I doubt anyone could ever fully tell me this: unfortunately,
However when we met when she was 16 she was already a regular on the pub and nightclub circuit, yes i know nightclubs in the 1980s. She was 6ft slim, very pretty and could in drink turn the charm on, so as she has said nobody asked her age. She was my girlfriend but i did occasionally see the wild child side of her fuelled by drink.
As we became serious she reduced her trips to clubs but if i was working still went with her friends on a weekend. Married at 18 she had a child at 19 so all that stopped and we moved away.
In her early 20s i would babysit once every few months and let her go to another club with a single female friend of hers as she liked dancing, she would come home ***** off her head: fuck i was nieve.
I was at work with a new colleague one day and driving up the road where we lived when he said, there is a fit, tall young bird who lives up here, married to a XXXXX (same job as us), she is a wild one ive seen her in the club she is very popular with the men, then he stopped talking. I knew then who he meant, my wife i am sure he figured that too, what a shame.
As i became her cuck husband she once said, i shouldnt have allowed her to go clubbing something i did well into her 30s, she said i was stupid. She admitted she would have drinks bought for her and often go out with Ā£20 and comeback ***** with Ā£15 having eaten before she cameback and got in the club free.
She admitted she often saw the same men who bought her drinks, sometimes snogged them ***** but no more, well perhaps they fondled me a bit too. She sought to justify this saying she had missed out on all this getting married so early. True.
***** later she admitted she once had a wobble.... she said she was stood chatting between dances holding a beer bought for her when a bloke she sort of knew, stood behind her kissed her neck, fondled her breast, then shoved his hand down her trousers and played with her, she sought to justify this admission by saying she was too ***** and as he did so she fell backwards and he caught her. She didnt denied a mix of drink and orgasm caused this.
She didnt visit a club again.