Yay!
So the most difficult thing about this whole thing is that Randall lives in our neighborhood. Good for me...but awkward for my husband. How were we going to navigate this? Randall told me that once wouldn't be enough for me and that I wouldn't be able to quit him after just one time. He said that after feeling him inside me my husband wouldn't be enough anymore. Boy was that true! So figuring out how we were going to do this without neighborhood scandal or hurt feelings was the next difficult conversation I was going to have with my husband.
I called Randall the next night...the night after he opened my eyes...the night after he showed me how sex should feel like...how a man can truly take a woman...should take a woman...just how...oops...I digress! lol this was also the same day that my husband had revealed (through his excitement and subsequent orgasm!) how much he liked the idea of his innocent looking, conservative appearing, sweet, goofy, very white wife being fucked by a very big, very black, very sexy, very manly, very close neighbor.
So anyway...I called Randall. I was beaming from head to toe, from cheek to cheek...it was like the morning after my first time...in many ways it was! I could hardly control my giddiness...I had the best sex ever (or so I thought!) and my husband was seemingly on board! So I called him...told him how much I thoroughly enjoyed our evening...with a flirty chuckle, he said he already knew that! He told me he couldn't stop thinking about it...how amazing I felt...how tight I was...how wet I had gotten...how I screamed...he said the only thing he regretted was not showering with me after...and that next time he's going to fuck me in the shower...and that our first time was nothing compared to what it will be like when I get used to his size...and that we will fuck all day! He was really turning me on and all I could think about was getting in my car and driving to his house! But I was till too sore for that...I told him that I needed to talk with my husband again...Randall asked how my husband reacted...I didn't give him any details about our morning...I wanted to keep that between my husband and I...something special between us...so I just said everything is fine and it won't be a problem to see him again...I could imagine his smiling face at that...and I'm sure he could imagine mine...
(Something along the lines of...
Ha...something cute like this)
Anyway...he asked when he would be able to see me again...I said that I hoped it would be very soon...he said, me too...I told him that I would talk to my husband and call him tomorrow...he said call me tonight...I said no...it would have to wait until tomorrow.
I was trying to create some boundaries...I knew that I needed them...but in some way, Randall was going to have to see that my husband would come first...I needed to see that too...so did my husband. I knew I would have to explain this to Randall...I hoped he would understand and still be interested. He would have to be second as far as my relationships go...even though he was definitely first as far as my pussy would go! lol (I never use this kind of language!) (feels so good and naughty!)
Anyway...we hang up and i waited for my husband to get home...when he did the same routine played out...kissed me on the cheek...went upstairs and put on his tshirt and shorts...we sat down and ate and cleaned up the dining room and kitchen...talking about nothing more substantial than his day...
And then I went upstairs to put my bedtime tshirt on...that's what I call it...it's actually my husband's tshirt...it's a Black Carolina Panthers tshirt...it's pretty big on me...and I love sleeping in it...anyway...I went upstairs...into the bathroom...put my tshirt on...was looking in the mirror while I pulled my hair back and was preparing to wash my face and brush my teeth...all of a sudden my husband appeared behind me...wrapped his arms around my waist and kissed my neck and whispered in my ear, "Is this how Randall held you?" That was very sexy...VERY SEXY! I told him "yesssss" in my breathy voice...he started to run his hands down body to my legs...(I knew he was wanting to have sex...and so did I...but I was still too sore...) so I held his hands...looked at him through the mirror...and said "I can't have sex yet, honey...not tonight...but I do want to talk about all of this with you." He was irritated...felt rebuffed and asked if I wasn't going to have sex with him again...I turned and held his fave and looked up at him...and said "I still want to have sex with you...I want to right now...so bad...but I just can't yet...Randall was so big." He just looked at me so I took him by the hand and led him to the loveseat that is in our room...he sat down...and I straddled him. (That wasn't necessarily meant to be sexy or manipulative...it's just something I always do when we're alone...I'm very affectionate and like to be close to him) imput my hand on his shoulders and said, "I talked to Randall tonight...and I want to see him again." He had his hands on my hips and said "I figured that...besides, we already discussed this as an ongoing thing." I said "I know. I just want to talk about so you and I won't get hurt. I wan to continue to meet Randall every once I a while...but I don't want us to get hurt...you're first to me...forever...(we always say forever)...but I really want to be with Randall again and I want us to figure out how since he lives in our neighborhood. If I'm always at His house...or if he is seen at our house a lot without another woman...people might start talking." (We had never mentioned anything about a potential lover coming to our house)...but somehow this was turning my husband on again...I could feel him getting hard underneath me and he started to run his hands up my back, under my shirt...under his shirt...I stopped him and said "I'm serious...we need to figure this out." Again...irritated...he said "we'll work it out...but if he comes here I don't want to be here." I said, "I figured that." (Cliffhanger: will that ever change? Hmmmmm? lol) I told him that I didn't want to go to hotels all the time...though that would be fine on occasion...I said "We'll just have to be careful and not make it a nightly thing." again somehow that turned him on...was it the phrase "nightly thing?" But he started running his hands up my back again...and this time I responded....was it the phrase "nightly thing?" lol...I don't know...but all I could think about was Randall...all I could think about was how Randall said our first time won't compare to our next time...all,I could think about was showering with him...stroking his magnificent black cock....washing him...kneeling down to take him in my mouth...so I was definitely responding to my husband...I leaned down and kissed him...whispered on his ear..."You like talking about this don't you?" "You like thinking about it don't you?" "Tell me you do." "Tell me and I'll help you." He grabbed my ass and pulled me into him...I was getting so wet...and then he just said...."Yes." I moved down his body and knelt between his legs...I pulled down his shorts and his underwear and took his cock in my hand...it felt different than before...I know I said that in the last post...but I noticed it more now...it wasn't ugly to me or unimpressive...it just felt different. I couldn't help but compare him to Randall...how easily I was able to hold my husband...how big Randall seemed now...but I still loved my husband and I still,loved his cock...somi took him in my mouth...looked up at him...smiled a little...and told him how much I loved him...how much I loved doing this for him...and that will never change...as I started in moving up and down his cock I ran my hand down to my pussy...still sore...but very wet...I wanted my husband inside me...to see if that felt different too...and I just wanted him inside me...but I didn't think I could yet...so I just lightly rubbed myself...while I sucked my husband...I would slow down...speed up...lick and swirl my tongue around the head...and then stop completely...look up at him...stroke him a little...lick and then kiss him...take him in my mouth...stop...look up at him and start over...I didn't want this to end for some reason...so I just kept going back and forth...kiss...lick...swirl...stop...stroke...kiss...lick...swirl...stop...stroke...I asked him "Are you ready to cum?"...he said "almost"...I asked "Do you need to cum?" he just nodded...he was so hard...I asked him "Do you want me to see Randall soon?"....he just looked at me...but I could tell it excited him...I asked him "Can i stay all night with Randall?" he was really tensing up...."if i promise to tell you everything?" "if I promise to tell you everything we do....everything Randall does to me?" I took him back into my mouth...and he groaned and came in my mouth...that's not something we do very often...though we have done it before...but I loved it this time...and I was glad that I did that with my husband again before I would do it with Randall.
I couldn't wait for the weekend!!