Well, unfortunately, I'm tired right now so the rest of my post won't be as descriptive as the first part - of course it helped that Sue was still incredibly horny this evening and she's now showering while I'm updating here.
Our Friday night was very nice. As I said - after our son said good night we locked our bedroom door and I proceeded to ravage her! Perhaps it was waiting for her the day before - and now seeing her and wanting her. I know she was probably satisfied from earlier with Brad but I know that only made me want her more in some way. She did cum with me before I let loose a short while later.
I remember as we lay in bed afterwards she asked me if I was really okay with Brad and when I said yes, she asked if I would be okay with them doing this sort of early afternoon thing maybe once a month or so? HOw could I say no - I mean just hearing her ask me that got my cock almost hard again so quickly!
I rolled to look at her and asked her if she'd had a good time and she said she had - that she's now quite used to Brad and is quite at ease with him. She proceeded to tell me how she seems to respond very quickly to his tender touches. She knows that I'm not always comfortable hearing about them kissing - sometimes that just seems almost more personal and intimate than fucking itself - but this time it was okay.
I told her that it turned me on to know she's having sex with Brad the way she is and that in some ways I liked knowing he's very comfortable with her body and able to make her feel relaxed and able to enjoy herself.
Now we talked more over the rest of the weekend and there were a number of new things that came out. I encouraged her to be open with me - that her having desires and passions was just incredibly arousing to me. That I think the sex I have with her now, after she's been with Brad, is incredibly satisfying to me. She seemed to need to hear that - that I'm very satisfied from what we're doing.
Like I said, she likes what she's doing - that's for sure, but she's just hung up
on balancing her whole desires and emotions between me and Brad. Yes, I said emotions - it's clear that she likes him. That's cool though - I mean it's better for her for sure, I figure and I think (at least she says so) that he values this relationship beyond just a quick fuck.
She told me she's getting more comfortable being naked with Brad. That perked me up hearing that last night. I asked her what she meant and she just said that she feels very comfortable with him now. Not like she is with me but that she likes him looking at her and she likes showing herself to him - she said it makes her feel sexy. So, she's moved past being self-conscious about how she looks in front of him - I told her that's a sign of her being comfortable with him. I said that I'm sure he thinks she looks very sexy.
I guess she also picked up on my whole preoccupation with her diaphragm because she told me more than once how she let him watch her put it in again. And then she really hit me with a surprise when she, very nonchalantly, said that she showed him how to make sure it was in place inside her! I know what that means - that Brad must have had her twice and she would want to be sure it's in place like she did with me. I didn't say anything to her but that's a lot more intimate than I'd anticipated them being so quickly. But damn if it doesn't turn me on to just write about it again.
That is all there is to tell right now. I'm going off to bed and telling Sue to turn the TV off. Sex together tonight was wonderful - tender, physical (quite at some points) and very satisfying for both of us (very sure about her!) so I think - whatever or however this is happening, it seems to be staying on track and not derailing.
Maybe it's being older that's keeping this within bounds. Shes' only going as far as I'm pushing/encouraging - but she is enjoying it and I guess that's all that matters.
Rego - let me find the 3 pics I was going to post. There's something about the whole dressed & undressed thing I find arousing. I also need to be sure I'm okay with myself if I post them here.