I'm not sure if in this thread we are supposed to be talking about how it IS or how we WISH it was.
How I WISH it was- My wife, the ***** that she is, would be bringing guys home every day and fucking them right in front of me. Some days I would come home from work and see my wife getting her ass and mouth stuffed by another man, or multiple men. Some days the doorbell might ring and I will answer it to find some strange guy there asking for my wife, who then comes parading herself out in her lingirie or nothing at all and drops to her knees to service him. She'd send me text messages in the middle of the day with picture attachments of her sucking dick and/or getting fucked. On the weekends she'd pick up guys when we're out club hopping and suck and fuck them right in the back of my car. On special occasions I might find a gift wrapped home movie of her being used by multiple men. That's what would REALLY do it for me. That is not reality though.
I have been wanting this cuckold relationship to come to fruition for quite some time now, and finally, earlier this year I got my wish. But the one thing I didn't count on with being a cuck, is that you have NO control over how it happens.
How it IS- My wife, the ***** that she is, is out fucking guys possibly everyday and I rarely ever get to see or hear of it. She thinks we have a "don't ask don't tell" policy (she actually wrote that on one of her adult website profiles), but I ask all the time and she never tells. I know what she does, and she knows I know what she does, but for some reason she refuses to ever acknowledge it or discuss it.
There have been a handful of occasions where I've found my bedroom door locked and heard her in there getting fucked. Guy comes out of the room looking guilty and she is in there ass naked looking satisfied, and I come in asking who's that and what happened, and she gives me her typical coy smile and oh he's just a friend and we were talking. She knows I know damn well what it was, but still she will never open up about it. There have been three occasions where I have actually seen her get fucked by other men, plain as day, caught red handed, and I get the same stupid answer, just friends, just talking. She loves playing this little game with me of never telling me what I already know. In some way it is sort of sexy but mostly disappointing.
Luckily I have a few outlets for getting my own satisfaction out of this arrangement. For one, I found her adult friend finder profile so I get to read about some of the things she does when I'm not around when she updates it or I can check her blog that I wished she would update more often. The second way is via the camera I put in our bedroom that she does not know about, but unfortunately she rarely ever brings guys home and it runs 24/7 and I dont always have time to change the media in it or check it to see if anything happened, so in that respect it's been all but useless, except for a couple of times I was lucky enough to see some action. And the third way is to get her best friend ***** as a skunk and ask her questions when the wifey isn't in ear shot, because she spills her guts about my wifes secrets every time. Every now and then my wife forgets (or maybe she does it on purpose) to close her yahoo IM chat window and I get to read some transcript of an impending hook up. Aside from that, I'm left in the dark. It's better than nothing but I'm still wishing for more.