You've got to accept that you've started something you can't control from this point forward. That's the whole idea. She decides who she wants to fuck and when and you watch the kids and whack off thinking about what she's doing, and if you're lucky, she lets you clean her snatch with your tongue when she comes home full of strange cum. The thrill for her is real; the thrill for you is vicarious and edgy. You'll be a nervous wreck every time she goes out, and your poor little inadequate dick will get beaten half to death thinking of her out fucking all the real men she will very quickly begin to prefer. Don't get me wrong, though. You'll in some ways have a better relationship than you've ever had before, sexually and otherwise, and she probably won't leave you for another man simply because she'd have a hell of a hard time finding a real man who would let her fuck all the other real men she wants. A cuckold husband who loves and supports his hot wife is a rare catch, and a hot wife like yours who takes to strange cock instantly is equally rare. It sounds like to me you've got a great thing going, but don't think you're running the show anymore. She is, just as you want her to be, and she'll decide who she wants to fuck, suck, kiss, date, call, email, text, invite to your house, go on vacation with and even have another baby with if she chooses. You're a lucky man. Enjoy the strange excitement and pain. You may never find another one like her if you fuck this one up. Give the girl free rein and accept your new role in life as a cuckold.
