Unfortunately, being the type of personality i am, i don't get to actually play with those special kind of beach balls for real ... but i have had some amazing times on the beach, under a big beach blanket, playing with myself while i ogle some incredible ones ... though the ones that turn me on most tend to be huge, yes, but natural and heavy and saggy ... and yes even more specially breasts on very "mature," fleshy women. Just another of my oddities, i guess. P.S. And, yes, I have been "caught in the act" a number of times by the women i am ogling ... to my intense embarrassment and humiliation, but also even more intense, instant ejaculation. The psyche of cuckold can be a strange thing.