Your desire for your wife to cuck you comes from your feeling of inadequacy as you realise you are not able to give her the sex you know she needs. Encouraging a Bull to top her up, to fill the gap in your "deficiency" is fraught with dangers if your marriage is rocky.
Most women take their marriage vows seriously, but if you PUSH her into the arms of other guys, then she has an excuse that you were no good in bed (and admitted to her that she was being short-changed), so she made the decision that she COULD NOT continue WITHOUT A DECENT COCK TO FILL THE GAP.
Of course other women will be sympathetic, as they understand what it feels like if their sex life has a few "downs". Afterall, a bride has great expectations of "happy ever after" and if the sex is not okay, she won't feel okay.
The saving grace is that there is a big supply of Bulls to scratch her itch if YOU WANT HER TO GO DOWN THAT PATH. By be warned, the itch can become addictive, and a special cock can make her never want to go back to the little dick whose owner has a continuous lack of confidence.