Sweetie, I know it is a shock and pissing to realize, but the truth of a married white woman having a Black BF is; Though he may demand that she be "faithful" to him, she has no such right. It is hard to learn that you are a plaything, but if you want to keep the pleasure that you get when you are with him you have to accept this truth. My wife has "fell" for each of her long term lovers and both have somehow managed to make her completely "faithful" to them. A feat I have never mastered in our 11yr marriage.LOL Her first LT lover was dating a black lady the whole year and a half that my wife was "completely" his. The first time she got pissed about it, he calmly told her she was weekly "booty call" , a trinket, that the other lady was someone he could have something serious with. You're fun, but you are a married white slut, you're just sex. The sooner you accept this, the happier you will be, and the sooner you can get back to enjoying what you and he DO have together. Please forgive my bluntness, but the other point I'd like to make, has to do with the situation my wife is in with her current LT lover. She KNOWS she is not the only white woman this dominate man is screwing. He makes no secret of the fact. But she also knows that the, GOOD black lovers, are in great demand. If she gets on her high horse with him instead of her back, and gets kicked to the curb, he just answers a couple emails and some other white slut will be trotting to his bed. So wanted or not, my best advice to you, Hun, is to do like my wife and try to outshine and out slut the rest of the herd. That will keep your phone ringing and keep that good loving and great orgasms you have so enjoyed the past year, within your grasp. Best of luck to you!