Well, after the kids left last night - I'll just say simply that we wound up making love last night - and it was intense.
Surprised the both of us but it was totally spontaneous too. She had already warned me that I was to use a condom (which we did) and that again, she wasn't sure what she wanted to feel. But our kids both left just after dinner about 6pm or so and she was still in her bathing-suit and cover-up and after we'd been drinking a bit more, I told her what I'd been thinking about.
With us both a bit buzzed, it happened so effortlessly, but I told her honestly what I was thinking about and held nothing back. At one point I told her that she will need to probably wash her bathing suit bottoms with all of his cum that's going to seep into them. She squealed at that and laughed out loud and told me that she will need to take extra panties with her too. Our teasing kept going even as we went inside. At some point she told me that "it's time" and she giggled and said something like "I want to see what I've been missing".
I will also say that as I let myself go with the talk and teasing, that I was getting intensely horny and hard. As she shared how she wanted him to fuck her (missionary of course) I really did start to get the urge to have her. I have some weird feelings about that right now but yesterday evening, well, lets just say I think we both felt different.
She put on a sexy strip-tease and told me that she wanted me to see how she's going to be with Paul. I told her the truth, that I loved watching as she took off her bathing suit and got naked that she'd be doing the same with him soon. Seeing her emerge naked really turned me on - I think even more because she's not terribly sun-tan yet and looks a bit pale still - it just got me hard and I told her so. She walked to me and took one of my hands and guided a finger down to between her legs. "feel how wet I am baby...". And she guided a finger into what I can only say felt amazingly warm and wet and welcoming! She moaned softly and then teased me and said "we'll get there baby" and she lay back on the bed naked and just spread herself as if to welcome me.
I thought we'd just be kissing and that stuff and that she'd let me know when the time was right. And it did start that way but it didn't stop nearly as quickly as I'd thought - and instead, it turned into something far different. I could feel how she felt in my arms and my god it'd been a while since I'd felt her this way. Even now, it's re-ignited some feelings I'd not felt in a while - but feeling how she felt and yes, I'll say it, knowing she's been sharing that with Paul - wow. Watching is one thing, but it'd been a while since I felt us both responding together. And yes, while it felt amazing - it felt both old and new. I didn't suddenly plunge my fingers into her or suddenly take her breasts into my mouth and begin sucking at them. No, it just felt hot and arousing - and - I'll say it - almost NEW.
I actually felt nervous and cautious at how I let my hands caress her. Looking back, it truly felt like we were mutually seducing each other but incredibly slowly. She hadn't touched my cock - not since we'd laid down together on the bed. My hands were still on her shoulders and holding her hair as we just kissed. I felt her breasts and hard nipples against my chest and I could feel and hear her breathing as we held each other.
She masturbated and let me watch and as she did so she motioned towards the nightstand and I knew there'd be a condom there. My god in a way it felt so good to put it on and she smiled as I stayed really hard - how could I not as she was not very openly playing with her pussy with one hand and caressing her body - from her breasts down to her clit - with the other.
We hadn't talked - I still thought I was honestly going to simply push into her - enjoy it for as long as I could and then maybe - hopefully - take a few strokes and then pull out.
It started that way. She began to moan and I could see (and knew from before) she was wet and she motioned for me to move between her legs and she said "rub it up and down..... slowly......". I held my cock and I slid it up and down between her pussy lips. The polyurethane condoms really seem to let me feel her - I put a drop or two of lube inside it before pulling it on and I could sooooo feel how warm and soft her pussy felt. That and I could feel my cock absolutely throbbing. She got up on her elbows and said "put a little lube on" and she watched as I spread another drop or two all over the outside of the condom. "Okay baby...." was all she needed to say and I started to lean forward and I guided my cock towards its old home. She'd told me that she just wanted to feel me so I didn't rub her pussy or play with her - actually she did quite well at that herself.
She was the one who had to look up at me and say "well, do you want it or not?" as I just stayed there rubbing it gently up and down. I told her I wasn't sure how much control I was going to have and she smiled and said "just go slowly". And so I did.
Oh my god - what did I give up. The moment I felt her pussy lips spread and take in the head of my cock I felt such a surge of arousal it was amazing!!! She pushed me back right away as I guess she said "go slower, I could feel it too much too soon".
It was agonizing but at the same time - it was amazing. Even now it seems like we were there for hours but really, it was more minutes. But again, pushing into her a second time and now feeling the head of my cock slip right into her. Oh my god - I just can't describe how it felt to me. I felt her vagina open up and snug around the head of my cock - and yes - I will say it openly - all I could think about at that moment was how the huge head of Paul's cock must feel in her where mine was right then.
She asked me to pull out again and I told her that I couldn't keep doing that but she pushed me and I slid back out. I watched as she plunged her fingers in and then I realized she was spreading the lube from the condom around her pussy. She moaned and told me that she was almost ready and then eased me back into her. I thought I was going to almost cum at that moment but she held me still and that helped. It was a moment after that when I heard her moan softly and still with her finger rubbing away at her button - I could feel her relaxing inside a bit more and opening up.
I was ready to move in more slowly again when I felt her legs cinch up behind me and surprise to me - she suddenly pulled me forward and almost all the way in. She moaned loudly and I could tell by how she clenched up - legs and otherwise - that she needed a moment. Again, her finger began feverishly rubbing herself again, and after a few seconds, I could feel her open up again inside and this time she let out a soft moan. I took a tentative thrust - pulled back a bit and then pushed in and I could immediately feel that she'd cum just then - it was slick and wet now and my god - it took all of my control to push back into her gently and not slam into her. She moaned softly and relaxed her legs around my butt and she looked up at me and said "go SLOW!!!!" was all she said.
But it was her, a few thrusts later that pulled me forcibly back into her just as she'd done earlier - her legs suddenly pulled me in. Again as I thrust very gently deep in her - I could feel her orgasm again. The few and slow deep thrusts were amazing but a second later I looked at her and grunted "I"m close". She looked up at me and smiled and - all I can say is that I could feel her pull her legs back even wider and she just whispered "it's okay". I took 2 more thrusts before it really recognized that she was going to let me cum. In the 2 more thrusts that I needed, she let go into another orgasm herself. I stayed deep in her as I finished and I could feel her orgasm also subsiding.
We held each other for a long time after that. I just whispered to her that I loved her and she said the same but we just stayed hugging with her head right next to mine - for a long time. I stayed so hard in her that I was scared she'd be annoyed or mad about it but it felt so good to just hold each other and feel each other. We kissed and as we did she reached down and felt for my cock and the condom around it and then she slid me out of her as I got up on my knees. A HUGE load of cum filled the tip of the condom and a lot of the rest of the condom. I apologized to her as I settled back and knelt there before her. She giggled and said "that was a lot more than I thought we'd do......" and a second later she said "but I"m glad we did...."
After taking the condom off and wiping up a bit we lay in bed together and she told me that she was glad we had "made love" and I told her that I was too but that I was sorry that we didn't do as she'd wanted. She smiled and said "I wanted it honey".
