It can be quite a shock and it's natural to think about for awhile. I am sure it kinda exciting to know ur feeling are similar to ur mother's in the fact that u would like to try the lifestyle. Talk to her about it, it will be awkward at first but she can give u great advice if u want to go forward with itWVmountaingirl said:But it was something that stayed on my mind for weeks afterwards. And found myself replaying that in my head.