Serving Steve
enser said:
Did you like being penetrated? And are you looking forward to serve Steve again?
I know that a lot of people will probably critisize me for this, but in a way my experience with Steve was pleasurable. Wayne1964 asked how long I have been dressing and the truth of it is that for many years I have dabbled. Before Steve nobody had ever seen me (including Lynn) and I never had any desires to be with a male.
Having said that, it was sort of a weird experience to actually submit to a male. There is little doubt that Steve knew what he was doing from the moment that he met Lynn. I suspect that once he learned from Lynn that I had frequented various crossdresser websites like urnotalone he figured that there was the opportunity to not only get into Lynn's panties, but also put me in a position where it would be hard to argue. I think Steve also knew he could break down barriers in terms me being in close proximity to his cock and balls by having me assit Lynn in removing his clothing etc. I think he also knew that I was on the submissive side so having me watch and actually prepare Lynn was also a way to breakdown my barriers.
In terms of wanting to see Steve Again, well.... in a weird way yes, I am looking forward to it. There is a small part of me that enjoyed the opportuity to understand what it means to be dressed in a way designed solely to excite a male. And... submitting, allowing Steve to use my body for pleasure was something which, in hindsignht was somewhat pleasureable.
Lynn seems to be encouraging me to, as she says, just loosen up and enjoy. I am going to be seeing Steve later today and he sent me a note early this morning telling me he wanted me in the same outfit, except that he wants me to wear a pair of Lynn's panties that he finds very sexy. Lynn told me she knows which ones they are and that she will be laying them out for me. It really is weird to even be writing this, but... this is where we are and I think I will be going with it.
Wayne1964 asked what it actually felt like, well... when Steve first penetrated me I was really scared. His cock is quite big with a full head. I kept telling him that I did not think I could do it. He would whisper in my ear that I should relax, that I was a sexy girl and that sexy girls allow men to fuck them. He had me take hold of his cock and position it at my entry. He kept telling me to be his slut and make sure that he was lined up properly. Onece he was in a little bit, he began some short strokes which eventually became full strokes. Eventually I felt his public hair on my ass cheeks, but even weirder was feeling his balls against my ass when he had fully penetrated me. I was on my back, legs up, he would look in my eyes and tell me that I felt so good and that I was his bitch just like Lynn.
I will let everyone know what happens tonight.
Also, Lynn is going out with Steve on Wednesday and he has told her to plan on an evening which will be the sexiest yet. I believe that I am supposed to be there too, I will let everyone know what happens.