One of the few threads where cucks talk about their mixed feelings of loathing and hate for the guy that fucks their wife.
Ironically I have these negative feelings about every guy.
And the irony is I'm mostly attracted to extremely sexy women, and feel insecure about even their social interest in other guys.
So I get turned on by the idea of being cuckolded, about being bested. But there isn't a guy in the world I'd be happy about fucking any woman I am fond about. I am single by the way, but deep down I know I would be very possessive, very protective.
Why isn't that this isn't discussed much about at all? I say that because I'm expecting jealousy, fear, angst to be an arousal killer.
And I experienced that in my earlier decades. Examples being I paid for hookers, fucked them, then the resident stud came in to fuck them (on my dime), and I quickly lost interest. Its not like in my fantasies.
Its the same for me with relationships. I rapidly lose interest in a woman that unashamedly shows interest in another guy. I also won't compete with guys who are loud and brash. I'll just steal myself away from that circle.
There are exceptions. There is the daughter of a landlord (about 42 now) who I have taken to dinner once. She has openly told me she likes me very much, but that she's not interested in me sexually. She's tall, long legs, very slim. She's taller than me by about 6". And I'm 60 and had a stroke recently. So understandable from my view point.
But unlike all the others I still like her. Even though I've met most of the guys she's fucked with. They're not much younger than me, ~ 55's. But they're taller, leaner, longer limbed, hard faced, but overall nice guys.
I think I have figured it out! I just have to grow half a foot taller, 5 years younger, and have a rugged face. I think I can do that. Oh, and shake off this stroke, and grow an 8" cock. She thinks that's average size.