Hello Guys! I need your help.
So a little background about the situation. Im with this amazing girl for 6 years now and we love each other so much. We are probably gonna get married next year, We are from India and live in different cities because of work for now. We haven't had penis in vagina sex yet. She wants to wait till marriage and she's a virgin. It's the tradition here in India. We do oral and many other things when we meet. She's not into sexting so how we get off when we are away is we watch porn and talk dirty to each other and cum. About my girl. She's a little freaky and she hates vanilla sex. She loves rough sex and has a little naughty side and into kinks. I'm also a very openminded boy with lots of fantasies and kinks.
So few weeks ago i decided to tell my girlfriend about my cuckold fantasy. but i don't think i did it the right way and kind of effed things up.
When we were gonna watch porn i asked her if she likes to watch something we've not watched before. And i listed few categories we haven't watched. Even though we've watched a cuckold video by an accident i listed Cuckold in the list. The list was MFM, FMF, Cuckold, BDSM, Femdom, Lesbian and Gay. She Asked what cuckold is, What MFM is and what FMF is and after thinking she selected MFM.
That day we couldn't watch porn because her friend came over. So the next day i i said lets watch and i said i have to tell her something. i asked her if she remember the cuckold video we watched the other day. She said no but then after a while she said yes. i said i loved it and the next day i looked for the full video and watched again and that it really excited me. She asked why didnt i tell her and stuff and it got me really excited her asking that way. so i said i watched few more also. Then she asked if i wanted to do it in real life. I said Im open to it if she wants to try it. She didnt really react to it well and It was a No from her. After some explaining we ended up watching MFM porn anyway. But after that she didnt talk about it.
Im really really really into this but i dont want to force her or anything because if she's into it only i will enjoy this, So guys whats next? Do i give it up or anything else i should do? I mean lots of wives / girlfriends has gotten into this after being completely against it right? Should i talk about it again? Or wait and see if she brings it up? When we watch porn should i send cuckold porn or MFM? (we watch chastity porn where husband is caged but wearing a strapon and fucking wife. Chastity was her idea and she came up with it a long time ago before i said i like cuckolding.) Anything else i can do to encourage her? With the kinks we have and things we like to do i have this small hope that one day we'll go through with this and ended up getting into the lifestyle. What do you guys think? Really looking forward to your answers and advices. Thanks.
Sorry for the long post and sorry if my english is bad. Not a native speaker.
So a little background about the situation. Im with this amazing girl for 6 years now and we love each other so much. We are probably gonna get married next year, We are from India and live in different cities because of work for now. We haven't had penis in vagina sex yet. She wants to wait till marriage and she's a virgin. It's the tradition here in India. We do oral and many other things when we meet. She's not into sexting so how we get off when we are away is we watch porn and talk dirty to each other and cum. About my girl. She's a little freaky and she hates vanilla sex. She loves rough sex and has a little naughty side and into kinks. I'm also a very openminded boy with lots of fantasies and kinks.
So few weeks ago i decided to tell my girlfriend about my cuckold fantasy. but i don't think i did it the right way and kind of effed things up.
When we were gonna watch porn i asked her if she likes to watch something we've not watched before. And i listed few categories we haven't watched. Even though we've watched a cuckold video by an accident i listed Cuckold in the list. The list was MFM, FMF, Cuckold, BDSM, Femdom, Lesbian and Gay. She Asked what cuckold is, What MFM is and what FMF is and after thinking she selected MFM.
That day we couldn't watch porn because her friend came over. So the next day i i said lets watch and i said i have to tell her something. i asked her if she remember the cuckold video we watched the other day. She said no but then after a while she said yes. i said i loved it and the next day i looked for the full video and watched again and that it really excited me. She asked why didnt i tell her and stuff and it got me really excited her asking that way. so i said i watched few more also. Then she asked if i wanted to do it in real life. I said Im open to it if she wants to try it. She didnt really react to it well and It was a No from her. After some explaining we ended up watching MFM porn anyway. But after that she didnt talk about it.
Im really really really into this but i dont want to force her or anything because if she's into it only i will enjoy this, So guys whats next? Do i give it up or anything else i should do? I mean lots of wives / girlfriends has gotten into this after being completely against it right? Should i talk about it again? Or wait and see if she brings it up? When we watch porn should i send cuckold porn or MFM? (we watch chastity porn where husband is caged but wearing a strapon and fucking wife. Chastity was her idea and she came up with it a long time ago before i said i like cuckolding.) Anything else i can do to encourage her? With the kinks we have and things we like to do i have this small hope that one day we'll go through with this and ended up getting into the lifestyle. What do you guys think? Really looking forward to your answers and advices. Thanks.
Sorry for the long post and sorry if my english is bad. Not a native speaker.