Well - she left early again this morning, before 7:30am today. She said several times to me she was trying to get in early so she and Brad can have more time this evening and she said thank-you again to me for not pestering her for sex last night. I actually didn't bring it up at all. But she did this morning as she waltzed naked around after her shower telling me how she likes to be naked with Brad too. She'd told me this many times but seeing her standing at the sink in the bathroom and then looking over what she wanted to wear today at her dresser - her comment did give me a very jealous feeling that this is what Brad will be seeing later today.
The more we go on with this, the more I'm actually realizing that it's no so much the actual sex that gets to me, but, like I said, it's the intimacy she's sharing with him that had previously been mine that is getting to me the most and getting me turned on the most. It's interesting as it's not what I expected. Of course the sex part is incredible too - knowing my sweetheart is sharing herself with Brad and then me afterwards, but seeing her in the buff like she was this morning sort of got to me, but I didn't say anything other than I hope she enjoys herself and that I'll wait for dinner for her tonight.
I don't know if it was intentional but after she'd gone downstairs I was brushing whatever at the sink and she came back, reached in front of me and took out her diaphragm from the drawer and said "can't forget this" and took it and the cream with her. I swear my cock got hard after she left and I think she knew it when I gave her a kiss goodbye at the front-door.
Marys-Pet - Sue's in great shape - she exercises regularly and believe me, she is either doing kegels as part of her normal thing or she certainly doesn't need them. Brad's not much bigger than me - longer but not thicker as she's described. She'll tighten up on me at times, but tonight, she knows I like how she feels all loose inside - I even think she may try to relax her muscles down there for me at times since she knows I enjoy that sensation at times.
None and Puller - she doesn't have anything that fits the Brad-only category just yet and I don't think we could explain to the kids why mommy has 2 lingerie drawers. Still - in a way, I think I'd like her to maybe do something like that in time if this continues working for us - maybe not so much a separate drawer, but I could accept and be okay if she had some stuff that she preferred for him only. I have to say that seeing them in her drawer and only being able to imagine them on her could be something that would be arousing. But I'm not sure we're at that point yet either in her desire or my comfort level.
I read what I wrote above - I sound so calm, if only you knew how my stomach feels right now, like it's tied in knots. But, on the other hand, my cock is throbbing. Go figure. I need to get to work.