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Pain and pleasure of waiting for her

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I'm sure I'll share more tonight but I have been thinking about all that you've said including what all this means for the future.

I am NOT prepared to no longer have sex or to cum in her. That isn't in the cards for me.

But I have to say that I haven't been this turned on all the time since I was a teenager. Even the slightest thought about her or sex in general results in a huge hard-on for me and even when I'm jerking-off - I feel like I can cum again and again. So that part of all this has been positive.

I really don't know what Sue and Don are thinking - after all, this week only worked out because it is also when Don has his vacation. I think from how I feel right now and how things are, that maybe I could agree to this a few times a year. I mean he must only get 4 or so weeks off - so if my brain is going anywhere with all of this, that's it.

I do realize what this week has done to and for Sue. I LOVE the change in her where she is so much less "scared" or hesitant to open up to me or to take greater control. And she too knows that while I may have been annoyed or whatever, that under it all she knows that what she is doing is an absolute turn-on for me. I cannot tell you how eager, excited and aroused I am when I think about finally having her again Friday night. That Don may have cum in her 10 or more times is just incredibly intoxicating to me to think about Sue giving herself so fully to him.

I didn't even think about pictures of her - just too caught up in the moment, I guess. If things are conducive to it later tonight, I'll see if I can convince her to let me take a picture.
 
Dear STB,

Yes, you have said it many times that permanent denial is not in your cards, but so was not allowing them sex in your marital bed. Times change and so do people. I am not saying that fear is part of love, but yes it helps us in not committing mistakes. Making Sue totally fearless or totally unconcerned about you, and she thinking about herself only may not proove to be a happy ending for you both. I realize that both of you love each other, but what if she interprets your arousal during this denial period as something that makes you more happy than when you are actually making love. Clear communication is the need of hour and I hope you communicate cautiously! All the best.
 
Stb, so wonderful that you are happy for Sue. It's great that she has acquired this confidence, so much so that she is going for her own gratification at the pace of a military campaign. Three steps forward, one step back. She does what pleases her own sexual gratification ( and Dons) and every now & then takes a step back when she sees you displeased or hurting.Then she continues.It would appear that denial is going to be a fact of life now. 4 weeks of Don's vacation, a weekend now & then, a public holiday going back Saturday. Sue likes the way he eats and rims her when she is clean for him and his big cock.
 
I agree with the above. Be very careful and communicate carefully with Sue that this was a nice treat (gift) to try but you are not at all interested in this escalating into "how it will be from now on". I have always been quite afraid of how she says she gives herself totally to these lovers. I think there should be something kept just sacred for you and Sue. You two have something special but i wouldn't coast on that. As has been stated your situation is changing and it requires alot of communication to set boundaries or else many of us are scared this could get out of control and loose your marriage or what specialness you two have.

Also, be very careful ...todays extras have a way of becoming tommorrows expectations!
 
Again that is why I have suggested that you make a big fuss over how much you have missed her. Yes it was erotic but you need to win her heart back, make her feel incredibly wanted and special. Go out of you way to do this! Make it big. Make it special so that she knows you still really want her and not that it okay if Don takes over or the only one who gets her.
 
Good afternoon, finally had some time to post.

Last night continued some of the same pattern as we've now established with Sue coming home a bit late from work (the kids think she's working on a big project with late meetings -and funny that she really is).

I could tell from how she looked at me when she came in that they'd been together again both at lunch as well as after work! It was more from the way she smiled at me and how she seemed when she kissed me hello that told me what she'd been doing. Actually, as I said to someone in the past, the time from when she gets home till when we have time to talk more is when my mind goes wild with all sorts of thoughts.

I had the grill going and we ate dinner shortly after she came home. I was both surprised and a little annoyed when she showed up for dinner already changed out of her work clothes.

Things were quiet after dinner as we were both a bit busy, there was also a level of sexual tension between us - she knew she'd denied me watching her get changed and thinking about that made me even hornier than I was already. Between that and seeing her at other times - whether doing the laundry or tidying up the kitchen - it seemed like I was even more worked up having NOT seen her than when I had. Somehow knowing she was so nonchalant about it as if it was just a normal thing for her to have been with her lover.

Our son went out a little after dinner and we knew he wouldn't be home till late, so once our daughter was off to bed, we naturally moved to the bedroom and Sue began to tell me about her day.

She started by telling me how they met again for lunch and she was very animated about how Don was VERY into going down on her ("licking me" as she calls it). I commented on how I don't remember him doing it as much in the past and she giggled and said "I know, I didn't know what I was missing". I knew the answer but I think I wanted to hear her say it when I asked "what's with the big change?" She looked at me, at first with a questioning look but then I suspect she realized that I knew the answer and she said "you know, I'm all his, that's why". And to that I immediately responded "well, don't get too used to it" and she didn't really reply to that other than to say "uh huh".

I know I heard it yesterday and the day before but somehow to hear her tell me how her lover made her cum so freely in the back of his SUV with his tongue buried in her pussy never seems to get old. She said she lay back on the seat and he held her with his hands on her lower back. I could just picture her in his back seat like that too. Just the way she said it though, so calmly, it was so exciting to see her sexuality finally out in the open.

And that was only topped by her calm retelling of how, after she'd cum that first time, that she wanted it to be his turn next and how she even told me that she didn't feel like she needed or wanted another orgasm then (she said she wanted more after work) but knew that she wanted him to cum in her.

As she told me all of this I was lying on the bed with one hand down my pants and she was standing on the other side of the bed getting changed into night-shirt. As she slid off her jeans and took off her top she stood there in just her panties. She saw me looking and she giggled and said "Friday..." and she patted her pussy gently. I watched as she slowly pulled her t-shirt down ofter her panties and then came to sit next to me on the bed.

She put her hand on the outside of my pants over mine on the inside and she giggled at how horny I seemed to be and then she said "do you want to hear about my evening?" As if she needed to ask!!! She then just said "why don't you take him out (meaning my cock) and I'll tell you about it". In a flash I had my pants down and my cock standing at attention. She giggled and said "you get so horny from me and Don don't you?", and that really didn't need a response.

Just as she was starting she reached out and with her finger, wiped a drop of pre-cum off of my cock. I thought she was going to lick it until she said "it's for you, I'm not supposed to have any of your stuff!". She wiped it on my lips and I licked it off and I know she saw my cock grow even harder and bigger.

She told me again how she felt that she wanted to be naked with him - how she really felt that it let her open up and give herself totally to him. As she told me how they fucked in his den, I got a strong feeling that the frequency of their sex this week had done a lot in terms of their ease of passion together. Just the way she told me how he fucked her in this position or that made me realize that, at least right now, she's actually been with him more in these past few days than she may have with me in the past few weeks. But really, it was more in her tone of voice and how relaxed and sultry she sounded that was such a turn on. There is something so sexy about a confident woman. At one point she said to me "I pushed back against him so I could have him deeper in me" - I know it sounds like nothing, but there was a passion in her voice as she told me all of this that just turned me on.

My hand was a blur on my cock as she told me how she was on her back on his den carpet and how she looked up at the ceiling and how her feet were above her. When she finally told me how he'd cum deep in her I too started to cum and she giggled as she watched me jerk myself into orgasm. All the while she hadn't even been showing me her panties - instead she'd just sat there gently touching my leg and watching me get off to what she was saying. In the end she leaned over and kissed me as I lay there with my stomach covered in my own cum.

It was after I cleaned myself up that I asked her more about what she was feeling this week. She looked at me and simply said that she hadn't felt like this since we were first dating. She said thank you several times to me and at one point said that she almost feels like newlywed on her honeymoon with how often she and Don are fucking. She looked at me at that comment and all I said was that it was very exciting to see and especially to see the change in her and to see how much fun and pleasure she is having.

I will say that the honeymoon comment got to me. It made me very horny but it also made me realize some of what others are saying here, that they ARE spending a lot of time together and that she is liking this amount of sex with him a LOT. But again, to see this look on her face, the spring in her step, the bounce in her voice - it's hard to not be aroused by it all.

She looked at me and then said "how is it for you? Is it what you'd hoped for?" I answered her honestly and said that I was definitely enjoying it and that I saw her in a new light and that I loved her even more now after all of this. She smiled and giggled and said again "are you sure it's good for you?" and I just said that while I know I'm not fucking her, that I do feel an incredible sense of love and fulfillment for her and that simmering and building in me is an incredible desire to take her and fuck the heck out of her. She giggled at that and said "I can imagine" and then "can you wait till Friday?" and I was even proud of my response when I said "I want to wait". She smiled broadly at that and said "thank you" again and then she went into a short thing where she gave me every compliment under the son including telling me how lucky she was to have found me and how thankful she is for my wanting her to do this.

I asked her about a picture and she told me to wait till tomorrow (now today) and she promised me that when she gets home tonight that she'll let me take one of her.

What can I say - I know that everyone is raising red flags and the like - but the reality is that right now I wouldn't change a thing and I can say that I definitely won't jerk-off tonight as I can already feel my desires building and I want to be like an animal by tomorrow night when my waiting finally comes to an end.

Gotta run to a 4:30 meeting in a bit, more later tonight.
 
Thanks again for sharing your adventures STB. Seems like three people are all having a great time. You are getting to experience some things you have wanted to feel, Sue is certainly getting to experience more with Don, and Don is getting more time with Sue. Don decided to spend a good amount of his vacation time with Sue. I'm not sure that would have been my choice. She should be flattered.

You mentioned a while back that Don seemed a bit homophobic. I think it was around the time you were discussing the nude beach. Seems to me that he is worried that contact with another man's semen will "turn him gay" or at least call into question his manhood. I don't think that bodes well for the long-term success of your "relationships."

It's probably a deep seated fear in Don and I'm not sure that he will ever come to terms with his fears like you have. You have been very courageous over the last few years. I have marveled at your personal growth and your selflessness toward making Sue happy.

Just a thought, but rather than denying you (except for short role-playing terms such as Don's vacation,) could you and Sue research how long a man's semen stays in a vagina before dissipating. Where does it go anyway? Another idea would be for Sue to douche after having sex with you - maybe the next morning, maybe a set number of hours before she sees Don, etc.

There should be some way to alleviate Don's fears about touching or ingesting your semen. Just wanted to share these thoughts because all of you seem to have a good thing going and I'd hate to see it messed up by a little spunk.
 
Wonder what "uh huh" means for you guys? And like I we discussed, keep that condom thing between us unless you want to check out that experiment :). Isn't it interesting how much love and attentiveness you have for sue when you are denied...I love how that happens. You know you are going to try this again...the question is when and how long will it be? You seemed to handle this well and even if she isn't fucking Don like this week, she will be primed to go on Friday and get her pussy eaten by Don (bring up the condoms betcha she goes for it). That will tell you where you stand.
 
STB,
Your posts over this past week have been some of the most exciting ever. Your enthusiasm for where you taking yourself is clear to all of us. In your posts of your conversations with Sue you don't seem to quite be as clear to her with your motivations, fears and underlying thoughts. This may be why she keeps asking the question, 'Are you OK'. She is obviously enjoying herself. Don is having the time of his life but I'm not sure that part of Sue's question relates to the fact that she doesn't quite understand how you can get so much pleasure from denying yourself (and her of you) quite so much. It will be interesting to see after this week whether you detect any reduced respect of you by Don. He does seem to be acting in a less respectful way in some of his actions.

Your enthusiasm has also seemed to put you in a zone where you appear less rational about what is going on. Your little head is making some decisions the big head should be making. Thrilling and perhaps understandable at the moment but by Saturday I think you need to switch back a little. I'm still worried that Sue might see an underlying and increasing rejection of her in this. I'm equally sure that Don will be talking it up that way too. You may have some tough talking to do by next week, as both of them will have built up something of a habit by then.

In the meantime have a great night tomorrow. The whole point was to see whether the denial was worth it. The jury is out ... (some waving red flags !).
 
Stb,Peak has some valid points. My interpretation of what you have been saying, especially in reply to Sue is that you are on a sexual high from her current actions, you are happy for her as long as you get to fuck her sometimes. She & Don are very likely to take this that they have carte blanche to meet often(with her clean) and you have her some of the time. I can see her becoming Don's whenever possible and yours maybe once a week.
 
Dear STB,

Well that "Uh uh" could have killed me, had I be in your position. It didn't effect you. She might be doing this for herself, but your answers to her questions are certainly sending the message that while she is doing this for herself, she is doing it more for you. Again you might be saying that this is a red flag, and indeed it is, but be very careful. As Shidave as pointed it out you might be there for once in a week. Think hard about where it is going and talk to Sue before its too late. Don't send her the message that your hand on your cock is more pleasurable than your cock in her cunt.
 
And yes that look on her face, the spring in her step, the bounce in her voice is not because you gave her this precious gift but because She and Don had a good time. Why the time with Don is more exciting than the fact that you gifted her something this big. I am not demeaning your relationship or Sue in any way, but tell me what is more important - that a friend went out of his way to gift you something or that the contents of gift are so exciting. Which is more valuable to you? I think you know the answer STB. Reflect on it.
 
As of now she is more delighted that Don is going down on her rather than the fact that it is you who has made this possible. How can this happen except for the fact that she is in fact loosing respect for you with you as a willing accomplice. I am sorry if I sound too harsh, but yes that is what I feel. I read your narrative because it was loving and erotic at the same time. Now it is becoming frightening!
 
Back Story

Mr Soon, you may recall a little earlier in the "experiment" that Sue told you she was "up for the role." There is little doubt that she has been so. It will be very interesting to your readers when you and Sue go back over the week and delve into what each of you was thinking as you all progressed through the last 10 days. I dont feel she is going to align with Don, a fellow who really dosnt have all that much to offer her in "Real Life." On the off chance she tells you she would rather not be "reclaimed" by you this Friday and would prefer to go back to Don on Sat, that is when you must yell, yell at the top of your lungs "Aunt Pam" I dont think she will try that as that would be bordering on cruel and I don't think Sue is that. Look forward to the closing bell. Thank you.
 
Hey all. I'm still up and can't seem to fall asleep with this raging hard-on so I thought I'd check in here and while some time away until tiredness outweighs horniness.

I re-read what I posted earlier and something happened at the end of that paragraph. There was at least one or two more sentences there that aren't in what made it to the posting. So let me explain as the "uh huh" wasn't the end of that conversation at all. What happened next was that she paused for a second or two and then said "I know that" and then as she turned and came over to me and hugged me and said "I've missed you this week, you know". It wasn't so much what she said but how she said it that told me that she knows this won't be the norm. I hugged her back and I said something like "me too". I'm not sure if I've put it all the right way here but it's what it said to me then and as I'll get to, I was right.

She knew I was horny today and when she came in just before 6pm she looked tired. I guess the rainy afternoon didn't really help much. I gave her a hug when she came in and asked her how her day was. That what I said made her smile was all I needed to know. I had the grill already lit so we decided between chicken or burgers and then she wiggled her finger encouraging me to follow her upstairs.

By the time I locked the door and turned around she had her top off and had just slipped her skirt off and I loved the bright pink panties she had on above her thigh-highs (she likes to wear them in the summer - now I know why!). And that was when I asked her if I could take a picture. She giggled and said she didn't want it then - and then I remembered Joncondon's request for a panty-shot so I took one with the cellphone camera and I attached it here. I liked seeing her in these tonight - it's the most I've seen of her pussy (except for that brief flash the other night) in a week now.

I was mesmerized by her lying there and I was just staring at her panties when she sat up and looked at me and giggled. She then ran her hand down her stomach and then under her panties and she fingered herself right there in front of me - I watched her rub around for a second and then I could see two fingers disappear for a second and come out wet I was now totally absorbed in watching her fingers that I barely heard her moan followed by her saying softly "wow, do I feel 'used'" (her way of politely saying "fucked out" - she hates how that sounds) and she looked at me and smiled and said "tomorrow you'll see what I mean". And with that she rolled off the bed and as she pulled on a pair of jeans she teased me that I have to last till then. I got up and cornered her and went to kiss her playfully and she gave me a jab in the side and slipped by me giggling and laughing down to the kitchen.

We followed the same pattern as the other nights this week. She kept those pink panties on as she got washed up in the bathroom and got her night-shirt on and she kept them on. We got into bed and I wasn't sure what to expect as I hadn't planned on jerking off tonight. Sue rolled over next to me and lay on her side.

I was about to start to say something when she started first. She said that when we first started talking about this "adventure" she wasn't so keen on it but she said to me that when she saw that it was something I really wanted to try, she said she let herself go with it. I still wasn't sure where she was going so I stayed quiet. She said that she didn't understand why I wanted this, to "not have me" for a week while Don "had me all the time". And then she said that she thinks she gets it now, and believe it or not, it was something Don said to her that made her see it - not that he intended it that way. He'd simply said that it was too bad that I was going to have sex with her tomorrow night. I didn't follow at first but she continued and said that he really liked having her all to himself and would miss it - and then he said that I would really want her tomorrow night already.

Said that when she heard Don say that, she says she began to understand better how not having her could make me want her even more - and then she said - and she said it just like this "but it can't just be me saying no can it? it has to be because I'm with Don, isn't that right?". And again, it wasn't so much how she said it - there was more that was said, but that was when I saw that she understood. She even giggled at me and said that "men are crazy".

But it was what she said after that that made me know I'd read her the right way on Wednesday night. She said that it'd been really great letting herself go with Don as she was and she teased me big time in how she said "letting go" and that was my turn to giggle and tell her sarcastically "gee you hid it so well this week!". She laughed back but continued and said how she really did like Don's eating her pussy and how he liked it too - and I said "yeah, so what though?" and she just said that she knows it's going to end and then she said "but that's a good thing" and I was all ears at that and she continued to say that because it was his vacation week and that I had also been encouraging it, that she went along with it this week but that it may be a bit too much for them. I told her that I didn't understand her and she looked at me and said "the sex is great, but I think we both realize that maybe it's been a bit too much this week" and then she joked "I'm not 25 in Hawaii with you on our honeymoon either".

I told her that this week had been everything I'd wanted - that I'd felt at points as if it was out of control and that she was a sex fiend - I felt the jealousy I wanted to really feel - I felt the denial that I wanted to feel and that most of all, that I feel the arousal, awareness and appreciation of how much I wanted her back. She hugged me and I felt one of those moments between us but this time it wasn't as one or both of us were either orgasming or basking in the afterglow - no, we were talking and just from how it felt I just knew what I was feeling. She looked at me and said that she knew the "adventure" was going to end and when I said "yeah" she said that she wasn't ready for what she was beginning to feel. She turned to me and looked at me and just said "I learned from what happened with Brad and I promised you that I'd be careful" and she then told me how she did want to let herself completely go this week but that she was very aware that it had to end as it was planned to "for it to feel right for me and for us". We said more stuff but it was a lot of I love you and stuff like that.

She looked at me and said, now calmly again, "but I do have one more day of being Don's" and a second later "and you said you were going to wait till tomorrow so I'm going to ask you if you want me to tell you about today now or to wait?".

I think I even surprised myself when I simply said "wait". I just said it without really thinking about it and she leaned over and hugged me again and whispered "tomorrow".

Like I said, it was one of those moments and we watched Leno from Wednesday night on Tivo as we lay in bed together and we really didn't talk about anything much after that. As we skipped through the commercials my mind did wander to her lying there and for some reason the word "marinating" came into my head and for a second I was amused by the thought of her pussy marinating in his cum - but then the commercials ended and they went to PeeWee Herman at the Sturgis motorcycle rally and that was the end of the sexy thoughts for the moment.

Sue dozed off and here I am now finally tired myself - and hey, I made it to Friday without jerking off tonight! I hope all this reads okay, I'm actually surprsingly tired.

I just looked at the picture I uploaded, sorry about the resolution when I cropped it a bit and shrunk it to upload I may have shrunk it too much. I'll see if I can get a higher-res version when I'm more awake.
 

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Jon - just saw your last post before mine. I think your fears are unfounded based on how tonight wound up. I have no intentions of giving in to any such request to not have her tomorrow night - but from what we talked about tonight, she seems to want me back too.
 
Positive conversation Stb. Thats great. Even with panties on, pussy looks well fucked. Waiting for your climactic update.
 
PS
It is wonderful that she has realised that despite the super sex and umpteen orgasms daily, you are still her number One guy. You guys will probably still go there sometimes but it is reassuring that reality is settling in.
 
Good for you guys...so what next? Any new adventures in that head of yours STB or are you going to what until Sue and Don bring something up? Great panties and pussy btw
 
Dear STB, It relieves me a great deal. Good luck to you.
 

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