Good afternoon, finally had some time to post.
Last night continued some of the same pattern as we've now established with Sue coming home a bit late from work (the kids think she's working on a big project with late meetings -and funny that she really is).
I could tell from how she looked at me when she came in that they'd been together again both at lunch as well as after work! It was more from the way she smiled at me and how she seemed when she kissed me hello that told me what she'd been doing. Actually, as I said to someone in the past, the time from when she gets home till when we have time to talk more is when my mind goes wild with all sorts of thoughts.
I had the grill going and we ate dinner shortly after she came home. I was both surprised and a little annoyed when she showed up for dinner already changed out of her work clothes.
Things were quiet after dinner as we were both a bit busy, there was also a level of sexual tension between us - she knew she'd denied me watching her get changed and thinking about that made me even hornier than I was already. Between that and seeing her at other times - whether doing the laundry or tidying up the kitchen - it seemed like I was even more worked up having NOT seen her than when I had. Somehow knowing she was so nonchalant about it as if it was just a normal thing for her to have been with her lover.
Our son went out a little after dinner and we knew he wouldn't be home till late, so once our daughter was off to bed, we naturally moved to the bedroom and Sue began to tell me about her day.
She started by telling me how they met again for lunch and she was very animated about how Don was VERY into going down on her ("licking me" as she calls it). I commented on how I don't remember him doing it as much in the past and she giggled and said "I know, I didn't know what I was missing". I knew the answer but I think I wanted to hear her say it when I asked "what's with the big change?" She looked at me, at first with a questioning look but then I suspect she realized that I knew the answer and she said "you know, I'm all his, that's why". And to that I immediately responded "well, don't get too used to it" and she didn't really reply to that other than to say "uh huh".
I know I heard it yesterday and the day before but somehow to hear her tell me how her lover made her cum so freely in the back of his SUV with his tongue buried in her pussy never seems to get old. She said she lay back on the seat and he held her with his hands on her lower back. I could just picture her in his back seat like that too. Just the way she said it though, so calmly, it was so exciting to see her sexuality finally out in the open.
And that was only topped by her calm retelling of how, after she'd cum that first time, that she wanted it to be his turn next and how she even told me that she didn't feel like she needed or wanted another orgasm then (she said she wanted more after work) but knew that she wanted him to cum in her.
As she told me all of this I was lying on the bed with one hand down my pants and she was standing on the other side of the bed getting changed into night-shirt. As she slid off her jeans and took off her top she stood there in just her panties. She saw me looking and she giggled and said "Friday..." and she patted her pussy gently. I watched as she slowly pulled her t-shirt down ofter her panties and then came to sit next to me on the bed.
She put her hand on the outside of my pants over mine on the inside and she giggled at how horny I seemed to be and then she said "do you want to hear about my evening?" As if she needed to ask!!! She then just said "why don't you take him out (meaning my cock) and I'll tell you about it". In a flash I had my pants down and my cock standing at attention. She giggled and said "you get so horny from me and Don don't you?", and that really didn't need a response.
Just as she was starting she reached out and with her finger, wiped a drop of pre-cum off of my cock. I thought she was going to lick it until she said "it's for you, I'm not supposed to have any of your stuff!". She wiped it on my lips and I licked it off and I know she saw my cock grow even harder and bigger.
She told me again how she felt that she wanted to be naked with him - how she really felt that it let her open up and give herself totally to him. As she told me how they fucked in his den, I got a strong feeling that the frequency of their sex this week had done a lot in terms of their ease of passion together. Just the way she told me how he fucked her in this position or that made me realize that, at least right now, she's actually been with him more in these past few days than she may have with me in the past few weeks. But really, it was more in her tone of voice and how relaxed and sultry she sounded that was such a turn on. There is something so sexy about a confident woman. At one point she said to me "I pushed back against him so I could have him deeper in me" - I know it sounds like nothing, but there was a passion in her voice as she told me all of this that just turned me on.
My hand was a blur on my cock as she told me how she was on her back on his den carpet and how she looked up at the ceiling and how her feet were above her. When she finally told me how he'd cum deep in her I too started to cum and she giggled as she watched me jerk myself into orgasm. All the while she hadn't even been showing me her panties - instead she'd just sat there gently touching my leg and watching me get off to what she was saying. In the end she leaned over and kissed me as I lay there with my stomach covered in my own cum.
It was after I cleaned myself up that I asked her more about what she was feeling this week. She looked at me and simply said that she hadn't felt like this since we were first dating. She said thank you several times to me and at one point said that she almost feels like newlywed on her honeymoon with how often she and Don are fucking. She looked at me at that comment and all I said was that it was very exciting to see and especially to see the change in her and to see how much fun and pleasure she is having.
I will say that the honeymoon comment got to me. It made me very horny but it also made me realize some of what others are saying here, that they ARE spending a lot of time together and that she is liking this amount of sex with him a LOT. But again, to see this look on her face, the spring in her step, the bounce in her voice - it's hard to not be aroused by it all.
She looked at me and then said "how is it for you? Is it what you'd hoped for?" I answered her honestly and said that I was definitely enjoying it and that I saw her in a new light and that I loved her even more now after all of this. She smiled and giggled and said again "are you sure it's good for you?" and I just said that while I know I'm not fucking her, that I do feel an incredible sense of love and fulfillment for her and that simmering and building in me is an incredible desire to take her and fuck the heck out of her. She giggled at that and said "I can imagine" and then "can you wait till Friday?" and I was even proud of my response when I said "I want to wait". She smiled broadly at that and said "thank you" again and then she went into a short thing where she gave me every compliment under the son including telling me how lucky she was to have found me and how thankful she is for my wanting her to do this.
I asked her about a picture and she told me to wait till tomorrow (now today) and she promised me that when she gets home tonight that she'll let me take one of her.
What can I say - I know that everyone is raising red flags and the like - but the reality is that right now I wouldn't change a thing and I can say that I definitely won't jerk-off tonight as I can already feel my desires building and I want to be like an animal by tomorrow night when my waiting finally comes to an end.
Gotta run to a 4:30 meeting in a bit, more later tonight.