Dear Sandy:
I was involved in the lifestyle with my former wife for over 6 years. We got started swinging and when I first saw her with an endowed in shape black man, I knew our lives had changed forever.
She developed a sexual preference for black men through that experience, but soon tired of the impersonal nature of swinging. At that point, I loved seeing her with black men, so I started finding men for her to be with online. I even went to the extent of having them prove they were clean with a recent STD test. She met two regulars she really enjoyed through this process and things seemed great. Unfortunately, the men both had to move for work within a 3 month period and she became disillusioned again.
I had a black workout partner/friend throughout this whole process who was totally clueless to my wife and I being involved in the lifestyle. She had started to go out with us at times to watch UFC, football or to shoot pool. She showed an interest in him and I encouraged it. She ended up cuckolding me to him. We all hit it off great and he eventually moved in with us becoming our Dom.
We lived together for over 4 years. My wife got in a car wreck and ended up hooked on pain killers trying to manage the pain from her injuries. Her addiction broke us up. We tried to help her, but nothing worked. I ended up divorcing her to wake her up before she overdosed and died. She moved in with her rich parents and I moved out of state.
As you can imagine, after living the lifestyle for that long, having a vanilla relationship for me is now impossible. I have been looking for another cuckoldress, but so far have come up empty. To be honest, I'm just not sure where to look. I make a good living, I'm in great shape and I've been told I'm handsome. All I want, is to find a woman who enjoys the company of black men, that would love to have a loyal, devoted cuck who would support her unconditionally.
Do you have any suggestions for me as to where to look where I can be upfront and honest without being treated like a freak? Any help or advice would be greatly appreciated. I am near Houston, TX, but I'd be willing to relocated a woman if we met and determined there was chemistry.
Thanks, Jim
I was involved in the lifestyle with my former wife for over 6 years. We got started swinging and when I first saw her with an endowed in shape black man, I knew our lives had changed forever.
She developed a sexual preference for black men through that experience, but soon tired of the impersonal nature of swinging. At that point, I loved seeing her with black men, so I started finding men for her to be with online. I even went to the extent of having them prove they were clean with a recent STD test. She met two regulars she really enjoyed through this process and things seemed great. Unfortunately, the men both had to move for work within a 3 month period and she became disillusioned again.
I had a black workout partner/friend throughout this whole process who was totally clueless to my wife and I being involved in the lifestyle. She had started to go out with us at times to watch UFC, football or to shoot pool. She showed an interest in him and I encouraged it. She ended up cuckolding me to him. We all hit it off great and he eventually moved in with us becoming our Dom.
We lived together for over 4 years. My wife got in a car wreck and ended up hooked on pain killers trying to manage the pain from her injuries. Her addiction broke us up. We tried to help her, but nothing worked. I ended up divorcing her to wake her up before she overdosed and died. She moved in with her rich parents and I moved out of state.
As you can imagine, after living the lifestyle for that long, having a vanilla relationship for me is now impossible. I have been looking for another cuckoldress, but so far have come up empty. To be honest, I'm just not sure where to look. I make a good living, I'm in great shape and I've been told I'm handsome. All I want, is to find a woman who enjoys the company of black men, that would love to have a loyal, devoted cuck who would support her unconditionally.
Do you have any suggestions for me as to where to look where I can be upfront and honest without being treated like a freak? Any help or advice would be greatly appreciated. I am near Houston, TX, but I'd be willing to relocated a woman if we met and determined there was chemistry.
Thanks, Jim
