GF finally going on dates!!!

[LeNguyen]

The story seems to be posted in real time; with Tina first hooking up around the 17th of February. She's now pregnant and showing already? Most women don't start showing- meaning the belly doesn't start swelling- until at least 1 month. Its only been about week since she started and assuming she was impregnated day one, it would be impossible for her to "show" already.

Yeah, and that's the point, as I told before, there are ppl who don't and ppl who do believe the story, each side has its arguments, Im not pronouncing if the story is true or not, Im talking about how we should comment, me myself, I also have some doubts but...even if this story isn't 100% all true, it may reflects some issues, it may be based on true events, or it may be indeed 100% fictional, who knows...but I don't call it bullshit (if u think it is a bullshit, just don't comment coz if this is really a bullshit then not only u will notice) and I don't post offensive words towards the author of the thread...

 

[mattcrowe25m]

While I agree that the shakespeare's tone is too harsh, there's a lot of evidence indicating this story is in fact just a story.

The story seems to be posted in real time; with Tina first hooking up around the 17th of February. She's now pregnant and showing already? Most women don't start showing- meaning the belly doesn't start swelling- until at least 1 month. Its only been about week since she started and assuming she was impregnated day one, it would be impossible for her to "show" already.

rohcky,

Tina isn't pregnant. Her friend Candy is. Sorry if I made it sound the other way around.

As for the rude comments, get a life and leave my forum spot.

As for those who have taken up for me. Thanks!!!

 

[enser]

You missed a word: Tina is not prgnant YET

 

[mattcrowe25m]

You missed a word: Tina is not prgnant YET

I am pretty sure that will not happen. Also, I still haven't heard from her and getting worried.

 

[mattcrowe25m]

Quick chat after work

Needless to say the weekend was not good for me. I hate the worrying.

I saw Tina first at work. She didn't speak to me much. I asked her to meet me at the apartment right after work to talk that I wanted to talk about a few things. She said she had a few thing to say also.

Before I left work I got a call from Jenn. She said we have to talk right now. She said she knew I was going home to talk with Tina. I said ya I wanted to apologize for what I said the other night. She said that may not help. My heart sunk as she started telling me what was going on.

She said Candy had talked to Tina and has her convinced that it is a race thing with me. That is why I am mad. I of course said that race nothing to do with my comments. She said I know you aren't racist, but that is what Candy has her thinking. I was pissed at that point.

She said she talked to Candy and she was really mad at me. She said Candy wanted us to break up and was trying to get Tina to do it. Jenn said you know how close they are. I said ya. I said is she going to break up with me. She said I don't know. I thought I would die.

She said Tina still loves you, but Candy has her thinking otherwise. I said what do you mean. She said Candy said we should break up to see if she really does love me. She said if we did then Tina would want to come back to me. If not then no harm lost. I was like that isn't what I want at all. Jenn said she didn't think that was what Tina wanted either, but she was really mad at me and Candy wasn't helping.

I asked her what she thought. She said Matt I don't really know. I know you both love each other, but Candy does have a point that if she really loves you she will come back. It might also end quicker if you broke up. That way Tina would see how much she misses you. I said no way. That isn't was I wanted. You and Candy started all this. Jenn started crying and said I know. She said she was sorry and didn't think it would go this far. I told her it was ok, I didn't either.

I said did you tell Tina that. She said yes and that they both cried for a while. I said be honest with me, is she going to break up when we get home. She said I don't know. I said but you have to have an opinion. She started crying and said that she thinks she will. I started getting little emotional. I asked her what I can do. She said I don't know. Just let her know how much you love her. I don't know if she realizes that after all that is going on.

Jenn said she had to go and I just sat there staring at the walls of my office. I didn't get any work done after that.

I got home before Tina and went straight to her room. Everything was still there so I knew she hadn't decided yet to leave. I did notice a few things. She had dropped all her dirty clothes from the week in our laundry basket. I do the laundry, because I hate to clean. I was kinda pissed but not really. Had to many other things on my mind. Then I thought of one of the post from on here. About looking for proof. So I looked and found only two pair of panties from the whole weekend. Little odd but I knew Tina normally doesn't wear them when just laying around the house.

I did notice some new clothes. Then I found one of her formal dresses and it had the proof on it. Atleast that is what i think it was. I just put everything back and left out. Got sick thinking it might have been proof.

I went to her room and she has a board that she puts a lot of pictures up on. She has few of us and then a lot of her friends. She had taken most of ours down obviously. The reason I noticed the board is because all of our pictures were down and on her board. I saw a note and it was from Candy who had brought her home this morning. She said I put up some of the new pictures that I thought you would like. I got rid of Shit heads pictures since you want need them now. I was pissed big time and hoping the last was not what I thought it was.

Tina got home and said we need to talk. Heart sank again. She said she was still mad about some of the things I had said. She said you know Candy and I are close.

She said most of her friends now think we should break up and see if we still loved each other. I was pissed and wondering who the most was. Come to find out she had told a few more friends at school.

I said is that what you want and she said maybe. She started crying and I was about to. I told her I didn't want that. I also told her I loved her and the whole nine yards.

We kept talking and long story short she is not leaving. She wants some time to think things through. I told her she had all the time she needed. She left a bit ago to go to Jenn's house. I am hoping we can talk more when she gets back.

Would love any advice you guys can give me here.

 

[okdeacon]

I know it will be hard to do but you must be calm and strong. Just roll with the flow and let it all come to a head in good time. You are right by telling her you love her and that you will give her time. If you beg you are finished!! She must see you as loving, trusting, truthful and strong. If its you she loves she will indeed be yours in the end. If she leaves, she will not be leaving you for her present boyfriend. For she may like him but at this time she does not love him. If she did she would already be gone and would not have cried about all this. Wish you well. Remember you asked and this is my opinion.

 

[pornoshakespeare]

Needless to say the weekend was not good for me. I hate the worrying.

I saw Tina first at work. She didn't speak to me much. I asked her to meet me at the apartment right after work to talk that I wanted to talk about a few things. She said she had a few thing to say also.

Before I left work I got a call from Jenn. She said we have to talk right now. She said she knew I was going home to talk with Tina. I said ya I wanted to apologize for what I said the other night. She said that may not help. My heart sunk as she started telling me what was going on.

She said Candy had talked to Tina and has her convinced that it is a race thing with me. That is why I am mad. I of course said that race nothing to do with my comments. She said I know you aren't racist, but that is what Candy has her thinking. I was pissed at that point.

She said she talked to Candy and she was really mad at me. She said Candy wanted us to break up and was trying to get Tina to do it. Jenn said you know how close they are. I said ya. I said is she going to break up with me. She said I don't know. I thought I would die.

She said Tina still loves you, but Candy has her thinking otherwise. I said what do you mean. She said Candy said we should break up to see if she really does love me. She said if we did then Tina would want to come back to me. If not then no harm lost. I was like that isn't what I want at all. Jenn said she didn't think that was what Tina wanted either, but she was really mad at me and Candy wasn't helping.

I asked her what she thought. She said Matt I don't really know. I know you both love each other, but Candy does have a point that if she really loves you she will come back. It might also end quicker if you broke up. That way Tina would see how much she misses you. I said no way. That isn't was I wanted. You and Candy started all this. Jenn started crying and said I know. She said she was sorry and didn't think it would go this far. I told her it was ok, I didn't either.

I said did you tell Tina that. She said yes and that they both cried for a while. I said be honest with me, is she going to break up when we get home. She said I don't know. I said but you have to have an opinion. She started crying and said that she thinks she will. I started getting little emotional. I asked her what I can do. She said I don't know. Just let her know how much you love her. I don't know if she realizes that after all that is going on.

Jenn said she had to go and I just sat there staring at the walls of my office. I didn't get any work done after that.

I got home before Tina and went straight to her room. Everything was still there so I knew she hadn't decided yet to leave. I did notice a few things. She had dropped all her dirty clothes from the week in our laundry basket. I do the laundry, because I hate to clean. I was kinda pissed but not really. Had to many other things on my mind. Then I thought of one of the post from on here. About looking for proof. So I looked and found only two pair of panties from the whole weekend. Little odd but I knew Tina normally doesn't wear them when just laying around the house.

I did notice some new clothes. Then I found one of her formal dresses and it had the proof on it. Atleast that is what i think it was. I just put everything back and left out. Got sick thinking it might have been proof.

I went to her room and she has a board that she puts a lot of pictures up on. She has few of us and then a lot of her friends. She had taken most of ours down obviously. The reason I noticed the board is because all of our pictures were down and on her board. I saw a note and it was from Candy who had brought her home this morning. She said I put up some of the new pictures that I thought you would like. I got rid of Shit heads pictures since you want need them now. I was pissed big time and hoping the last was not what I thought it was.

Tina got home and said we need to talk. Heart sank again. She said she was still mad about some of the things I had said. She said you know Candy and I are close.

She said most of her friends now think we should break up and see if we still loved each other. I was pissed and wondering who the most was. Come to find out she had told a few more friends at school.

I said is that what you want and she said maybe. She started crying and I was about to. I told her I didn't want that. I also told her I loved her and the whole nine yards.

We kept talking and long story short she is not leaving. She wants some time to think things through. I told her she had all the time she needed. She left a bit ago to go to Jenn's house. I am hoping we can talk more when she gets back.

Would love any advice you guys can give me here.

For the record, this story has gotten about as believable as an exit strategy in Iraq, but for the hell of it, here's what's going down...

Someone needs to stick a fork in you because you're done. Think about it. What kind of girl wants to be known for having some weirdo voyeur cuck boyfriend? Not any normal, college-aged girl I know. And what kind of girl has sex without protection of any kind? These people must be white trash of the highest order... are you posting from Alabama?

No woman respects a man who gives them everything they want, and no woman would think any man who would let her fuck around on such short notice without being in a LTR would think that guy values her that much. And what are you posting on here for, anyway? If you want sincere advice, I think Loveline would be a better route than a forum dedicated to pornography, but that's just me and common sense...

 

[LeNguyen]

...Think about it. What kind of girl wants to be known for having some weirdo voyeur cuck boyfriend? Not any normal, college-aged girl I know. And what kind of girl has sex without protection of any kind? These people must be white trash of the highest order... are you posting from Alabama?

I feel sorry for u - sitting in the hole with ur mind narrowed to ur simple porn need. Why don't u go visit some regular porn websites, porn forums with fanfiction works, watch some xxx movies and pics, read some xxx stories?

I agree with u that what u r saying is true for like 80%-90%, but there ARE ppl like that, girls like that, that's why ppl like me with situation like me exist, and even if u don't believe me, u know well that there are real other swingers/swappers/cuckolds/sharing ppl/sado-maso/any kind of deviantion...

This is forum for cuckolds, real ones, or ppl who have fantasies, who likes to imagine to be in such a relationship, if u r a real one, u share real stuffs, if u are fake one, u let ur imagination flow, don't come here as a regular porn-lover and start **** around about the essence of conception of cuckolding...

Man, Im not mean to ppl but u just piss me off so much, Im not defending "mattcrowe25m", but u can say what particular things in the story u don't like and doesn't make u believe, but don't say shits about the whole "What kind of girl wants to be known for having some weirdo voyeur cuck boyfriend?" because the real cuckold-idea exists because there are those kind of girls!

Why don't u go to my posts and start whining about its authenticity huh?

 

[mattcrowe25m]

I know it will be hard to do but you must be calm and strong. Just roll with the flow and let it all come to a head in good time. You are right by telling her you love her and that you will give her time. If you beg you are finished!! She must see you as loving, trusting, truthful and strong. If its you she loves she will indeed be yours in the end. If she leaves, she will not be leaving you for her present boyfriend. For she may like him but at this time she does not love him. If she did she would already be gone and would not have cried about all this. Wish you well. Remember you asked and this is my opinion.

Thanks for the reply deacon.

I am pretty much doing what you suggested. I think things are getting better. I also know she loves me to.

 

[mattcrowe25m]

I feel sorry for u - sitting in the hole with ur mind narrowed to ur simple porn need. Why don't u go visit some regular porn websites, porn forums with fanfiction works, watch some xxx movies and pics, read some xxx stories?

I agree with u that what u r saying is true for like 80%-90%, but there ARE ppl like that, girls like that, that's why ppl like me with situation like me exist, and even if u don't believe me, u know well that there are real other swingers/swappers/cuckolds/sharing ppl/sado-maso/any kind of deviantion...

This is forum for cuckolds, real ones, or ppl who have fantasies, who likes to imagine to be in such a relationship, if u r a real one, u share real stuffs, if u are fake one, u let ur imagination flow, don't come here as a regular porn-lover and start **** around about the essence of conception of cuckolding...

Man, Im not mean to ppl but u just piss me off so much, Im not defending "mattcrowe25m", but u can say what particular things in the story u don't like and doesn't make u believe, but don't say shits about the whole "What kind of girl wants to be known for having some weirdo voyeur cuck boyfriend?" because the real cuckold-idea exists because there are those kind of girls!

Why don't u go to my posts and start whining about its authenticity huh?

Thanks Lenguyen,

You are the reason I like to come on the forum and post my situation.

 

[mattcrowe25m]

Wednesday update

Things have gotten a lot better this week. At least from my stand point.

After we talked for a while Monday she went to Jenn's place and they talked. Candy showed up and Jenn went off on her. Tina said she was shocked. Tina also apologized for last week. She said Jenn made her see how it was wrong to run off to Terrell and especially not call me. She said she was kinda mad at Candy to now. That all got worked out yesterday though.

Anyway, when she got home Monday from Jenn's we had some time in bed. I used a condom and for the first time I actually think I could tell a difference. I thought she was little looser. We talked about that after and she said she thinks she probably is. She said he was in her a lot a lot over the week. No condoms and she admitted he had cum in her. She said she did get off when we had sex though. I am pretty sure she did also.

We went out to eat after work yesterday and went shopping for some clothes for spring break. Made sure to go to place were no one would know us. She now may be going with Jenn for spring break. Not sure what will happen.

We got home and she modeled everything then we wound up having sex and then talking for a while about everything. She said Jenn wanted her to see some other guys. She said that was what this was all about anyway. She asked if I was still good with that. I said of course. I was actually glad because I knew it meant less time with Terrell.

We also had a long talk about threesomes. I knew she wanted to do one even before a lot of this started. I just don't want that. Two guys one girl thing. She asked if I would be made. I said no. You can be with as many guys as you want. That is what this is all about. You getting this out before we get married. She said as many as I want. You want me to do a group of guys. Laughing. I said if that is what you want. We laughed.

Then she started talking about us getting married. I was very happy with that. So things are starting to look up in a way.

She is out with Jenn tonight. They are going to a club near school that has cheap drink night on Wednesday. She looked great when she left. She also came back to grab some condoms before they went out. She got really red when I caught her.

I hope to hear all of your comments and thoughts.

 

[okdeacon]

Mattcrowe. This sounds very good. You should hope she gets fucked while she is out. This will also show she does not love the boyfriend. You cant suggest it as you are doing that part perfectly but you can dang sure hope it happens. Plus it should give you a good big hardon knowing that she is that desired by others and that deep inside she knows you love it! Yes She Knows! Again this sounds really promising. You probably dont want to hear this but the more different guys she lets fuck her the better it is for you. This shows she is JUST PLAYING and there is nothing serious with any of them. Plus again she knows you love it. Yes this is promising for you. Let us know please. okdeacon

 

[mattcrowe25m]

Update

Well Jenn didn't get in from going out last night till around 7 this morning. She gave me a kiss and then jumped into the shower while I got ready. I asked her how everything went. She said she had a confession. I said what is it. About cut my self shaving. She said I kinda had a threesome last night. I laughed and said kinda. Was feeling really weird.

She said she kinda knew it might happen. This was something Jenn had set up when she decided to have her wild streak. I said so you knew about it last night. She got quite and said kinda. Looked out of the shower and said I hope that is ok. I said ya. Did my best not to look at her. Just looked straight ahead. She said we could talk tonight she had to catch a nap before her last class. She is packing tonight for Spring break. Half is going to be with Jenn at her parents place in Mexico and the other with Terrell. Not sure which bothers me the most now.

I had lunch with Jenn today. We talked about everything and I thanked her for the Candy stuff. She said Candy needed to hear it and so did Tina. I said I was little upset about last night. She smiled and said you knew it was going to happen. You know she wanted to have a threesome when you met. I said ya kinda. She said they were going to have a lot of fun on trip to. I was like not to much I hope. She laughed. I felt pretty sick thinking about it later.

She also told me one of the guys from last night, Rod, was going with the group. Lot of folks from school in the same resort area. I have never met Rod, but knew of him from school. Jenn has a class with him. He is black and a total player according to Jenn. She said so no worries of him trying to make it a long term thing. Also found out the other guy was a white friend of Rods. Not going on the trip though.

Jenn also said she had broke up with her boyfriend. Long story but they apparently hadn't been dating that long.

Tina and I got off early. We talked while she packed. She said the guys last night were really nice and it was just physical. Not that that helped me. They used the condoms. Did it twice with both the guys. Then once that morning with Rod. She said he didn't want to use the condoms but she is a stickler. Apparently, with most guys I thought. I asked her if she liked it. She said ya it was kinda fun. She liked that it lasted a while the second time. She really can go all night. She said they were both kinda big but not as big as Terrell. She said Rod was little thicker though. That kinda hit home with me since I am little on the thin side I have been told.

I asked her if they were going to hook up again she said I hope so. Then she stopped and realized what she said. She apologized and I said what for. She said for saying that. I said it was ok and that I wanted her to tell me everything. That is what we agreed on. She said I was the best. She also hinted that Jenn had a few surprises for them on the trip, but didn't know what they were. She said she would try to call everyday when she was with Jenn. Maybe little less with Terrell. I know it is hard to get away for those calls. I told her I would like that. She gave me a kiss and said she had a favor to ask.

She said Terrell wanted her to stay with him tonight since she was about to leave. I said it is up to you She said thanks and got everything (including the big box of condoms we bought the other night) and left.

Friday – Wednesday with Jenn
Thursday – Wednesday with Terrell (They are both skipping one class since two were canceled the next week)

It is going to be a long almost two weeks before she gets back. I hope to hear from you guys a lot.

 

[mattcrowe25m]

Came home early

Ok, I got a little pissed today.

Tina called and said she had forgotten one of her bags. I said I laid it on the kitchen table. She said thanks. She was going to get it before she met Jenn at 3. I told her I loved her and went back to work. Our department closed after lunch. Very rare but sometimes happens when a goal is met. I rushed home in hope to see Tina before she left

I got there and saw Terrel leaving and giving Tina a kiss at the door.. She was standing in the door wrapped in a sheet. That shocked me big time. I wanted to kill myself. I waited till he left. I went in and she just stopped dead in her tracks and was like what are you doing here. I said it is my apartment too. She said she was sorry just surprised. I said why. She said you are suppose to be at work. I told her we got off early. She said good I wanted to see you before I left. I was thinking then why not come by work.

I said why are you in the sheet. She started to cry. She said I am sorry. I said for what. She said Terrell had just left. I said it was ok. She said real quietly that they had just had sex. I didn't know what to say. She said she was sorry that this was our place and she shouldn't have. I got my mind back and told her it was ok because I had told her she could bring some one home if she wanted. I was super pissed.

She gave me that look and said so you still love me. I said always. She opened the sheet and wraped it around me in a hug. Lasted a little while. I told her I was glad she was home and picked her up without the sheet. I carried her to her room and tossed her on her bed. I started kissing her and wasnt really thinking what had happened. Didnt want to. Has had bad affects when I have.

Kissed for a while and started to rub her tits and she said they were little tender. They were kinda pink. My hand went south and she grabbed me and got odd look. She said no wait. I didn't realize why right away. She said let me go clean up. Then it hit me and I went soft.

She went to bathroom and came back out minute later. I just wanted to stop but she said no she wanted to before she left. We kissed and then I got hard she sucked me for little bit. I was kissing her nipples again and she started pushing me down which she does when she wants me to lick her. I got down there and knew I couldnt. She was kinda swollen and open. I knew why and started to go soft. She said are you ok. I said ya ya. Sorry. I kissed her clit and just fingered her.

Then moved up and she said to hold on and grabbed a condom. I was little pissed just knowing what had happened. I also knew that it was normal for us.

She rolled it on and then straddled me. I could tell and she could to that she was very loose. She rocked on me for a while. Then she started rubbing her clit. I came and she just smiled. I said sorry because she didn't get off. She said it was ok. She would have but said she had got off already and was sorry. I just got up and went to bathroom. She kinda comforted me and then got ready to go.

She said she would try and call tomorrow. I said ok and just felt weird. She said you love me right. I said of course. She said are you ok with me getting little wild. I said ya we talked about that. She said I just want to know you are ok with me trying things. I said sure. She kissed me and left.

 

[okdeacon]

Yes it will be a long two weeks. You will be a basket case with aching balls and a deep thrill. Someother guys will be fucking your sweet hot little gf. This is what you really want and she is doing just what you told her she could do. You at this point have mixed feelings which is common. But you are also having the time of your life. Yes she knows you like it and is going to enjoy herself to the max. This is a real hot time and i (think) your enjoyment will win out over your anger. Remember this is what you wished for and now that she is providing sex to other men and thrills and sex to you is what its all about. She loves you. Get her more intrested in playing with others so the bf wont have her time controled. Remember he is gettin a lot of her time and she is letting him cum in her and the others are using protection. The less time he has with her the better for you. Hang tough. Good Luck and maybe you sould get yourself some pussy for the next two weeks. A hot pussy eases a lot of anger. Also maybe you just want the balls to ache for some reason. Only you know the answer to that. Keep us posted, Please.

 

[jet2112]

Matt,
When my gf began seeing other guys, I got that same sick feeling you mentioned several times. Feeling like you want to "vomit", while pretending its all good. I pretended for a long time I was "ok" with what was going on. I had to work out of alot of stuff within me personally to accept my gf was going to be with other guys, and fortunately for me, I realized I was totally turned on by her being with other men. You and I both my be "safe base", but our gfs are getting their pleasure and their fun from other guys, and that's our reality. Get used to it... or RUN!

 

[LeNguyen]

Matt,
When my gf began seeing other guys, I got that same sick feeling you mentioned several times. Feeling like you want to "vomit", while pretending its all good. I pretended for a long time I was "ok" with what was going on. I had to work out of alot of stuff within me personally to accept my gf was going to be with other guys, and fortunately for me, I realized I was totally turned on by her being with other men. You and I both my be "safe base", but our gfs are getting their pleasure and their fun from other guys, and that's our reality. Get used to it... or RUN!

jet2112: Man! Like I was hearing my own thoughts! I totally understand what you're talking about, the same, exactly the same thing happened with me...

mattcrowe25m: Just listen to the "jet2112", I know it will be a very very hard time for you, but in the end, u will be able to figure out which way u wanna go - are u able to be with u gf while she is seeing others or u won't stand the situation and at last u will have to walk away... Just try to be patient, get to know yourself more... Wish u good luck man!

 

[jet2112]

I kind of have the feeling that (and I could be wrong), that if you (Matt) really didn't want this, you wouldn't be putting up with a girl doing this to you. You would find someone who wanted you exclusively. That's just my opinion. And yeah, sometimes I feel deep down it might be nice to have an exclusive relationship, I know I cannot have that, and she wouldnt have it either. I just know she is an absolute queen and deserves whatever she wants, and Im not going to try to stop her. If she wants bigger and better than me, she is welcome to it. My girl deserves it all. I want her to be pleasured first and foremost.

And Le, you fiance' is a hottie as well. You have your hands full!!

 

[mattcrowe25m]

Spring Break Update

Other than a few text messages, I didn't hear from Tina till today. She said they had been having a really good time. Stressed the really.

I said what all have you been doing. She said mostly sleeping on the beach during the day and hanging at a club near the place they are staying. She said she was not going out tonight. Was really tired and kinda tired of drinking. She was about to get a shower and said Jenn was wanting to yell at me for a little bit.

Jenn got on the phone and we chatted. She walked out on the balcony and shut the door. She asked me how things were going. I said ok. She said I know you are lying. I said ya it is kinda tough. She said she wanted me to know what happened so I would not be upset when I heard. Of course that made me sick to my stomach.

I of course asked what happened. She said they hit the clubs each night. Both trying to out do each other. She said they both got really wild. She said it started with a bet on the plane. Jenn tried to convince me it was all about getting this out of Tina's system. I said what did you do. She said they both had a few guys since getting there. I said what about Rob. She said ya he had been around and giggled. I got that sick feeling again.

She said they both got kicked out of the hot tub the other night. She said this is what is really going to make you feel weird. I was like what. She said we have been with a lot of guys. I wanted to vomit.

She said Im sorry. I just sat there. She said are you ok. I said ya. She said she didn't want to say anything else. I was kinda glad at that point.

I made a comment about them not doing anything tonight and she said they were both warn out and giggled.

She also had mentioned that they both had no tan lines. That is not to unusual. Tina loves to lay out topless. She said not all was just laying there though. She eventually said they did a few guys from school on the beach and in the water.

She also mentioned she had something planed for tomorrow night. She said she couldn't tell me what it was and that I probably didn't want to know.

So I guess another week plus of waiting on her to get home. The bad thing is it will be a week with Terrell before she comes home.

 

[mattcrowe25m]

Matt,
When my gf began seeing other guys, I got that same sick feeling you mentioned several times. Feeling like you want to "vomit", while pretending its all good. I pretended for a long time I was "ok" with what was going on. I had to work out of alot of stuff within me personally to accept my gf was going to be with other guys, and fortunately for me, I realized I was totally turned on by her being with other men. You and I both my be "safe base", but our gfs are getting their pleasure and their fun from other guys, and that's our reality. Get used to it... or RUN!

Thanks for the post Jet. I hope your situation also gets better for you too.