ok, before i start this is genuine, this is not fantasy but fact.
My wife is 55yrs and we have been together for 31 years, since about 2015 she has been seeing other men now and again, most are friends of mine but i know there are others, i think she has gone with between 6 and 9 guys , My wife doent share information with me about the guys she goes with she knows i enjoy the idea though, i get little bits of info from my friends and i think they like the power they have over me when they share this info with me. My wife never consults me and never shares what happened. When i talked about this a few years ago with my wife she said she was on her `voyage of discovery` and that though she loves me she needed to do this to `explore` as she got older. I said i was ok with that. i did see her with one of my friends at a party and this is where it started, she doesnt know i watched. I am told by guys she is particularly adventurous with other men. I have read some emails and her texts about what goes on and it seems that all but one experience was amazing as she said in one of her texts to a guy. I have been denied sex with my wife since early august this year but i dont think she has been with anyone since early this year. Since the relaxation of the travel restrictions i noticed that she is now receiving texts quite often and she disappeared into the bathroom last night to respond to one of them. I did approach her last night and said there was no point in hiding it i know what it is about , she said ok . I asked her could i sometime be present on one of her encounters as i have never been properly cuckolded ,but she knows i would like to. She said that they (the guys) wouldnt probably like that and her exact words were `` you might not like to see what i do `` . Since he has started playing we have had a good relationship as husband and wife and get along great, I am now a little jealous now that my friends get to do what they want with my wife and i just get to imaging what is happening.
Ultimately i would love to watch my wife with a group of black men but that is a long way off i think.