I posted my first "experience" that got me interested in IR among other things in another thread a while back, but thought it would be interesting to know what people think and whether they had any similar experiences.
Here's my story...............
At the age of 20, a horny virgin at the time, as I still am today, I went to visit my Aunt's house. I've always had a crush on her if I'm honest, but even more so back then. They used to leave the back door open, so I let myself in as I always did and that's when I heard what was going on. She had a guy over and was obviously having sex with him in the bedroom from what I heard. My uncle obviously didn't know and I never told him either.
I listened for a while in the living room to her panting and left as I didn't want to be caught. I watched and waited from across the road for the guy to leave. I saw a mixed race guy leaving, turn around, wave, then get in his car and drive away. I went back straight away to see her. She was all flushed and glowing when she opened the door and I tried to act normally although even I was a little flustered. She went to the bathroom within minutes of me arriving, to clean herself up I suspected. When she came back down I told her I needed to go to the bathroom. When I went in there I immediately checked the wash basket. Inside were a pair of purple panties she'd obviously just removed as they still felt warm. They were soiled and full of what looked like cum. I couldn't help myself, I put them up to my mouth and licked all the goo off them and used them to rub my cock before going back down. I couldn't get that experience out of my head for a long time and still think about it today.
The fact I was attracted to her, the fact I was a desperately horny virgin, and the fact some random mixed race guy had just walked in at the drop of a hat to fuck her made me feel inferior. Not only did it contribute to my IR fetish, I think it also contributed to my humiliation fetish where I get off on the idea of being a virgin, staying pussy free, and perhaps one day getting to clean up after a real stud fills a woman I desire with his seed. It's not the only thing that shaped my fetishes obviously. My guilt and shame filled youth contributed to my self-denial and submissiveness, but that event alone I would say added the IR element to it.
Also, the fact he had not only cucked my Uncle, but me as well in a way within just a few minutes fucking my Aunt made me realize how some guys just have something that the rest of us don't.
Here's my story...............
At the age of 20, a horny virgin at the time, as I still am today, I went to visit my Aunt's house. I've always had a crush on her if I'm honest, but even more so back then. They used to leave the back door open, so I let myself in as I always did and that's when I heard what was going on. She had a guy over and was obviously having sex with him in the bedroom from what I heard. My uncle obviously didn't know and I never told him either.
I listened for a while in the living room to her panting and left as I didn't want to be caught. I watched and waited from across the road for the guy to leave. I saw a mixed race guy leaving, turn around, wave, then get in his car and drive away. I went back straight away to see her. She was all flushed and glowing when she opened the door and I tried to act normally although even I was a little flustered. She went to the bathroom within minutes of me arriving, to clean herself up I suspected. When she came back down I told her I needed to go to the bathroom. When I went in there I immediately checked the wash basket. Inside were a pair of purple panties she'd obviously just removed as they still felt warm. They were soiled and full of what looked like cum. I couldn't help myself, I put them up to my mouth and licked all the goo off them and used them to rub my cock before going back down. I couldn't get that experience out of my head for a long time and still think about it today.
The fact I was attracted to her, the fact I was a desperately horny virgin, and the fact some random mixed race guy had just walked in at the drop of a hat to fuck her made me feel inferior. Not only did it contribute to my IR fetish, I think it also contributed to my humiliation fetish where I get off on the idea of being a virgin, staying pussy free, and perhaps one day getting to clean up after a real stud fills a woman I desire with his seed. It's not the only thing that shaped my fetishes obviously. My guilt and shame filled youth contributed to my self-denial and submissiveness, but that event alone I would say added the IR element to it.
Also, the fact he had not only cucked my Uncle, but me as well in a way within just a few minutes fucking my Aunt made me realize how some guys just have something that the rest of us don't.
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