Over the years I became more and more disappointed after having sex with my wife. I looked into her eyes and, I know I let her down, disappointed her. I knew I did not give her the pleasure she deserves. I am not big enough, I did not last long enough to have any real pleasurable effect. After a while I started suffering from performance anxiety, putting too much pressure on myself, trying to have the same effect as a well endowed bull. These days, I gained more pleasure knowing she is being properly taken care off and from watching her with other men. I get to see and enjoy her in that perfect state of intense pleasure. Her Bulls took her to places I could not take her, their size and stamina far superior to mine as they unleash like a never ending Jack Hammer. They lasted for as long as my wife wanted them to last, which allowed her to extracted every ounce of pleasure from her well-endowed lovers. I now prefer to edge and jackoff myself, I last longer that way. If I enter her its 5 strokes and I am done. I get so excited when she is with other men. Or she commands me to suck them or clean her up. She says that is my only purpose, what I am good for and I agree and embrace my role.