I know it has been a while since I have updated, but...
The co-worker did not work out - he ended up becoming ill for a bit and my wife decided to move him into the friend zone.
I am currently in discussions with another long-term Bull - I met online. I would have preferred a trusted friend or acquaintence but none of my friends are really ideal Bulls. My Hotwife is actually being a little hesitant on meeting him - but does enjoy his pics! We have exchanged pics - he is definitely into my creamy white, curvey Hotwife. He does look pretty good. He is an experienced Bull and appears to be a good fit to our relationship and lifestyle - hopefully he and the wife have strong chemistry. I am busy getting her mind and body craving his. We role play all the time with me asking her if she is ready to accept a Big Black cock - which she moans, "yes!".
As a couple - well, I remain in a fairly constant state of denial - my wife has not been penetrated by a real-man in roughly 4m...she does get reguarly penetrated by our black dildo. I have not had vaginal sex in over 8m - the funny thing is I don't miss it. I mean I crave it, but I know I am not built to satisfy it - make sense?
On another personal note, the other night before sex, my asked to see me soft. Now soft I am pretty small - 1" at most. I have always been somewhat of a grower - if you call 4.5" growing!
She said, "wow it is so small, cute". I confided to her that I know I am smaller than average at 4.5" but very happy with that. She asked what is average - I told her about 6" give or take a half inch. She replied in an apology tone, "sorry". I explained that my lack of size, was/is part of my motivation to expore this lifestyle...knowing she should be recieving a real-Cock. She said she understands and we continued to role play.
I feel a sense of relief her knowing all of my sexual adeqencies and inadequencies - this cuckold journey has really opened previously unspoken topics...making our relationship stronger.
Hope all are well - cuckykny.