Capt. Ron said:
I’ve talked with lots of ladyboys from Philippines and they’re a mixed bag. Some are a bit dominant, have decent sized cocks and wants to keep them. Others have small cocks and would readily go for the full change but often say it depends what their man wants too. Some guys like their sissy bois to keep their cocks. Either way you should decide what’s most important for you and it looks like you did that already. Save your money and research well, then have confidence to do as you wish and be happy—it’s your life after all.
I have such a complicated relationship with my testicles.
They were a gift; I never asked for them. Like all the best gifts, they were given to me before I consciously wanted them.
They have produced untold numbers of sperm and an insufficient quantity of male hormones. Of the oompty-bazillion sperm they produced, two went on to achieve greatness, and my children became my life.
All of the other sperm died in tissues, toilets, various trash bins, floors, bed linen, and the cunts of disappointed women.
Their loss was rarely mourned, and they often died in the presence of another person humiliating me. In all too few encounters, they were traded. I gave up my measly spend on a bed somewhere in exchange for a better man's larger cum in my mouth or my ass.
I look at them now and think the time approaches to go our separate ways. They perform no useful function, make an unsightly bulge in the ladies underpants I wear, and mislead people - briefly - into thinking I am a man. Removing them would set them, and me, free. I think I would, paradoxically, feel more complete without them dangling in their silly bag, mocking the rest of me.
They can, rarely, give another man pleasure. When I am in my natural position, on my hands and knees, and a real man is running his hard spike in and out of my hungry rectum, his real balls slam into my make-believe balls and the thumping feels delightful. In those few moments, and only then, I am happy to be a man. If I wasn't a man, I could never know the joy of feeling my balls beaten triumphantly by his balls.
So I'll keep them for a while longer. I wonder what the copay is for an emasculation under my insurance policy?