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trammgt
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Hi all,
I know it has been a while since I've had any updates in my relationship. This is because I've wanted to approach this slow and steady to make sure this is right for not just me (it has been a fantasy of mine for a long while and I've had gf's who cuckolded me), but, for my wife as well. Especially since she had such a strong and controlled religious upbringing and has a sincere worry with hurting me emotionally - I wanted to make sure if we went forward she could live with herself and enjoy it completely.
Well, for months now we have joked around and even talked about her with others during sex (which excited me obviously and seemed to get her hotter). She would always follow with a "I could never do that" type comment. About 2-3 months ago the joking became more frequent and she started to ask serious questions about wife/gf sharing, concerns over me and my emotions, what kind of woman that would make her etc. I filled her in on what I've read, what I've experienced, and what I've witnessed amongst others.
After many of the initial conversations her joking picked up and started to become more graphic. This always excited me and we'd normally have amazing sex after. It was wonderful. Then, she began to become more flirtatious with a few male friends of hers and mine. It came to a point where one night she even shared some nude pictures of herself with them (of her own offering - not asked!). One in particular she has been teasing endlessly and started making comments about "hooking up" about a month ago. A few times these conversations got a more serious and they both talked about mutual concerns - which, they began to address.
Well, at the start of this week we had a long and meaningful conversation about her having sex with another guy (this one guy in particular). I told her that it was her choice and that the fidelity I worry about is the emotional. I enjoy sharing her and watching/knowing she's getting physical pleasure that I can't give her, but, this to me, is mutual enjoyment. She gets physical pleasure and freedom that comes from trust, and I get the enjoyment of knowing she's pleasured and having her heart dedicated to me. A win-win so to speak. I told her to think of it as, a gift of pleasure that even though, I am not the physical source, I am giving her. She seemed very intrigued and almost excited and relieved the way I spoke.
Later that night she brought it up again and we talked. It was late and we were heading to bed. That day she had unprovoked asked about dick size mattering (trying to tell me it didn't), and I told her the different sides of the debate and what I, and others, have witnessed 1st hand. Then she asked about him again. Well, we talked, and I decided to see how excited she was. As we talked, we started to have sex. She was SOAKED (even when she instigates sex, it normally takes a bit to get her wet) and amazingly hot. As we talked about him and had sex she commented that she'd never felt me so hard or full before (this is a big turn on for me!). Not to mention, it was amazing!
The next day she raised concerns about even if she did something she would be nervous because of all the questions "how was it?", "how big was he?", "was it good?", "was it better?", etc... and she wasn't sure she'd be comfortable answering, stage fright and all. I reassured her and told her some past experiences to ease her worries. Well, that night she set up time to go hang out with him alone and the comments about him "filling her", etc... abounded! The both said they wanted sex.
Fast forward to now... as I sit her writing this she has been over at his house for about 3 hours and made a joke about them having sex. Well... I noticed before she left she went up to the bedroom and I got curious. Now, she has permission to let him go bareback, and all our talks, sex-play, and joking as been with him bareback. However, I did notice that out of the 9 condoms that should be in the box, 2 are missing!!
So here I sit, going crazy in excitement and wonder. Are they doing anything? Are the fucking? Are the condoms going to be used or will she go bareback? Will she give me my first creampie from her? I have all I can do to keep my mind distracted, lol. Even if they don't do anything, this has been amazing and probably the closest to my fantasy we've come so it's a big step at the very least.
Anyway, going to go try to distract myself. I will fill everyone in more later.
I know it has been a while since I've had any updates in my relationship. This is because I've wanted to approach this slow and steady to make sure this is right for not just me (it has been a fantasy of mine for a long while and I've had gf's who cuckolded me), but, for my wife as well. Especially since she had such a strong and controlled religious upbringing and has a sincere worry with hurting me emotionally - I wanted to make sure if we went forward she could live with herself and enjoy it completely.
Well, for months now we have joked around and even talked about her with others during sex (which excited me obviously and seemed to get her hotter). She would always follow with a "I could never do that" type comment. About 2-3 months ago the joking became more frequent and she started to ask serious questions about wife/gf sharing, concerns over me and my emotions, what kind of woman that would make her etc. I filled her in on what I've read, what I've experienced, and what I've witnessed amongst others.
After many of the initial conversations her joking picked up and started to become more graphic. This always excited me and we'd normally have amazing sex after. It was wonderful. Then, she began to become more flirtatious with a few male friends of hers and mine. It came to a point where one night she even shared some nude pictures of herself with them (of her own offering - not asked!). One in particular she has been teasing endlessly and started making comments about "hooking up" about a month ago. A few times these conversations got a more serious and they both talked about mutual concerns - which, they began to address.
Well, at the start of this week we had a long and meaningful conversation about her having sex with another guy (this one guy in particular). I told her that it was her choice and that the fidelity I worry about is the emotional. I enjoy sharing her and watching/knowing she's getting physical pleasure that I can't give her, but, this to me, is mutual enjoyment. She gets physical pleasure and freedom that comes from trust, and I get the enjoyment of knowing she's pleasured and having her heart dedicated to me. A win-win so to speak. I told her to think of it as, a gift of pleasure that even though, I am not the physical source, I am giving her. She seemed very intrigued and almost excited and relieved the way I spoke.
Later that night she brought it up again and we talked. It was late and we were heading to bed. That day she had unprovoked asked about dick size mattering (trying to tell me it didn't), and I told her the different sides of the debate and what I, and others, have witnessed 1st hand. Then she asked about him again. Well, we talked, and I decided to see how excited she was. As we talked, we started to have sex. She was SOAKED (even when she instigates sex, it normally takes a bit to get her wet) and amazingly hot. As we talked about him and had sex she commented that she'd never felt me so hard or full before (this is a big turn on for me!). Not to mention, it was amazing!
The next day she raised concerns about even if she did something she would be nervous because of all the questions "how was it?", "how big was he?", "was it good?", "was it better?", etc... and she wasn't sure she'd be comfortable answering, stage fright and all. I reassured her and told her some past experiences to ease her worries. Well, that night she set up time to go hang out with him alone and the comments about him "filling her", etc... abounded! The both said they wanted sex.
Fast forward to now... as I sit her writing this she has been over at his house for about 3 hours and made a joke about them having sex. Well... I noticed before she left she went up to the bedroom and I got curious. Now, she has permission to let him go bareback, and all our talks, sex-play, and joking as been with him bareback. However, I did notice that out of the 9 condoms that should be in the box, 2 are missing!!
So here I sit, going crazy in excitement and wonder. Are they doing anything? Are the fucking? Are the condoms going to be used or will she go bareback? Will she give me my first creampie from her? I have all I can do to keep my mind distracted, lol. Even if they don't do anything, this has been amazing and probably the closest to my fantasy we've come so it's a big step at the very least.
Anyway, going to go try to distract myself. I will fill everyone in more later.
