Jen, GO FOR IT!!
jenwife29 said:
I am still debating whetehr or not I will meet up with my black online friend again. He hasscalled and said he would like to meet again.I trust him enough to know things would go slow...
I know EXACTLY what you are feeling....and you NEED to go after this!! What you'll hav eto decide tho, is what to do about Hubby....and SOON!! Because girl you are HOOKED already, you just ahven't admitted it!! And once you cross this line, NOTHING is going to bring you back.....it isn't something you are gonna' be able to do, go home, and forget about.......uh uh!! I can tell.......it is something you are going to do again, and again, and AGAIN!!
And it won't be very long that you will HAVE to make some serious decisions about how the rest of life is going to go on....I know because you soound EXACTLY like I did when i first started!! "Just one time" is NOT going to satisfy your needs......you may TRY that, but soon you will HAVE to give in to the need, because NOTHING will scratch that itch!! And after that, you are going on a journey that will eclipse everything you have done sexually to this point. Either Hubby will get on board and go for the ride, or you will be getting rid of him soon and moving on with the rst of your life.
Be truthful, don't even TRYto deny this........how long was it before you wondered what it would be like to COMPLETELY give yourself to a Black Lover, and I mean COMPLETELY.......bareback unprotected totally unplanned and completely without ANY birth control sex with a Black Lover and the outcome be DAMNED!! If you get pregnant, so be it.....and if you don't well try and try again!! LOL You have, I can tell........start approaching Hubby when you have him aroused in bed (all white guys are putty then, they will agree to hump their Gramma's then!!).....let him think this is somehow HIS idea and you are now going along with it.......see how he comes around. And if he doesn't, well you aren't REALLY going to care shortly!!
Let us know what happened next!! Have yo met the guy again, or are you still trying to convince yourself you can stop this before it is too late..........can't, it is ALREADY too late, the seed has been planted, and you WILL act on that seed eventually. Update us Jen, we WANT to know!!
JMNBABE