asked me to help her to the bed, still covered in his cum. She took Big John and masturbated as she rubbed his cum on her body. After 2 orgasms she asked me to help her shower. I got a blowjob as I washed her.

Whiplash, from the extreme of talking about seduction to being a cum dumpster within 24 hours.

Saturday 6/7 I asked her if she gave it any thought. She asked what. I told her our discussion. She said what discussion. I gave her the highlights, black colleague, gang bang, seduction. She said she had no idea what I was talking about. It was if it never happened. I'm kinda used her short term memory issues. Sometimes its' worse than others, this is one of the worse.


I let him in, he looked at the chair and asked what was up. I told him, he said OK.

I got her from the bedroom as he undressed. She sat on the chair and started to suck his cock. I stood watching and stroking my cock. About 5 minutes he said he was getting close, she mumbled ok. And he started cumming, it was shooting out of her mouth and I watched as she tried to take it all swallowing as fast as she could. It was took much and she started to choke and cough and almost vomit as she pulled her mouth off of him. She was spewing liquid from her mouth, saliva cum and probably a big of vomit, her eyes were running tears down her face as well. Obviously when his flood gate was opened it didn't stop he kept cumming as she was struggling just shooting cum on her, stream after stream. Final she caught her breath just as he was done. I had gotten her a towel he started to stoke his still hard cock as she wiped her mouth as best she could. I took the towel when she was done, cum still on parts of her face, red eyes, cum in her hair and on her tits.

As he stroked she opened her mouth like a bird waiting for a feeding. He shot a 2nd load this time she took it a bit better swallowing what she could but closing her mouth to control it as necessary. When he was done he went for a 3rd time and she followed did exactly the same thing. When he was done he said he had to go. Shook off the last drops of cum grabbed a paper towel from the island wiped his cock and threw it on the floor, not even walking to the garbage 10 feet away to toss it out. This guy is so rude.

They thanked each other and she said she had to tell him something he said he didn't have time now to text or call him. And in a heartbeat he was gone.

She was covered in cum. I offered her to help her shower, she refused so I offered her a towel she refused but asked me to help her to the bed, still covered in his cum. She took Big John and masturbated as she rubbed his cum on her body. After 2 orgasms she asked me to help her shower. I got a blowjob as I washed her.

Whiplash, from the extreme of talking about seduction to being a cum dumpster within 24 hours.

Saturday 6/7 I asked her if she gave it any thought. She asked what. I told her our discussion. She said what discussion. I gave her the highlights, black colleague, gang bang, seduction. She said she had no idea what I was talking about. It was if it never happened. I'm kinda used her short term memory issues. Sometimes its' worse than others, this is one of the worse.

i get where shes coming from.
every woman, slut, *****, wants 1 guy that she has a special connection with sexually, with a little extra chemistry/fireworks/sexual tension and a need to seduce/entice/please each other, not just themselves....someone who is more than just a fuck/release with...could be a boyfriend, a pimp, a regular customer, etc.
shes looking to fill that spot, as respectfully, you aren't up to the task. its about more than just getting her off.

 

[Custer Laststand]

....... Sunday 7/14 I got home about 5:45pm, exhausted. ..... [My wife] was aglow and the bedroom reeked of sex. ..... She said they [she and her black lover] were having to good a time and it just went on and on. She said hey had sex, ate, showered, slept and repeated. I angrily asked, "for 4 days?" She said yes the time just got away from them. She asked if she broke any of our rules, that she asked if it was OK and I said yes. But I reminded her she didn't ask for 4 days. She again said it just happened and didn't think she needed to get my OK each day. I said that 'playing house' wasn't in any way shape or form part of our hotwifing. She said that's not what they did. She said they had sex that's all. I said, and actually slept together, she jumped in with she thought was humor saying we really didn't sleep very much. The upshot was the only thing they didn't do was anal, but after he licked her anus to orgasm she almost gave in. He cooked the meals. They showered together. He did the dishes. He even took off from work to be with her. Everything that I normally do. He was my 4 day stand-in, AND the one thing I can't do, fucked her.

All good. Excellent, in fact....

Truth be told, hearing this was very exciting. Is that screwed up or what!

Not at all. As your sexy wife's cuckold husband, it's exactly the way you should feel....

At this point the question that begged it self to be asked. Are you getting a connection with him. She said no, insisted no, but did say she liked him, a lot. But that was it.

Very good. Your wife has made a strong connection with a lover....

I calmed down a bit. She gave me a big wet juicy kiss and said let's go to bed, I need you in me and I'm still cummy from him. And I did get sloppy seconds, not as fresh as usual but still amazing.

Also excellent. You got what you needed....

On another note while away I heard from HWR's ST evaluator. She wanted to talk over coffee. We will be doing so within the next couple of weeks.

That's good to hear. Since you have a "digital connection" with her, you might pass along this link:

HotwifeLetters.com index page:
HotwifeLetters.com Index Page

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[2wheel]

i get where shes coming from.
every woman, slut, *****, wants 1 guy that she has a special connection with sexually, with a little extra chemistry/fireworks/sexual tension and a need to seduce/entice/please each other, not just themselves....someone who is more than just a fuck/release with...could be a boyfriend, a pimp, a regular customer, etc.
shes looking to fill that spot, as respectfully, you aren't up to the task. its about more than just getting her off.

I didn't think of it in those terms. I guess it was a 'void' I used to fill and it needs to be filled by someone else. Our agreement is no connection, that is 'emotional connection', so I guess we'll see where this goes, and I know from 1st hand experience that it isn't always something that can be controlled. Though she has regulars, it is strictly sexual and I sure hope this remains that way, even at a higher sexual level, if it becomes emotional we'll be in a bad place, a very bad place.

 

[2wheel]

All good. Excellent, in fact....

Not at all. As your sexy wife's cuckold husband, it's exactly the way you should feel....

Very good. Your wife has made a strong connection with a lover....

Also excellent. You got what you needed....

That's good to hear. Since you have a "digital connection" with her, you might pass along this link:

HotwifeLetters.com index page:
HotwifeLetters.com Index Page

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Though I don't refer to myself as a cuckold but a 'hotwife husband', I do fit the definition of a cuckold. My terminology makes it an inclusionary act, both of us, opposed to cuckold which sounds like a solitary act.

She seems to have a strong sexual connection with him, sure hope it doesn't get emotional or we'll be in serious trouble.

I pass on all your 'research' suggestions to HWR's ST evaluator.

 

[Custer Laststand]

..... I pass on all your 'research' suggestions to HWR's ST evaluator.

Good. In that case, you might also pass along:

http://hotwifeletters.com/46.htm

to your sexy wife's ST evaluator. It's an essay linked from the HotwifeLetters dot com index page I passed along a link to (above). It's a more-or-less comprehensive overview of the hotwife / cuckold husband marriage scene, with background. (Note, however, there's a mistyping in the essay title. The word "coyotes" should be "cougars.")

 

[2wheel]

Monday 7/15 Mr. commuter showed up for a morning romp. It was, as usual an uneventful 15 minute fuck session ending in an orgasm for each of them.

Midday Mr. commuter's work associate came by with a friend. I couldn't make it home so they played without me. HWR was happy that he brought another guy along. She said they fucked, they came as did she and then left.

Friday 7/19. This turned into one helluva day for HWR.

Mr. commuter came by on his way to work with a friend. She sucked them and fucked them. They both came in her, something everyone loves.

Midday Mr. commuter's work associate also came by with a friend, a different guy from Monday though. Again, midday doesn't work for me but of course I gave her the go ahead. She called when they left to thank me and give me some details. It was torture knowing that I could only listen. As earlier they both finished in her. She said as long as he keeps bringing someone he's gonna work out pretty good.

The day wasn't yet over. The bartender made a pre-shift visit with 2 guys in tow. I watched as they swapped fucking her. The 2 friends finished on her as the bartender unloaded in her then jerked off 2 more times on her. They were both shocked at how much he came. As they dressed I gave her a towel but she just wanted to lay there with their cum on her and in her for a while.

After showering I took her to Gayle's for a Friday night soiree. I picked her up in less than an hour. She said her pussy was a bit sore as this guy pounded her like a machine. Yes, she did have several orgasms but he was unrelenting and she hoped he was quick.

She told me that she wanted me in her even though she was sore. BUT she was asleep as soon as she got into bed so I finished myself off as she slept.

It was a great day for her. She had 8 different guys. Numerous orgasms, oodles of cum and a husband with a day-long hard-on, or at least a day-long chubby. She slept until 2 pm Saturday. When I got home she still had a smile on her face.

 

[2wheel]

Monday 7/22 no playmate
Wednesday 7/24 no playmate
Friday 7/26 no playmate

She had a pretty dry week. Wednesday afternoon she asked me to take her to the college. She returned to the car in minutes, everything was shut for summer recess, we went home.

Friday night she went to Gayle for one of her Friday night soirées. HWR's 'hookup' was a no show.

Feast or famine. last week was feast this week famine.

Thursday I had to dismantle her Magic Wand and re-solder the wires, I think a bit of exuberant overuse.

Saturday 7/27 - HWR needed sexual attention so badly she settled for an afternoon romp with me.

 

[Custer Laststand]

Monday 7/22, no playmate; Wednesday 7/24, no playmate; Friday 7/26 no playmate.

Hm.... what happened to Mr. Commuter....? Did he go on vacation....?

She had a pretty dry week. Wednesday afternoon she asked me to take her to the college. She returned to the car in minutes, everything was shut for summer recess, we went home.

Sounds like lean times....

Thursday I had to dismantle her Magic Wand and re-solder the wires, I think a bit of exuberant overuse.

Good to hear you're technically competent as your wife's cuckold husband....

Saturday 7/27 - [My wife] needed sexual attention so badly she settled for an afternoon romp with me.

Desperate times call for desperate measures. (Joke.... laugh here.)

 

[2wheel]

Custer,

You made me laugh, thanks.

 

[Custer Laststand]

Custer, You made me laugh, thanks.

That's good to hear. And, hey.... you're welcome.

 

[2wheel]

Sunday 7/28 HWR lamented over breakfast how bad the past week was even to the point of saying she'd become an oxymoron, a celibate slut. I told her that I was always available, she laughed, that hurt and I told her so. She said she didn't mean to be cruel, that she was laughing at the irony. Like water water everywhere and not a drop to drink. that here I am with a cock and it can't be used. I reminded her that I'm good with sloppy seconds, she chuckled again and sarcasticlly asked how that worked last week.

As I cleaned off the table she said she was texting the bartender to setup the gangbang and that I would handle all the details.

Monday 7/29 Mr. commuter paid us a visit on is way to work. HWR asked what happened to him last week. He said he had family issues to deal with and apologized for not letting her know he'd be out of pocket for the week. He said that word had gotten around work that he knew a woman who played around and he has been bombarded with 'secret' discussions. She asked how many guys. He said he didn't keep count but estimated somewhere beween half dozen and a dozen. She cooed and said sounds like fun. He asked what limits there were. She said none. Then said enough talk, let's fuck. She came, he came, he left, she slept.

Wednesday 7/31 Mr. commuter paid us a afternoon visit on his way home from work. I got sloppy seconds this time. He said he likes fucking HWR, she responded that she likes him fucking her as well. They agreed they had a good thing going and he was afraid he'd somehow screw it up.

Thursday 8/1 I heard from the bartender. He asked if HWR was serious about the gangbang. I told him yes, she was serious. He asked a few questions, what is the maximum number of guys she ever been with at on time. I told him 8 in one day but 3 at one time. He asked how that went. I told him as best I can ascertain they both went well. He asked what I was thinking. I told him on a Sunday about 11:00, a hotel in Pooler (a Georgia city nearby that is close to the Savannah airport), about 10 invitees so 8 will show up, limit it to 3 hours ending about 2pm. He said to get 8 he thinks he needs to invite 12, that limiting the time is probably a good idea but not sure how that would work. I asked him if he'd ever 'pimped' a gangbang before. He said yes a few times to not worry about his part but had concern that HWR was getting in way over her head. He asked if I was sure about this, that perhaps I shouldn't let it happen. I told him I had no control over her whatsoever and that she was certain this is what she wanted.

Friday 8/2 the bartender came by for a pre-shift visit. He fucked HWR to several orgasms and as usual dropping a huge load then proceeded to jerk off on her 3 more times covering her in cum. He said he wanted to stop by the following day on Saturday with 3 guys to test the water, calling it a test drive of sorts. Immediately she said OK, asking what time. After he left I reminded her that Saturday was a 'rest' day. She said she knows but it is an unusual circumstance.

Saturday 8/3. At 4 pm the bartender showed up with 3 guys in tow. I let them in and they followed him to the bedroom. I was last in the line. She was in bed under the top sheet. The bartender started to introduce them to HWR. She said she didn't need to know their names and told them to strip. The bartender said he was just gonna watch. She asked who wants to be first. The first guy was about 6', 200lbs, 6" cut. He did an admiral job getting her off twice. When he pulled out she said "next" and the next guy slid into her, 5'8", 210lbs 5" cut. He didn't last long getting her off only once before shooting his load in her already wet pussy, this was her 3rd orgasm and he wasn't ready for the ride and came when she did. Next was guy #3, 6'2, 250lbs 7" uncut. He did an excellent job fucking HWR, she came 3 times under his guidance, orgasm 6 was a stunner. He did her justice by fucking her trough it completely before filling her already overfull and messy pussy.

The bartender and I were stroking our cocks. He approached her and shot his load on her. Need I say that she was covered in cum. I did the same but only a single drop. He said thanks to her and let's go to the guys. They thanked her and thanked me, the bartender said they didn't need to thank me.

To recap, her regulars, after a dry week are still alive and well. She is on the way to a gangbang, something we both want.

 

[2wheel]

Monday 8/5 Mr. commuter stopped by as he was going home from work for a visit. I expected a 15 minute session with HWR which is the norm, but today was different. He's generally considerate of HWR and doesn't orgasm until she does and today was no different but after he shot his load in her he pulled out a stiff dick. She licked him clean as she does so often but didn't lose his erection. He asked her if she was ready for another round. She didn't say a word just threw her legs in the air and spread her pussy open for him. Back in her he went and he fucked her for almost an hour triggering numerous orgasms for her. He just pounded away until he finally came in her again. He pulled out and rolled off her exhausted. STILL with an erection. All he said was "Viagra, a double dose." We all chuckled. I love it when sex isn't so serious. My cock hurt from almost an hour of stroking and no orgasm.

Wednesday 8/7 Mr. commuter's work associate called late morning for a midday visit, what he called a nooner. She called me and I said OK but I couldn't be there. She said he might not be alone. I still said OK, have fun. He showed up about 12:15 with another work colleague. Seems that Mr. commuter's fellow workers are a prime source of men for her. The guy he brought said he didn't believe that HWR really existed, that he thought her reputation was just bluster, rumors, a figment of someones vivid imagination. She told me later they tag teamed her for a while neither wanting to be second to cum in her. She finally suggested that guests get priority. So then Mr. commuter's work associate got first shot while Mr commuter got sloppy seconds.

Friday 8/9 the bartender asked to stop by after work, that means early Saturday morning. I left the door unlocked for him. I slept through the entire event. I woke to her medication alarm and she was laying there covered in his cum. He had just left.

Later in the day Mr. commuter's black work colleague called and wanted to spend Sunday with us. I reminded HWR about trying to keep to M, W & F or her well being. She thanked me for my concern and said please. I agreed, I'm such a pushover.

Sunday 8/11 he showed up about 11:00am and I had the garage opened for him, I hate doing that, I feel like I'm treating him as a 2nd class citizen, but I'm doing for all concerned. Anyway he had flowers. Flowers? Yup, flowers, she said it was a pleasant surprise, I reminded her that I occasionally do that. She said "you're my husband, you're supposed to". She gave him a long deep kiss, boy did that bother me. Kissing still can't get over it but I try hard to be silent and keep my feelings about it to myself. She told us to chat a few minutes so she could get ready. So what does a husband talk about to his wife's sex partner? And the 1st rule of thumb is don't discuss politics or religion. The shootings of the past week came up. Turns out he's on my side of the political fence. And we did get into a deeper than necessary discussion about things. He was a bit surprised when I told him that I knew DJT as we had been in the same industry in NY and my dad actually did business with him. He asked what he was like. Before I could answer HWR came out wearing the only lingerie she has, 'the baby doll'. He said he'll have to supplement her lingerie wardrobe. She took him by the hand into bedroom and I watched as they embraced and kissed, caressed (URGH) each other. This was feeling a whole lot more than just sex.

He erotically undressed her savoring every curve. In what seemed like seconds he was naked and they were bed. They acted like lovers rather than fuck buddies as he positioned himself and entered her. It wasn't long before her 1st orgasm hit followed by a 2nd, then her 3rd at which point her earth shattering orgasm triggered his and they orgasmed together. I stroked and came at the same time as well. He rolled off her and she snuggled into his arms.

I got dressed and offered lunch. She's become a picky eater but he said anything works for him.

I made lunch, when I went to get them she was sucking his cock. I told them lunch was ready. She stopped they got up and came out of the bedroom wearing robes, both hers. The pink robe against his dark skin was a stark contrast and reminded me of what America had go back to.

After lunch she said she was ready for another round, he said yes was he. She just got up removed her robe opened and straddled him right on the dining room chair. As she was kissing him deeply she had an orgasm, followed by his. I got them a towel, the chairs are easily stained. when she dismounted she said she hadn't finished sucking him before lunch and wanted to finish. He said she had to wait. She said she didn't want to wait and got on her knees. She sucked his cock until his body betrayed him by shooting another load, this time she swallowed it like it was desert.

We all moved to the great room and I put on a movie. They sat together on the love seat and I in my recliner. She snuggled to him and just held his limp dick, as if it were a 'woobie'. We all nodded off into nap time. I woke to him eating her pussy on the love seat. She slouched down and spread wide for him on his knees licking. This must have been going on a while as she told him to make her cum again. I told her that the blinds were open (we live on the golf course - but we do have low-e glass which does make if difficult to see in). She didn't care. She had several more orgasms including number 3 that had her wrap her legs around his head and neck. I thought she would smother him there was so much intensity. I could see that he was ready to mount her again. As he repositioned himself I stripped and stroked my semi-hard cock. He didn't enter her though she almost begged for it but did something I often do. He stroked his cock against her mound making sure to rub his knuckles against her clit. After a few minutes he unloaded on her pussy shooting several streams of cum which triggered another orgasm for her. When he moved out of the away I got in the same position doing the same thing which got her off as well. But I just dribbled a few drops, which was good considering it could have been a dry climax. When I was done she told me to lick her clean. I did as requested, yes another orgasm for HWR.

Time passes so fast when you're having fun as it was now dinner time. She asked him to stay for dinner and looked at me. He offered to whip something up but I suggested a pizza. When I returned with it they were snuggled up on the love seat again. After dinner I cleaned up as they went back to the love seat and snuggled. We watched another flick, Aquaman. When it was over he looked at his watch and said it's getting late. She asked him to stay the night with us. He looked at me and I said I didn't see why not. He said he needed to get up early to get home and clean up for work. I offered our shower and my clothing, but it was a hollow gesture as we are way too different body types.

As soon as we were in bed she was on him, straddling him dry humping him to another erection as I stroked. She slipped him in and she rode him to several orgasms for herself and a full pussy of his cum. She rolled off and I gave her a towel. I hadn't cum yet and she asked me if I needed help. I said sure. She handed me Big John (her Magic Wand) that wasn't what I expected and told her so. She took it from me and worked it until I climaxed.

More sleep and middle of the night fucking by them, I was too tired to take an interest and went back to slept as they fucked.

Early her alarm went off for meds, it didn't wake him. I reached over her and stroked his cock hoping to get it hard for her. That woke him and soon he was hard. He knew it was me and told me to blow him. I said OK and got between his legs and worked his cock. HWR picked up Big John which had been laying between us after our use and worked her clit. She reached up into the headboard for a dildo and used it as well. He had one hand on my head and on hand on her tit as I sucked him as she masturbated. If only we could have filmed the scene. He said he was getting close and she told him to cum in my mouth and told me to swallow every drop. Hearing that put him over the edge as he unloaded in my mouth and being the good cocksucker that I am I swallowed every drop and continued to work his cock until he told me to stop that he was too sensitive. When done he got up saying it was time to get going. He thanked us for a most enjoyable day & night and told me that was one of the best blow jobs he'd every gotten. He looked at HWR asked if she was OK with it. She said yes. He asked if she had a problem if I did it again. She said no she had no problem. He said it might be time for reciprocation and we pay a visit to him. she said she'd have to think about it, but if there were perks it would help her decide. He laughed, dressed and left. She got into a shower saying that she had about 30 minutes till Mr. commuter showed up. I had forgotten he was making morning visits.

 

[2wheel]

Monday 8/12 Mr commuter arrived while HWR was still in the shower. He said he wanted to tell me something. He reminded me that word had gotten out at his place of work about a woman that will have sex with anyone. And that they keep harassing him to be setup with her. He was in a quandary what to do.

As usual they had about a 15 minute session ending in each having an orgasm. He left as quickly as he arrived.

HWR was tired and in bad need R&R. So sleep was next on her agenda.

Mr. commuter called for an 'on the way home' visit and his good news for HWR was that he was bringing 2 friends. However she said no as she needed to recover from her Sunday (the day prior) with Mr. commuter's black work colleague. I was stunned when she told me I had never heard her refuse sex, until now that is. She said he was disappointed, but her well being comes first. She slept through dinner awaking only for meds & bathroom.

Wednesday 8/14 Mr. commuter's work associate had a nooner with HWR. He was alone. Mr. commuter brought the 2 guys from Monday's no-play. I wasn’t able to be home for either of her sessions . When I got home later she related the details and that she had a real good time, that this guy is another keeper. She wanted me in her and I gladly obliged, she was slippery, wet and stretched. It was sublime.

Friday 8/16 Mr. commuter had a romp with HWR on his way to work. The bartender paid us a visit before his shift. As usual I watched him fuck HWR and jerk off on her 3 times. After he left she asked me if I would consider cleanup, I had to refuse, she was clearly disappointed. I told her I had no problem doing cleanup but not after him.

**********************

The group thing aka gangbang is set. The basics:
I had planned on a motel in Pooler GA about 20 miles away instead I've decided on Hilton Head Island an ocean view room. Might as well make it scenic as well as sexual.

• The bartender and I both agree inviting a dozen should get about 8 showing up.
• HWR is in control, NO means NO!!!
• No condoms, it's a bareback event
• No recreational drugs
• September 8 or 15 depending on attendees availability
• No really big cocks
• Start time is 11:00 am with a plan to end about 2:00 pm
• I'm bringing bottled water, paper towels & towelettes
• No ass play
• No cameras

 

[2wheel]

Monday 8/19 Mr. commuter's work associate called for a nooner. I wasn't available but as usual I gave her the OK. One of these days I think need to say no, if nothing else but to exercise my involvement more than a rubber stamp.

When I got home she was still aglow and said that he was a keeper. I didn't ask details and she didn't offer any.

Mr. commuter paid us a visit on his way home from work. I got sloppy seconds.

Wednesday 8/21 Mr. commuter visited us for a morning romp. Mr. commuter's work associate added a friend for a nooner with HWR. I wasn't there.

Friday 8/23 Mr. commuter's black work colleague took the afternoon off work to spend with us. I made it my business to be there. The 3 of us had a wonderful afternoon. Plenty of cum , plenty of orgasms plenty of sweat. He asked HWR if she though about a day at his place, she said she hadn't given it any thought, he asked to to please do so. He was gone by dinner as the bartender was stopping by before his shift begins with 2 friends. The 2 friends tagged teamed HWR while the bartender and I just JO'd as spectators. After they filled HWR he amazed them by dropping a huge load all over her.

She showered and I took her to Gayle's for a Friday night soiree.

I came back home and JO'd to the sex of the day, unusual for me. Gayle brought her home. She said she was exhausted especially after fucking another 2 guys. I asked if she was sorry. She firmly said "fuck no".

Saturday 8/24 HWR asked when the college is back in session. I think we all know what's on her mind.

 

[2wheel]

Apparently the last 2 guys was a bit much for her. Saturday and Sunday she was moving a bit slow. So I asked her what was going on. She was in an unusually talkative mood.

ME: "You’re walking a bit funny, what's going om?"
HWR: "The 2 guys Gayle had lined up for me was a bit too much."
ME: "In what sense?"
HWR: "They were a bit 6bigger than I'm used to, not too big that I couldn't handle them but a bit bigger, and one guy had the fattest cock I think I'd ever seen."
ME: "I thought you like fat cock."
HWR: "I love fat cock."
ME: "OK."
HWR: "The combination of 2 guys after a week full of sex, 2 big guys and the fat dick was a challenge. But these guys fucked me relentlessly for what seemed like forever but just under 2 hours. I mean they just pounded the hell out of me."
ME: "I thought you like that."
HWR: "Yeah, I do. They kept switching back and forth and I kept giving the fat cock lube. But it was non-stop. I mean only seconds between switching. These guys have done this before."
ME: "OK."
HWR: "I mean I came tons, can’t even remember how many times, maybe dozens."
ME: "Sorry I missed it."
HWR: "You want to see me used like that?"
ME: "If you enjoy it so do I."
HWR: "I did, that's for sure. When they were done with me I was sweaty, cummy and full of lube."
ME: "I didn't know any of that when Gayle dropped you off."
HWR: "I showered at Gayle's, I couldn’t stand myself."
ME: "OK."
HWR: "Ya know, I really am a slut."
ME: "Yes you are."
HWR: "Doesn’t it bother your that your wife, who is supposed to be exclusive to you, her husband, has sex with other men?"
ME: "Absolutely not, I love every moment. How do you feel about it?"
HWR: "Exactly the same."
ME: "Even after a pounding like that."
HWR: "More so, I solidifies that I am a true, honest to goodness slut, a *****."
ME: "Yeah you are. I can’t imagine going back to our old lifestyle."
HWR: "Neither can I."
ME: "My only regret is that I can't get in you without sloppy seconds or more."
HWR: "Yeah I'm sorry for that as well. But at least you do get in me."
ME: "Ok, now that we see you may have a limit......"
HWR: "Back up the bus. I didn't say I had a limit I just said I was sore for all the fucking."
ME: "It feels like that was what you were alluding to and I was wondering if the GB we have set up for next week is gonna be too much."
HWR: "Wow, it’s next week already. How time flies."
ME: "And?"
HWR: "And nothing, we remain scheduled. I will cut back this week to make sure I'm ready. I was think of not this Monday anyway due to my soreness."
ME: "Are you sure?"
HWR: "Yes I'm sure. I'm looking forward to all those guys using me.
ME: "I am as well."
HWR: "Good we’re on the same page."
ME: "Let me see what it looks like."
HWR: "What look s like?"
ME: "Your well used pussy, that's what."
She dropped her pants. I got on my knees to look and lick. She was a bit too sore for me, I have facial hair it was too irritating. She apologized.

The entire week was dead as she was too sore for any activity. Friday she started to feel better.

Sometime during the week I mentioned how her attitude had changed particularly in regards to the term slut. She said yes it had, now just the thought of being a slut is exciting and every time she hears it she gets a sexual charge.

She had several points of contact during the week but turned them all down being too sore. And she said she wanted to make sure to be ready for the GB setup up for 9/8.

Friday 8/30 Mr. commuter's black work colleague called for a Monday 9/2 visit that since it was a holiday and he was off work he wanted to spend the day with us (he always says us never her). She said it's likely to be a plan she'd let him know.

Things came to a screeching halt, thank you Dorian. We're under mandatory evacuation orders and the community is in 'lock-down'. We're not leaving as we've done in the past.

So we look forward to another week of no-sexual activity for HWR, she's very disappointed. Without consulting her I called off the GB for 9/8 but kept the alternate date. When I told her I called it off she was pissed as all get out and before I got to tell her that it was on for 9/15 we had a donnybrook. When I finally got to tell her it was too late, the damage was done. She went to the bedroom and locked the door. I was relegated to the guest bedroom.

The following day she tentatively apologized for being so angry, but blamed me for it. This weekend I read an article about RBG advice to J'LO and A-Rod for a healthy relationship, "sometimes you need to be deaf". I took that advise and by the end of the weekend things returned to normal.

So here it is Tuesday 9/3. All community amenities are shut, if we leave the community we won't be able to get back in. Like house-arrest we're 'trapped' in our home. In the old days that would be a signal for non-stop sex. But that was then and this is now.

She had to refuse Monday offer due to lockdown, he said he couldn't anyway due to evac orders, and road reversals.

 

[Custer Laststand]

.......... So here it is Tuesday 9/3. All community amenities are shut, if we leave the community we won't be able to get back in. Like house-arrest we're 'trapped' in our home. In the old days that would be a signal for non-stop sex. But that was then and this is now.

[My wife] had to refuse a Monday offer due to lockdown, he said he couldn't anyway due to evac orders, and road reversals.

Sounds like you and your wife live somewhere near the coast of Georgia, and you're talking about an evacuation order due to hurricane Dorian. I gather from

https://patch.com/us/across-america/hurricane-dorian-pummel-georgia-carolinas-triple-threat
that coastal Georgia took something of a beating from the glancing blow, so to speak, although Dorian stayed mainly well offshore from Georgia as it moved north toward the Carolinas. (It's now Friday, & Dorian is battering the Cape Hattaras offshore islands.) I hope you and your wife are OK, and you are far enough from the coast that you have not been flooded by the storm surge.

 

[2wheel]

Sounds like you and your wife live somewhere near the coast of Georgia, and you're talking about an evacuation order due to hurricane Dorian. I gather from

https://patch.com/us/across-america/hurricane-dorian-pummel-georgia-carolinas-triple-threat
that coastal Georgia took something of a beating from the glancing blow, so to speak, although Dorian stayed mainly well offshore from Georgia as it moved north toward the Carolinas. (It's now Friday, & Dorian is battering the Cape Hattaras offshore islands.) I hope you and your wife are OK, and you are far enough from the coast that you have not been flooded by the storm surge.

We're 20 miles due west of Hilton Head Island. SC used to have a sliding scale of storm severity and evacuation, it enabled a resident to make decisions. Now it's binary, stay or go. So evacuation orders were issued for Monday noon, for a hurricane that wasn't expect for 4 days. We (me) decided to stay. The wind and rain was less than we get on a normally rainy day, 4 days of sunny weather and we were sequestered in our home. We were spared. More than 1/2 of the community elected to stay. This time it was a good decision, several other times we evacuated, expensive, and on our return I felt it was unnecessary.

 

[4adventure]

Wow reading these and living vicariously through your and your wife's adventure

 

[4adventure]

Glad as well the hurricane was not catastrophic for you as it was for the Bahamas

 

[2wheel]

Adventures they are!

When at first she told her 'number' I was amazed and of course had my doubts. Males generally increase their real number and females generally reduce their real number. Now that we're in the lifestyle any doubts I may have had are dispelled and wonder is she in fact did reduce the number to 500+ from something much higher.

This lifestyle has so exceeded my expectations, my fantasy, my fetish, that it even amazes me. The norm in life is exclusivity, it's expected that any emotional attachment we as humans have are monogamous attachments. And here we are being the complete opposite to that, not only allowing a non-monogamous relationship, but actually encouraging such.

I dare say this lifestyle could keep ALL therapists busy for the rest of their lives trying to analyze and understand it.

I will continue to journal even though there seems to be little interest. But I have cut back on 'the gory' details, way too much keyboard time for a disinterested audience.

Dorian is still active all the way to Nova Scotia - takeaway: "don't fuck with mother nature - she holds all the cards!"