hi Again, I went without the breast pump for 3 + days and told Mr. R that I would be wanting him again saturday night. He loved it. His hot wife loved seeing him take care of me also. We will see how sore I am from his service compared to the breast pump. But of course I gave him his usual reward of a perfect blow job.
He really feels that feeding me his cock and sperm is in now way cheating on his marriage. Taht would be even if his wife did not feel jealous of cheated on. Everyone knows that there is always some feelings about someone getting sex with someone outside the marriage.
I will tell more details of this soon if there is any desire to hear it.
luv, Miss Gary--heather
"I will tell more details of this soon if there is any desire to hear it."
we (i) stand that
you know we are here to read the Heather experience and shaare them
thanks for all
Yes, HI. I also love to have my tits played with and sucked. I have even orgamsed from this. You can tell I am not a bright boy but I think I have found my calling. My legal name is now Mary and I am so grateful to my Dad (and Mommy) for allowing that. I was so awkward before but now like living as a girl.
Had a "4-some" this weekend. A black Stud and his two grown sons. It was Awesome.
luv, Mary
HI Again. "heather" here. I should explain further that my mom and my both grandmas had HUGE busts and also otherwise very buxom. I had totally natural very FULL B cup breasts in high school before I ever got any hormones. They sent me to a psychologist to help me deal with being a Boy but having breasts bigger than most of my girl classmates. I was already a year plus older than most classmates due to being held back --mostly in my awkwardness but also I am not real smart. Even competing in a regular city school. It was being on the swim team AND the desire of older boys to be around me ( the attention at first) and wanting to do things FOR me. I was diagnosed TransGender when not quite 16 but finally given mild hormones when 16 +. My male puberty started late but was already underway but the time I got hormones.
This was before Clinton was Pres but people were already thinking of blow jobs as NOT actual sex. Boys started asking me to tai off my top and my bra and get on my knees for them. There were soon some that just needed to snap their fingers or point at their crotch and I was sucking them within half a minute. They did not get jealous of each other either and that was wonderful. And of course I became an EXPERT cocksucker quite young.
love, miss gary HEATHER
hi Heather..great story how you started sucking older swimmers and how you come a hot and hungry cock sucker, as expert as your wife or in that time girl friends. great to ear you so proud of your life and can i ask something? are all the guys of swim team blacks or when do you come black cock fuck toy only?
kiss and love Heather dear
Hi and thanks for all Nuits. Are you also Nucances? I will answer . At times up to half of the swim team was Black boys. It was a city school but on the outside of the city. serving residential areas and the neighborhood of a MAJOR factory . A company you would have heard of. Not so much anymore but there logo is still everywhere. Byt the time I was 19 I was for black only with the exception of some grate older white men who had brought me along. also they had not problem with me serving mostly black. AND i have lived as a girl since 17.
YOU or anybody else please ask. So nice to know that people read my posts.
love miss gary ---Heather
There is evidence now that some of the treatments they give to mostly white boys is causing female traits. actual female breasts and even lactating. So if any of the things I needed were the fore runners of those meds, it it likely I think that I may have been affected. I had an older sister who died when she was 3 days old. I am pretty sure my mom was told that I could be made a boy or a girl with a minor surgery. Mom would never have surgery or anything like it again on a baby of hers after what happened with my big sister. I just think that most babies like that die in the womb even if that late in the preg.
I do not know if any of the meds for me were meant to make me more masculine. They did make me feel sick for an hour or two and then felt great for 12 to 24 hours.
The real point if that I got these great breasts and ALL of the boys wanted to be my friend
I was SOON easily seduced with attention to my tits and really got hooked on cock. My daddy got me my first training bra and some of the older boys from school saw us there. They just waved of said hi but I knew what some of them were thinking. Even without my glasses i could see the bulges growing in their pants. I learned to love that bulge. My Daddy said i was boy crazy. He said it as if i was his daughter.
He never actually called me cock crazy but that would have also been true.
Love miss gary HEATHER
Now I go ahead and do not use my breast pump from Wednesday am til Saturday evening. Then i ask my neighbor for our regular date. he sucks my tits dry and his wife usually watches. She is hot but I have never even hugged her. Sometime MY wife comes and watches too. She brings the John Holmes replica dildo and they all love how I take it so easily. Plus Dr. K's wife often gives little tips on how to make him feel good and encourages Him to pleasure me with his sucking of my nipples and breasts. She has also given me many tips on how to LOOK just the way he wants me. Sexy little earrings are his favorite on me. I have little ears but kind of a big nose.
Love, Heather
by the way my Daddy likes that I have used heather as my female name ever since He told me that would be my name if born a natural girl. Even if mom and dad had let the doctors make me a girl fright after being born.
by the way my Daddy likes that I have used heather as my female name ever since He told me that would be my name if born a natural girl.
and thinks you are more and more girly dear Heather nuances4@yahoo.fr
MsGray love your story. but I really want to know if iuse a breast pump to make this happen how
many times a day would I have to do it. An will drug help bring fore my milk.
Yes, I have continued this pattern of lain toff pumping now from Wednesday night until Saturday eve or afternoon. Saturday was my "mother's Day" for me.
suets, I would not seek drugs just to make yourself lactate. Female hormones that are for breast enhancement sometimes make you lactate and for me it is usually when mine med is Changed. NOw i keep my milk by suing the pump and also men "nursing. "
Fmeale hormones for me were for making me behave a little better. In school and church. I would ago off of them for 3 or 4 days before a swim meet or tennis match. I would get SO horny and bold AS a BOY. Also able to become a champion in my sports. For soccer it did not seem to matter if I was on my ormolus or not for playing. That is also when i would first give milk. Going off and going back ON the meds was the change my breasts saw. Of course it was other boys who noticed my tits and then it was my Man dates who discovered my lactation.
LOVE MsGary
yes Suets, I recall you had a question here on thread and I do not know if I answered it. I will check bak through when I have time. I believe I am like many others who visit here. I have to find time when wife is not her and especially not needing computer. I think wife wives , even if they are supportive-think this site and thread are only a waste of time-or even not proper. I LOVE in chat when a supportive wife/mom pm's me and tells that they like sissies in some way. MY wife got me into it but does not like the fact I enjoy being fucked.
luv, MSGary (heather)
Suets, start with once a day. Do not use meds (hormones) unless you want the other changes too. I had no idea i would get such a positive response to this thread. I go to a gynecologist and she recommended the breast pump. I do it 2 or 3 times a day Sunday through wednesday and usually get a little milk out of at least one side.
then I let it build up for weekend. from midnight wednesday to Saturday when i have date with a man who always sucks me. Like milking a cow. Then i milk his dick for him.
Most males do not ever give milk but I say worth a try.
love, MsGary
thank you MsGary I have been for use 3weeks breast pump an have produce a few droplet my nipples have gotting bigger and blue vian are start to show up gone to my nipples. I read in Wed MD that are the milk glands start to show up.
This week I had to use beast pump on Saturday also as my neighbor is out of town and I had a funeral AND a class reunion. A lot of my classmates May have been interested but for them I would rather give blow jobs. I go tmild out of both sides and at least an ounce out of each teat. I love how my nipple are getting So Long. Not much thicker but nearly an inch each side. When erect if dressed they poke through several layers of clothes beside my bra.
My gynocologist say not to worry about the fact my boobs sag a little after being milked. They are very firm and feminine 38BB when straining to hold milk. They are a little uneven but I say that makes them look even more natural. After my man or men nurse,, they sometime are barely a B-cup
the development of breasts for white boys is an important indication of the evolution of the roles and places. it is important to testify.
I understand the inconvenience this causes a certain but it reinforces the prospects of pleasure has pocurer to black males who wear all white females.
lactation and this allows them to assert their leadership.
I add that your parents were excellent supports
I hope to see you soon Ms Gary
I Had a MASTER who insisted i enlarge my breasts~~He wanted them to be 40b ~~i only ever got to be 36b (Photos above) but i can fill a bra nicely and he was pleased to play with them whenever he felt like it~~sometimes he would put his hand up my blouse and feel them in my satin bra other times he would pull my bra down or just unfasten it so that he could suck my nipples until they were red and swollen
This always gave him an enormous hard cock which of course i had to please with my mouth usually but if he got really excited playing with my tits~~he would want to fuck me
I am proud of my tits and just seeing a cock standing to attention after men have fondled them or sucked them is just wonderful and in the greater scheme of things i think white bois should have breasts as well as being locked in chastity for their own good and the amusement of our superior BLACK MEN
THAT is wonderful Finoa. Glad to hear of your success so far. ANd I agree that we should please of Black Masters however they say. Right now I need bare cock IN me. Their potent sperm IN me. Thanks you for your post and I will be watching for your others. Are you "kept" or do you also work. Where from. I am near Rochester, NY
luv, Mary
HI, my date with Kurt is still on for tonight. But I just used my breast pump. My left nipple has always responded better to stimulation. Not the breast pump is actually getting better results from my right tit. already this am I got over an ounce from the right and barely half ounce from the left. I am on a new med to make my hips more flexible. It is also growing my hips and ass I believe. 36AA-28-43. Still blonde thought the gray needs occasional touch up.
One more thing you should know---I did not explain fully before but up until 2012 there was a Very Special man who treates my tits as a special gift to Him. He was actually the first to get milk from me. But he died in early 22012 and my gynecologist suggested a breast punp to relive the discomfort of breast milk building up. Also Also best to keep it flowing. my big hard nipples were the way that That man first seduced me. He also knew just how to kiss my neck and earlobes and knew Just what to say. He had known me for several years already and had been listening to me (like any girl or woman likes).
I am now 5'8 at 135 lb. So not very strong any more but very fit. Soon I will be bold enough to put up pics again.
luv to all, missgary (Heather)
Just used my breast pump. did not get anything yet. a;sp Kurt has not confirmed if our date is on or not. Lately I sees his wife more than him. And she made her special soup fofr me for supper last night. My "wife" was busy all evening.
Love, missgary