Wife cucked me on honeymoon
Though I didn't know it at the time, at least two other guys fucked my wife on our honeymoon. Our wedding night I was kind of a disaster sexually...the drinks, the nervousness, the innate insecurity because of my little penis. Anyway, she apparently decided she was going to have good sex on her honeymoon even if hubby (me) coudn't provide it. I found out for sure several months later, in the middle of a big argument. The funny thing is the argument ended with me on my knees, sobbing and asking HER to forgive ME...go figure. She just laughed derisively at me and walked out, leaving me on the floor in a heap, sobbing. But five minutes later, I couldn't help myself. I was in the bedroom beating off into a pair of her panties while is fondled one of her bras, thinking about what she must have done on the honeymoon. Several weeks later she "took me back," but on her terms...which amounts to the openly cuckolded lifestyle I live now, denied and real sex and having to grovel and beg for what small favors she gives me when she takes pity on me.