I’ve spent more time with my wife trying to fully understand just how sexually active she was when she was younger and of course the present day.
I knew she lost her virginity at just xx which is pretty young by anyone’s standards to a 19year old son of her neighbors. She said it was difficult for her and painful and she didn’t enjoy the first time.
This young man’s father soon started to take a sexual interest in her and persuaded her to let him fuck her, sometimes as a threesome with his son. I find this part of her experiences quite distasteful considering she was so young.
She told me she hadn’t even started developing breasts or even pubic hair and I know she’s had only just started menstruating a short while before. She’s quite open about how this older guy started teaching her about pleasuring guys and she spent quite a while leaning how to suck his cock. The father was the second guy to fuck her and she remembers his cock was quite a bit bigger than his sons as he used to hurt her. You’ve got to remember she was a highly impressionable young girl with inadequate parental guidance in her own home so I get she was desperate for love and attention. What she’s only just confided to me, is she started letting other guys fuck her, who I’m guessing were friends of the son and the sons father. I think she’s embarrassed to say exactly how many older guys there may have been and by the time she was fifteen or sixteen or so she’d been fucked by 5 or 6 guys of different ages and she says she regrets starting so young but doesn’t regret the experience. She said at that point in her young life she just loved having sex and the attention that came with it. When I asked how often she used to be fucked, she was honest enough to admit it was often three or four times a week.
She decided to get married at 18 and stayed with him for quite a few childless years her husband became bored with her and occasionally let his friends fuck her before they finally separated. I met her when she was in her early thirties and she’d gone through a ‘freedom’ stage after her divorce where she fucked a few complete strangers at private parties (where I met her) as a means of asserting control of her own feelings and I guess reminding herself she had so much pleasure to give.
We had a good but kind of on/off relationship for a while but finally decided to marry a couple of years later. Of course I knew some of her sexual history but not all and I’d even watched her having sex including a couple of threesomes at these parties so I knew what her needs were. I know she was fucked by three guys once which she says she thoroughly enjoyed and would do again in a heartbeat.
Things settled down after we were married and I foolishly imagined I was enough for her. Clearing out some draws I discovered some photographs of her having sex with her first hubby and some of his friends. The pictures were extremely graphic depicting a woman I hardly recognised as my loving wife. I finally felt guilty enough to tell her I’d found the photographs and as you can imagine, she was not best pleased. To be perfectly honest I had always found the idea of her fucking other guys very exciting and was hoping she couldn’t resist the temptation for long.
I coaxed and manipulated her, trying every trick in the book to get her to agree to becoming a hot wife and after quite some time she finally agreed. Has it damaged our relationship, yes it’s certainly changed the dynamic between us ... she’s made it perfectly clear that I’m not enough for her and she rarely gives me any access to her body anymore. She’s also continuing a sexual relationship with her ex husband even though she says she doesn’t love him, just his big cock
I knew she lost her virginity at just xx which is pretty young by anyone’s standards to a 19year old son of her neighbors. She said it was difficult for her and painful and she didn’t enjoy the first time.
This young man’s father soon started to take a sexual interest in her and persuaded her to let him fuck her, sometimes as a threesome with his son. I find this part of her experiences quite distasteful considering she was so young.
She told me she hadn’t even started developing breasts or even pubic hair and I know she’s had only just started menstruating a short while before. She’s quite open about how this older guy started teaching her about pleasuring guys and she spent quite a while leaning how to suck his cock. The father was the second guy to fuck her and she remembers his cock was quite a bit bigger than his sons as he used to hurt her. You’ve got to remember she was a highly impressionable young girl with inadequate parental guidance in her own home so I get she was desperate for love and attention. What she’s only just confided to me, is she started letting other guys fuck her, who I’m guessing were friends of the son and the sons father. I think she’s embarrassed to say exactly how many older guys there may have been and by the time she was fifteen or sixteen or so she’d been fucked by 5 or 6 guys of different ages and she says she regrets starting so young but doesn’t regret the experience. She said at that point in her young life she just loved having sex and the attention that came with it. When I asked how often she used to be fucked, she was honest enough to admit it was often three or four times a week.
She decided to get married at 18 and stayed with him for quite a few childless years her husband became bored with her and occasionally let his friends fuck her before they finally separated. I met her when she was in her early thirties and she’d gone through a ‘freedom’ stage after her divorce where she fucked a few complete strangers at private parties (where I met her) as a means of asserting control of her own feelings and I guess reminding herself she had so much pleasure to give.
We had a good but kind of on/off relationship for a while but finally decided to marry a couple of years later. Of course I knew some of her sexual history but not all and I’d even watched her having sex including a couple of threesomes at these parties so I knew what her needs were. I know she was fucked by three guys once which she says she thoroughly enjoyed and would do again in a heartbeat.
Things settled down after we were married and I foolishly imagined I was enough for her. Clearing out some draws I discovered some photographs of her having sex with her first hubby and some of his friends. The pictures were extremely graphic depicting a woman I hardly recognised as my loving wife. I finally felt guilty enough to tell her I’d found the photographs and as you can imagine, she was not best pleased. To be perfectly honest I had always found the idea of her fucking other guys very exciting and was hoping she couldn’t resist the temptation for long.
I coaxed and manipulated her, trying every trick in the book to get her to agree to becoming a hot wife and after quite some time she finally agreed. Has it damaged our relationship, yes it’s certainly changed the dynamic between us ... she’s made it perfectly clear that I’m not enough for her and she rarely gives me any access to her body anymore. She’s also continuing a sexual relationship with her ex husband even though she says she doesn’t love him, just his big cock
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